love addiction

Because Jun Lin didn't say it in advance, she didn't prepare the ingredients in advance, and she ate it for him again.

Before serving it out, Shang Haojia was actually trembling, fearing that the man would not be satisfied with the food.

It was only after he finished his bowl of noodles that there was not even soup left, did he dispel his worries.

Of course, she didn't ask him if it tasted good, anyway, as long as he had no other opinions.

Junlin was full, so he didn't have any orders, just busy with the computer, Shang Haojia fumbled around downstairs for a while, and then slipped upstairs quietly.

She took a shower, and lay on the bed in her pajamas with big characters. After all the cells in her body relaxed, she felt that she was slowly revived.

She doesn't know how long such days will last, but the days won't stop just because you don't want to, because you are tired.

Life still has to go on, no matter how hard it is, you have to keep moving forward.

Probably because she was too tired, Shang Haojia fell into a drowsy sleep, as if she heard someone knocking on the door.

She didn't even have the energy to get up, so she let the other person come in with a whimper, half-closed her eyes and saw that it was King's Landing, and muttered, "I'm very tired, if you're hungry, then... be hungry, wait until I wake up Feed you again."

The man paused because of her words, then went out without saying anything.

Shang Haojia fell into a deep sleep again.

After a good night's sleep, when Shang Haojia woke up, it was already eight o'clock in the morning. She hurriedly got up to wash up and went downstairs. She didn't have time for breakfast and planned to go out. When she got downstairs, she found Junlin sitting on the sofa.

Is he still there?
Didn't he go to work at this time before?
Shang Haojia was thinking about what kind of opening remarks should be used to say hello, but Jun Lin spoke first, his tone was indifferent, as if he was talking about today's weather, but Shang Haojia was so shocked that he almost fell to the ground Eat shit.
　He said, "Last night you said you fed me this morning."

After Shang Haojia straightened herself up, she blinked, "You said... what?"

She really thought she had heard wrong.

As a result, Jun Lin added very flatly, "You said last night, feed me this morning."

Shang Haojia, "..."

She stood there without moving, and seemed to be trying hard to understand this sentence in her mind.

The man in the morning is very impulsive, she knows it, but it seems that she and King's Landing haven't had sex for a long time...

Did he think about it?
Shang Haojia was a bit awkward, it wasn't that she couldn't let go, but she had already drawn a clear line with Junlin in her heart, and when she buried her unformed child, she said that she would never cross the line with Junlin again things.

So she might not be able to satisfy King's Landing...

"Or, I'll call you..."

"I don't eat takeaway!" Jun Lin rejected her decisively.

The solution that Shang Haojia finally came up with was rejected by Junlin. Also, did he describe women as takeaways?
This description made Shang Haojia a little uncomfortable, but then he felt that he was too hypocritical. From the day he entered the industry, he knew that he would be looked down upon by others.

It was probably numb before, so when others said it, she didn't feel much, but now that these words are spoken from King's Landing, her ability to bear it seems to have disappeared.

"Then...do you do it here or..."

"Otherwise, where else do you want to go?" Junlin asked condensedly.

Shang Haojia felt a pain in her heart, and bit her lip, feeling extremely humiliated.

In the end, she stretched out her hand tremblingly, intending to take off her coat and walk over. Anyway, it's not like she hasn't done it before, and her self-esteem and shame really don't matter at this time.

Jun Lin didn't even look at her, turned on the computer beside her, and said casually, "Leave a little green onion, I don't like it."

Shang Haojia, "..."

What is she... doing! ! !
Junlin is talking about cooking and eating? !
As fast as ever, she quickly put her coat back on and ran to the kitchen.

This is probably the most embarrassing moment in your life!

Fortunately, Jun Lin didn't look at him just now, otherwise it would be really embarrassing.

Shang Haojia didn’t even know how he made breakfast in the kitchen. In short, he was still struggling with this embarrassing incident in his mind. He even used a lot of courage to ask Junlin to eat. When facing him, his cheeks were always inexplicable I don't know if it's very red, or if he'll see through it...

King's Landing really noticed that her cheeks were too red, and asked casually, "Is the kitchen very hot?"

"Ah... um, um, it's a bit hot." Shang Haojia fanned herself with her palms to cover up her embarrassment.

"You don't want to eat?" Jun Lin sat down, saw that she was still standing there, raised his eyebrows and asked.

How dare Shang Haojia sit and eat with him, she quickly shook her head and said, "I have to find a job, it's already late, you can eat by yourself, just pack up the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen later, I'll come back later wash."

After speaking, without waiting for Jun Lin's reaction, he just picked up the bag and slipped away.

There was a sound of closing the door behind him, and Jun Lin's originally stretched brows slowly frowned, looking at the fairly sumptuous breakfast, he suddenly lost his appetite.

***
Shang Haojia searched for several places, but failed to get an interview. She sat downcastly by the side of the street and suddenly felt very at a loss, feeling like she didn't know where to go.

She watched the people coming and going on the street, most of them were moving with purpose, but she could only sit there blankly.

The phone in the bag rang, making her slowly return from wandering to reality.

The call was from home, and Shang Haojia didn't feel excited every time he saw this number.

When she first came to this city, she was very homesick. She hid in bed and cried secretly many times, and she always hoped that her family could call to care about herself.

But every time I call, I don't care about myself, but ask myself for money. As time goes by, this kind of hope is killed, and it gradually turns into a cold communication.

She seems to have become a staff member in the bank, just numbly counting the banknotes for the family members, without caring, without greeting, and only with transactions.

It was okay to have money in the past, but recently she has no money, so she is very afraid of seeing the phone at home.

But she had to pick it up, she had nowhere to hide.

"mom……"

Shang Haojia just yelled, and the other end of the phone began to chatter, "Jiajia, your brother fell down his leg while riding a motorcycle, and he is in the hospital now. The doctor said that he has a comminuted fracture and needs to be taken immediately." For an operation, you have to pay, forty to fifty thousand, not counting the later treatment, so hurry up and get some money."

"Mom...I..." Shang Haojia really wanted to say that he couldn't even get four or five hundred now.

"Okay, hurry up and pay the money. Your brother is still waiting for your money to save his life. Otherwise, he will be disabled and ruin the rest of his life. Hurry up. I'm very busy here, so I'll hang up first."

beep.

Shang Haojia still maintained his posture of answering the phone, but felt a sense of emptiness in his heart.

She tried her best to calm down, took the mobile phone and started looking for friends in the phone book to borrow money.

She called her former good sister Lingling, but Lingling's situation was no better than her own. She was pregnant and thought that she would marry her. Who knew that the man would just dump her after confirming that she was pregnant with a girl. up...

Shang Haojia tried her best to appease Lingling, and then called other friends, but she couldn't borrow any money.

She thought of Li Xinnian again, but she was not in Ningcheng now, and the far water could not save the near fire, so she gave up and slipped her hand to the number of King's Landing involuntarily.

This is the phone number I only saved during the two days when I was taking care of Li Xinnian, although I have already remembered it.

She didn't know how to speak, but it seemed that she had nowhere to go, so she finally made the call.

Junlin has been answering the phone quite quickly recently. She had already prepared her mentally and even made countless opening remarks in her heart, but when she heard her voice, her mind went blank...

"What's the matter?" This was the second time Jun Lin asked, with a hint of impatience.

"That...I..." Shang Haojia was still a little speechless.

"Just say anything."

"Can you lend me 10 yuan?" Shang Haojia said desperately.

She even closed her eyes in annoyance, even though King's Landing is not in front of her now.

"Send me the account number, is there anything else?" Jun Lin's tone was calm.

Is that a promise?Before Shang Haojia had time to react, he shook his head violently, and then remembered that he couldn't see at all, so he hurriedly said, "No, thank you, King's Landing."

He didn't reply, just hung up the phone.

Still as indifferent as before, but Shang Haojia is still very grateful to this man for helping him when he was in the most difficult time.

After Shang Haojia sent his account number to Junlin, he didn't continue to look for a job. Instead, he took his remaining money and planned to buy some food to cook for Junlin. It was thanks to him for his help.

Usually, she was only willing to buy some cheaper vegetables, but today she bought meat and fish, and when she got home, she happily went to the kitchen to prepare for today's dinner.

My mother called to say that my younger brother had already entered the operating room, and more than half of the money sent home had gone, so Shang Haojia was asked to find a way to prepare some more in case he needed it from time to time.

She didn't say anything, maybe there was nothing left to say.

It's just that when dinner was halfway done, I called Junlin. The first thing I said was thank you, and the second thing I said was about dinner.

Jun Lin seemed very busy, but after hearing that she was cooking dinner, she agreed to come over after get off work.

After finishing the phone call, Shang Haojia held the mobile phone and laughed for a long time, actually looking forward to the arrival of dinner time.

She had never cooked a meal with such care. When she was a child, her family was poor and her parents were always up early and late. She basically did all the housework, including the two younger brothers who were basically brought up by her.

The stove at home is very high. When she was not tall enough, she would cook on a stool. She couldn't remember how many times she burned her hands and cut her wounds.

But at that time, she was forced by life, so she never felt that cooking was a kind of enjoyment, but it was different now. She felt the word enjoyment in this meal.

She couldn't wait to see King's Landing.

This feeling is like a wife preparing dinner for her husband at home, waiting for her husband to come home after a busy day and have a peaceful dinner together.

husband, wife...

What an unattainable dream.