love addiction

Shu Jinqing was frightened, and hurried over to help her up and asked worriedly, "Xiao Sheng, what's wrong with you? What happened?"

Mo Sheng seemed unconscious, letting Shu Jinqing settle her down on the sofa, and hurriedly found a hot towel to warm her hands and face.

She didn't say anything, Shu Jinqing could only speculate by himself, his tone was anxious, "Xiao Sheng, can you tell me what happened?"

Mo Sheng stared blankly at one place, his eyes seemed to be out of focus, terribly empty.

"You quarreled with Ye Xirong?" This was the worst thing Shu Jinqing could think of.

Probably because of hearing this name, Mo Sheng had a little reaction, and slowly looked away, falling on Shu Jinqing's worried face.

"It's me, see clearly?" Shu Jinqing said hastily.

"Shu Shu..." She called out to him, her voice was as empty as her eyes.

"What happened?" Shu Jinqing wanted to find out the reason, because only in this way would he know how to help Mo Sheng.

"I... know one thing." Mo Sheng said with some difficulty.

Probably that incident made her extremely scared, so she stretched out her hands and hugged her knees, curled up in a ball, "I know what happened in Bei's house back then."

"Back then?" Shu Jinqing was discerning the quantifier.

"When I was young, I fell into a lake... just... just outside the man-made lake outside Bei's Manor. When it was just completed, I fell into it..."

Memories are a terrible thing, when Mo Sheng said these things, as if he was experiencing those things personally, his slender body began to tremble in fear.

"Xiao Sheng! Don't think about it! It's all over! That's all over!" Shu Jinqing suddenly stopped her loudly.

But Mo Sheng acted as if he hadn't heard it, still shivering in fear, unable to speak, unable to tune, "It was so cold...that year...it was really cold, Fengming was covered with snow, which is rare in a hundred years." See you..."

"Xiao Sheng!" Shu Jinqing patted her face in fear, "Look at me, don't think about it, it's over, you're still alive and well."

It was probably because of this kind of behavior that Mo Sheng gradually came back to her senses, her face was covered with tears, "Shu Shu, I'm so scared."

"It's okay, it's okay, you're fine now, which means nothing happened that time." Shu Jinqing hugged her.

At this moment, Mo Sheng was like a drifter clinging to a driftwood. She held on to Shu Jinqing in fear, "Over the years, I always dreamed that I was drowning in a dark sea full of all kinds of terrible things. The monster, no matter how hard I struggled or how I got rid of it, I couldn't get out of the water, and could only be swallowed by the darkness... I thought it was because of my pressure, but it turned out... It was only because I had experienced these things before that I had such fear, It took root in the deepest part of my heart and revealed my worst fears..."

Shu Jinqing took out a tissue and wiped her tears with a hand. She moved very gently, probably because she was afraid of hurting her.He kept comforting her, "That's all in the past, it's all over now, it's all in the past, you will be fine in the future, and that kind of thing won't happen again."

Mo Sheng broke down and cried, she was so weak that she couldn't bear a single blow, she completely lost her usual composure, she said tremblingly, "When I woke up at the age of five, I found that I didn't remember anything. I don't know anyone anymore, even my mother told me that my mother didn't tell me what happened, she just said that I had a disease, and I don't remember anything after I recover..."

Shu Jinqing knew all of this, and he thought it was so simple.

But he didn't expect that behind this layer of forgetting, there was such a dark past hidden.

"It's Berry, it's Berry who pushed me into the lake." Mo Sheng's voice suddenly became sharp again, "It's him, just now I was trying to think about this matter, thinking that I had a splitting headache and drank a lot After the cold water, I slowly calmed down, and it was at this time that I remembered Barry's terrible face... Barry made me become like this..."

"Xiao Sheng, listen, now that Barry is dead, no one can hurt you anymore, he has already suffered retribution, don't think about it."

Mo Sheng was tired from crying, exhausted all his strength, and finally could only cry bitterly in Shu Jinqing's arms.

Shu Jinqing comforted Mo Sheng little by little. In the past, he used this kind of comfort to make Mo Sheng recover gradually.

After a long time, Mo Sheng's tears finally stopped, and Shu Jin wanted to get up and pour some hot water for her, and change the already cold towel.

But just when he moved, Mo Sheng grabbed him in great fear.

Those eyes, like a startled fawn, were terrified.

Shu Jinqing could only dispel the idea of ​​leaving, and said soothingly, "I won't leave, I will accompany you."

Mo Sheng grasped it even tighter.

Shu Jinqing knew that she was really frightened.

This has been a nightmare of hers for many years. Over the years, she has been looking for the cause and has seen many doctors, but they have not been able to solve it.

Now that the truth suddenly came out, it was understandable for her to break down and cry.

　Many, many emotions that have been suppressed can also be released in this cry.

He believed that after this incident, Mo Sheng would become stronger.

In the quiet room, there were only Mo Sheng's slight breathing and Shu Jinqing's worried eyes.

The hands of the clock on the wall pointed to eleven o'clock, and just as Shu Jinqing was about to ask her if she wanted something to eat, there was a sound from the door.

Probably because it was quiet for too long, Shu Jinqing didn't react for a while, just stared blankly at the position of the door, while Mo Sheng didn't respond at all, probably because he was tired from crying.

When the door was opened from the outside, Shu Jinqing saw Ye Xirong standing at the door.

He has seen two people.

In a room, two people, a man and a woman, hug each other so openly.

No matter how you look at this picture, it will be misleading.

When Shu Jinqing realized it, he hurriedly pushed Mo Sheng away, stood up nervously and said, "That... don't get me wrong."

A cold light flashed across Ye Xirong's eyes, he withdrew his cold gaze, lowered his eyes, changed his shoes and entered the room, put down his coat and bag, and then turned to look at Shu Jinqing who was waiting so hard, "It's getting late."

"Oh, yes, it's getting late, so I'll go back first. Xiaosheng hasn't eaten yet, so you can help her get something to eat. I have something to do, so I'll go first." Shu Jinqing finished speaking. He saluted, changed his shoes and left.

In fact, he was very worried, afraid that Ye Xirong would misunderstand, and anyone who saw the picture would misunderstand.

But he couldn't explain anything, Ye Xirong issued another order to evict the guests, so he had no choice but to leave.

In the room, Mo Sheng sat alone on the sofa, looking at Ye Xirong with reddish eyes, and was ready to meet his questioning and anger.

But Ye Xirong didn't get angry first, but looked at the water bottle beside her, and her pale face, immediately understood her current situation, sat next to her, held her face and asked, "Mo Sheng, what's wrong with you? "

"...I'm fine." Her voice was hoarse.

"Have you ever cried?"

"..." Knowing that he couldn't hide it, Mo Sheng could only nod.

Ye Xirong's heart sank, he hugged her distressedly and asked, "What happened?"

Mo Sheng didn't know where to start, and now she didn't have any strength and energy to explain the past, and she didn't even want to mention and recall it.

So when faced with Ye Xirong's question, she could only deal with it in silence.

Ye Xirong understood her temperament to some extent, and knew that she was often reluctant to speak, even if she was sad, so she comforted her, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, but promise me, don't cry anymore, don't be sad anymore, no matter what No matter what happens, I will always be by your side, as long as you turn your head, I will be there."

forever.

He silently added a word in his heart.

Mo Sheng leaned into his arms, wordlessly reached out to wrap his arms around his waist.

Ye Xirong hugged her and looked down at her with her eyes closed.

Because of crying, the tip of her delicate nose was still red, and her eyelids were also a little swollen, but it didn't diminish her beauty at all, instead she was a little weak, which made him love her even more.

He just hugged her like this for a while, no one said anything, just accompanied her quietly.

After a while, Mo Sheng asked softly, "Just now...Shu Jinqing...don't get me wrong..."

"I didn't misunderstand." Ye Xirong knew that she was not a person who was good at explaining, but she finally spoke up. Even if she didn't find an excuse, at least she explained.

So he told her his attitude first, "I didn't misunderstand, Mo Sheng, I said I believed you."

This kind of trust moved Mo Sheng very much. She opened her eyes and raised her face to look at him, "Ye Xirong, you must love me very much, right?"

"No." Ye Xirong replied.

Before Mo Sheng understood what was going on, he said again, "I must love you very much, it's an affirmative sentence, not a question sentence."

"Yeah." The emotion exploded in her heart, and Mo Sheng had the urge to kiss him, and she really raised her head to do so.

It was the first time that she was so proactive and impulsively wanted to get close to him.

How could Ye Xirong refuse?
It was rare for him to passively feel this woman's possession of him, and let her kiss his lips.

The kissing technique was as jerky as ever, but it made him feel so charming that it made him dizzy, and he really wanted to throw her down...

Mo Sheng stopped, then leaned against her ear and gasped, "No one has ever trusted me so much, Ye Xirong, you did it, anyone would have misunderstood the scene just now, why didn't you misunderstand? Is it simply because you love me?"

Ye Xirong nodded.

Mo Sheng still had some doubts, so he said jokingly, "Of course, there is also my own self-confidence, you are mine, no matter who it is, it is impossible to take you away from me, even Shu Jinqing no."

"You are really domineering." Looking at his face, Mo Sheng felt warm in his heart and his nose was sour.

"However, I still want to know what happened to make you collapse like this?" Ye Xirong began to ask seriously.

He didn't ask at the first time, because he was afraid that Mo Sheng's emotions had not been adjusted well, so he was willing to put up with all the questions and wait for her to speak.

Mo Sheng wanted to evade subconsciously, "No..."

"You drank so much ice water, and this amount is only used when you are extremely collapsed. The point is, you drank so much, but you still cried, which shows the seriousness of this matter. You called Shu Jin Qinglai, it is because you trust him and are willing to tell him about your current pain. Even so, I am still jealous. As I said, I hope that when you encounter something, the first person you think of at the first time is Me, even if you can't do it now, it doesn't matter if you do it slowly in the future..."

This seems to be an inescapable confrontation...

If she hadn't experienced the collapse just now, she wouldn't be as powerless as she is now, and she doesn't even have the strength to explain.

So she was just silent.

"Mo Sheng, do you love me?"

"Ah."

"Do you love me?" He wanted to hear her say it.

Mo Sheng looked at him, and then did something that he had never done before, and he never dared to think about it.