love addiction

But what should come will always come, no matter how you avoid it, it's useless.

Long Yaxi had no choice but to pick it up, and asked in a deep voice, "What's wrong?"

Five minutes later, Long Yaxi hurriedly bid farewell to Meng Xueyao and Chu Linxiang, left the villa, and drove directly to the hospital.

She saw Ruochu, the woman whose face was almost exhausted.

Thick gauze was wrapped around her eyes, and she lay there quietly, without a trace of life.

Long Yaxi didn't dare to approach, Lou Ruochun vaguely sensed the movement, and asked with difficulty, "Is it Miss Long?"

"...It's me." Long Yaxi heard his voice trembling.

Lou Ruochun stretched out her hand to grab something, but she didn't know where Long Yaxi was at all, so she could only grab randomly.

In the end, Long Yaxi hurried over and grabbed her hand and said, "I'm here."

"Grabbing you, I'm at ease." Lou Ruochun coughed a few times, and said with difficulty, "Miss Long, please promise me, don't tell him, I owe him this, I don't want him If he lives in guilt again, I want him to be happy for the rest of his life."

"I'm afraid I can't do it..." Long Yaxi burst into tears.

She never knew that life and death were such a cruel thing.

She has been protected under the wings of the Long family since she was a child, so who knows what sadness is?

The first time I tasted sadness was Fu Yebai's rejection.

She who has never been rejected, who is held in the palm of her hand, has tasted the feeling of failure.

Later, she gradually got to know life, knowing that life is not as smooth and easy as before.

But the more we get to know each other, the more cruel we feel.

But people often have no chance to go back, no matter how difficult and bumpy the road ahead is, she can only go forward.

"I know you are a good person, so you should do me this favor..." Lou Ruochun was already getting angry, "I have reached the end of my life, and the only thing I am worried about is my mother. Husband, then I lost my sister, and now I'm going to lose me..."

"I'm really, I'm not reconciled..."

But, how many people can live a happy life?
Lou Ruochun grasped Long Yaxi's hand tightly, as if he was grasping something, but in the end he found that he had no strength to grasp it any further.

Then slowly, slowly let go.

Long Yaxi's eyes widened, tears fell even more, "Don't..."

But Lou Ruochun had already closed her eyes, and her hand was also hanging down at this moment, like the crystal teardrop falling from the corner of her eye...

fleeting...

To the myriad worlds, human beings are just a small life in this myriad worlds.

They conform to the laws of nature, birth, old age, sickness and death, reincarnation of life and death.

Where did those who left go, and how sad are those who stayed behind, there is no way to know.

You can only abide by this cruel rule.

Long Yaxi burst into tears.

She wished that time could start again, even if Lou Ruochun snatched Fu Yebai away, she would not be angry, she would even bless them.

Because compared to Lou Ruochun, her love for Fu Yebai is simply not worth mentioning.

But time can never come back...

Fu Yebai's surgery was scheduled for three days later, Long Yaxi didn't go, but learned something from the phone.

Fu Ranran said that the operation was a success, and Fu Yebai could see again.

After hanging up the phone, Long Yaxi sat alone for a long, long time, watching the early autumn rain fall like this.

The hot summer has just passed, and the cold autumn rain has just met so unexpectedly.

The autumn rain seems to be sad and cold.

She drove to the hospital, but not to see Fu Yebai, but Yang Wenshu.

Yang Wenshu went through the discharge procedures today. Fu Ranran originally wanted to pick her up to live at home, but Yang Wenshu just wanted to go back.

She said that home is her root, where all her good memories are.

She has also been happy. She has two daughters, Cheng Huan, and a husband who works hard for the family but loves them very much.

So she has to guard that home, she has to wait for them to come back, she firmly believes that her husband and her two daughters will all come back home.

At that time, she could still cook a table of fragrant meals for them and watch TV with them.

Because Fu Ranran was waiting for Fu Yebai's operation, she arranged for someone to help Yang Wenshu.

It was Long Yaxi who took the initiative to take over this task, and went to pick Yang Wenshu out of the hospital in person, and also planned to send her home in person.

Yang Wenshu seemed to have aged a lot, and when she saw Long Yaxi, she didn't react too much, she just said thank you politely.

Long Yaxi looked at the old man with a lump in his throat.

She didn't even know how to open her mouth to tell her the news of Lou Ruochun's death...

The silence along the way made Long Yaxi almost out of breath.

She looked at Yang Wenshu countless times, and found that she had maintained the expression she had when she got in the car, staring out the window blankly.

"Auntie..." Long Yaxi spoke with difficulty.

But Yang Wenshu suddenly reached out his hand to his lips, "Shut up, I seem to hear Chun'er calling me, listen..."

Long Yaxi was so choked up that she almost cried, and tried her best to endure it.

Yang Wenshu laughed slowly, "Did you hear that, it's Chun'er calling me, mom..."

Long Yaxi burst into tears, and she drove while crying.

"Girl, please take me to the station, I want to go back by myself." Yang Wenshu demanded.

"Auntie, I'll take you home myself."

"No, I want to go back by myself." Yang Wenshu insisted.

Long Yaxi had no choice but to agree and personally sent her to the station.

But when the car arrived, Yang Wenshu didn't get out of the car, but said to Long Yaxi, "Is there anything else you haven't said to me?"

"aunt……"

"I know you have something, tell me, you told me all about it."

Long Yaxi had no choice but to reveal this cruel fact. She got out of the car, took Lou Ruochun's urn, and handed it to Yang Wenshu.

She also knelt down on one knee in front of Yang Wenshu, choked with sobs, "Auntie, don't be sad, she doesn't want you to be sad."

Yang Wenshu didn't feel too sad, but carefully put away the urn, hugged it in her arms, and said softly, "Chun'er, Mom will take you home."

***
Long Qingqing was twelve years old, and finally received her home from the monastery.

Everyone in the Long family was very happy, and Long Yaxi went to pick up Long Qingqing himself.

She was in her room, sad with the balloon in her arms, reluctant to go back for a long time.

After coaxing Long Yaxi for a long time, she and Long Yaxi came out to the car and went back together.

According to the arrangement, Long Qingqing had to release the balloon before going back.

The place where the animals were released was arranged by the largest river in Jiangcheng.

Tang Mianmian and Long Yejue stood behind Long Qingqing, and Long Yaxi pulled Long Qingqing to the river.

The balloon stayed in Long Qingqing's arms well-behaved, without feeling the slightest separation.

When it came to Long Qingqing, who was about to cry into tears, she asked again choked up, "Second Sister, can the balloon and I really meet again?"

"Well, we will meet each other by fate."

"Yeah." Long Qingqing nodded, lowered her head and kissed the kiss balloon, then knelt down and put it on the ground, but didn't let go immediately.

She still has something to say to Qiuqiu, "Qiaoqiu, you must take good care of yourself. You will not be with me in the future. You must eat well, stop being picky eaters, eat more vegetables, and eat vegetables to grow your body... Say to Master Jing , you have been with me for 12 years, but you are like me, much thinner than a tortoise of the same age, you have to raise it well, do you know..."

"Balloon, you have to remember to miss me, don't forget me."

"Balloon, you must recognize me when we meet again. If I fail to recognize you, you will bite my skirt, you know? You like to bite my skirt..."

"Xixi, well, it's time to let the balloon go." Long Yaxi reminded her.

Long Qingqing had no choice but to cry and let go of the balloon, pushing it into the water little by little.

The balloon didn't know what happened. As soon as it touched the water, it started to swim and disappeared after turning around.

Long Qingqing cried even harder, and Long Yaxi had no choice but to coax her for a long time before taking her back to her parents.

Long Qingqing's return home is a big event, and the Long family is very lively today.

Even Long Limo came back, taking his wife Nian Xiaonuan with him.

The two have been chasing each other for many years, but they finally achieved a positive result, and they have a pair of lovely children.

The happiest thing is Zhu Wenyi, she is full of children and grandchildren now, as happy as she could be.

The whole family sat together and talked about the daily life, about the past, about the past, and looking forward to the future.

Zhu Wenyi sighed the most. Speaking of the children of the Long family, she was very proud.

She has experienced ups and downs for decades, and she has seen many things clearly.

When Long Qingqing offered incense to her ancestors to thank her for their protection, she also blushed.

Tang Mianmian handed over the handkerchief thoughtfully, and Zhu Wenyi took it with a gratified smile, "If your father is still alive, how happy you would be, you see, Long Yejue is so outstanding, he deserves to be the old man's favorite successor. The Long family has been managed to become stronger, and Long Yechen is also very good. With his own career map, he does not need to be inferior at all. Li Mo, although he did not grow up in the Long family, he also has With the excellent genes of the Long family, the grandchildren have grown up, and Chen Chen has already shown his talents, and he has the demeanor of his great-grandfather..."

Speaking of the Long family, it cannot be explained clearly in a few words.

But Zhu Wenyi is willing to talk about this, because it is her pride.

Listening to these, Tang Mianmian inevitably thought of the past.

Thinking of her grandfather's lessons and recognition to her, and her father's love for her.

And the man who loved her like his life, Long Yejue.

Tang Mianmian's gaze fell on Long Yejue. He seemed to have sensed something and looked at her too.

When they meet each other, it is better than a thousand words and vows.

Now, the years are quiet.

It's just that Long Yaxi, who has been preoccupied recently, felt tired early, and returned to his room after talking to Tang Mianmian.

She sat on the window sill blankly, looking at the outside world, a little ethereal and empty.

The warm sun in that autumn is shining gently on the earth, and also on her.

Through the glass, she stretched out her hand to catch the warm sun...

To her, Xie Yimin is like the warm sun in the sky, which she always chases after.

She slowly wrote the name on the glass window, although she couldn't see it, but she felt it was very clear.

"Xie Yimin, are you okay?"

It has been a month since he returned to Xie's house, and there is no news.

Long Yaxi bowed his head and took out his mobile phone, opened WeChat, clicked on his profile picture, and sent today's message.

Auntie is well.

This is the message she would send every day after Xie Yimin left.

There are only four words and one punctuation mark, but it seems to contain a thousand words.

She sends it every day, and looks forward to getting a reply every day.

There was never a reply, but what does it matter?

She can still hold on...

Auntie is well.