love addiction

Wei Xiaoya was taken aback, and asked in astonishment, "What did you say?"

"I killed someone." Mu Mu was calmer this time, with her hands clasped in front of her, and her eyes were very peaceful, "Junlin found me last night and showed me a video. In the video, I was wearing this dress. Overcoat, rushed to a car, smashed Yang Li who was sitting in the driver's seat to death, then drove the car out of the community, and faked a car accident in an unmonitored place."

Wei Xiaoya shook her head in panic, "No..."

"That's it." Mu Mu said firmly, "I'm sorry, I may not be with you anymore, especially during the days when your accident happened."

Wei Xiaoya's eyes were already red, tears were falling down patter, she shook her head but didn't know what to say.

Mu Mu looked at her and said comfortingly, "I'm fine, don't worry about me, it's you, so many things have happened, you have to face it alone in the future, promise me, don't drink like that again, cheer up Get up, live a good life, the house is written in your and my name, if you don’t want to stay here, you can sell it, you can exchange some money, go to live in another city, find a decent job and live a good life, Occasionally... just visit me once in a while."

"Why?" Wei Xiaoya burst into tears, "Why did you do this?"

But Mu Mu smiled warmly, stretched out her hand to touch her face on the glass, her eyes were full of fascination, "Because, I love you."

This was the first time Wei Xiaoya heard Mu Mu say such a thing.

"You probably don't know, in fact, I have always loved you, and I have always cherished this love, and I have been careful not to let you know, because I am afraid that if you find out, you will break up with me and ignore me, so I have been hiding it. In the heart."

When Mu Mu talked about this, her face was full of tenderness, completely different from her usual self.

"I lost my father since I was a child. After my mother remarried, my stepfather treated me badly and beat me every day. I didn't have enough food and clothing, and my mother didn't care about me, especially after she gave birth to a younger brother. There is no meaning for me to exist in that family. I have always thought that when I grow up, I must leave that family, but the nightmare has just begun. When I was 12 years old, I was raped by my stepfather , I cried and begged my mother to save me, but she closed the door and let my stepfather rape me..."

Speaking of these, Mu Mu was already able to treat her like a mirror. She asked Wei Xiaoya, "Do you know why my surname is Xiao? Because Xiao means disappearing. When I was 16 years old, I finally couldn't bear the bullying of my stepfather and ran away from that family." , but after I left, I realized that the outside world is also full of evil. I was sold to an entertainment place and slept with different men every day. Later, I met a benefactor. I went out of the fire pit, but who knew he sold me abroad..."

"On the day we first met, I actually wanted to commit suicide. Just when I wanted to end my tragic fate, you appeared and saved me. Probably since then, I have fallen in love with you. I didn't even think that I would fall in love with a woman, but it was really love. At that time, you were an overseas student. So I am very afraid, afraid of losing you..."

Mumu looked at her guiltily, and said with a choked voice, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I dragged you into such a chaotic world, I just wanted you to degenerate, so that you can accept my love, I do When we arrived, you also fell, but I regretted it. Just at this time, your parents let you go back to China, so I urged you to go back to China, and let you stay away from that dirty world. When you came back, you were there alone, every day I think about you every day, I found someone to get my identity back to China, and bought this apartment with the money I earned over the years, I want to be closer to you."

"From the time you met Junlin to the present, I know that I have seen your changes. I was jealous when you told me how much you love Junlin, but I know that I am not qualified to love you, so I have been in pain This love is hidden, I think, if Junlin really loves you, I can quit. At that time, I felt that I couldn’t find any hope of living. You said you wanted to have a baby with Junlin, so I thought we were in Frozen eggs abroad, I want to conceive your child, so I did various examinations in the hospital, took various medicines, just want to make myself suitable for pregnancy..."

"I think, with your child, I might find the hope of living and watch you and King's Landing be happy."

There were tears in Mu Mu's eyes, and they rolled down her face drop by drop, but she smiled slightly, "I sold the recording to Jun Lin, originally I wanted to test him, but I didn't expect that he didn't love you at all, so I I tried to persuade you later, but you didn’t listen. Now you can see his true colors clearly, right? He has never had you in his heart, so don’t feel sorry for him anymore, you know? I don’t like to see you shed tears for others. "

Mu Mu's words made Wei Xiaoya cry in despair.

She didn't know that there were so many stories in it.

"Yesterday, when Junlin found me and showed me the surveillance, I understood right away, so I admitted that I did it. In order to convince him, I also told you that you knocked out Yang Lu in the mall. Things, if he asks, you just admit it, the rest has nothing to do with you, you just have to be good, you know?"

Wei Xiaoya cried and shook her head.

But Mu Mu smiled slightly, "Without me in the future, you have to take care of yourself, you know?"

"Do not……"

"I've said everything I need to say. Go back. Don't go to King's Landing. It's better to stay away from here. It's better to go on a trip. I still have a passbook in the drawer at home. It's enough for you to travel for a while. Let's relax. Come back when people forget about it and you want to come back."

After explaining this, Mu Mu seemed to be relaxed. She said with some regrets, "I wanted to have a baby like you, but it seems to be in vain. Amanda, I love you."

Wei Xiaoya didn't know how she left the police station, she just walked on the street alone, like a walking dead, wandering without a fixed place.

In her mind is the past after meeting Mu Mu, and she has been happy, happy, and sad...

During those chaotic days abroad, they did the most slutty things. Men and women in that circle would have various relationships, and everyone just wanted to have fun, so she had a relationship with Mu Mu.

But she didn't know that Mu Mu actually loved her.

She was angry with Mumu before because she betrayed herself and used the recording to negotiate a deal with Junlin.

So after she came back from Manor No. [-] that day, she never had a good look at Mu Mu, and even came and went as soon as she asked.

Mu Mu also took care of her tirelessly and endured her bad temper...

But what she didn't expect was that when King's Landing found her, she took care of everything by herself.

All of this obviously has nothing to do with Mu Mu, but she doesn't have the courage to admit that Yang Li killed herself!
Wei Xiaoya squatted on the spot in pain, holding her head and crying loudly.

But no matter how much she cries, these facts will not change because of her.

If I hadn't met King's Landing, wouldn't all of this have happened?

After crying, Wei Xiaoya wanted to find Junlin, but she found that she couldn't find him at all. He was afraid that he would never see her again.

She collapsed again on the busy street, thinking of Mu Mu who was locked up in the police station. What awaited her might be imprisonment for more than ten years, or even the death penalty!
There is also his own father, who owed a huge debt because of the gambling agreement, and the rest of his life is estimated to be spent in prison.

and myself...

My life was ruined, completely ruined.

Obviously everything was fine at the beginning, if Junlin accepted him, wouldn't it be like this?

Wei Xiaoya thought of Shang Haojia again, compared to her, he didn't lose anything, besides, wasn't she dirty before?
How could Junlin be so tolerant to her and so cruel to himself?
She thought of Jun Lin's confession to Shang Haojia in front of the media that day, and she remembered every word clearly.

When she said these words, there was such a touch of tenderness on Jun Lin's expression, it was something she had paid so much but could not get, and Shang Haojia finally got it easily.

A strong resentment suddenly rose in Wei Xiaoya's heart, why should Shang Haojia be happy?
It was her, Wei Xiaoya, who deserved happiness!She has sacrificed so much, now that she has nothing, why should Shang Haojia and Junlin be happy?

She doesn't agree!
Wei Xiaoya suddenly reacted, stopped the car and went to block the business Haojia.

Before the accident, she knew that Shang Haojia would come to Yujing Jiangshan Junlin, as long as she waited here, she would always see her.

***
In view of the abnormality of King's Landing these two days, after Shang Haojia realized that she couldn't stand it, she tried to find a way to avoid him.

For example, they will cook supper for him in advance, and leave Yujing Jiangshan before he comes back, so as to avoid direct confrontation.

Shang Haojia really wanted to give a compliment to her witty self. After she had a plan, she started to implement it. She adjusted the work schedule and set the alarm clock.

She also studied cooking, and chose some dishes that are suitable for warming, so that Jun Lin can eat hot meals after returning home.

After all, I have worked as an anchor before, so I know a lot about food, and soon the menu was finalized.

Shang Haojia started to act that day, but the confinement wife was going to pick up her child from school at that time, so Shang Haojia had to bring the child with her.

Anyway, Shang Xiaojia is very obedient, just put him in the cradle newly bought by King's Landing.

Speaking of the cradle, Shang Haojia was also speechless. Junlin said that Shang Xiaojia fell asleep after going to Yujingjiangshan and had no place to put it, so he specially bought a cradle and put it in the living room so that he could sleep easily.

As a result, he always put Shang Xiaojia in it and shook it while doing business, and every time he shook Shang Xiaojia into a deep sleep.

After Shang Haojia brought the purchased vegetables, she went out to Yujingjiangshan. When she was about to arrive, a Changan car suddenly drove out of the turning and rushed towards her.

Shang Haojia was so frightened that he stepped on the brakes hastily, but the other party didn't stop, and rushed over directly.

She subconsciously turned around to protect Shang Xiaojia.

(31st update, ah, don’t be nervous, it’s okay, it’s okay, don’t scold me, it’s the third update today, I don’t know if there will be any tonight, please pray that I don’t get stuck)