love addiction

She spoke seriously, and every sentence was from the bottom of her heart.

"But this matter may make you hate me, and I may really lose you because of it, but I still have to say." Shang Haojia sniffed, and his red eyes fell on the little soil behind him. on the mound.

Jun Lin followed her gaze and saw the place he had seen before.

He seemed to understand for a moment, and then looked back at her in astonishment.

In the morning light, Shang Haojia was smiling at him, smiling with tears in his eyes, "I once...had a child, it was my child and yours, but...it was strangled by my own hands, right there... ..."

In the end, it was the severe pain in her heart. Speaking of it again, she was still in pain.

Jun Lin was completely shocked and shook his head in disbelief.

Shang Haojia squatted down covering her face, as if she could prevent herself from falling down, "I'm sorry, I didn't ask your opinion, so I killed it with my own hands, I'm sorry..."

For a moment, Jun Lin's heart ached so much, he walked over and hugged her tightly.

He seldom shed tears, but at this moment his eyes were moist, and the tears fell on her hair.

Shang Haojia was still trembling and said, "I'm sorry, I killed our child with my own hands, and I'm sorry King's Landing."

"Fool." Jun Lin choked up and cursed, "Shang Haojia, you are such a fool!"

He stretched out his hand to hold her face buried in his palm, being very careful and cherishing, "Why did you say sorry to me? I am the one who should say sorry."

"Junlin..." Shang Haojia shook his head, trying to say something, but he stopped him.

He pressed her lips with his thumb, carefully wiped away the tears on her face with the other hand, and then said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault that I let you bear this alone, I'm sorry, you It must have been a sad time...and I didn't know anything."

It was very sad, so sad that she wanted to jump off here several times, but she didn't have the courage, just like she didn't have the courage when facing love.

Fortunately, all of this is over, and she will always keep this debt to her child in her heart.

Jun Lin hugged her distressedly, "I will never hurt you again, I swear!"

"King's Landing." She called his name, but said nothing, as if she had already told him a thousand words about herself.

Jun Lin held her hand and pulled her up, leading her to the small mound.

After this period of wind and rain, the small mound has been worn away so that it can hardly be seen clearly. He took off a flower and put it on it, and then said, "If you can, please come to us again. This time we I will be a competent parent and make up for this owed love to you."

Hearing his words, Shang Haojia turned around and hugged him very tightly.

A clear voice in her heart told her that she would never let go of this man again in this life!
***
They did not add more soil to the mound, knowing that he would come to them again.

Back home after going down the mountain, Li Cuifen just ate the breakfast made by his new wife. Li Cuifen was very happy. While hugging Shang Xiaojia, she asked Junlin and Shang Haojia, "Where are you going to play today? If you go, I will help you look after the children." Ah, my grandson is very easy to take care of, he is obedient and well-behaved, and he looks very handsome, just like his father."

After Li Cuifen finished speaking, she pinched Shang Xiaojia's face, and Shang Haojia looked at Junlin nervously, but he stretched out his hand at the table and held her hand to comfort her nervousness and uneasiness.

Junlin replied to Li Cuifen, "I want to go with Jia Jia to pay homage to Teacher Xu and Principal Gu. I didn't know about it before, but now that I know it, I should go to pay homage to them. I will strive to come back every year to pay homage to them." them."

When Shang Haojia heard this, she was so touched that she couldn't help but feel that her vision was not too good at all, and the man she fell in love with was also the first and the first, and the sense of superiority came out immediately, and she nodded happily, " Hmm, I listened to King's Landing."

For such a well-behaved Shang Haojia, Junlin certainly wants to reward her, but in front of everyone, he can't use special rewards, he can only give her a chicken leg.

As a foodie, of course I am happy to be able to eat chicken legs. I have no idea what reward Jun Lin is thinking about at this moment.

After eating, the two set off to pay homage to Teacher Xu and Principal Gu. Originally, Junlin said to buy flowers or something, but Shang Haojia stopped her, "Ms. Xu likes the wild flowers here very much. Every time I go to see her , picked wild flowers and gave them to her.”

Jun Lin could only agree with this statement, but bought some other worship supplies and went to the valley with her.

Passing by the school on the way, Shang Haojia pointed to the school that was still under construction and said, "Look, that is the school you donated. After it is completed, the children here will not have to be crowded into a small classroom with eight or ninety people. It would be great if we could recruit some more teachers, it’s a pity that there are not many teachers willing to come in such a remote area.”

"In the future, I will ask people from the company to come and teach, and there will be no shortage of teachers in turn."

Shang Jiajiong, "By the way, can I discuss something with you?"

"Well, tell me." Jun Lin pulled her forward.

"Don't call it Shanghaojia Primary School, it's too ugly. I thought of a new name for it."

This was a decision Shang Haojia made after deliberating for a long time, so he discussed it with Junlin very seriously.

"Well, what's your name?" Jun Lin raised his eyebrows, waiting for her answer.

"Yuanyang Primary School."

After hearing this, Jun Lin patted her head lovingly, "Okay, that's the name."

"It sounds good, right? It sounds much better than Shang Haojia Elementary School." Shang Haojia commented happily.

Jun Lin replied to her, "Yuanyang Primary School sounds nice, but Shang Haojia's name sounds even better."

"Just a potato chip..."

"I'll find a way to buy this potato chip company in the future."

"Then don't want it! These potato chips are delicious!" Shang Haojia hurriedly stopped.

Jun Lin patted her head, "Because you can only eat by me."

This answer made Shang Haojia feel so embarrassed, the two of them were walking side by side on the mountain path, the picture was very beautiful.

Shang Haojia also picked wild flowers from time to time, walking all the way to the grave, enough to weave two bouquets of flowers.

She tied it very skillfully. It seems that she has done such things before, and when she bent down to give it to Teacher Xu and Principal Gu, she was stopped by King's Landing.

Shang Haojia looked at him in confusion, Jun Lin reached out to take the words in her hand and said, "I'll do it."

Facing Teacher Xu and Principal Gu, Jun Lin became very serious and respectful, neatly placed the two bouquets of flowers in front of their respective graves, and bowed deeply.

Shang Haojia placed sacrifices for them on the side. The flowers left by the people who came to see Teacher Xu and Principal Gu before were still in full bloom. Shang Haojia put them in the middle, guessing that they should be relatives of Teacher Xu It was placed, so Teacher Xu should really want to see it.

In the wind, Junlin silently told the two elders all his promises to Shang Haojia, hoping that they would trust Shang Haojia to him.

You don't have to think about what these promises are.

After the two worshiped, Shang Haojia was packing up her things, and another person came to the valley entrance, and she walked straight towards their direction.

After getting closer, Shang Haojia found out that the person who came was a very beautiful woman, whose eyebrows and eyes were somewhat similar to that of Teacher Xu.

If she hadn't looked very modern, unlike the plain teacher Xu before, she would have almost admitted her mistake.

The other party's gaze fell on Jun Lin with some surprise, and after looking at Shang Haojia, he greeted Jun Lin, "Mr. Jun, long time no see."

"Miss Mo, long time no see." Jun Lin introduced Shang Haojia, "This is Miss Mo Shengmo, and this is my fiancee Shang Haojia."

Mo Sheng nodded, "I heard sister Xinnian mentioned it before, and I know this name, it seems that you have found him."

"Well, I found it." Jun Lin held Shang Haojia's hand tightly.

Mo Sheng was holding two bouquets of flowers in her hands, which were the same as the flowers on Teacher Xu's grave, and they should be relatives who had visited Teacher Xu before.

Shang Haojia said excitedly, "Are you a relative of Teacher Xu? My name is Shang Haojia, and I am a student of Teacher Xu and Principal Gu."

"Hello." Mo Sheng greeted Shang Haojia very politely, "The teacher Xu you are talking about is my aunt."

"You...you look alike." Shang Haojia's throat was a little choked up, "I almost admitted my mistake."

Mo Sheng expressed some regret, "I have never met my aunt, but my mother always said that I look alike to her when I was a child, and now hearing what you say, it should be true."

"Teacher Xu did it to save me..." Shang Haojia suddenly choked up and couldn't speak.

Junlin hugged her comfortingly.

Mo Sheng knew what she was about to say, so he said comfortingly, "Don't be sad, I don't think Auntie wants to see you sad either, you have to live happily instead of her, and you are worthy of her."

"Well, Ms. Mo, can you leave me your contact information? We will meet again in the future. I want to tell you about Teacher Xu. I think you will like to hear it." Shang Haojia asked respectfully road.

Mo Sheng generously left her the contact information, and said understandingly, "You should have finished worshiping, then go back, and I will talk to my aunt."

"Okay, let's meet again later."

Saying goodbye to Mo Sheng, Shang Haojia's mood slowly recovered, probably because Mo Sheng and Teacher Xu looked too much alike, so she couldn't help it.

Jun Lin could understand, so he stayed with her all the time, and only said after she calmed down, "This Miss Mo, she has helped the second sister-in-law with many difficult things before, she is not an easy person, I have met her a few times of."

"As long as she is a relative of Teacher Xu, she is a good person." Shang Haojia's understanding is that simple.

When Jun Lin heard this, he just kissed her dotingly, "Yeah."

In the valley, Mo Sheng stood in front of Xu Shuangyu's grave, and said softly, "Auntie, I have to leave. I don't know when I can see you next time. She can't hold on anymore. If she leaves, I hope You can recognize each other, she has been missing you."

When Mo Sheng left this peaceful valley, she looked back and felt that the place was beautiful and peaceful again, but she didn't know that the tranquility here was broken not long after she left.

(The first update, hahaha, I finally wrote the song every night, happy, good morning)