love addiction

The photo on the tombstone was selected by Chu Linxiang, and it shows Meng Xueyao's appearance when she was young, dignified and gentle, and the appearance of the years of tranquility.

It was something he had never seen before.

Sometimes Xie Yimin always thinks that if she had never met Xie Tian, ​​she would be like a normal person and reap a simple and ordinary happiness.

Or if she hadn't given birth to him, she would have been able to leave that house and live an incognito life like Aunt Fang.

But there is no if, everything has already happened.

Xie Yimin stretched out his hand to caress the photo with the simplest smile, what lingered on his fingertips was reluctance, shame, and heartache.

The phone rang, and it rang several times before he picked it up.

The call was made by the person he left at the gate of the cemetery. As soon as he picked up the call, the person said, "Yi Shao, Miss Long is here."

"I see." Xie Yimin stood up, put away his phone and looked at the darkening sky, turned around and left without any further hesitation.

He expected that Long Yaxi would come from the main entrance, so he took the path.

Not meeting him was the result he wanted, but it was hard to hide the disappointment in his heart.

Back at the gate of the cemetery, the driver had already opened the door for him and invited him to get in the car.

After Xie Yimin got into the car, he turned his head to look in the direction of the cemetery, and then told the driver to leave.

When going down the mountain, it started to snow, and the ground began to snow again.

The driver drives carefully, but sometimes it is inevitable to slip.

Xie Yimin shook hands, and finally told the driver, "Turn back and find a hidden place to stop."

Although the driver didn't understand what Xie Yimin meant, he did as he did and turned back to the mountain again.

Long Yaxi's car was parked in the parking lot at the entrance of the cemetery, and Xie Yimin recognized it at a glance.

After he asked the driver to choose a spot opposite to stop, he sat quietly in the car and waited.

At this time, the snow began to fall one after another, very much like the snow that he, she and Long Qingqing watched outside the hospital on New Year's Eve last year.

The difference is that they were all simple and happy back then.

But now, he is burdened with too many things, and he is no longer qualified to be simple and happy.

But she is okay, and he also hopes that she can still live as simple and happy as before.

All the dark and heavy things, he just needs to face them by himself.

***
When Long Yaxi arrived in front of Meng Xueyao's tombstone, he became puzzled after just one glance.

The snow on the ground is cleaned by people from the cemetery, but the area in front of the tombstone is generally not cleaned.

But today, the stone is clean and tidy, and it looks like someone has carefully tidied it up.

But there is nothing to worship in front of the tombstone, not even a flower, which is really incredible.

She put all the things she brought, lit the candles, looked at the photo on the tombstone and greeted softly, "Auntie, I'm coming to see you again, the new year is coming soon, there may be many things to do I'm busy, I'm afraid I don't have time to see you, so I came here early and brought some flowers you like, but it's cold winter, I can't keep them for too long, I'll bring you the flowers planted in the yard next spring."

It was just a kind of homely chatter, but Long Yaxi spoke it very seriously, as if he was really talking to Meng Xueyao.

After she placed the things, the snow also fell down one after another.

The weather forecast said that there would be heavy snow tonight, but she didn't expect it to start so early. In order to go down the mountain safely, she couldn't stay longer, so she had to say goodbye to Meng Xueyao.

Leaving the cemetery on the snow, she trotted all the way to the parking lot, but her clothes were still partly wet and shivering from the cold.

After opening the car door, she quickly started the car and turned on the heater. She warmed her hands and looked at the snowy scenery outside. Her thoughts were brought back to the previous New Year's Eve.

It was also such a snow, it was obviously cold to death, but she felt the warmth, the warmth from Xie Yimin.

Maybe it's because I have felt such warmth and tasted such sweetness before, so I can't lose it, and I can't suffer from it.

Looking at Luoxue, Long Yaxi murmured, "Blizzard is coming, Xie Yimin, where are you?"

She was distracted, but the phone brought her back to reality.

Since he was gone, she had a habit of waiting for the phone to ring.

It's just that too much loss made her gradually lose hope, but she would still think of him immediately when the phone rang.

This time the call was still not from him, Long Yaxi picked it up, and then Tang Mianmian told him, "Xixi, it's snowing heavily today, come back early, don't stay outside for too long, and, Be careful when driving in snowy weather, you must be careful, you know?"

"Okay, I'll be right back."

Tang Mianmian explained a few more words before hanging up the phone, and Long Yaxi had to start the car and leave here.

The road down the mountain was really difficult, and the snow on the mountain was heavier than that on the bottom, so she drove very carefully.

The car has been equipped with anti-skid chains, but it is still easy to slip if one is not careful.

Moreover, the light in the mountains is not as good as that in the city, especially in snowy weather, the evening is no different from the night.

Long Yaxi drove carefully, paying full attention to the road section.

Fortunately, a car followed at this time, giving her enough light to make her drive more at ease.

When encountering difficult road sections, the car behind will turn on the headlights for her so that she can see more clearly.

Accompanied by such a car, Long Yaxi was finally not so nervous, and went down the mountain safely and returned to the streets of the city.

She honked the horn to thank the other party, and the other party also honked the horn to give her a response.

Only then did Long Yaxi drive the car towards home, and as soon as she arrived at the door, Tang Mianmian quickly brought her hot milk tea.

She drank a big cup before she calmed down. She turned around and asked Tang Mianmian, "Isn't Dad back today?"

"Well, he has some business to go out." Tang Mianmian explained casually, "Let's just have dinner tonight."

The butler had already arranged dinner, and Tang Mianmian called the other children to come over for dinner.

After Long Qingqing returned home, her eating habits remained the same as before. She liked to be vegetarian and did not eat meat.

Tang Mianmian didn't force her, but just asked her to drink more soup.

During this year, Long Qingqing's health has improved a lot, and she has grown a head, but she is still very thin. Long Xiaosi, who is also a twin with her, is almost a head taller than her, so strong Like a cow, Tang Mianmian can always vomit blood with anger.

After dinner, Long Yaxi went back to the room early, planning to rest earlier.

But before going to bed, she casually read the news from the South, which was already a habit of hers.

With a lintel like the Xie family, there will always be reports on the news about what happens or what big moves are made.

Before Xie Yimin bought LT company in ten days, it was widely reported by the media, saying that the people of Xie's family are better than blue, and the tiger father has no dogs and so on.

That was also the only report about Xie Yimin, and there was no other report about him after that, it was as low-key as if there was no such person.

There are a lot of news about his father, most of which are related to sex.

Long Yaxi once chatted with Tang Mianmian about the Xie family, and it was Xie Tian who talked the most.

She took care of Meng Xueyao for a while, so she knew something about their past.

Long Yaxi could tell that Meng Xueyao still had some affection for Xie Tian.

In Meng Xueyao's words, she still loves Xie Tian, ​​but she doesn't like him anymore.

Long Yaxi couldn't figure out what kind of love this was, until Tang Mianmian, who had life experience, analyzed this feeling with her.

Everyone's feelings are different, for Meng Xueyao, Xie Tian is the only person she has ever loved but also hurt her.

She still loves, but for the love that existed before, even if she has let go, but after all, she has loved each other once, so the past can still be looked back, and the years can be lingered.

As for Xie Tian, ​​since Meng Xueyao left, he has had countless women.

In the eyes of others, this is definitely a scumbag.

But other people are not him, only he knows what kind of person he is, so he has no right to comment on his love life.

What's more, he is from the Xie family, and his status is even more remarkable.

Even in Jiangcheng, there are many such things in this first-tier wealthy family.

Many even changed their nationality and married several women, and what's more, there were women outside the family.

When talking about this, Tang Mianmian also asked Long Yaxi, "Xie Yimin has returned to Xie's house now, and he may face the same choice as his father in the future. What do you think he will do?"

"I may not know about others, but I know him well, and he won't go that way." This was Long Yaxi's answer.

Tang Mianmian just smiled at that time.

Later, Long Yaxi thought about this sentence for himself, and was somewhat shocked by his own thoughts, and actually trusted him so definitely.

Where does this trust come from?
She doesn't know.

***
Xie Yimin made an appointment with Long Yejue, but he was late.

The car was driving very fast, but the assistant was still very anxious, "Yi Shao, we are almost two hours late, maybe the Sir has already left... If this is the case, then we have come here for nothing this time. In time..."

Xie Yimin gave the assistant a cold look, he could only shrink back and shut his mouth, but the worry was in his eyes.

The better Xie Yimin met Long Yejue, the head of the Long family, he would not be late, but because he stayed on the mountain for a while, he was late.

This is a big taboo, besides, this time Xie Yimin wanted something from Long Yejue, so he shouldn't have been late for so long.

Xie Yimin's face was also very gloomy. When he arrived at the meeting place, the car hadn't even stopped, so he got out of the car and went straight into the club.

But when he arrived, the waiter still told him apologetically, "My lord has already left. After waiting for about half an hour, he left."

The assistant suddenly said with a mournful face, "It's over, it's over..."

Xie Yimin didn't say much, turned around and left the clubhouse, and immediately called Shen Shaogong after getting in the car.

This time, he was able to make an appointment with Shanglong Yejue through Shen Shaogong's relationship.

Shen Shaogong probably knew the situation on Long Yejue's side. When he answered the phone, he felt a little helpless, "I heard that you were late, and you also know Long Yejue's behavior. Being late is definitely taboo, and he can't tolerate it. "

"I know, so if possible, I would like to trouble Dean Shen once more, and I would like to apologize." Xie Yimin said hastily.

"This time he agreed to see you because you saved his little daughter. You must know what happened to your Xie family, no one else can avoid it..."

Xie Yimin fell silent.

Shen Shaogong couldn't blame him anymore, so he had to say, "Let me ask you again, it's getting late now, if you want to talk about it, it's tomorrow's business, you should find a place to rest first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow."

"Thank you." Xie Yimin thanked Shen Shaogong.