love addiction

Then Jun Lin tried his best to make her understand that it is impossible to live by committing crimes!
The consequence of this was that Shang Haojia couldn't get up again the next day. If someone hadn't come to look for her, she might still be able to sleep!
She hurriedly tidied up and went downstairs, and saw the person sent by Cheng Lao last time.

She immediately resisted and didn't have a good expression, but she still said politely, "Cheng Lao asked you to come, I'm sorry, I made it clear to Cheng Lao last time, I can't help him, please Please convey it to me, thank you."

"Miss Shang, Mr. Cheng didn't want to ask you something this time, but to tell you something." The visitor said politely.

"But I don't really want to know."

In this matter, Shang Haojia always felt that it was more appropriate not to have a deep friendship with Cheng Lao, so no matter what it was, her first thought was to refuse.

But this man was very persistent and insisted, "Miss Shang, Mr. Cheng really hopes that you can go there. If possible, I hope you can fulfill his wish. His... days are numbered."

"What do you mean?" Shang Haojia looked at the visitor in surprise.

"Six months ago, Cheng Lao had some health problems. After going to the hospital for an examination, he found that he had cancer, gastric cancer, which was in an advanced stage. He has done a lot in his life, for the people and the government, but he has never done anything for his family. , so I feel particularly guilty, and want to make up for the only regret in this life in the few days left of my life."

Shang Haojia can't understand, what does Cheng Lao's regrets in this life have to do with himself?

But hearing Cheng Lao's current state, Shang Haojia felt a little soft in his heart, and finally agreed, "Then wait for me a moment."

After changing her clothes, she went out with the man.

It was still the teahouse from last time, and it was still the same private room, but I haven't seen him for a few days, Cheng Lao seems to have aged a lot, and he is still coughing.

Shang Haojia went over and called out respectfully, "I'm old."

"You are here, you are here, thank you." Cheng Lao said gratefully.

She sat where she was last time, and watched Cheng Lao trembling to make tea, she couldn't bear it, so she took the initiative and said, "I'll make it."

"Okay." Cheng Lao didn't refuse, he just sat there and watched Shang Haojia make tea not so skillfully.

Shang Haojia said with some embarrassment, "I am a child who grew up in a mountain village, and I have never touched such an exquisite object. If there is anything wrong, please forgive me."

"The heart is important, and I shouldn't care about the form." Cheng is very talkative, "And I also went to the countryside as an educated youth before. I stayed in the countryside for a long time. After returning to the city to work, I often miss the past. What about life in the mountain village?"

Cheng Lao has experienced many ups and downs in his life, after all, Shang Haojia can see where his status is.

While drinking the tea made by Shang Haojia, Cheng Lao began to tell his own story.

"I went to the countryside in response to the country's call in 70. I lived in a very remote ethnic minority village for five years and returned to the city in 75. I met my wife there and lived a very happy life. Later, when I went back to the city, she didn’t have the chance. In order to let me go back to the city without worries, she proposed to divorce me. I refused at the time, but she was very persistent. After leaving the agreement, I left. I couldn’t find it, and finally went back to the city.”

"After I joined the work, I became busy, but I always missed her in my heart, so I never got married again. Looking for my wife, I spent a long time looking for it, and finally found her, but she has passed away..."

"The night I knew she passed away, I drank a lot of alcohol and was dragged to an entertainment place by some people who wanted to bribe me. At that time, there was no transparency like now, and many places were very corrupt. They Always tried to drag me down, and that was the only time I made an exception because I completely lost my mind from drinking too much."

"This is also the only stain in my life! I only remember that woman looked very similar to my ex-wife when I was young. After I sobered up, I realized my mistake and took the initiative to write an application to the leader to realize my mistake. , I was demoted and went to work in a very remote place. When I was transferred back after working in that place for almost a year, I received an anonymous letter with a photo and a few simple words in it, which means That child was the product of my one night of absurdity. I didn't believe it at all, but the other party showed the paternity test certificate, proving that the child was mine. I asked to see the child, but the other party made an excessive request and asked me to put the card in my A piece of land in my hand was granted to them before I was allowed to see my son."

"I didn't agree, because I know that hungry wolves can never be fed enough. This time they can use this reason to find me a shortcut, and they will threaten me in this way next time, so I didn't agree. The other party threatened to Kill my son... I was high-spirited at the time, and I didn't bow my head. The other party claimed to tear up the ticket, and it never appeared again. I looked for that woman, but no one knew her whereabouts, and the child disappeared. , Then I gave up, thinking it was a trap deliberately set up by others, until a year ago I met the person who participated in this incident that night, and he told me that there was really such a son, and the woman was originally pregnant. I didn’t want this child, and after being known by those who wanted to win me over, they forced her to give birth to this child, but then the woman passed away, and the child disappeared, and he said that it might have been ripped off.”

Speaking of this, Cheng Lao was already in tears, "In terms of family affection, I am really sorry for my wife, the woman who was involved, and the child I have never met."

Shang Haojia was very sympathetic, but she didn't say too many words of comfort, because she deeply understood that saying comfort at this time would make Cheng Lao feel more guilty. Instead, she asked him, "Then how did you find me? Because my son Does it look like your son?"

"Very similar." Cheng Lao said affirmatively, then tremblingly took out a photo from the box beside him and handed it to her, "This is the photo I received, it is said that it was taken two months ago, and Your child is about the same age."

The photo was in color, but the pixels at that time were very unclear, but they could still be seen clearly. The outline, appearance, and facial features were really very similar to Shang Xiaojia!
She was so shocked that she couldn't believe it, "No wonder you are so sure, it really looks alike."

"That's why I came up with the idea of ​​looking for him again. In my life, I have no children. It was my own fault. I didn't blame anyone. But when I was about to die, I saw a glimmer of hope. That’s why I’m so anxious to find it.”

Cheng Lao’s mood business is so good, she solemnly handed the photo to Cheng Lao and said, "Since you have told me all this, then I will answer you truthfully. I really don’t know anything about the child’s father." I don't know, you have checked my past, you should know how bad my identity is."

She paused before continuing, "It was my own wish to give birth to this child, so I never thought of looking for his father in the past, and I didn't want the child to bring him a burden. And, I will probably never let my child know who his father is."

Cheng Lao's eyes dimmed in an instant, as if his hope had been shattered.

Shang Haojia had no choice but to reassure him and said, "But you can check if you want, because when I was pregnant with the child, I only had one guest in Ye Shi Hao Sect. He is a bit unique. I don't know what he looks like, but he seems to be deaf. The dumb man has never spoken, he has no voice at all, you can follow this aspect to find out, and another thing that is certain is that he should be from a good family and have a good shot."

"Thank you, thank you." Although he didn't get much useful information, Cheng Lao was very grateful, "I know this matter will hurt you, I'm sorry, if I can find him, I won't tell him about it, But if I can't find it, I hope you will give me the opportunity to meet the child."

"...Okay." Shang Haojia still agreed, but she was also very grateful to Mr. Cheng for respecting her in this regard.

"Thank you." Cheng Lao got up and bowed deeply to Shang Haojia.

Shang Haojia hurriedly helped him up, "Cheng Lao, I can't bear it, you don't have to do this."

Shang Haojia went back from the teahouse with some worries, probably because she was affected by the story of growing old.

At the beginning, there were many reports on TV that Mr. Cheng might rise to a higher position, but at that time he stepped down by himself.

After leaving his post, he helped his family manage the business, and he did a good job, but his past glory was still talked about, and every time he was mentioned, he would have some respect for him.

Just like when Junlin brought her to meet Mr. Cheng last time, Junlin respected Mr. Cheng very much.

It is such a person who has devoted himself to the workplace and even abandoned his family. While respecting him, it is also a bit regrettable.

Shang Haojia had to lament that this life is like a big drama, everyone is playing different roles, how many joys and sorrows are there?
As soon as Shang Haojia came home, the servant said that someone was looking for her and she was taking Shang Xiaojia to play in the backyard.

She was a little surprised, who would come to find her?Could it be Lingling?

After all, Lingling is the only one who knows that she lives here.

Shang Haojia walked towards the backyard, but before he saw anyone, he heard laughter and laughter from the backyard.

"Lala, you will scare my brother like this, you can't get so close, you should be a lady, you know?" Li Xinnian was teaching his daughter.

Hearing this voice, Shang Haojia knew that it was Li Xinnian who came, and he brought Lala and Yaoyao with him.

Before she opened her mouth, Lala had already seen her, and said with a smile, "Pretty auntie, you are back, can you lend me your baby to play with?"

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