love addiction

For some reason, seeing this scene, her heart, which had been terrified all day, finally calmed down a bit.

Mo Sheng walked over silently, squatted beside Mo Li, touched her hand and asked Shu Jinqing, "How is her condition?"

"What else? It's just fairly stable." Shu Jinqing put away the stethoscope.

Mo Sheng tidied Mo Li's clothes, then got up and asked Aunt Tu, "Is there anything to eat?"

"Yes, yes, the dishes I just made, I'll warm them up for you." Aunt Tu hurried to the kitchen to work.

Mo Sheng sat down on the sofa beside Mo Li, tilting his head to look at his mother's face.

Still the same expressionless face and dull eyes.

She wished her mother could take a look at herself, but she also knew that was impossible.

After packing the medicine box, Shu Jinqing asked her, "Why did you come back suddenly? Did something happen?"

"No." Mo Sheng replied flatly.

"You think you can fool me? Don't I know you yet?" Shu Jin gave her a white look.

Mo Sheng didn't refute anymore, and then lay down on the sofa, and asked with some annoyance, "Shu Shu, tell me, is a person's identity really that important?"

"What identity?" Shu Jinqing didn't understand why she was entangled in such a thing.

Mo Sheng pouted, and then elaborated, "Isn't identity, status, and family background very important?"

"How should I say it?" Shu Jinqing also sat down, intending to have a good talk with her, "It depends on what you think, some people think it's very important, and that's why those people can't get enough of it Just like entering the upper class, in Country L, the aristocrats have a very clear physique and class, not only those who have money can enter, but also have to undergo a real identity change in order to be recognized by the upper class. From this point of view , is enough to prove how important status, family background is in this society."

Mo Sheng's eyes dimmed.

But Shu Jinqing said again, "However, these things are just floating clouds to some people, and they don't value them."

"Tell me, does Bei Fei value these things?" Mo Sheng looked at Shu Jinqing and asked a question.

Shu Jinqing raised her eyebrows, and answered her after thinking for a while, "She was at the pinnacle of her life at that time, probably what she saw was different from what we see now, because the starting point is different."

"Then what happened afterwards? The Bei family went bankrupt, what would be her immediate mood?"

"I don't know about this, because Bei Fei and I only met once." Shu Jinqing shrugged.

Mo Sheng sighed again. Although she didn't ask Shu Jinqing any more questions, it could be seen that she was still deeply involved in a certain question.

Shu Jinqing knocked on the table and asked her, "Xiao Sheng, you were not like this before, you never cared about this kind of problem before, and you even thought that those status, status and family background were just floating clouds, why are you suddenly entangled with these problems now? "

"I don't know, I'm just a little confused about this question."

When Shu Jinqing wanted to ask again, Aunt Tu had already heated up the food and asked Mo Sheng to eat it.

She ate a little at will, and helped Aunt Tu take care of her mother to sleep.

When she came out of her mother's room, she saw Shu Jinqing sitting on the large balcony outside the living room, drinking wine facing the sea.

She found a coat to put on, and walked over, sat on a chair, poured wine for herself and started drinking.

At first, the two didn't talk much, they just clinked glasses when drinking.

Later, Shu Jinqing's eyes were no longer on the black and blue sea, but on Mo Sheng, and he said, "Xiao Sheng, it seems that we haven't had a drink together like this for a long time, I remember your first time I taught you to drink once, and your mother caught me at that time and beat us both up."

Speaking of the past, Mo Sheng couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, "Yes, my mother said at that time, Xiao Sheng, Shu Jinqing is a bad boy, he will teach you badly, don't mess with him Together."

"Look, I'm taking the blame again. You were the one who said you wanted to drink, and you still blamed it on me." Shu Jinqing shook her head helplessly, "I'm still curious, how did you get drunk at that time?" Why do you want to drink?"

Mo Sheng poured himself another glass of wine, and then slowly drank it to answer Shu Jinqing's question, "Do you know why when I introduced my name when I was young, I said I was a non-existent Mo, the Sheng who sings every night? ?”

"do not know."

At that time, when I was young, I only thought that she had misused the words, and didn't think too much about it.

However, Mo Sheng's eyes were intoxicated, and he said in a low voice, "On my ninth birthday, my mother was drunk and she sang a song. That was the first time I heard my mother sing. It turned out that she sang so beautifully. Yes, she is still wearing the most beautiful cheongsam, holding a hanger as a microphone, and singing a song over and over again. In the lyrics of that song, there is such a sentence, you are nothing, I am singing every night Sheng, it was the night that made us strangers to each other, and it was you who made us strangers..."

Shu Jinqing had known Mo Sheng for so many years, and this was the first time she heard her talk about this matter.

Her eyes were empty, she stared blankly into the distance, and at that moment, she seemed to be integrated into the dark night.

Her voice also became so ethereal and ethereal, "She kept singing, kept singing until her voice became hoarse, then hugged me and said, Mo Sheng, Mo Sheng, it would be great if there were no you."

Shu Jinqing was a little surprised, "Why would Aunt Mo say such a thing?"

"Surprised?" Mo Sheng chuckled, as if she had experienced it many times, so she didn't have much ups and downs in her mood, "She said, I'm superfluous, without me, maybe she wouldn't be able to live like this It's bleak."

"Aunt Mo must have her own difficulties..." Shu Jinqing didn't know how to comfort Mo Sheng anymore.

But Mo Sheng smiled and shook his head, "Yeah, everyone has their own difficulties, so they will go against their own will and choose some people who have to choose, like my mother, if she has a chance, maybe she I will not be chosen, and I am destined to be the one left."

"Don't think so." Shu Jinqing said hastily.

He wanted to say, for me, you have always been the most important choice, and you will never be the redundant one.

But he has no courage.

All the voices of the heart are drifting away in the wind with the sea breeze at this moment.

The two drank late at night, and finally passed out respectively. It was Aunt Tu who helped them back to the room.

Mo Sheng didn't wake up until close to noon. Shu Jinqing had already taken Mo Li out for a stroll and came back after taking it back. His head was sweating. When he saw her coming out with disheveled hair, he couldn't help shaking his head and sighing. "Xiao Sheng, if those who have a crush on you see you like this, I guess their goddess dreams will be disillusioned."

"That's the best." Mo Sheng didn't care, and then opened the refrigerator door to get water.

After a bottle of ice water went down, she regained some strength, and then asked Aunt Tu, "Aunt Tu, what are we having for lunch?"

"Of course it's what you like to eat. No, I've bought all the dishes." Aunt Tu pointed to the dishes on the table and said.

Mo Sheng saw the lotus root at a glance, hesitated for a moment and said, "Aunt Tu, ask me to cook."

"Ah? Xiaosheng, you want to learn to cook?" Aunt Tu felt a little inconceivable.

Even Shu Jinqing, who was drinking water beside him, choked, and said in surrender, "Xiao Sheng, you've been stretched out! I'm afraid you will avenge yourself!"

"Is it that scary? I'll learn how to make it and try it, maybe it's delicious." Mo Sheng still insisted, "And when I go to Fengming, maybe I can cook and eat by myself instead of eating bread .”

This reason convinced Aunt Tu, she was very encouraging, "Then I will teach you!"

Then the two of them were busy in the kitchen. Shu Jinqing sat on the edge of the sofa, looked at the kitchen from time to time, always looking restless, and couldn't help but ask Mo Li, "Aunt Mo, what is Xiao Sheng's name?" Which tendon is short-circuited, actually cooking, I remember she almost burned the kitchen down when she was a child."

Of course Li Li would not answer him.

Then after a while, I heard Aunt Tu say in the kitchen, "That's sugar! You have to add salt, oh, put too much! It's too idle! Ah, this is muddy, it's too hot! You Be careful, don't burn it..."

"what……"

Accompanied by Mo Sheng's scream, this apprenticeship is over.

In the end, it was Shu Jinqing who treated Mo Sheng for the burn on the back of his hand. He shook his head and said, "Are you sure you still want to learn how to cook?"

"Of course!" Mo Sheng was still so confident, "Shu Shu, do you like to eat lotus root? I'll make candied lotus root for you."

"I don't want to eat!" You have to refuse even if you die!

Then Shu Jinqing saw Mo Sheng's dish at the dinner table, and it was the only dish, candied lotus root.

To tell the truth... it sounds terrible!
But it wasn't too hard to swallow, so Shu Jinqing still enjoyed it and ate a lot.

After eating the dish, Aunt Tu seriously commented, "Next time this lotus root, don't put so much sugar or soy sauce, not all dishes need soy sauce."

"Does it mean that if you do it a few times, you will become proficient?"

"That's for sure."

"I'll cook dinner that night."

Aunt Tu looked embarrassed.

Shu Jinqing suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach, "Well... I will go to the nearby night market tonight. I heard that the new night market is not bad. There are many seafood snacks. I won't come back to eat. You can just eat."

No one can stop Mo Sheng from doing something seriously, just like the reason why she was admitted to the Department of Business Management desperately.

When she was in junior high school, she skipped a grade, directly skipped the first grade of junior high school and went to the third grade of junior high school. After only half a year of study, she entered high school, skipped two grades in high school, and became classmates with Shu Jinqing.

Shu Jinqing is five years older than Mo Sheng. It is said that because he was in poor health when he was a child, he went to school a year later than his peers. Later, when he applied for a major in the university, his family unanimously asked him to choose a doctor, so Shu Jinqing chose to be a doctor. Just be a doctor.

Shu Jinqing also asked Mo Sheng, what is the reason for applying for the Department of Business Administration?