love addiction

Bei Fei felt a little uncomfortable when he heard this voice.

Because it was Bei Jin's voice, Bei Fei couldn't accept this kind of feeling like a world away.

She used to be Bei Jin's favorite daughter, the No. 1 girl in country L, countless people wanted to curry favor with her, and countless people flattered her.

And all of this came from Bei Jin's doting on her.

She has always been grateful to her father.

Before the accident, Bei Jin had actually entrusted her with many important tasks, such as supporting the Nan family.

At that time, she had had trouble with her father because she didn't like this kind of official and business dealings.

But her father told her a lot of truths with earnestness, and the purpose was also to hope that she could take over the Bei family in the future.

Bei Fei also knew that the adopted sons and daughters of Bei Jin in the family had been coveting the property of the Bei family, but his father still insisted on giving her everything.

At that moment, Bei Fei's heart softened.

So she appeared in the Nan family and helped Nan Jian when the Nan family was fighting with the Tan family.

And in terms of her preferences, her father has always supported her.

flY can have such a reputation, it is naturally inseparable from his father's operation on this matter, even if Bei Fei objected, Bei Jin still did it silently.

Bei Fei knows all this.

That's why she respected Bei Jin very much, that's why she hurried back to China after hearing about his accident.

But she didn't even see Bei Jin for the last time...

Bei Fei covered his eyes, feeling the oppressive feeling when tears flowed from between his fingers.

Bei Jin's voice sounded in the room, very slow, and he was a little breathless when he spoke. It is estimated that he was very uncomfortable when recording this recording.

Bei Jin said, "Bei Fei, my daughter, if you hear this recording, it probably means that something has happened to me, and the one I can't let go of is you, so I've been thinking about what to do so that I won't feel wronged about you."

"Your character is not pleasing, and many people are dissatisfied with you. Dad was able to protect you before, but without his protection, you will definitely suffer. So Dad hopes that you will behave in the future and try to be as low-key and humble as possible. "

"My daughter has always been my pride, and this has never changed, just like your success in design, you complained about Dad's interference in this matter, but what you don't understand is that Dad wants More people know what an excellent daughter I have..."

Having said this, Bei Jin was a little choked up, and after taking a few breaths, he continued, "Father really wants to see you grow stronger and be able to be independent, and even more want to see you marry someone you like, I want to hold your hand and give it to the person who loves you personally... Although I must have been jealous at that time, as long as you like him, I can tolerate it."

"Bei Fei, forgive me for not being able to accompany you to the end. In the past few years, various problems have occurred in my body. The doctor said that I may not live long. Originally, I wanted to help you save Bei's house before I died. It's more stable, and it will be safely and securely handed over to you, but... I can't do what I want, something happened at home."

"I'm sorry, it's Dad who didn't handle it well, and made you feel wronged in the end." Bei Jin sighed, "Bei's family can't be kept any longer, so I'll sell everything first. , and entrusted it to a reliable person, and he will hand it over to you after everything is calm."

"He is Nanjian. If you encounter something that cannot be solved, you can find him and he will help you. Nanjian is a loyal person. We helped him before, and he will repay the kindness. But the current situation It's a bit complicated, so you need to think long-term about it and don't let anyone know."

"Besides..." Bei Jin was a little hesitant and depressed, "Besides, there is a fund in the box, which I bought with all the money I had left, and that person named Li Li is your mother... "

"I'm sorry, Dad lied to you. Your mother has always been and is alive. I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to have any relationship with the past. It was my selfishness. I'm sorry. I lost my memory when you came back. , I think it was God who took pity on me and sent you to my side, so I made up this lie..."

"And now, everything is God's punishment for me, I'm sorry..."

"Bei Fei, you actually have another name. Your name is Mo Sheng. Before you came back, you lived with your mother Li Li. I searched for a long time before I found you."

Bei Jin coughed, and the recording started intermittently, and it took a while for it to return to normal, probably because Bei Jin hid aside to cough.

"Also... You are actually not my daughter. This matter is very complicated. In the final analysis, it is because of my selfishness..."

Bei Jin was very uncomfortable, and even his tone became a little choked up, "You can ask your mother about this, but don't ask too directly, I'm afraid she won't be able to accept it."

"In short, I'm not your biological father. I'm infertile. This is God's punishment for me. That's why I ended everything in this way, and I'm hurting you. Dad, I'm sorry..."

"Bei Fei, you have to be strong, no matter what happens, don't be knocked down by these, you know, you are the most proud daughter of my Bei Jin..."

Bei Fei was already in tears.

She never thought that her father would tell her these things after the accident.

As far as she remembers and knows her father, she has always been doting on her.

It turns out that true paternal love transcends blood ties.

***
Because I made an appointment with Shu Jinqing yesterday, at ten o'clock, Shu Jinqing arrived at the presidential palace on time.

Ye Xirong met him in the office, because the place was too formal and made Shu Jinqing a little nervous.

After Ye Xirong brought him the water, he sat down face to face with him, and then said, "Although it's unbelievable, her current state is completely Mo Sheng, and I don't even remember it."

"Didn't Bei Fei know you?" Shu Jinqing was puzzled.

Seeing Ye Xirong's eyes darken, he suddenly understood, and hurriedly said, "Even if it's me, she won't remember."

These words were like a huge rock, pressing on Ye Xirong's chest, making him unable to breathe.

Shu Jinqing sighed, "This is what Mo Sheng was most worried about. When you pursued passionately, she was very resistant. She was worried that one day, she would be afraid that you would be sad, that you would not be able to accept it, and that you would be lost..."

Ye Xirong looked at Shu Jinqing, but all he could think about was Mo Sheng.

It turned out that she had thought so far before, and it turned out that she was not refusing at that time, but worried about their future.

"But everything she was worried about happened in the end." Shu Jinqing sighed again, "Actually, the current situation is not too bad, at least she is still alive, isn't she? Just like when she appeared beside me with injuries all over her body. At that time, I was also very glad that she was still alive. In the past few years, she has been working hard to grow herself and make herself stronger, in order to be able to face such a predicament."

"She... was having a bad time at that time, wasn't she?"

"That's for sure." Shu Jin lowered her eyes, and she still felt distressed in her heart when she mentioned it, "She once thought she was crazy, because no one could accept the existence of two selves in this world. She took a lot of medicine and saw a lot of doctors, but there was no way to cure her, so she has always had low self-esteem. Even when facing others, she looks calm, but in fact she is not like that in her heart, she is just pretending to be strong , just to protect my soft heart."

Shu Jinqing smiled slightly, "To be honest, I tried to break through this tough area and enter her inner world, but I failed, but you succeeded. I was jealous of you, but look at her I feel very good about the happiness and joy when I'm with you."

"She is carrying too many things on her body. Compared with Bei Fei, she has had a harder life."

Shu Jinqing chatted with Ye Xirong for a long time, and after he left, Ye Xirong's mind was full of what Shu Jinqing said.

Compared with Bei Fei, she had a harder life.

Thought she was carrying the pressure of two people.

Xiao Zheng knocked on the door and came in. Seeing Ye Xirong standing in front of the window with his hands behind his back, his brows furrowed, he couldn't help but shook his head and said, "Your Excellency, we already have a clue."

Ye Xirong looked back at Xiao Zheng.

Xiao Zheng said hastily, "Mo Sheng's car has been tampered with."

Ye Xirong's eyes instantly darkened, as a storm was gathering.

"Our people have checked the video, and the other party came prepared, so we couldn't find any useful clues."

Speaking of the latter, Xiao Zheng's voice was already a little soft.

But he said with a strong desire to survive, "But don't worry, Your Excellency, we will continue to investigate and will never let go of any clues."

"This matter must be investigated and found out." Ye Xirong ordered coldly.

Xiao Zheng nodded sweatingly behind his back, "Yes."

Ye Xirong picked up his coat and was about to leave the office, Xiao Zheng followed up and said, "Are you leaving now? There is a meeting in the afternoon..."

"Push it, I will notify you of the specific meeting time."

"Then I have to visit in two days..."

Ye Xirong had already entered the elevator and left, Xiao Zheng stopped without saying a word, he shook his head, knowing that it would be useless to say any more, so he could only stop.

I hope Mo Sheng gets well soon, otherwise, your Excellency really doesn't have the heart to work hard.

Tan Zhan followed closely again, and ran to Grove again in the past two days, but there are a lot of things happening here, and he is really anxious to death.

Ye Xirong drove back home directly, but he still couldn't let it go, worried that Bei Fei would not be used to being alone at home.

Passing by fruit shops and supermarkets, he also bought some food, which were Mo Sheng's favorite foods. He was used to buying them at ordinary times, but now he bought them so smoothly and naturally.

After arriving home, he originally wanted to open the door directly, but after hesitating for a moment, he took back the key and used the knocker directly.

After a while, no one came to open the door.

If it wasn't for sure that she was at home, Ye Xirong would have opened the door and entered by himself.

Finally, Bei Fei opened the door, but what Ye Xirong saw was Bei Fei with red eyes crying.

Probably for the sake of being strong, she has been pretending to be strong in front of Ye Xirong.

The hair around the bangs is a little wet, and it looks like he just went to wash his face.

Bei Fei asked, "Why are you back?"

It was probably because she hadn't spoken for a long time, and after crying for so long, when she spoke, her voice was hoarse with crying, which made her look a little unnatural.

Ye Xirong frowned and asked, "What happened?"

"No..." Bei Fei turned around, walked to the sofa and sat down alone, not looking at Ye Xirong.

After closing the door, Ye Xirong walked over, put the things she bought on the table in front of her, and said, "What did your father tell you?"

Bei Fei said coldly, "Don't ask, I'm fine."

"How could I not ask?"

"Why do you ask?" Bei Fei's attitude was a bit strong, which was due to her personality, and she also looked at him with resistance in her eyes, "Are you going to answer if you ask?"