love addiction

Long Yaxi never thought that the person who the Qi family had been looking for for a long time and almost turned the entire Jiangcheng upside down was actually here.

Lou Ruochun was not surprised to see her coming.

She was wearing a white skirt and was sitting upright on a wooden chair. The light in the room was very dark, but it made her face look even paler.

She coughed several times before saying, "I'm waiting for you."

It turned out that the person Xie Yimin asked her to pick up was actually Lou Ruochun.

This was unexpected by Long Yaxi.

Long Yaxi couldn't figure out how Lou Ruochun and Xie Yimin got involved.

Lou Ruochun knew she was confused, but didn't explain right away, but said, "If it's convenient, let's talk while walking, it's not suitable to stay here for a long time."

"...Okay." Long Yaxi went over to help her.

Lou Ruochun gratefully said thank you.

When the two of them left the yard, Long Yaxi looked back at the yard, only to feel that it had faded a lot.

I don't know if it's because the sky is getting dark or what.

Lou Ruochun stood beside her, watched her turn around, and said, "Go and close the door, no one will come here again."

"why?"

"It was explained by Doctor Xie."

Hearing these words, Long Yaxi felt like a lump in his throat.

But she still went to lock the door, and then helped Lou Ruochun into the car, when the car left, Lou Ruochun coughed again.

It's only been a while since I've seen him, but Lou Ruochun is already too thin to be human, and his whole body is so pale that he is almost transparent, as if he will disappear at any moment.

She knew that Long Yaxi wanted to ask herself a lot of questions, so before she could ask her, she explained it first.

"After I left the letter, I left the hospital. I planned to end my life. After all, there is no point in living. It's just that I was taken away from the hospital before I had time to end myself."

When Fu Yebai was looking for Lou Ruochun, he also said that the last place Lou Ruochun appeared was on the rooftop.

Only the rooftop is not monitored because there are very few people there.

But they failed to find Lou Ruochun, no matter whether it was on the rooftop or underground, they found nothing.

Lou Ruochun solved all the doubts now, she said, "The person who captured me was from Nanyang Xie's family, that is, Xie Yimin's father."

"Why did he arrest you?" Long Yaxi asked incomprehensibly.

"I was as confused as you at the time, and Xie Tian also gave me the answer. He said, Dr. Xie would donate his kidney to me. Xie Yimin is his son, and he would not allow his son to do such a thing. If you can't do anything to your son, you have to do it to me. After all, the patient is gone, so the operation cannot be done, and there is no need for Dr. Xie to sacrifice himself." Lou Ruochun spoke calmly, as if all the turmoil could no longer be dealt with. Shake her up.

She maintained this smile and said lightly, "Actually, he doesn't need to do this at all, because I have given up treatment, but I can still understand him, as a father, he did such a crazy thing for his son. "

Long Yaxi had vaguely heard of the Xie family in Nanyang, and knew that it was an unfathomable family that controlled the economic lifeline of the entire south, but she did not expect that Xie Yimin was actually a member of the Xie family.

Xie Yimin had talked to her about his father before, and he only used two words to describe him, a scumbag.

Now it seems that every family has a difficult scripture to recite.

It's no wonder that Fu Yebai couldn't find anyone, after all, he was someone the Xie family wanted to hide, and even his elder brother Long Chenyu didn't have a clue yet.

Lou Ruochun said, "I am a dying person. It doesn't matter who takes me away. Xie Tian has kept me locked up, and I have never struggled. I know that my time is approaching. I just hope that I can walk quietly. If I disturb anyone again, but just last night, Dr. Xie found me at Xie Tian's place. He had a big argument with Xie Tian, ​​and then Xie Tian let me go. I guess it was Dr. Xie who did it with his father. What a compromise, anyway, Xie Yimin brought me here and let me wait for you here."

"What else did he say?" Long Yaxi asked nervously.

Lou Ruochun just shook his head, "The situation was very urgent at that time, Dr. Xie left after explaining, and told me not to come out, no one would pick me up, I had to go with you, I just waited and waited until You show up."

"Then where is he now?"

"I don't know, but from their quarrel, I vaguely heard Dr. Xie say that I promised to go back to Xie's house with you. What else do you want?"

"He... wants to go back to Xie's house?"

Long Yaxi grasped the steering wheel tightly, and realized that he couldn't concentrate on driving at all, so he hurriedly parked the car to the side of the road.

Then lying on the steering wheel, I just felt cold all over.

Lou Ruochun looked at her and felt sympathetic, "Dr. Xie is a good person, more selfless than others, I'm really ashamed."

She only accidentally saved Qi Qingmo once, and she fantasized about getting love from Fu Yebai.

Her older sister gave up therapy in exchange for her marriage.

And Xie Yimin, never asked for anything, even willing to donate a kidney to someone who has nothing to do with her!dirty.

Compared with Xie Yimin, she is really ashamed.

Whether a person lives a great life or is selfish can be seen from his words and deeds.

She was taught a good lesson by Xie Yimin, and she also understood the great philosophy of love in life.

"He's just so nice, so nice that it makes people... feel distressed."

This is Long Yaxi's only feeling. Compared with her love for Yebai's confinement, Xie Yimin's love is more comfortable.

This entangled relationship has gradually become clear, no one is wrong, but no one is right.

Lou Ruochun looked at Long Yaxi and smiled slightly, "Actually, I also owe you an apology. If it wasn't for my appearance, you and Yebai might not be separated."

"No, you are not the cause of all this." Long Yaxi shook his head, "Since I met Fu Yebai at the age of five, I seem to have been possessing him, and I told everyone that he is the person I like, Let everyone think that he is the person I like, but no one has really asked him, whether he likes me in his heart, whether he has loved me, whether he accepts my love, I love him, I have always been selfish, it is me Your love made him bear a heavy responsibility, maybe he accepted your sister's suggestion because he wanted to use this to repay my love for him for many years..."

Lou Ruochun didn't give comfort, because no one could comfort him in such a situation.

She just looked at the empty streets and thought of the past, "Actually, my happiest time was the years when I was abroad. If possible, it would be great if time could stop in those years."

"By the way, I have to take you to see Brother Yebai." Long Yaxi hurriedly started the car.

"I don't want to see him." Lou Ruochun somewhat refused, "If possible, just let me take a look from a distance..."

"Brother Yebai... something happened to him."

While driving, Long Yaxi talked to her about Fu Yebai's current situation. When Lou Ruochun learned that Fu Yebai was blind, she covered her mouth in pain and cried.

"Why did you do this to him? Why did you do this to him..." Lou Ruochun couldn't accept this cruel fact.

When they arrived at the hospital, Lou Ruochun didn't have the courage to go up. It was Long Yaxi's encouragement that made her go upstairs.

But she still didn't enter Fu Yebai's ward, but just looked at the door of his ward from afar.

"Let's go in and have a look." Long Yaxi tried to persuade.

Lou Ruochun still shook his head stubbornly, "No, I don't have the face to see him, all the reasons are caused by me, if it wasn't for looking for me, he wouldn't be framed, let alone become what he is now... "

"Don't think so, people's hearts are unpredictable, it's not something you can predict."

Lou Ruochun closed his eyes, then grabbed Long Yaxi, and begged, "Can you do me a favor?"

Looking at her, Long Yaxi seemed to have a premonition of what she was going to say...

***
After Long Yaxi settled Lou Ruochun, she went to find Chu Linxiang again.

Chu Linxiang seemed to know why she came to see him, so he took her to see Meng Xueyao himself.

Meng Xueyao is now in a relatively safe place, which was originally a private hospital for politicians.

From the outside, it looks like a villa, but the security is very strict, no one can break through the defense line at will.

This was Xie Yimin's arrangement. Chu Linxiang told her that Meng Xueyao's current situation is very unstable and her condition is very poor, especially after knowing that Xie Yimin went back with Xie Tian, ​​it was difficult to accept it, and she shed tears all day long.

Chu Linxiang hoped that Long Yaxi's arrival could persuade Meng Xueyao.

But just after Long Yaxi met Meng Xueyao, those thousands of words were stuck in his heart again, and it was difficult to express them.

When Meng Xueyao saw Long Yaxi, her eyes turned red again, and she was so choked up that she couldn't speak.

Long Yaxi also cried, "Auntie, don't be sad, he definitely doesn't want to see you like this."

"It was I who dragged him down...it's all my fault. It would be nice if I died ten years ago, so he wouldn't be trapped by me..." Meng Xueyao blamed herself and couldn't help herself.

Chu Linxiang couldn't help but shook his head and sighed, "Senior sister, don't think so anymore, how can Xiaoyi feel relieved when you are like this?"

"I'm just sad, but I can't do anything other than being sad." Meng Xueyao's sad mood was beyond comprehension, "The jackal den in Xie's family is full of people who eat people but don't spit out their bones. Can rest assured..."

"Since Xiaoyi chooses to go back, he will definitely have the ability to protect himself. He is not a child anymore. You should trust him."

Persuasion is persuasion, but Meng Xueyao is still sad.

It was hard for the two of them to stop crying. Chu Linxiang handed over a hot towel and said, "Look, your eyes are almost blind from crying. Don't cry like this in the future."

Seeing Meng Xueyao like this, Long Yaxi was also very sad, but she found that she couldn't do anything, even the most basic comfort, because she couldn't even control her own emotions.

She didn't know what kind of place Xie's house was, but she knew that Xie Yimin's life would definitely not be easy when he returned to Xie's house.

No wonder he said on the top of the mountain that day that his time was running out...

What made Long Yaxi angry the most was that he told himself that what Fu Yebai did and those sacrifices back then was pushing himself towards Fu Yebai.

If she could, she really wanted to open this man's head and take a good look, to see what he was thinking!

what else to say sorry...

Long Yaxi stood on the balcony and shouted angrily to the outside, "I'm sorry who wants you! Tell me face to face if you have the ability!"

"Xie Yimin, you are a coward..."

"Xie Yimin, you said that if you could do it all over again, you would rather never have met me, but I want to tell you that I have never regretted meeting you."

It was his appearance that healed her.

Obviously she was recovering soon, but he just left...

Long Yaxi's eyes turned red in the wind, and he shouted with sobs, "Xie Yimin, you must come back alive and say sorry to me in person, I want you to take back the words that you would rather never have met me, then You said it, I want you to take it back yourself, do you know?"