love addiction

Knowing the news of Meng Xueyao's death, Chu Linxiang hurried over.

But she didn't have time to see Meng Xueyao for the last time, she was already lying there quietly, covered with a white cloth, and left this dirty world completely.

Xie Yimin has been maintaining the posture just now, sitting there with a blank expression, neither joy nor sorrow can be seen.

But Long Yaxi knew that he must be very sad now.

Some people don't know how to express their emotions, the calmer they are on the surface, the more pain they feel in their hearts.

On the contrary, those who can cry and shed tears are easier to be comforted, so she can't comfort Xie Yimin.

All I can do is stay with me.

Chu Linxiang held back tears and comforted, "She has been tortured by illness for so many years, but she is actually very tired. It's okay to leave, just leave...you don't have to worry about her leaving all the time."

Long Yaxi looked at Xie Yimin, with his eyes half downcast, he kept looking at his half-held right hand.

Through the gap between the fingers, a small white chrysanthemum can be vaguely seen.

Chu Linxiang is familiar with her here, so she personally arranged for Meng Xueyao's funeral.

Since Xie Yimin could only stay here for one day, everything was done in a hurry.

On the same day, Xie Yimin returned to his former residence with Meng Xueyao's portrait in his hand.

This place has been in decline, and the yard that no one takes care of, and in the fall of autumn, the fallen leaves in the garden are wetted by the rain and form a mottled gray tone.

Xie Yimin sorted out the location with his own hands, hung up Meng Xueyao's portrait, and bowed deeply three times.

Looking at his lonely back, Long Yaxi felt very uncomfortable. She couldn't say anything to comfort her, so she could only do something for him silently, "It's getting late, don't you have to catch a plane to go back? Go ahead, leave it to me."

Xie Yimin paused, then looked back at her.

This was the first time he had formally faced her since he came back.

The gentle eyes in the past now only have an invisible depth, like the sea and the abyss, which cannot be peeped into.

Even his voice became much colder. He said, "Thank you for taking care of my mother during this period of time. I will always keep this kindness in my heart. Now that the matter is over, in the future... you will Don't come again."

Long Yaxi almost thought that he had heard something wrong, and looked at him in disbelief.

But Xie Yimin's attitude is still so firm, "I hope you can go back to the past and be the Long Yaxi of the past, simple and pure, and not be polluted by this dirty world."

"I do not deserve."

These were the last words he said.

Although he didn't explain clearly, the meaning was enough to express.

***
Because of Meng Xueyao's departure, Chu Linxiang was depressed for a while, not interested in anything.

Shen Shaogong tried many ways to coax her, but they all failed.

In the end, he proposed to take her to relax and relive the good memories with her.

Chu Linxiang seemed to be interested in this and agreed to his suggestion.

So Shen Shaogong began to plan in detail.

At this moment, Shen Shaogong deeply understood a truth. When two people went out to play, one of them had to book a hotel, look at the strategies and prepare the things to be used for departure. He even had to calculate the accuracy of such things as the weather forecast. He was like a busy dog.

And the other has only one thing, waiting to play.

Chu Linxiang is the one waiting to play.

It took Shen Shaogong several days to finish the strategy for her to show, and she even picked and picked things.

Shen Shaogong modified it several times before meeting the Queen Mother Shen's wishes, picked an auspicious day, and the two set off.

On the plane, Shen Shaogong talked about their encounter.

In fact, Chu Linxiang was born in the south, and later he followed his mother to the north to join his mother's family.

Her relative is a family friend of the Shen family and one of the original founders of Shen's Hospital.

Shen Shaogong likes to study medical skills wholeheartedly, so he naturally respects this uncle, and often goes to his home to ask questions.

On the day when Chu Linxiang first arrived, Shen Shaogong happened to have a question to ask Uncle Shi, and the two met unexpectedly.

At that time, Chu Linxiang had just turned sixteen, but she looked very beautiful, just like her mother.

Shen Shaogong was two years older than her, and he was already a handsome young man, at the time when he was full of vigor.

Chu Linxiang and his mother dragged their heavy suitcases, and finally found the address. After ringing the doorbell, no one opened the door, so they looked around at the door.

Shen Shaogong appeared at this time. He parked his bicycle as usual and walked towards the gate.

"Little brother, little brother, can I ask you the way?" Chu Linxiang trotted over to greet him.

At that time, she was sweating all the way, her nose was red, and she looked very cute.

Especially those eyes, like black grapes, are particularly radiant.

Shen Shaogong was stunned for a moment and forgot to answer her question.

Chu Linxiang stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "Little brother, did you hear me?"

"Uh...you ask." Shen Shaogong said with a slow response, his cheeks blushed for no reason.

"Do you know how to get to Qin Mansion?"

Shen Shaogong looked at her, then pointed to the door behind her, "That's it."

"So I found the right one." Chu Linxiang heaved a sigh of relief, and then thanked Shen Shaogong, "Thank you, little brother."

She also bowed deeply, then trotted back to talk to the middle-aged woman who was waiting for her over there.

They continued to ring the doorbell, but there was no response from the door.

Shen Shaogong had no choice but to go forward and said, "The doorbell here has been broken for a long time, and the people inside can't hear it when you press it. Who are you looking for?"

"I came to look for my uncle." Chu Linxiang pointed to the gate of Qin Mansion and said, "My uncle lives inside."

Shen Shaogong heard from Qin Shibo that he had a younger sister who married to the south, and he hadn’t seen him for many years. After he went north, he met Shen Shaogong’s father. hospital.

The Shen family was also a family of doctors before, but most of them were biased towards traditional Chinese medicine. Only Shen Shaogong's father liked western medicine. When he mentioned the establishment of a western medicine hospital, no one in his family supported him.

In desperation, he came out to do it alone. When Shen's Hospital was founded, it was not called Shen's Hospital.

It was later that Qin Shibo didn't understand business and only wanted to concentrate on studying medicine, so he withdrew from being a shareholder and sold all the shares to Shen Shaogong's father.

In order to expand the hospital, Shen Shaogong's father asked the Shen family to invest. Mr. Shen made a request, that is, to change the name to Shen's Hospital, so he would invest in it.

So the hospital officially changed its name to Shen's Hospital.

Shen Shaogong looked at Chu Linxiang, and could see that she was not lying, and her mother was somewhat similar to Qin Shibo, so he recognized their identities, took out the key and opened the door directly, "Come in."

Chu Linxiang was stunned for a moment, and then asked her mother suspiciously, "Could he be my uncle's son, or my cousin?"

"I don't know too well..." Mother Chu couldn't answer. After all, she hadn't seen a picture of her nephew, so she didn't know what he looked like, but seeing that he could open the door, she acquiesced to this identity.

Chu Linxiang thought so too, and immediately said with a smile, "Hi brother, I'm your sister Chu Linxiang, and this is your aunt Qin Xiang."

Shen Shaogong scratched his head, and said a little embarrassedly, "I'm not your brother."

Chu Linxiang was stunned, "Isn't my brother going to recognize me as a younger sister?"

"No..." Shen Shaogong didn't know how to explain, so he could only say with a blushing face, "You come in with me, you will know when you see Qin Shibo."

After meeting Qin Shicheng, Qin Xiang figured out Shen Shaogong's identity.

But Chu Linxiang still insisted, "No matter what, I should call you brother. I'm new to your place, so please give me your advice in the future."

At that time, Shen Shaogong was a relatively shy person who only focused on medical skills and rarely had contact with girls.

He has never been in touch with a warm, generous, and beautiful girl like Chu Linxiang.

But seeing her outstretched hand, he still mustered up the courage to shake her hand.

The title of brother also started from that time.

Maybe because of Chu Linxiang's presence, Shen Shaogong ran to Qin's house more frequently.

Qin Shicheng didn't realize it at first, but after seeing that he asked some small questions one after another, he realized that this kid was a drunkard who didn't care about drinking.

When Qin Shicheng talked about it with Shen Shaogong's father, Shen Wei, when he was working in the hospital, he was very happy to see the result, "My sister's daughter is very sensible and has a good personality. It’s a good story.”

"This kid, he has already learned how to supply other people's cabbage." Shen Wei joked, but it was clear that he was in favor of this matter.

So with the acquiescence of the adults, Shen Shaogong and Chu Linxiang got closer, and after three months of acquaintance, they expressed their hearts to each other.

Chu Linxiang likes Shen Shaogong's gentleness and easy-going, and also likes his shyness when facing himself.

And Shen Shaogong likes her generosity, and she will always have a youthful vigor.

For her sake, Shen Shaogong even postponed his study abroad, hoping to get engaged to her when she was an adult.

Only then can he feel at ease.

Of course, he also mentioned that he wanted to go abroad with her.

It's just that the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and Chu Linxiang refused the invitation to go abroad with him.

After Shen Shaogong learned the answer, he was very angry, left the experiment and ran to find Chu Linxiang.

As soon as he arrived at Qin's house, he took away Chu Linxiang who was talking to his mother, took her by the hand and took her outside.

He walked so fast that Chu Linxiang couldn't keep up, and his hand hurt too much from his grasp.

After finally breaking free, she almost fell to the ground, panting and said, "Shen Shaogong, what are you doing?"

"I should ask you this question, Linxiang, do you know what you are doing?" Shen Shaogong asked coldly.

"Of course I know what I'm doing." Chu Linxiang lifted her chin slightly, her pretty face was full of her arrogance.

"You clearly agreed to go abroad with me, why did you break the contract?" Shen Shaogong asked incomprehensibly.

Chu Linxiang maintained his arrogant expression before, and said firmly word by word, "Going abroad is your dream, not mine. I want to find my own value in life."

"What is the value of life you are looking for? I can help you realize it." Shen Shaogong was a little anxious.

He is usually not good at talking, and he doesn't know how to make his girlfriend happy, so he is a little anxious.

Chu Linxiang eased his expression and said, "If your value of my life is seen by you, then it is not my own value, Shaogong, I know you have your medical dream, I will not stop it, and even support it You go abroad to study, but I also hope you can understand me, I don't want to live as your accessory, I want to live as myself, I want to stand by your side with dignity."

"You have always stood upright by my side!" Shen Shaogong eagerly refuted her words.

But Chu Linxiang still had that attitude, and he didn't seem to soften.

Shen Shaogong was at a loss in panic, "Did you hear something? Or who told you something? Why did you suddenly behave like this?"

"No, not at all." Chu Linxiang shook his head hastily, "Shaogong, I need a little time and freedom, I hope you can give it to me."

Shen Shaogong was very angry, but no matter how angry he was, there was nothing he could do about this woman.

He can only be angry with himself, can only get angry and leave alone to sulk.