love addiction

He had already exhausted all the strength he had accumulated, and at this moment, Nan Shijian no longer had any courage.

He turned and walked away, completely.

That back view is as decisive as back then.

Looking at his back, Gu Zhihuan seemed to feel the sting again.

It was like a stick in the throat for a moment.

Liang Siyi didn't even pick up the chopsticks handed to her, but just stared blankly at the direction where Nan Shijian disappeared, lost in thought.

Liang Siyi looked at her for a while, then slowly put down the hand that passed the chopsticks, and said slowly, "Huanhuan, you still haven't let go, right?"

"Let go, it's not that easy." Gu Zhihuan smiled wryly.

Liang Siyi sighed, "I thought you had understood a lot in the past few years, and I thought you had come out."

Gu Zhihuan lowered her head slightly, trying to cover her red eyes.

The powerlessness and grievance of helplessness made her unable to bear it no matter what, and tears fell down.

She said in a subdued crying voice, "I understand all the truths, and I also know that he and I are already people in two worlds. After I hurt him so badly and betrayed him, no one can forgive him. Even I feel unforgivable... so I dare not ask for extravagance, but..."

But no matter how she understands, how well she understands these great truths that everyone knows.

But when she sees Nan, hears his voice, and feels his embrace, she still wants to have it.

How can a person who has loved so hard want to let go, how can he not want to have it?
***
Throughout the night, Gu Zhihuan was tormented by dreams from the past.

When she woke up, it was dawn outside, she hurriedly got up and washed, ready to go to work.

Chen Ma made breakfast for her, and knowing that she was too late, she carefully prepared breakfast and milk for her on the road.

After saying goodbye to his family, Gu Zhihuan hurried downstairs to go to Nanguo Group.

But as soon as he arrived at the gate of the community, he saw a row of men in black.

They were all dressed in neat black suits, all of them were tall and big, with their hands behind their backs, they stood neatly in two rows and waited there.

At the end of them, a black luxury car was parked.

There are only a handful of people in Jiangzhou who can afford and buy such a limited-edition luxury car.

Gu Zhihuan's heart sank slightly, and there was a desolate feeling in her heart that she should come, but she still came.

The man in black with sunglasses came over and said to her indifferently, "Miss Gu, our wife wants to talk to you."

Gu Zhihuan has been hinting in her heart that what should come will always come, and she can't hide even if she wants to.

They have met many times since returning to Jiangzhou in Nanshi.

What's more, she is still stationed in the Nanguo Group now, and she met Nan when she looked up but didn't look down. It is impossible for the Nan family to be unaware of these situations.

To be able to bear it until now before coming to her is considered polite.

She had no reason or reason to refuse, so she nodded, "Okay, but wait a moment, I'll call and ask for leave."

"No need, Madam has already made arrangements for you."

Gu Zhihuan was not surprised at all, put away her phone and nodded, "Thank you."

She walked directly to the car, and a bodyguard opened the door for her.

Gu Zhihuan knew the person sitting in the car.

She lowered her eyes slightly and got into the car, and the car left directly.

The speed of the car is neither fast nor slow, but it is enough to make the scenery on the side of the road regress continuously, and then be replaced by new scenery, and then disappear.

Gu Zhihuan didn't know where she would be taken, but since she was in the car, she could only live with the situation.

Twenty minutes later, the car stopped in front of a high-end club.

The doors on both sides were opened, and it seemed that they had arrived.

When Gu Zhihuan got out of the car, he saw the woman walking in front. Her haughty back was very similar to Nan Shi's appearance when she saw her haughtiness.

This dignified and majestic woman is Nan Shijian's mother. She was the No. 1 girl in Jiangzhou. At that time, she also fascinated many opposite sexes.

The marriage between her and Nan Shijian's father, Nan Jingyu, was completely a commercial marriage between the two families, but after marriage, their life can be regarded as respecting each other.

It's just that in a family like the Nan family, there are inevitably some things that cannot be seen.

Before Meng Fuyun married Nanjing Jingyu, he already had two children.

Nan Shijian was born in the third year of her marriage to the Nan family. She was regarded as the eldest son in the Nan family and had always been valued.

And Nan Shi saw that he was also very good, outstanding in all aspects, won the favor of the old man, and appointed him as the successor of the Nanguo Group.

Gu Zhihuan was thinking about these things, and followed Meng Fuyun into the clubhouse.

When we arrived at one of the private rooms, various tea sets were already prepared there.

Meng Fuyun sat in the main seat, Gu Zhihuan hurriedly washed his hands and sat in front of her, and started to make tea.

She knew that her tea ceremony was not good, and she couldn't compare with Meng Fuyun, so she could only treat it with sincerity.

Fortunately, Meng Fuyun didn't say anything. When she was pouring tea, she still took it and said calmly, "The last time I drank the tea you made was at the engagement banquet with Shijian."

As soon as this was mentioned, Gu Zhihuan's face darkened slightly, and he lowered his eyes.

She is guilty after all.

Meng Fuyun drank the tea, but couldn't tell if he was satisfied or not. After putting down the cup, he asked in a flat tone, "Didn't you have a good life these years?"

"Good and bad, isn't life the same?" Gu Zhihuan didn't complain about her life.

Meng Fuyun nodded, "It seems that you are really different from before. You have grown up, matured, and become sensible."

That's...a compliment.

Gu Zhihuan thinks so for the time being.

Meng Fuyun changed the subject and began to explain why he came to find her, "I didn't intend to let Shi Jian come back, after all, it wasn't long enough, but his father was sick, so I had to let him come back earlier. I have worried about this situation, but I know it is useless to worry. What should happen still happened. When I saw this child, he was too stubborn and obsessed with some things. This is not a good thing for him. As a mother, I I have to come forward to help him cook, you should understand what I mean."

Sure enough, it was still aimed at her.

Gu Zhihuan nodded heavily.

Meng Fuyun raised her lips in satisfaction, "Since you understand things so well now, I won't play around with you anymore. You also know the status of the Nan family. Shi Jian is going to take over the Nanguo Group in the future. His future wife, It can only be someone who can help him in business, and only such a well-matched family can accept it, and now you..."

"I know, we are already people from two worlds."

Gu Zhihuan said what Meng Fuyun wanted to say first.

Instead of letting others expose your concern, it is better to expose it yourself.

"Now that you know it, you know what you should do, right?"

Gu Zhihuan bit her lip, then nodded, "I know."

"That's fine." Meng Fuyun didn't want to say anything bad, after all, she still liked Gu Zhihuan.

But at this moment, Gu Zhihuan was struggling and struggling.

She thought of what Nan Shijian said when he hugged her last night, and she was really shaken. She was thinking about it all night.

She was afraid that if she let go, she might really lose everything.

"Auntie..." Gu Zhihuan said with difficulty, "What if... what if I work harder?"

Meng Fuyun looked at her with a sneer as if he had heard a big joke, "Do you know how Shi Jian survived these years?"

Gu Zhihuan didn't know about this.

She dare not know...

Or rather, she was afraid to know.

Over the years, she hasn't had a good day, so she can't imagine how Nan Shijian survived.

Although they didn't mention anything about the past few years when they met and worked together from the reunion to the present, Gu Zhihuan felt the same.

Meng Fuyun sneered even worse, "In the first two years, he almost became a useless person, got drunk all day long, and lived a life of ghosts and ghosts. I was worried about him during that time, and I always went abroad to see him. You know that Is this a feeling? My excellent son was injured like that for a woman. I almost thought he couldn’t make it through... Fortunately, he survived and slowly returned to his former excellent appearance. I don’t want to Seeing him being trapped by love, making the same mistakes with you."

Gu Zhihuan's eyes turned red, and she couldn't say anything anymore.

And Meng Fuyun took out a box from the bag, opened it in front of Gu Zhihuan, and there was a bracelet in it, the bracelet was emerald green, it was a fine jadeite bracelet.

Gu Zhihuan recognized the bracelet, it was given to her by Meng Fuyun secretly when she and Nan Shijian got engaged, saying it was a present for their engagement.

Nanshi had never seen it before, so Gu Zhihuan kept it in his collection.

Many things happened later, and Gu Zhihuan lost the qualification to keep this bracelet, so he asked someone to send it back.

Only Gu Zhihuan knew how reluctant he was when he sent her away.

At that time, she thought that she would never see him again in this life.

Including the idea of ​​never seeing Nan again, she also had...

It's just that she didn't expect that she and Nan Shijian would meet again and also see this bracelet.

At this moment, she didn't know what Meng Fuyun was going to do, she just looked at the bracelet and was distracted.

Meng Fuyun said, "I gave this bracelet to you with my own hands back then. After you gave it back, I kept it and didn't think about giving it to anyone else, or meeting the girl he likes later. Send it again."

Gu Zhihuan suddenly felt heartbroken.

That kind of pain spread in my heart, but it was hard to say it out, I could only feel the spread of that pain myself.

Meng Fuyun took a look at the bracelet, and then sneered, "Gu Zhihuan, do you know that I hated you before? My such an excellent son, the son I grew up in the palm of my hand, was just loved by you like that." Hurt, do you know how much I hate you?"

Her eyes became cold and severe, and the next moment, she raised her hand and smashed the bracelet to the ground.

The bracelet fell to the ground with a crisp shattering sound.

That voice was obviously not very loud, but it clearly reached Gu Zhihuan's heart, and at that moment, her heart seemed to shatter.

Meng Fuyun said, "You and Shijian can't go back to the past, just like this broken bracelet, it's impossible to recover, unless there is a miracle."

After finishing speaking, Meng Fuyun stood up, raised her chin arrogantly, and left without looking back.

Gu Zhihuan burst into tears after hearing no footsteps.

Probably everyone in this world, including her rational side, also thought that it was impossible for her and Nan Shijian to reunite.

But her emotional side has been persuading her and bewildering her.

Gu Zhihuan, you love him so much, are you willing to let him go?
Gu Zhihuan, if you really let go, there will be no future between you two.

Gu Zhihuan, can you accept him being with other women, telling other women I love you?

Gu Zhihuan, ask your own heart, do you have no feelings for him?
Gu Zhihuan, if you can't do it, you surrender.