love addiction

Then she said to Shang Xiaojia over and over again like before, "It's okay, I still have Shang Xiaojia, I still have Shang Xiaojia."

Shang Xiaojia probably felt her pain, she wrinkled her face and began to cry, her hands kept waving.

Shang Haojia reached out to hug her, hugged her tightly, and sang to coax her as before.

Children are the best to coax. After a while, Shang Xiaojia was coaxed again, and continued to sleep soundly. After Shang Haojia put him back in the cradle, her own tears fell down.

How to do it?

She is also very uncomfortable, and hopes that someone can coax her, but who will coax her?
The phone rang in this quiet night, it was a message from WeChat.

Mr. X.

These two days, Shang Haojia was too busy to read WeChat, nor did she chat with Mr. X like last time.

But he still sends messages from time to time, sometimes it's a photo, sometimes it's interesting news.

Mr. X texted, "Happy Valentine's Day."

Shang Haojia smiled wryly at the news, "This kind of festival has nothing to do with me."

"What's the matter? Are you unhappy?" Mr. X replied quickly.

Shang Haojia didn't want to answer, she was not good at telling others about her own concerns, she took care of everything by herself.

But Mr. X sent several messages in a row, "If you are in a bad mood, you can talk to me, just like last time when I was in a bad mood and I chatted with you. It might be better to say it."

"We don't know each other, so you can open up to me and treat me like I'm a tree hole."

"I'll keep it a secret."

"Or did you tell me that I charged you too?"

When Shang Haojia saw the last item, he couldn't help laughing a little, and then sent back the nine yuan he sent to himself last time, saying, "I'm not very good at telling people what's on my mind."

"Then can I be the first one?" Mr. X asked seriously, and then sent a serious expression.

Shang Haojia thought for a while, and then said, "Maybe it is possible, but I don't know where to start, it seems that some things have been habitually hidden in my heart from people to know, and it seems to have taken root in my heart after hiding for too long It’s the same, and it can’t be pulled out again.”

"Then open your heart, let the sunlight shine in, and let them all grow against the light." Mr. X replied.

Shang Haojia looked at the message for a long time, as if he didn't know how to answer, and seemed to be thinking about what he said.

Mr. X waited for a while but did not wait, and then sent a message saying, "Maybe this is a long process for you, but if you want, I can accompany you to grow up like this."

Shang Haojia thought, maybe she was alone for too long, or maybe she was too sad today, so seeing such unfamiliar care, she actually felt like crying.

"I used to be the same as you. I carried everything by myself and never talked about it with anyone. Therefore, when I encountered emotional matters, my reason was completely unable to rationally analyze them. This caused me to be a little at a loss. In the end, I missed it. I lost this feeling, so much so that I still regret it, so now I am working hard to learn to open my heart and learn to express my emotions to others, and I hope you will do the same."

Shang Haojia looked at the long words, her nose felt sore, and she typed quickly with her fingers, "Okay, thank you."

"Then can you tell me why you are unhappy today?" Mr. X asked quickly.

"It's nothing, I didn't let it go."

"Let go of what?" Mr. X continued to ask, and then sent a message, "Maybe my question is a bit abrupt, but I hope I can help you more."

"I know." Shang Haojia told him, "The main reason is that I got angry today."

"Angry? Who are you angry with?"

Shang Haojia quickly typed a sentence, "You can't say that about being angry with a bastard, after all, he is my creditor."

The other party paused, and several times it was displayed that they were typing, but in the end no news came.

It was Shang Haojia who sent a message and asked, "The relationship between me and the creditor is a bit complicated. I originally wanted to separate the relationship with him, but who knew that he kept causing trouble for me, so I went to him today to settle the score, and it turned out..."

She paused, didn't type out the following, but just sent a smiling expression to express what she wanted.

"Do you think he is looking for trouble for you?" Mr. X was a little puzzled, "Why do you think so?"

"Because I don't want to have anything to do with him. I don't even want to have a debt relationship. There is always a person in this world that you want to hide from. If there is, then this person is the one I want to hide from."

Mr. X, "..."

"Tonight is Valentine's Day, do you spend it alone? You can go out and find a girlfriend, or find someone you like." Shang Haojia obviously changed the topic, because she didn't want to mention King's Landing .

Mr. X replied to her, "She doesn't see me, so this festival has nothing to do with me."

"Oh."

Shang Haojia didn't know whether to comfort her or ignore her at the moment, but in the end she chose to ignore it because it was related to the other party's private life.

This time the chat seems to have come to an end, Shang Haojia was in a better mood, and then tidied up her emotions and went to work.

But Junlin on the other side was extremely depressed.

Zhou Yue and the others had all arrived, and they all got together to drink, but he didn't have much interest in drinking. As soon as he got to the private room, he took a mobile phone to send a message to Shang Haojia.

Originally, I wanted to ask about tone, but who knows that I got the news of a blow from her.

She said she was the one he wanted to hide from!

Jun Lin was not calm at all, he threw the phone aside and asked Zhou Yue, "The method of playing hard to get is useless at all!"

"Then I have nothing to do. After all, those women of mine are easy to pick up..." Before Zhou Yue finished speaking, he threw a cigarette case over. Zhou Yue quickly caught it and admitted his mistake, "Who am I?" Do you know that the woman you like is so difficult? No, you can be more simple and rude. "

"How simple and rude?" Jun Lin no longer had any trust in Zhou Yue.

He said that today is Valentine's Day, you can have a good romance with each other.

So Shang Haojia called him and said he was going to find him.Jun Lin was very happy, who knew that Wei Xiaoya would come out halfway, making all his plans aborted, and Jun Lin was the most depressed one.

What the hell Valentine's Day!
Zhou Yue put his arms around a woman beside him and said, "It's simple and rude, just go straight to it."

These words earned Jun Lin a cold look, and Zhou Yue shut his mouth in a timely manner.

Lingling came in with wine, saw that it was King's Landing, and said hello.

Jun Lin stopped her, lit a cigarette and asked, "Do you know what Shang Haojia likes?"

Lingling was stunned by the abrupt question, and seeing that Jun Lin didn't look like she was joking, she was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to answer.

"Forget it, if I didn't ask, you can go to work."

Lingling bowed gratefully and went out, but Junlin no longer had the desire to drink, and got up and left directly.

Zhou Yue tried to persuade him to stay, but Jun Lin didn't intend to continue drinking.

He came home by car, looked at the silence in the room, and lazily leaned on the sofa to call Shang Haojia.

　Before calling, he didn't know if she would answer, but in this lonely house, he just wanted to hear her voice, even if she was angry.

There was never anything that would scare him, but Shang Haojia felt it all.

When he saw her wounded and covered in blood, he was frightened.

When he saw her talking and laughing with Ye Feiya, he got scared.

He was scared again when she said that she was the one she wanted to hide from.

This kind of fear always makes him restless, afraid that the old friends will not meet in the end, regardless of the strengths and weaknesses of the old people, afraid that she will meet a better person, and she will be a stranger forever...

So he wanted to grab it hard, just like he called Zhou Yue for help.

Maybe no one knows what he told Zhou Yue that day.

The phone rang persistently, like his weak heartbeat in the middle of the night, time and time again, and finally connected at the last second before he was about to suffocate.

Shang Haojia asked with some resentment, "What's the matter with you, Junlin?"

"Yes." I miss you.

But he opened his mouth and said, "Shang Haojia, I'm hungry."

There was a long silence on the phone.

Finally, Shang Haojia sighed and said, "What do you want to eat?"

"I don't know." As long as it's made by you, or what I want to eat is you, just you.

"I can't cook 'don't know.'"

"...Ma La Tang."

Shang Haojia, "..."

She almost thought that Jun Lin was playing tricks...but she was quickly denied by Shang Haojia.

After all, Jun Lin is a cold, heartless and unsmiling man, how could he know such jokes?

After Shang Haojia replied, he hung up the phone, changed his clothes helplessly and went out again, and drove to Yujing Jiangshan.

She might still be emotional during the day, but at night after a busy day, she seemed to be less angry again. She opened the door silently and went in. Seeing Jun Lin sitting where she always sat, she glanced over leisurely.

After her heart tightened for a while, she said, "I'll cook you Mala Tang."

"En." Jun Lin nodded.

When Shang Haojia turned to enter the kitchen, he suddenly asked, "How much is it?"

Shang Haojia almost fell to the ground!
What did she just hear! !

King's Landing? !
He must have heard it wrong, Shang Haojia quickly put aside those distracting thoughts, and quickly started to wash vegetables and cook Malatang.

Of course, she was selfish when she put the chili peppers, and she added more chili peppers, who told him to play and kiss with people in the office during the day, so she just gargle with chili peppers to get rid of the fishy smell!

But after cooking, she regretted it again. Women are like this, always entangled, even if they have done things, they will regret it.

Just like her mood at the moment, Junlin and Wei Xiaoya are aboveboard, and they are officially certified, which onion are you?
What right do you have to be jealous, what right do you have to be jealous, and what right do you have to be wronged here?
She sighed and picked up Malatang to throw it away, but Jun Lin came to the kitchen door at some time, and suddenly asked, "It's cooked? Is it ready to eat?"

"that……"

Jun Lin took the big bowl in her hand and said, "Looking at the weight, it seems to be more than six yuan."

Shang Haojia, "!!!"

(I, Kawen, will update one first, and I will write after I sort it out)