love addiction

He didn't say much, but just patted her on the shoulder comfortingly and said, "Actually, no matter what you do or encounter, you just need to do what you want in your heart. Only in this way, you won't regret it in the future, go to bed early."

After Long Chenyu returned to the room, Long Yaxi sat downstairs alone for a long, long time.

The next day was a sunny and sunny day. After packing up her things, she drove to Xie's house.

During this period of time, she came here almost every day, read a lot of books related to gardening, and began to learn how to take care of this small garden.

The garden has gradually become orderly, and she always sits on a chair in the yard, looking at the flowers and plants, drinking tea, and raising fish.

From time to time, I write some articles and post them on my personal official account. Sometimes I talk about flowers and plants, and sometimes I talk about turtles and the fish she raises. Even if I see a beautiful sunshine, I will feel it.

Those gentle words were originally just some small feelings of hers, but gradually gained popularity and fans.

She communicated with them through the Internet and listened to many stories about them.

Under the pressure of modern society, everyone is overwhelmed and begins to yearn for this pastoral, quiet and leisurely life.

Some said that they are as tired as a dog every day, but with a meager salary, many times they can hardly hold on, but when they see the warm little words she wrote and the fresh little pictures she took, they feel that they are I found the hope of living.

She also encountered all kinds of life in these stories.

After sending that message again, she packed up her things and planned to go home.

Just as I was about to lock the door when I went out, I felt someone behind me. I was suddenly excited, turned around hurriedly, and looked at the person with joy...

Those eyes gradually dimmed, and then he smiled faintly and called someone, "Brother Yebai, what a coincidence, I met you here."

Fu Yebai was wearing black clothes. He lost a lot of weight, but his skin was paler than before, probably because he was hospitalized.

From the looks of it, it should be almost recovered.

Fu Yebai also smiled at her, "Unfortunately, I came here specially to find you."

Long Yaxi was a little surprised, "Looking for me? What's the matter?"

Fu Yebai looked at the house behind her, then at the basket she was twisting in her hand, and asked, "Do you have time? Let's have a chat."

"...Okay." Long Yaxi agreed to him, turned around and locked the door, and left with him.

Long Yaxi didn't know where Fu Yebai was taking him, and the car didn't stop until he reached the playground.

He looked back at her and asked, "Come on the Ferris wheel with me again."

"it is good."

There was no one on the ferris wheel today, and there was no one in the whole playground. Long Yaxi didn't ask, but he already guessed it in his heart, presumably Fu Yebai had reserved the venue.

At this time, the sky was full of sunset glow, shining on Jiangcheng, which was extraordinarily beautiful and colorful.

Fu Yebai helped Long Yaxi get on the ferris wheel, and the two of them watched the sunset turn from yellow to red, and the grids of the ferris wheel gradually rose.

The atmosphere is quiet, but not depressing, but rather relaxing.

In the end, when the sunset became the reddest and most splendid, Fu Yebai said, "Actually, I came to say goodbye to you."

Long Yaxi looked at him slightly surprised, "Where are you going?"

"I don't know." Fu Yebai shook his head, "I have no destination, but I want to look around."

"Alright, it's good to see the world more while you're young."

Fu Yebai closed his eyes halfway, and said softly, "I've always owed you an apology, and today I can tell you face to face. In the past, I didn't know how to love, let alone cherish love. I hurt you unintentionally. I'm sorry. .”

"Isn't it all over?" Long Yaxi looked at him with a warm smile, "And I don't think there is any right or wrong in a relationship. If you have to distinguish between right and wrong, then I'm sorry for you. Back then..."

Before Long Yaxi could finish speaking, Fu Yebai interrupted her, "Yeah, it's all over, from now on, you must be happy."

It was impossible not to be moved. Long Yaxi's eyes were flushed, and his throat was a little tight. After holding back, he asked softly, "What about you?"

This question is obviously very simple, but Fu Yebai couldn't answer it.

He looked at the sunset in the distance, and said after a long time, "I don't know."

Once he had had happiness, but he lost it.

Maybe he will never meet someone who makes his heart move again, maybe he will always be alone...

Who knows the final result?
"No matter what, I hope you can meet your happiness too." This is the best blessing she can give.

Just like the blessing he gave himself.

After all, the sunset glow will be replaced by twilight, and the Ferris wheel will eventually descend from the highest point, just like a person's voice.

The starting point is the lowest, slowly rising, and after reaching the apex, it will slowly descend until returning to the original starting point. This circle is also a lifetime.

It's time to say goodbye.

Fu Yebai looked at her and said solemnly, "Treasure."

At that moment, Long Yaxi couldn't hold back the tears that wet his eyes.

She didn't want him to see her tears, so she hugged him, said goodbye, then turned and left.

The moment she turned around, tears couldn't be held back from dripping down.

She walked a few steps quickly, but felt very difficult, then stood still, took a deep breath, turned around and looked at him with red eyes and asked, "Brother Yebai, have you found her?"

Fu Yebai's eyes suddenly turned gray, and he showed a smile that was worse than crying, "Actually, I have already found her, right?"

Long Yaxi suffocated with heartache.

But Fu Yebai still smiled, "So I want to see the world and see every beautiful thing in the world."

"...Okay." She nodded, tears fell, and then smiled and blessed.

Fu Yebai waited for Long Yaxi to leave, and then he slowly turned around and drove to the beach closest to Jiangcheng.

The sea here is already starting to get cold, and the cold wind is blowing, making the whole body chill.

There were no people on the beach at night, after Fu Yebai set the car upright, he walked slowly to a cliff by the sea.

The waves on the ground beat, but the sea in the distance was extraordinarily calm, and the light from the lighthouse shone faintly on the people on the voyage, allowing them to return to the safe haven smoothly.

But where is his safe haven?
Fu Yebai looked at it for a long time before taking out the drift bottle he brought, looked at the letter inside, said goodbye softly, and threw the drift bottle into the sea.

It carried his childhood dream, but now, it is someone else's dream.

Lost things can't be brought back by trying hard to find them. Letting go is also the last tenderness.

***
Day by day, Jiangcheng is peaceful and peaceful. It seems that the Chinese New Year is almost here, and this is also Long Xiaowu's first year at home, so Tang Mianmian pays special attention to it and makes people prepare for it.

After returning from the monastery, Long Xiaowu's condition has gradually improved, as the fortune teller said, he has never suffered from any illness, and everything is going smoothly.

The only one who is not calm is probably Long Xiaosi.

Tang Mianmian often said that among the five children, Long Chenyu was the one she was most proud of, and Long Xiaowu was the one who made her feel distressed the most, but it must be Long Xiaosi who gave her the most headache!
This guy is so fiddly.

Tang Mianmian, who was always gentle and pleasant, was so angry that she turned into a tigress, growling all day long.

As soon as Long Yaxi got home, she heard Tang Mianmian scolding Long Xiaosi, "Long Xiaosi! You haven't been beaten for a few days and your skin is itchy again, right?!"

Long Xiaosi scratched his head, and quickly went over what happened at school recently in his mind, thinking that he should not have been discovered, so he pretended to be stupid and asked, "Mom, what happened to me?"

"What's wrong? Look for yourself, look for yourself!" Tang Mianmian threw the phone in front of him.

The mobile phone is the WeChat chat interface, which is the mother of Xiaohua next door.

Seeing that, Long Xiaosi flinched, and softly defended, "I see that Xiaohua can't do that question, so I'll give her a hand..."

Tang Mianmian slapped the table, "Xiaohua is doing homework, why are you doing it blindly? Just do it. Look at the homework you taught me. Seven children divide three apples, and they can only cut four. How can they be equal? Assignment, what do you teach!!

Long Xiaosi was even more aggrieved, "I didn't teach the wrong thing... Isn't the result just an even distribution?"

"You..." Tang Mianmian was so angry that he vomited blood, "You taught Xiaohua to cut four knives, cut four children, and the remaining three children just divided three apples equally, is that right? Is that right? !"

"...The eyebrows are sick." Long Xiaosi felt innocent for a while.

Tang Mianmian, "..."

"I tell you to cut, tell you to cut, see if I don't cut you..."

Long Yaxi was helpless for a while, Long Xiaosi not only caused headaches for Tang Mianmian alone, but also caused headaches for the whole family.

It's even worse in school. If you're completely a bully, no one can hold back. Only in front of Long Yejue can he behave a little better.

After a lot of tossing, Long Xiaosi was punished to face the wall in the bedroom and think about his mistakes, and he was not allowed to eat dinner.

Long Yaxi comforted him for a long time, and after dinner, Tang Mianmian said angrily, "I tell you, don't give Long Xiaosi food! You don't even give him the plate of fried chicken in the refrigerator!"

After speaking, he went upstairs angrily.

Long Yaxi and Long Xiaowu looked at each other, then shook their heads helplessly, she didn't say anything, who knew there was fried chicken in the refrigerator, it was obviously reserved for Long Xiaosi.

After a while, Long Yaxi went upstairs to find Long Xiaosi with the fried chicken in the refrigerator.

When I knocked on the door, there was still a lot of noise inside. After waiting for 2 minutes, Long Yaxi pushed the door and went in. Long Xiaosi automatically stood in front of the 2 wall and thought about it.

Seeing that it was Long Yaxi who came in, he couldn't help but rolled his eyes, turned around and nestled back into the sofa and said, "I thought it was Mom who came, I was so scared to death."

"You, you can calm down in the future. When Dad comes back, you will feel better!" Long Yaxi reminded Long Xiaosi by poking Long Xiaosi's head.

Long Xiaosi thought for a while, couldn't help shivering, and then nodded affirmatively, "I can't make mistakes again, I have to pretend to be obedient recently."

"It's good to know, eat it quickly." Long Yaxi gave him the fried chicken.

Long Xiaosi was also polite, and started eating directly, and finally asked Long Yaxi to get him a Coke, saying that he would not feel good if he had fried chicken without Coke.

Long Yaxi knocked him a few times directly, "Do you feel it now?"

"Yes, yes..." Long Xiaosi hurriedly begged for mercy.

Long Yaxi finally let him go, Long Xiaosi chatted with Long Yaxi while eating fried chicken, "Sister, I learned a poem recently, do you want to listen to it?"

"Hey, the skinniest child in our family can learn poetry?" Long Yaxi really looked at him with admiration.

Long Xiaosi became proud, "That's necessary, listen, I'll read it to you, two orioles singing green willows, you don't have a boyfriend yet, two male and female rabbits walk side by side, you don't have a boyfriend yet..."

Long Yaxi, "..."

Now Long Yaxi directly picked up the doll beside him and knocked him, "Long Xiaosi, go to hell!"

(I will probably update it intermittently during this period, because I have been preparing new articles, and there is nothing to write. It is almost the end, don't rush, okay~)