love addiction

Even those eyes, which were often deep, became a little lost at this moment.

He didn't wait for Long Yaxi to pour him wine, he poured himself a glass first, put it between his nose and felt it carefully.

Xie Yimin said slowly, "After leaving Xie's house, she took me back to Jiangcheng and bought this yard. At that time, she looked at the house for a long time, but she was not satisfied no matter how she looked at it, until she saw this house. The yard, just because she saw that there were two peach trees that she liked in this garden. In fact, the garden was very messy at that time, and even the house was old and dilapidated, but she insisted on buying here, just because these two peach trees resembled each other very much. Those two peach trees in the courtyard where Xie’s family lived.”

After some words, Xie Tian was a little moved.

Those two peach trees were planted when I took her home.

It was originally just to please her, but he didn't think much about it.

The peach tree grows slowly and blooms every year, and every time the peach blossoms bloom, Meng Xueyao brews some peach blossom wine.

It has been like this for many years, and it has gradually become a habit.

But after she left Xie's house, those two peach trees... were also destroyed by him.

"She has lived here for more than ten years, and she hardly goes out. Most of the time, she is busy in this yard. Sometimes I persuade her to go out for a walk, but she always smiles and says that she likes the tranquility here. , Later I went abroad, and I originally wanted to take her with me, but she was reluctant, and stayed here by herself, and continued to guard here, in fact, it was more about guarding these two peach trees." Xie Yimin raised his head and downed another glass of wine.

This time, he took the initiative to add wine to Xie.

Xie Tian looked at the wine, and many images flashed in his mind.

"Some of these peach blossom wines are old, but she always stores them year after year and never touches them, probably just for today." Xie Yimin sighed.

At this moment, even a man as arrogant as Xie Tian, ​​his eyes were red.

"It's just that she couldn't wait for this moment." This is Xie Yimin's greatest regret.

At this time, Long Yaxi felt that it was a bit unnecessary for her to stay, so she quietly exited the yard, leaving space for the two of them.

The wine on the table soon ran out, and Xie Yimin fetched new wine.

But after all, the wine will come to the head, and after a while, both of them were drunk.

Xie Yimin leaned on the chair, closed his eyes slightly, and slowly played back everything in his mind.

Xie Tian also leaned on the other side, holding the wine glass, but his eyes fell on the two peach trees.

The layout of this garden looks like it has been carefully taken care of. It is carefully planned where is suitable for planting flowers and where is suitable for planting woody plants.

The yard is not big, but it has its own world.

He could imagine her appearance when she was working alone in the yard, serious and focused, wiping off her sweat when it was sunny, and drenched in rain when it was raining.

Those are the times he has lived through.

It's just that he lost those moments.

The night was getting darker and the lights dimmed, but they were still sitting there, and no one wanted to leave.

After drinking the last sip of wine, Xie Tiancai sighed, and said slowly, "When I met her, she was only twenty-eight years old, and I was over thirty years old, even widowed. Although my status and status, many women flock to her , even the old man is planning to choose another suitable wife for me."

"Families like the Xie family have never had any freedom. Just like my first wife, I can't even remember what she looks like. I married her only because of her background. The world envies such glory Wealth, but I don’t know how much freedom and heart I have to lose for this glory and wealth.”

"But your mother is different. She is full of vitality. It is the vitality that I, Xie Tian, ​​cannot have in my whole life, so I can't help but get close to it, even at the expense of plundering such vitality. She soon fell in love with me. In the net that I arranged, it became the canary I raised."

"At the beginning, she didn't know that she was just a little woman who fell in love. I couldn't bear it, but I was selfish. Even if I knew that she would be unhappy, I didn't want to let go. I even took her home. In a hellish family, you also know your grandfather, what kind of temperament he is, especially after he has selected a suitable candidate for me, I brought her back."

"He thought he was challenging his authority, so he made it difficult for me everywhere, and even planned to take away the rights in my hands. At that time, you were still in the womb, and your mother suggested that we go far away and live the lives of ordinary people... But leave The price paid by the Xie family is too high, I dare not take the risk at all, I clearly remember the tragic situation when the third brother left the Xie family..."

"I had a dispute with her. She fled from Xie's house and found her younger sister Chu Linxiang. That night, I had the first negotiation with the old man. I insisted on keeping her by my side. The old man proposed I made two suggestions, one is that I can stay, but I have to marry the woman he appointed. This suggestion was rejected by me because I knew she would not accept it, so the old man gave me the second way, which is In the future, everything must be subject to his arrangements, and even half of the rights in my hands have been distributed to Xie Rong, and you can't give your mother any title, I didn't know his intentions at that time."

"That's when I found out that my cousin Xie Rong, who has no sense of existence in the family, has been running everything in secret. Relying on the influence of his mother's family, he is targeting the Xie family. The old man took away my rights for the sake of balance. Such a situation, besides, at that time, I already had a clear status, this is intolerable to the old man, he has been arbitrarily domineering all his life, and it is absolutely impossible for someone to make great achievements."

"I compromised. Your mother also returned to the Xie family, and Xie Di also married the daughter of the Peng family at this time. I can only barely equalize with them. The old man has fulfilled his expectations and temporarily gave me a peace of mind. , but... Xie Rong's ambition is far more than that. Relying on the support behind him, he has gradually come to the surface. The old man mentioned marriage again, and I had a dispute with him, and even had a lot of unhappiness. In Xie's house, it is definitely not a good thing for me to annoy the old man, your mother sees all this and sees the reason clearly. "

"She... made the most stupid decision, she wanted to fulfill me, and she was already tired of the Xie family's cage, so she began to slowly poison herself. At first I didn't know it was her. After knowing this , I also had a conflict with Xie Rong and Xie Di, because I suspected that they did it, which made the old man very dissatisfied and reprimanded me. At that time, your mother told me the truth, do you know that feeling?"

"I can't protect her well, I'm so powerless... I don't even have a choice."

"Later, I started to linger among the flowers, and even took the woman home. I saw the pain and disappointment in her eyes, but I just pretended I didn't see it. In the eyes of outsiders, I was once again the unruly woman I used to be. God, I want the old man to know that I am tired of Meng Xueyao, she is not important at all."

"At the right time, she proposed to leave Xie's house. The old man said that there is only one possibility. My third brother is an example. You should know her choice. She chose to sacrifice herself in exchange for your freedom, but that night But you made such an impulsive decision, you couldn't bear to let your mother use this method in exchange for your freedom, you directly cut your own wrist, in exchange for your mother's freedom..."

"When I found out what happened to you, I was sitting in the room with that glass of poisoned wine in my hand..."

Xie Yimin opened his eyes, and his eyes fell on the night sky in the distance.

Xie Tian sighed, "But things are one step behind. The old man agreed to your mother and son leaving, but I know that he didn't really let you go. He just watched you make such a move at a young age. I really appreciate it, that's why I agreed temporarily, you thought you were really free, but I know that everything is just the beginning..."

"These years, you have been able to live peacefully not because you have really left Xie's house. I have dealt with the old man for a long time, and of course there are Xie Rong's people. I can't hide it anymore, before the old man made a move, I came to find you first..."

The tragedies of the two people, if you want to talk about it, you can't finish it, let alone Xie Tian who is already drunk.

At the end of his murmur, there was only one sentence, "If it's possible, I hope she never knows me. If it's possible, I hope she can completely forget me, so that she can be free and live the way she wants most."

The courtyard suddenly became quiet, Xie Yimin slowly took his eyes back from the endless night sky, and landed on Xie Tian who had no reaction.

This was probably the only time in his decades of life that he opened his heart.

When Aunt Fang left, she told him that Xie Tian's health had gone wrong, but he never took medicine to see a doctor, and he looked the same every day.

Aunt Fang also said that he rushed back to see his mother for the last time that day, and since then his temper has become extremely irritable, and he always loses his temper at home and smashes things...

And that room that no one rushed to touch and mention, where my mother lived.

And... During the time he went back, Xie Tian would always stand in the yard, staring at something for a long time.

Only now did he recall that the place he was looking at once had two peach trees planted there.

Some things are different from what they appear on the surface.

Long Yaxi came out with the blanket, looked at Xie Yimin, then went over and gently put it on Xie Tian.

Xie Yimin's eyes became gentle instantly, just looking at Long Yaxi with a gentle smile.

That smile was very much like his old smile.

***
Xie Tian and Xie Yimin returned to Nanyang the next day.

Because he left in a hurry, he didn't even have time to say goodbye to Long Yaxi.

When Long Yaxi woke up, he only found the note left by the pillow. Something happened to Xie's family, so he had to go back in a hurry.

This made Long Yaxi worried, not knowing what happened there.

My heart is hanging all day, I always check my phone from time to time, but there is still no news.

It was a day and a night of panic, and the next morning, Long Yaxi planned to go to Nanyang, but when he got up and went downstairs in the morning, he heard new news.

Something happened to Xie Rong.

Hearing these words, Long Yaxi breathed a sigh of relief.

I heard Long Yejue talk about it during breakfast.

Xie Tian had an accident before, it was planned by Xie Rong and his uncle together, and his uncle had secretly picked up the people above him in the past few years, so he had the opportunity to frame him like this.

Before the accident, Xie Tian told the old man about it, and it was only later that the news of Xie Tian's arrest came.

In this way, not only can Xie Rong let down his guard, but it can also make Xie Rong show off when he is proud.

Xie Yimin didn't know about this matter at all, and didn't even know that it was a conspiracy jointly planned by his father and the old man.

Of course, the result of doing this is that Xie Yimin was really deceived, and Xie Rong saw Xie Yimin's reaction, so he believed that his plan was successful.