love addiction

She thought of the lost child, the child she watched the doctor take out from her stomach, so small that a small glass bottle could hold it.

It turns out that life is so small.

She thought of the time when she was a child, when she finished her farm work with bare feet and then walked the long mountain road to school.

At that time, she didn't feel how cruel the world was, because there were such people around her, and everyone's life was very difficult.

Although Aunt Zhang next door will steal the fruits of her family, she will also go to her vegetable field to pull a few green onions to make things even.

But at least everyone is kind.

And Li Xinnian, she is the kind of woman I dream of becoming.

But after living for more than 20 years, I realized that I had already run counter to my waking dream.

She also thought of King's Landing.

Perhaps, Jun Lin will never know that she once had a child with him, even though she had strangled it with her own hands, and buried it on the grassland on the top of the mountain behind the house in his hometown.

I don't know, I don't know.

In a person's life, 90.00% of the nine point nine things are not satisfactory, even our birth, there is no way to choose...

Shang Haojia closed her eyes, waiting for the darkness to completely submerge her.

The foreman hurried over and handed the phone to brother Xue.

Brother Xue was interrupted, so naturally he would curse, but he still picked up the phone, looked at Shang Haojia for a few times, and finally left with a displeased face.

His brothers also left.

The ladies quickly gathered around to inquire about the situation, and pulled Shang Haojia up from the sofa.

"Jiajia, are you okay?" the foreman asked, patting Shang Haojia's face.

She seemed to be dumbfounded and didn't respond at all. Lili lowered her head and bit her, and then she realized, clutching the bitten place and cursing, "It hurts, take it easy!"

"Jiajia." Lili called her with red eyes.

Shang Haojia touched the clothes on her body, although they were already very messy and some clothes were not covering her body, but at least they were still on her body.

Brother Xue didn't succeed, Shang Haojia yelled, then let out a long, long breath, and cursed, "I scared my father to death, I almost thought I was about to be wheeled."

"It's okay, it's okay." The little sister quickly reassured her.

The foreman also breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and said, "Jiajia, the boss said, you can't work here anymore, go to the finance department later, get your commission and leave."

Shang Haojia froze for a moment, "What do you mean?"

"It literally means that you were fired by the boss, and you know that Brother Xue has been in the limelight recently, and if you offend him, it will definitely affect the Yese Noble Family, so he asked me to fire you." The foreman was also helpless. .

Shang Haojia's mood, which had been relaxed just now, sank again.

She seems to be unemployed again.

Originally, after losing the serious job in the consortium, she searched for a long time, but couldn't find a suitable one, and her family urged her to send money back. In desperation, she had no choice but to return to the rich family of night.

Because what she did was not her previous job, the money came very slowly, and she had been complained by her parents for a long time. Now that she is fine, the job is completely gone. Where should she earn money in the future?
Life can always block your doors and windows when you are desperate.

Shang Haojia returned to the residence, looked at the exquisitely decorated house, and suddenly felt ridiculous.

Now she doesn't even have a place to stay, and she still has to live in someone else's house, and she doesn't know when she will be driven away.

***
After a decadent night, Shang Haojia went to find a job with high spirits again the next day.

Li Xinnian called her last night, but she didn't answer because she was in a bad mood, so she adjusted herself and quickly called her back.

Li Xinnian asked her why she didn't go back. Shang Haojia said that she went back to the rental house because she was afraid that she would disturb her when she went back to Li Xinnian's place. After all, her life was very irregular, and Li Xinnian was pregnant with a child, so she couldn't be disturbed .

Li Xinnian said that she was stupid, and told her to go back when she had nothing to do, so that she could treat her place as her own home.

These words warmed Shang Haojia's heart, and he suddenly found a lot of strength to continue to struggle.

Anyway, Ningcheng is more than just a place of entertainment for Ye Shi Hao Family...

But after searching for a whole day, she realized how naive she was!
Almost every time she went to a house, as long as she said her name, the other party would reject her for various reasons, so she couldn't do her previous job at all.

Sitting on the bus, but found that I had no destination, and the family called again to ask for money, saying that my second brother met a girl to propose marriage, and the other party asked for a bride price of 18...

The mother said all kinds of grievances on the phone, so Shang Haojia had no way to refuse, so she could only say to find a way.

But who the hell knows where she's going to find a way!
The car stopped and went, and soon a group of people came up, among them an old lady in her 50s came up with a vegetable basket, and walked up to Shang Haojia proudly, meaning to let her give up her seat.

Shang Haojia was very tired after looking for a job all day, so she wanted to sit more, but in the end she gave up the seat to the old lady who bought vegetables.

After the old lady sat down, she didn't stop, but chatted with Shang, "Girl, how old are you?"

"23." Shang Haojia replied weakly.

The old lady said proudly, "Why don't you still take the bus when you are 23? My daughter bought a car when she was only 20, so she doesn't need to take the bus!"

Shang Haojia rolled her eyes in various ways, and then said lightly, "Yeah, there is no way, my mother is almost fifty, I used the money I earned to buy her a car, and let her buy vegetables without taking the bus, so I can only I took the bus."

The old lady's face changed all of a sudden, and then she stopped pushing people.

There was a burst of laughter from the back seat, probably because he was amused by Shang Haojia's snarky way.

Because there were too many people, she didn't notice who it was.

After the bus wobbled and passed a few stops, everyone on the bus had almost disembarked. Shang Haojia ate some bread and drank some water, and then planned to get off the bus to continue looking for work, when someone stopped her her.

"Miss, you lost your wallet."

"You are the miss! Your whole family is miss!" Shang Haojia is very sensitive to this title, and she will be in a bad mood, so she will scold her when she turns around.

In the end, when I turned around, I saw a well-dressed man with a handsome appearance, giving off an extremely clean temperament...

The other party was obviously shocked by her words, and then burst out laughing again.

This laughter is very familiar, it is the laughter when she was yelling at the aunt just now.

He was looking at her with great interest, as if he had discovered something very interesting.

Shang Haojia was a little embarrassed by the sight, so she turned her head and got out of the car.

The car also drove away, she touched her clothes, "Oh, my wallet!"

Of course, the wallet still failed to catch up in the end, Shang Haojia thought about it, and there was not much money in it anyway, so he stopped chasing it by car, it was not worthwhile.

After searching for a whole day, she still couldn't find a suitable job, so she could only go home dejectedly. He thought, probably in his current state, drinking cold water would also put his teeth between his teeth.

Bad luck!

But when I walked to the door and was about to open the door, I found that there was a light on in the house!

I have lived here for a long time, and there is no one else except myself. Suddenly there is someone today, could it be a thief?

Thinking of this possibility, Shang Haojia became anxious, groping around in the yard to find a stick, then gently opened the door, and tiptoed in.

She has always been very courageous. When there is such a thing as a thief, the first thing she thinks of is to do it herself!

There was no one in the living room, but there were figures shaking in the kitchen.

Shang Haojia picked up the stick, approached slowly, and decided to greet the thief as soon as he entered.

Holding her breath, she rushed in, picked up the stick in her hand, and started beating, "Kill that little thief of yours, how dare you steal from my aunt! I'm even poorer than you! How dare you come Steal my things! Kill you, kill you!"

“Good business!!!”

The roar of this life lasted for several seconds.

Then Shang Haojia was dumbfounded, and saw clearly the one who was beaten by him, the so-called thief?
It's King's Landing!
On his handsome face, from the forehead to the left cheek, there is a red... beaten... mark...

That shape is very similar to the crime tool in her hand...

thump...

The stick in Shang Haojia's hand fell to the ground.

And she also knelt down with weak legs, and burst into tears.

King's Landing, "..."

He was the one who was beaten, she was crying! ! !

Shang Haojia looked very sad, and finally went to hug Junlin's leg and wipe tears on his trouser leg.

Jun Lin simply disliked her so much that he pushed her away and said coldly, "Shang Haojia, are you courting death?!"

"I...was wrong." Shang Haojia apologized while crying.

Jun Lin lost his temper completely, he went straight out of the kitchen and went to the bathroom to check the injury on his face.

Shang Haojia reacted quickly and took the ice cubes out of the refrigerator, then rushed to the bathroom. Because she was too anxious, she opened the door and went in without even knocking, because she apologized eagerly.

Seeing her rushing in recklessly, Jun Lin glared at her angrily, "Shang Haojia! This is the bathroom! What if I'm in the bathroom!!!"

"...It's not like I haven't seen it before." Shang Haojia whispered.

"What did you say?"

"No, no, I'm here to apologize to you. This is ice cubes, which can reduce swelling when applied on the face." She looked at him with a sincere expression, holding the ice cubes in her palm.

Although her hands were rough and unattractive, she still turned red from the cold while holding so many ice cubes this day.

Jun Lin patted it directly, knocking all the ice cubes in her hand to the ground, and said angrily, "I don't need it!"

Shang Haojia still felt very sad when her wish was rejected, but she still stood there, apologizing, "I really didn't know it was you, I thought it was a thief..."

"Let me remind you, this is my home." Jun Lin's expression was very cold, probably because he was extremely angry.

Shang Haojia nodded aggrievedly, "I know, I always knew."

Junlin felt a terrible headache.

She explained again in a low voice, "But you haven't come back for a while, that's why I treat you as a thief. It can't be all my fault, you came back...you should tell me..."

The corners of Jun Lin's lips twitched fiercely.

If he returns to his home with affection, he needs a special notice, right? !

"Shut up now!" He felt that his patience had reached its limit.

Going back to my home and being beaten up as a thief for no reason, no one's mood will be any better, let alone King's Landing?