love addiction

Looking at it at such a close distance, it is inevitable that she will think of what happened in the past.

That unexpected kiss, and the kiss when he was angry...

Shasha's heart was beating wildly uncontrollably, like a deer bumping wildly.

The fawn that she thought had died a long time ago was still there.

Long Xiaosi also looked at her, and gradually drew closer.

Even the eager breath can be felt so clearly.

Long Xiaosi lowered his head slowly, meeting her lips unexpectedly.

Sasha's eyes closed uncontrollably, not only her heart trembled, but her whole body trembled.

The scarf warmed not only her neck, but also her beating heart.

Although they had had unexpected kisses before, the feeling was different from this time.

But Long Xiaosi is a novice after all, so he just kissed, but did not do anything else.

Sasha was lost in such a kiss in an instant...

"Little Four, I heard that your teacher is here, why don't you come with me..." Tang Mianmian came in, and before she could finish her sentence, she was stunned when she saw this scene.

The two also separated quickly, and Sasha was so annoyed that she wished she could find a hole in the ground.

Long Xiaosi stood in front of her, looked at Tang Mianmian who had his back turned and said, "Mom, why didn't you knock on the door."

"Your door...isn't closed either." Tang Mianmian felt quite innocent.

She just heard from Ruohuan that Long Xiaosi's teacher came to visit her home, so she hurried over to say hello, for fear of being rude, after all, the teacher came to visit her home.

But how did she know...it would be like this!

Sasha was so guilty, she picked up her bag indiscriminately, and said in a stuttering voice, "Sorry, I, I will visit home next time."

After finishing speaking, he fled out, really escaped.

Long Xiaosi looked at Tang Mianmian, and Tang Mianmian said innocently, "What are you looking at me for, why don't you rush after me?"

Without hesitation, Long Xiaosi quickly chased him out.

Tang Mianmian scratched her head, "I don't come sooner or later, why do I come here at this time, really..."

Salsa trotted out all the way, but got lost in the huge garden.

She walked faster and faster, and the more she walked, the more flustered she became, and her heart was in a state of collapse.

It's over, how will she see people in the future!
After all, he was also Long Xiaosi's teacher, but his mother saw them like this, what would they think?

Besides, Tang Mianmian is still the school director, so why would she stay in school in the future?
It's over, I'm afraid the school won't be able to stay any longer...

Sasha was about to cry, she even wanted to slap herself.

Why do you want to be confused!
Why can't you hold yourself back!

Why make such a mistake!

Fear, nervousness, and self-blame were all surging in her heart, and tears fell down without disappointment.

She is not a person who likes to cry, but this time she really doesn't know what to do, and her whole life seems to have become chaotic at this moment.

She even wished that she would disappear from this world immediately, maybe she wouldn't have to face all this chaos.

Long Xiaosi chased all the way out, and found Shasha after a long circle, and he quickly chased after her.

As soon as Sasha heard the footsteps behind her, she ran even faster, as if something terrible was chasing her.

It's just that she couldn't outrun Long Xiaosi, so she was still caught by him.

Sasha began to struggle desperately, choked up and said, "Let me go!"

"Don't let go." Long Xiaosi replied flatly, "Why are you running away!"

"I beg you, please let me go." Sasha dared not even look at him.

She felt ashamed to see others!

But Long Xiaosi wanted her to face him, and while grabbing her forcefully, he raised her face with one hand and said, "Don't be afraid."

As soon as Sasha heard this, she began to struggle again, and it was the kind of struggle that did not care about herself, even if it would hurt herself.

Long Xiaosi was anxious and afraid of hurting her, so he could only hug her desperately, "I know what you're afraid of, it's because I overstepped the distance, don't be afraid, and don't avoid me, can you?"

"In the future...how will I face..." Sasha cried bitterly, her heart was suffering.

"Face it as you want!" Long Xiaosi said firmly, "I like you and want to be with you."

"Don't say it! Don't say it!" Sasha covered her ears and didn't want to hear it.

She's afraid to hear that now.

But Long Xiaosi said it so seriously, "Why didn't you say it? I like you, openly and honestly, I have liked you since a very early age, I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you would not be able to accept it, so I kept restraining myself."

Sasha closed her eyes, feeling that she had encountered the biggest problem in her life.

She didn't know how to go.

***
After all, she escaped from Long's house, and used her previous ability to shrink her head to hide in another city.

When Zhou Yigeng received her call, he thought he heard it wrong.

After confirming again and again that Sasha really wanted to go back with him for the New Year, she immediately arranged for a driver to pick her up and leave Jiangcheng.

But Zhou Yigeng also obviously felt that she was depressed, but no matter what he asked, she kept silent, closed her eyes and stayed there, motionless.

Seeing her like this, Zhou Yigeng was very worried, because she remembered Sasha when he and Ji Fei divorced.

He and Ji Fei got tired of each other after falling in love for a while, so they ended the marriage.

They are adults and can solve this matter rationally, but Sasha was just a child at the time.

When she knew they were getting divorced, Sasha didn't cry or make a fuss, she just said she knew it and hid in her room.

She shut herself up for three whole days, neither eating nor drinking, and refusing to talk to anyone.

At that time, Ji Fei and Zhou Yigeng were very worried, and even thought about asking a psychiatrist to show her.

Later, Sasha came out by herself, and even brought her packed suitcase and said to the two of them, "I'll go with mom, dad, take care of yourself from now on."

When Ji Fei and Zhou Yigeng divorced, they had already agreed that Shasha should stay in the Zhou family. After all, the conditions of the Zhou family were better.

But Sasha still insisted on choosing to go with her. She said to Zhou Yigeng, "Dad still has a family, grandparents, and in the future there will be new aunts and younger brothers and sisters, but mom only has me, and I want to be with her."

It was this sentence that moved Ji Fei into a mess, and then took her away from Zhou's house.

And the current Sasha is also closing herself in her own world, completely refusing contact with the outside world.

This made Zhou Yigeng very worried, so he asked tentatively, "Sasha, is it an emotional matter? You can talk to Dad, you know I am a lover, maybe I can help you solve it."

"It's so noisy, don't talk, let me rest for a while." Sasha put on her hat, and the big hat almost covered her face, directly blocking everything outside.

Zhou Yigeng knew that there was no rush for this matter, so he could only delay it for the time being.

After returning to Zhou's house, she still locked herself in the room, unwilling to see anyone.

Zhou Yigeng told others not to disturb her and let her have a good rest.

Except for eating, Sasha basically stays in the bedroom, living a very empty and empty life for a while.

New Year's Eve is also approaching, and this city a little to the south still has a symbolic snowfall.

Sasha was sitting on the bay window on the second floor, staring at the swirling snow, distracted.

I don't know what's going on in Jiangcheng...

In her heart... there is still no answer.

But she worried about Long Xiaosi more than herself.

After all, she has experienced emotional setbacks before and probably knows how to deal with them.

But it was the first time Long Xiaosi met...

He felt his own resistance that day, so he didn't push her any more, saying that he was willing to give her time to think about it.

But she clearly felt his downcast eyes when she left.

That boy obviously had the brightest eyes ever.

But these eyes were covered with a hurt look because of her.

Sasha clutched her chest, feeling the real pain.

Zhou Yigeng knocked on the door and asked her to have a New Year's Eve dinner. A group of people had a lively New Year's Eve dinner, but to Sasha, it was someone else's carnival.

Zhou Yigeng, grandpa, and the new aunt all gave her red envelopes.

The weight of the red envelope is very heavy. If it were her in the past, she would definitely be very happy, but she is still not happy.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, she went back to her room, receiving text messages and phone calls of blessings on her mobile phone.

The students she taught all sent her blessing text messages.

The WeChat group also became lively, and everyone rushed to distribute red envelopes.

Some people even asked him to come out and give out red envelopes in Ai Telong Xiaosi.

But Long Xiaosi remained silent.

After saying a happy New Year hastily, she quickly exited the chat software.

Mother Ji Fei also called at this time. On the phone, she eagerly talked about how she lived a different Spring Festival in Chinatown, and asked her if she was happy to celebrate the Spring Festival at her father's house.

Sasha said that she received a big red envelope, and Ji Fei joked, "Then I have to give half of it to my mother!"

"Okay."

Ji Fei froze for a moment, "Are you still my daughter, Sasha? My daughter is so penny-pinching, she is willing to give me a red envelope."

Sasha was speechless.

In fact, Zhou Yigeng had already talked about Sasha's problem with Ji Fei, and Ji Fei also wanted to enlighten her when she called, "Sasha, tell mom, are you having any relationship problems?"

"..." The phone was silent for a while before she hummed lightly.

Under Ji Fei's questioning, Sasha told her about the matter, "I'm very scared, I don't know what to do, let alone how to face it, as if I did something wrong."

"Are you stupid?" Ji Fei complained, "I really don't think you are the daughter of me and your love saint dad, you don't have the genes of both of us at all, you know that in a relationship, the most important What is it?"

"do not know."

"It's the heart." Ji Fei said helplessly, "You have to listen to your heart. As long as you tell you in your heart that you like this person, then you should be brave and bold to love him, no matter what his identity is? Girl, old, young, as long as you like it, there is never any reason for love, if you like it, you like it, if you don’t like it, you don’t like it, don’t settle for it, but don’t worry about it.”

"But……"

"Come on, let me ask you, what do you think? Do you like him?" Ji Fei asked directly.

Sasha paused, as if she didn't know how to answer this question.

As a result, Ji Fei said quickly, "Okay, I already know the answer, you like him."

"Why so sure?"

"Because if you don't like that person, when faced with the question just now, you can say it with certainty, and you don't need to think about it at all! If you don't like a person, our heart can make a very accurate judgment, only if you like it When you are alone, your heart hesitates, thinks, struggles, and struggles. Just like you are now, what you consider is not whether you like him or not, but whether you are compatible. From this perspective, You already like him."

Sasha, "..."