love addiction

"You haven't watched it yet?" Qin Cang asked speculatively.

Sasha had no choice but to answer honestly, "Yes, I just received it."

"No wonder." Qin Cang laughed, "Then you read it first, and then give me an answer."

"……it is good."

After Qin Cang finished conveying, he wanted to hang up the phone.

Salsa was so reluctant, but she could only say goodbye with a smile.

When I hung up the phone, tears flowed down my face.

How old is it?
She can hardly remember...

She was only eighteen that year, and like Shen Ruohuan, she lived carefree in school every day, being the simplest student.

Qin Cang was two years older than her, but he was her crush.

The two had dated for a while, which may not count as dating to Qin Cang, but it was Sasha's only youthful memory.

Later, he went abroad with the girl he liked, and Sasha thought that she would never have anything to do with him again in this life...

In the first two years, she completely blocked any news related to Qin Cang.

But later, I couldn't help but inquired about him, and knew that he had chased after his goddess.

She was not as sad as she imagined, or wept bitterly.

Maybe in adolescence, there will be such a boy in the heart of every girl.

It is an obsession that even time cannot dispel.

I don't want to possess it in the past, but I will store it in a corner of my heart.

When I think of this period of youth, I will think of this person.

After Shasha calmed down, she found a utility knife and opened the package.

There was a box in the package, the box was very delicate, very much like Shen Ruohuan's present when she got married.

Sasha's heart suddenly jumped violently. Looking at the box, she gathered the courage not to give herself any retreat and opened the box.

Inside, there was indeed an invitation card.

Qin Cang's wedding invitation.

Sasha smiled bitterly, and looked up her eyes hard, trying to stop the tears that were about to overflow her eyes.

Then he picked up the invitation card and slowly opened it.

The invitation was written in Chinese and English, and the names of the two people were clearly written at the end.

Qin Cang, the groom, and Qiu Si, the bride.

He finally got what he wanted.

Back then, Qiu Si suddenly transferred schools, and not long after, Qin Cang also transferred schools, and followed Qiu Si to go abroad.

Over the years, some news came one after another, saying that Qin Cang has been pursuing Qiu Siyunyun.

Later, they were together.

And now, they are about to enter the palace of marriage.

Sasha couldn't help but blinked, the tear that she had held back for a long time still flowed down in spite of herself.

Once mentioned, it is impossible to control oneself.

Sasha cried silently.

It seemed that this time of crying, all the grievances experienced in the past were cried out at once.

So Long Xiaosi saw this scene when he woke up.

Shasha saw Long Xiaosi and wanted to avoid in a panic, but Long Xiaosi walked over directly, stood in front of her and looked down at her frail appearance.

He was examining and judging why she was sad.

The gaze slowly fell from her crying red eyes to the invitation card on the table, everything is self-evident.

In the end, Long Xiaosi could only sigh, reached out and hugged her head, letting him lean on his body.

When people are wronged and sad, they are often the most unable to withstand the comfort of others.

The more consolation, the more out of control.

The cry that had been suppressed all this time was also choked up at this moment.

Long Xiaosi frowned and said, "Cry out, don't hold back."

Sasha burst into tears uncontrollably.

Long Xiaosi never knew how to comfort the woman's tears, so he could only try his best to think about all the solutions for the couples at home when such a situation happened.

Every time Tang Mianmian got angry, Long Yejue comforted her by carrying her back to the room.

Then the next day, the two reconciled as before.

This method... obviously does not apply to them now.

Long Xiaosi thought about the way Long Chenyu and Shen Ruohuan got along...

Shen Ruohuan is angry... His elder brother usually only needs a little food to coax him well.

Long Xiaosi looked at Sasha who was about to choke from crying in embarrassment, and felt that this method might not be of much use.

But he couldn't think of any other way for a while, so he tried to say, "Why don't I take you to have a good meal."

"Why?" Sasha asked choked up.

"I see my sister-in-law eats a big meal every time she gets angry or decompresses. In her words, there is nothing that can't be solved with one meal. If there is, then eat two meals!"

Sasha almost laughed, and finally put away her tears and said, "It's really her style."

"Then do you want to try?" Long Xiaosi squatted down, seeing her red and swollen eyes and nose, actually felt distressed, so he took out a tissue to wipe her.

Shasha snatched the tissue from him a little embarrassed, and wiped it off by herself, "Okay, are you eighteen yet?"

"En." Long Xiaosi nodded.

"Then let's go drink."

Long Xiaosi raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Although Sasha also felt that something was wrong, her emotions had reached this point, and she couldn't care so much anymore.

"Then what are you doing in a daze, let's go." Long Xiaosi answered her.

Shasha got up immediately, went to the closet to find clothes, went to the bathroom to change, and quickly put on makeup, when she came out, Long Xiaosi was surprised.

The bright and beautiful person in front of him is obviously two different people from the pear-blossoming and tearful person just now.

Sasha felt a little embarrassed when he looked at her, she tugged on her short skirt and said, "It seems a little small, and I haven't worn it for a long time."

"It's a bit short, let's change to a longer one." Long Xiaosi suggested sincerely.

Sasha felt that she had been denied, and asked, "Don't all the bars now dress like this?"

"Who said that girls who pay attention to literature and art now are very popular."

Instigated by Long Xiaosi, Sasha had no choice but to change into a long skirt.

Then the two set off to the bar together. The place was chosen by Long Xiaosi. As soon as he entered, the people inside greeted him, "Hello Si Shao."

"Hi, young master four."

"Hi, young master four."

Along the way, those people were politely saying hello to Long Xiaosi, Sasha was speechless, "It seems that you are a regular visitor here?"

"It's not..." Long Xiaosi felt as if he had leaked some key information.

"For the sake of you bringing me here, I won't tell your parents for now. Of course, if you don't get a good rank in the final exam, I can't guarantee it."

Long Xiaosi was speechless for a while, "It's this time, are you still threatening me?"

"Who told me to be a teacher?"

This reason is really undeniable.

But when she got to the bar, Salsa knew she had been cheated.

Because the women here are all dressed hot!
She was the only one who came here wearing a long skirt like a strange person, which immediately aroused the curiosity of others.

After Long Xiaosi waited and watched for a while, he felt that he still made a mistake.

Of course, if she was allowed to come here wearing the short skirt just now, I'm afraid she would provoke more people.

As soon as Shasha came, she ordered wine, which seemed to mean that she was about to open up and drink.

Long Xiaosi could only risk his life to accompany the gentleman.

The two of them had one cup after another, and Shasha got drunk after a while.

But her drunkenness was not the kind of drunkenness, but much softer than usual.

It was also the first time Long Xiaosi saw her like this, so he was a little surprised.

It turns out that this woman still has a gentle side.

Sasha held the wine glass and said, "Have you ever liked someone?"

Long Xiaosi shook his head, Sasha still disliked him, "It's too bad! Do you know what it's like to like someone?"

After asking, I giggled again, "Look at me, you said you never liked anyone, how could you know what it feels like to like someone? Let me tell you, there are many kinds of likes, some are just Like, but some will change from liking to love, and there are many kinds of love, the love like Huanhuan and Dashen is the most enviable, of course this kind of love can be met but not sought after, isn’t it Everyone is so lucky, and there is love, like the love of my parents."

Speaking of her parents, Sasha laughed helplessly, and continued after taking a sip of wine, "Actually, let me tell you, don't tell others."

Long Xiaosi nodded, agreeing to her request.

Only then did Sasha say, "I am actually the product of my parents' one-night stand. I don't know what kind of blessing they made in their previous life to give birth to such an excellent daughter like me. The two of us fell in love at first. Later, they quarreled fiercely, and then separated. To be honest, I didn’t feel sad at all. Instead, I felt that they were relieved. Look at my mother, how happy I am now. I don’t know how to change in the past ten years. How many boyfriends do I have, let me count..."

She stretched out her right hand, counted with wandering eyes, then shook her head, "I can't count on my fingers, so let me try to count on my knuckles."

Then I started counting again, and the result became more and more chaotic, and I was confused, "I can't count, anyway, there are a lot, don't you say that she and each Ren are not in love? In fact, they are not, they are also love, but that kind of love, no. long."

"What about you, what kind of love do you want?" Long Xiaosi looked at her deeply and asked.

Sasha was lying on the bar counter weakly, her eyes were on the glass of wine in her hand, and she smiled a little blurredly, "I, I don't think I will ever have love in my life."

Long Xiaosi's eyes sank slightly, and he asked, "Why do you think so?"

"I'm a face-saving person, and I have a lot of self-esteem. As soon as I find out that the other party doesn't like me that much, I will sentence this relationship to death. Do you think a person like me can fall in love smoothly?"

When she said this, Sasha's eyes were more empty than ever, and her voice became empty, "I don't want to force myself to like others, and I will never force others to like myself."

For some reason, seeing her like this, Long Xiaosi actually felt a strong desire to protect.

He didn't know if men would have such a protective desire when they saw this situation, but he felt it clearly right now.

He looked at her and saw a lot of emotion in her empty eyes.

Sasha turned the cup in her hand, and asked him vaguely, "What about you? What kind of love do you want?"

"I haven't thought about it." Long Xiaosi replied truthfully.

Sasha laughed at herself, "That's right, you're still young."

After understanding these words, Long Xiaosi actually felt a little harsh.

Of course, he didn't refute immediately, but just looked at her slight smile.

Sasha said, "If you meet a girl you like in the future, you must treat her well, tell her every day that you like her, you love her, and give her all the sense of security so that she can be steadfast. do you know?"

Seeing her seriously teaching, Long Xiaosi actually nodded.

He thought, he must have drunk too much.