love addiction

Long Yejue ate the cold millet porridge little by little, and then picked up the phone to call Anyi.

The voice was still cold, but when she asked, she cared about Tang Mianmian, "How is she?"

The voice was too low, Li Xinnian couldn't hear what An Yi said, so he could only judge from the expression on Long Yejue's face.

He frowned a little, and then ordered, "Look, if something happens to her, I'll only ask you."

After finishing speaking, he threw the phone aside violently, and then lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling with cold eyes.

From the beginning to the end, she never saw Li Xinnian's existence.

I don't know how long I stood there, but when my legs were a little sore, Li Xinnian opened his mouth with difficulty, "Jue, did you call me here just to show Tang Mianmian?"

Long Yejue closed his eyes slightly, and just said, "I'm sorry."

"You don't need to apologize to me, and I don't want your apology either." Li Xinnian shook her head, weeping, looking at the man she had loved for so many years, she suddenly felt so strange, so strange.

It took her all her strength to suppress her choked sobs and make her voice sound a little calmer and less sad, "You know, how happy I was when I got your call? I can't wait I rushed over here, I cook those meals every day, and what I'm waiting for is that one day you will think of me, and I can bring you to eat as soon as possible."

Long Yejue closed his eyes tightly and fell into a moment of silence.

While Li Xinnian was still talking, his voice became colder and more desperate, as if he was about to confess in his heart before his heart died, "So when I received your call, I was so happy that I thought I was dreaming, so I pinched you hard. After a few times, I realized that this is not a dream. Although I have had such a dream countless times, I packed the meals I put my hard work into in the food boxes I bought specially. When I see you, I just feel that my world is complete."

"Stop it." Long Yejue interrupted her, "Stop it."

The pain of self-analysis is very uncomfortable.

But Li Xinnian still said stubbornly, "I am very happy when you eat the food I cook, especially when you eat it in front of Tang Mianmian, and you say those things, I thought you finally remembered my kindness, so I am so happy." I was surprised and delighted at the time when I treated Tang Mianmian like this, but now..."

She smiled wryly, and a desperate smile bloomed on the corner of her mouth.

Long Yejue frowned, his patience seemed to be exhausted, "I told you to stop!"

"Actually, I should have known earlier that I have already become a past tense in your heart, and I didn't want to wake up myself." Li Xinnian covered her face and began to cry.

Slowly squatting on the ground, with his head down, choked up.

The slender shoulders trembled.

Long Yejue looked at her with complicated feelings.

He is lamenting.

Lament the failure of your own life, lament the failure of your own life.

This feeling is falling from the clouds into the abyss.

His heart was throbbing, but he still couldn't relieve it.

From birth, with a golden spoon in his mouth, he has become the envy of the entire Jiangcheng City as the crown prince of the Long family.

Everything that is given to him is the best and the top.

Grandpa spared no effort in cultivating him, and he couldn't help picking all the stars in the sky into his hands.

There is also a childhood sweetheart that everyone envies, Li Xinnian.

This woman used to be a sight in high society.

Any wealthy daughter, famous family, movie star will take her as the vane.

At that time, the two of them were known as the most suitable golden boy and jade girl in Jiangcheng City.

So it also created a perfect picture of the two walking together, which envied so many people.

He has the best life experience, the most beautiful girlfriend, everything is perfect like a dream.

It also makes such a Long Yejue feel arrogant and arrogant.

So that happened later.

The rich young man from the next province who used to race with him broke his legs because of a car accident.

So he put this hatred on Long Yejue, and found someone to take revenge on him.

In order to save him, Li Xinnian was defiled by those scumbags.

Therefore, Long Yejue felt that he owed Li Xinnian all his life.

He has also firmly stated that he will take care of her for the rest of his life.

If Tang Mianmian hadn't appeared, he thought, he would have waited for Li Xinnian for the rest of his life.

After that incident, he began to work hard, created the Jazz style, and gradually expanded the Jazz style.

He also avenged the revenge of the year.

From being arrogant and arrogant at the beginning, he gradually became restrained, calm, and matured a lot.

He thought he was on his own.

But fate is such a trick. Tang Mianmian appeared, leading him from the dark years to the light and warmth.

He is very greedy and wants to use all means to keep this woman by his side and enjoy this kind of warmth and light.

But now, he, Long Yejue, has become the laughing stock of Jiangcheng, and he knows very well what kind of life he is about to face.

Therefore, he didn't want Tang Mianmian to suffer with him.

He failed to give Tang Mianmian a good life, failed to take good care of Li Xinnian, and lost his status in Jiangcheng City.

These are the most failed things.

He, Long Yejue, has been a failure all his life!

Gritting his teeth, he got up, went to hug the crying Li Xinnian, pressed her head in his arms, and comforted her over and over again.

Even silent comfort.

Li Xinnian slowly settled down in his arms, occasionally sobbing a few times.

Those blue-veined hands hugged Long Yejue tightly, sobbing softly, "Jue, don't leave me, I'm afraid."

"I won't leave you." Long Yejue replied, with desperate sadness in his eyes, "It's just that I can't give you the best life now, are you still willing to follow me?"

"I am willing." Li Xinnian nodded firmly.

Long Yejue hugged her tightly again, keeping her safe in his arms.

*****
Tang Mianmian sat on the sofa alone with her knees hugged.

She didn't know how long she had maintained this posture. It was not until her mother came back that she recovered from the daze and smiled.

Chen Qiuhua felt extremely strange about her like this.

For the past few days, Tang Mianmian has been in a bad mood and rarely smiles.

Why this time, she actually smiled.

Chen Qiuhua asked suspiciously, "Mianmian, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Tang Mianmian smiled. Fan looked at the things his mother bought back, "Is there no snack I want? I'm so hungry."

"Hungry?" Chen Qiuhua looked at her in surprise.

Tang Mianmian nodded sharply, pressed her belly with one hand, and said emphatically, "I've been hungry all day, Mom, hurry up and cook something delicious for me."

"What do you want to eat?" Chen Qiuhua screwed something to the kitchen, intending to make something for her.

As long as she wants to eat, she will definitely do it.

Moreover, Tang Mianmian hadn't eaten properly for a long time, before Chen Qiuhua coaxed and tricked her into letting her eat a little bit, she was so worried.

Now that she said she wanted to eat it, it was too late for her to be happy.

Tang Mianmian leaned against the door frame of the kitchen, looking really hungry, "I want to eat everything, you cook more, I have to eat double!"

"I'll warm a box of yogurt for you, you can drink it first." Chen Qiuhua took the yogurt and put it in the microwave.

Tang Mianmian nodded, waiting anxiously.

That way, it seems that I am really hungry, and I can't wait for a few minutes.

When the yogurt was put in her hand, she couldn't wait to drink it.

It's still the brand she likes. Although she can only eat hot ones these days, it doesn't affect her liking.

A box of yogurt will bottom out in a short while.

And Chen Qiuhua has already started chopping vegetables, "Here are the washed grapes, you carry them to watch TV for a while, I'll be ready soon."

"Okay." Tang Mianmian took the fruit plate and sat down on the sofa to watch TV contentedly.

It's still those boring soap operas, nothing more than love and love, misunderstandings and misunderstandings.

In the past, Tang Mianmian didn't have the patience to watch it all, but now, she finds that when she's upset, watching TV dramas can make her temporarily forget her own life, live in the world created by the screenwriter, be happy for the protagonist, and be happy for the protagonist. Protagonist is angry...

A plate of grapes will bottom out in a short while, and Chen Qiuhua's meal is almost done.

The stewed fish soup was very delicious, and Tang Mianmian was so hungry that she passed the test and walked around, "Mom, are you ready, I'm so hungry."

"Immediately, please drink the soup first." Chen Qiuhua said in the kitchen.

Tang Mianmian was also polite, and happily ate.

When Chen Qiuhua served the last vegetable, she had already drank a small bowl of soup and was eating, "Mom, your cooking is really delicious."

"Just eat what you like. When the baby is growing, you have to eat more, you know?" Chen Qiuhua said earnestly.

Tang Mianmian nodded with a smile and continued to bury her head in eating.

How long has it been since Chen Qiuhua saw Tang Mianmian in such a good mood?

The doubts that had been bothering her all this time seemed to have dissipated, and she returned to her original smiling face.

That was Chen Qiuhua's favorite look.

This meal may be Tang Mianmian's most satisfying meal this time.

She was lying on the sofa full of food and drink, stroking her belly, looking like she was full of maternal love.

When Chen Qiuhua sat beside her, she leaned her head and asked in a low voice, "Mom, how did you feel when my baby moved for the first time?"

Chen Qiuhua's expression froze for a moment, and he asked suspiciously, "Fetal movement?"

"Yes, fetal movement is the first fetal movement when the baby is in the womb."

Chen Qiuhua smiled awkwardly, "It's been so long, how can I remember?"

"Why don't you remember? This is the first interaction between mother and daughter. If it were me, I would remember it forever." Tang Mianmian said proudly.

Chen Qiuhua laughed, "I still like this idea, then I have to think about it carefully, what's wrong? The baby moved?"