love addiction

She was afraid of hearing that answer, and even nervously clenched the bottle in her hand.

Xie Yimin couldn't bear it, but Long Yaxi said tremblingly, "Say it, I'm mentally prepared."

"Lou Ruochun's mother and sister told Fu Yebai that the heart was stolen by you, which led to her sister's death. In order to calm the matter, Fu Yebai accepted Yang Wenshu's suggestion and Lou Ruochun together."

it is as expected.

Long Yaxi suddenly felt as if he had had a big spring and autumn dream, and the dream was full of cruelty.

She didn't know whether she should be sad or laugh, all emotions were not enough to express her current mood.

"Did he never believe me for a moment?" In the end she could only ask with a sigh.

"He was eager to protect you, so he fell into the trap."

Long Yaxi didn't know what to say.

"If it were me, at his age, I would have made such a choice." Xie Yimin comforted her.

"I don't blame him, I'm just sad." Long Yaxi said slowly, "It would be great if he told me this earlier."

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

***
After Long Yaxi returned to the temple, he sat in the meditation room all day without even eating lunch or dinner.

Tang Mianmian didn't know what happened, and he wouldn't say much if he knew to ask her, so he gave her the space to think alone.

In the evening, she left the meditation room, went to talk to Tang Mianmian, and then went down the mountain.

Instead of going back to Long's house, she went directly to Fu Yebai.

People from the Qi family have been looking for Lou Ruochun these days, but unfortunately there has been no result.

The air pressure at home has always been low. Fu Yebai leaves early and returns late, and sometimes stays out all night. The situation is not optimistic.

Long Yaxi's appearance surprised Fu Ranran, and told her that Fu Yebai was not at home after he asked her to sit down.

"Xixi, it was Yebai who was sorry for you in the past, and I apologize to you on his behalf."

In fact, this apology has been in Fu Ranran's heart for a long time, and today I finally have the opportunity to say it.

Long Yaxi felt guilty, looked at Fu Ranran, his eyes gradually turned red, "Actually, I am the one who should apologize."

"This..." Fu Ranran was a little confused.

Long Yaxi told Fu Ranran the matter in a simple way, and Fu Ranran came over in shock, "I mean, he suddenly chose to be with Lou Ruochun back then..."

She looked at Long Yaxi, and in the end she could only sigh, "This may be the so-called fate, Yebai's temperament is relatively withdrawn, and all this is caused by me. I took him alone back then, and I couldn't I gave him a complete home at the very beginning, and when he came back, his character had already been formed and could not be changed. My heart was too big, thinking that he was just precocious and sensible, but in fact, I failed to teach him what love is. He is afraid of love, and he is so sensitive that he cares about gains and losses, so he never shows it."

The more Fu Ranran spoke, the more guilty she became, pulling Long Yaxi to choke, "It's all my fault, I didn't take good care of him."

"Aunt Ranran, don't say that. If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't be in such a difficult situation. It's my fault."

What Long Yaxi said were all sincere words, especially after knowing the truth, she blamed herself even more, "It's because my liking is too selfish."

It's just that all the apologies now can't bring back time.

In the final analysis, such a thing happened is not the fault of one person, and it is useless to blame anyone.

Is Fu Yebai to blame?
He just did what he wanted to do and protected the people he wanted to protect.

Blame Long Yaxi?
She didn't know the inside story of this, and even broke her heart for five years. Who can understand the hardships involved?
Do you blame Lou Ruochun?
She didn't know it, as she said, everything was arranged by Fu Yebai, who could refuse when a person she likes wanted him to propose marriage?

She was as ignorant as Long Yaxi.

Do you blame Lou Ruoshuang?
Lou Ruoshuang just wanted her sister to have a good life, and the same goes for Yang Wenshu.

As Lou Ruochun said, she has no right to blame her mother and sister.

After finally comforting Fu Ranran, Long Yaxi also knew that he might not see Fu Yebai today, so he wanted to come back tomorrow.

Saying goodbye to Fu Ranran, leaving Qi's house, sitting in the car but she didn't know where to go.

Sitting blankly in the car, all he saw was chaos.

Fu Ranran hurried out from the gate, seeing that Long Yaxi hadn't left yet, she came over with red eyes.

Long Yaxi opened the car window, before he could speak, Fu Ranran said, "Xixi, something happened to Yebai."

The two rushed to the hospital together, and met Qi Yunmo in the emergency room.

Fu Ranran knew about Fu Yebai's accident, and it was also Qi Yunmo who notified him.

No one knew the specific situation, but judging from Qi Yunmo's heavy expression, the matter was very serious.

Fu Yebai was involved in a car accident, and he was drunk driving, the situation was very serious.

Qi Yunmo said, "The car is seriously deformed, it's entirely up to God whether you can recover your life."

Fu Ranran wept bitterly.

Long Yaxi didn't expect such an accident to happen, and stood there blankly, as if he was cold from head to toe.

"Yebai is a rational person. He has been looking for Lou Ruochun these days, why would he drink?" Fu Ranran still can't accept it.

Qi Yunmo was also a little puzzled, but he still reassured Fu Ranran, "I've already arranged for someone to investigate."

The point now is to hope that Fu Yebai is fine, as long as he comes out alive, everything will have an answer.

The waiting time was very torturous, and Long Yaxi stayed with Fu Ranran every step of the way.

I don't know who leaked the news, and someone from the Qi family also came.

The person who came was Qi Yunmo's nephew, that is, the son of Qi Yunmo's elder brother, Qi Fang.

Qi Fang showed a very caring look, and greeted Qi Yunmo and Fu Ranran.

But Qi Yunmo treated him neither cold nor indifferent, and Fu Ranran only maintained his superficial courtesy.

Qi Fang looked at Long Yaxi, feeling a little surprised, "You are Long Yaxi, right?"

"I am." Long Yaxi and Qi Fang are not familiar, but only know that there is such a person.

After all, they are members of the Qi family and they are in the same circle, so it is not surprising that they know each other.

Qi Fang took the initiative to talk to her, "I didn't expect you to be here, after all, Yebai is married, you..."

Long Yaxi hates other people mentioning her matters the most, no matter who the other party is, she will not give face.

So she said very bluntly, "Don't look at others with your dirty thoughts. Brother Yebai and I have a friendship since we were young. It's not something you can comment on."

Qi Fang was not annoyed, and maintained his superficial gentleness and said, "Second Miss said, after all, everyone has known that you have liked Zhuo Yebai for so many years, and now that something happened to him and his life or death is uncertain, it is understandable for you to be concerned. "

He deliberately made his words ugly, but Long Yaxi only sneered back, unwilling to have any more nonsense with him.

Qi Fang didn't find anything interesting, so he sat aside and waited for Fu Yebai to come out.

But after a while, Fu Yebai didn't come out for a long time, Qi Fang became impatient, and then pretended to say goodbye to Qi Yunmo and Fu Ranran, saying that his company still had something to do.

Fu Ranran wished that he would get out of here quickly, because it was good to see him out of sight.

As soon as Qi Fang left, Fu Ranran hurriedly asked Qi Yunmo, "Why did Qi Fang know about Ye Bai's accident? He clearly showed up at the right time, and even said those annoying things, saying that he didn't do it on purpose. people believe."

"It really happened so coincidentally." Qi Yunmo took out his mobile phone and made a call, asking them to check Qi Fang's recent actions.

Before getting accurate information, the door of the emergency room was opened.

The doctor came out and hurriedly said, "You are Fu Yebai's family members, right? Come with me to the office and I will tell you about the situation."

Long Yaxi hurriedly supported Fu Ranran and followed him. When he arrived at the office, the doctor told a few people about the situation, "He injured his head, and the situation is very dangerous..."

The doctor said a lot of technical terms, few of them could understand, but the general conclusion is that whether Fu Yebai can wake up depends on his own good luck, and there will be many sequelae after waking up, etc...

Fu Ranran's eyes darkened, and she fell into Long Yaxi's arms.

Long Yaxi shouted in panic, "Aunt Ranran, Aunt Ranran..."

The doctor hurried over to show Fu Ranran a look, then pinched the person again, Fu Ranran woke up leisurely, only took one look at Qi Yunmo, and burst into tears.

Qi Yunmo hugged her tightly, listening to her cry, his expression was extremely cold.

Fu Yebai was transferred from the emergency room to the ICU. Because of his serious injuries, his entire head was almost wrapped in gauze, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

Long Yaxi had never been so cold as at this moment. She stood there shivering, vaguely feeling as if she had fallen into a deep vortex. The force that devoured people was always pulling her, even if she exhausted all her strength , and couldn't break free from the adsorption force of the vortex, and could only watch helplessly as he sank into it little by little, feeling powerless all over the sky.

***
Fu Yebai woke up in the early morning of the third day, and Qi Yunmo and Fu Ranran stayed in the hospital for the past few days, waiting for him to wake up.

Fu Ranran's tears were all shed...

Long Yaxi came to the hospital very early every day to accompany her, and helped her with some things as much as she could, and only went back after dark.

Even though she was very tired, she never said a bitter word, because compared to what Fu Ranran and the others had endured, her exhaustion was really nothing to mention.

As soon as Fu Yebai woke up, Fu Ranran called Long Yaxi, and she hurried to the hospital without washing up.

But the situation in the ward was not as optimistic as Long Yaxi thought.

Fu Yebai was sitting on the hospital bed, even if she came in, he didn't respond.

Qi Yunmo's expression was solemn, and Fu Ranran wept silently.

The doctor on duty was examining Qi Yunmo, he stretched out his hand in front of Qi Yunmo and asked, "Do you feel it?"

Maybe the doctor asked too many questions, and he stopped answering, just shook his head invisibly.

After the doctor made the records, he looked at Qi Yunmo and his wife, and finally had to tell the cruel fact, "The sequelae appeared, and he became blind."

Fu Ranran couldn't bear it anymore, covered her mouth and began to cry.

Qi Yunmo punched the wall beside him, as if venting something.

Long Yaxi only felt that the sky was spinning for a while, and his body was almost unable to support himself, so he could only hold on to the doorknob tightly to prevent himself from falling down.

She took a mouthful and tried to breathe the air, trying to stabilize herself.

But the heart-piercing pain reminded her fiercely that Fu Yebai was blind, and he couldn't see the world anymore.

Even if this world is never beautiful, it is better than living in darkness...

Long Yaxi turned around and couldn't help crying anymore.

The doctor could only sigh when he saw this situation.

Comforting seems to have no effect, he can only use medicine to comfort them, "There are many cases of blindness caused by car accidents in medicine. Not necessarily impossible."

"Then I'll leave it to you." Fu Ranran almost knelt down to the doctor.

"Mrs. Qi, get up quickly, don't do this, this is our duty, you are welcome."

After the doctor comforted Fu Ranran, Qi Yunmo sent the doctor out.

Long Yaxi who was standing outside the door quickly turned around, not wanting others to see her tears.