love addiction

Li Xinnian waited for Junche to have dinner at home, while feeding Yaoyao first.

Uncle Mo muttered to the side, saying that the winter jasmine at Manor No. [-] should be blooming luxuriantly.

I don't know why, but Li Xinnian doesn't like Manor No. [-] a little bit. He always thinks it's too gloomy and cold there. Of course, he may be thinking too much.

The clock on the wall was almost eight o'clock, and Jun Che hadn't come back yet. Li Xinnian handed Yaoyao to Uncle Mo, got up and went to the French window to check the situation outside.

It's raining outside now, the temperature has dropped a lot, and the spring rain season is coming soon, and Ningcheng already has a lot of rain.

She was a little worried that Jun Che didn't bring an rain gear, and was about to make a phone call when she vaguely saw a person standing by the door.

Li Xinnian identified it carefully, and rushed out with the umbrella beside him in the next moment.

It was raining heavily outside, and there would be the sound of spring thunder in the air from time to time. She didn't even have time to change her shoes, so she rushed into the rain and ran to the person standing at the gate.

"Jiajia, when did you come?" Li Xinnian went over to cover Shang Haojia's head with an umbrella, reached out to hold her hand, and found it was extraordinarily cold, "Jiajia?"

"Sister..." Shang Haojia called softly, so weak that it was almost drowned by the sound of rain.

Those pair of cheerful and smiling eyes are also quiet, but now they are terribly empty.

She looked at her, and the next moment, she lost consciousness.

Li Xinnian supported her in a panic, and called for help from the house.

With the help of everyone, Shang Haojia was helped to the room where she lived before. Li Xinnian helped her deal with the wet clothes on her body, and Shang Haojia slowly woke up.

"Jia Jia, what's wrong with you? Why did you make yourself so embarrassed?" Li Xinnian asked as she wiped her hair with a dry towel.

Shang Haojia's eyes were very red. Looking at Li Xinnian, his eyes were filled with sadness, and he began to cry silently in the next second.

Li Xinnian was so anxious, she wiped her tears indiscriminately, and asked anxiously, "Jia Jia, what's wrong with you? Did you get bullied by someone? Tell me, I'll ask Jun Che to find someone to deal with him! "

"Sister..." Shang Haojia was so choked up that she couldn't speak, she just stretched out her hand and tightly clutched Li Xinnian's sleeve.

Li Xinnian held her in his arms and comforted her gently, "Don't cry, Jiajia, what happened? Can you tell me?"

Shang Haojia shook her head, the tears fell more fiercely, she was afraid that she would cry out loud, so she stubbornly bit her lips, the color of her lips was unbelievably pale.

Li Xinnian comforted her for a while before she gradually calmed down.

"Jiajia, what happened?" Li Xinnian looked into her eyes and asked worriedly.

Shang Haojia closed her eyes and said with some pain, "Sister, I'm pregnant,"

"This..." Li Xinnian was also shocked by the news.

Shanghao Jiakong said leisurely, "The child is his."

Li Xinnian knew who she was talking about, that's why Shang Haojia was in such pain.

Li Xinnian touched her forehead and asked, "Jia Jia, what are you going to do?"

Shang Haojia covered her face and cried, her thin shoulders trembling slightly, "What else can I do? I can only take it off."

"Didn't you tell him?" Li Xinnian was a little worried.

Shang Haojia shook his head, "It's impossible between me and him, so I can't keep this child, I can only take it away."

"Jiajia, taking away a child is a very hurtful thing for a woman, you must think about it." Li Xinnian tried to persuade her.

But Shang Haojia had no choice, otherwise she would not have come here in despair.

The moment she knew she was pregnant, she suddenly found that she seemed to be helpless, except for Li Xinnian, she didn't even have a place to go.

But only when she got here did she realize how ridiculous she was.

She just stood at the door, looking at the lights inside, unable to tell whether it was rain or tears on her face.

Until Li Xinnian found her, at that time, she was completely unconscious, and felt that the next moment would turn the world around.

"Sister, thank you for taking me in when I was most miserable."

"Tell me what to do. You have a good rest. You have been exposed to so much rain. Now you have a bit of a cold, and you can't take medicine. Let's cool down like this first." She put a cooling patch on her, "You are now Too tired, take a good rest, you know? Don’t think about anything, and wait until you wake up.”

Shang Haojia was probably really tired, after hearing what Li Xinnian said, he slowly closed his eyes.

Li Xinnian stayed with her for a while, and after making sure that she didn't have a fever anymore, he covered her with a quilt and left the room gently.

Jun Che also came back at this time. He probably heard Uncle Mo say that Shang Haojia was here. Seeing her coming downstairs, he asked lightly, "What happened?"

What he asked was Shang Haojia.

Li Xinnian didn't say anything about Shang Haojia's pregnancy, but only said, "She's a little depressed, she got a cold from the rain, and just fell asleep."

"Work." Jun Che commented lightly.

"Okay, don't always look down on her, have you had dinner yet?" Li Xinnian asked while hanging up his clothes.

Jun Che knew from Uncle Mo that she hadn't had dinner yet, so he replied, "Not yet, let's eat together."

"it is good."

Li Xinnian turned around to go to the kitchen, Jun Che followed behind her, and then leaned against the kitchen door and said to her, "It's not that I don't like her, but I just think she will trouble you when she comes, and I'm not willing to let her go." You are so tired."

After hearing this explanation, Li Xinnian laughed helplessly, "Doesn't it make me tired to give up?"

Jun Che understood, and immediately changed his words, "except for the bed."

She was almost teased by him so much that she dropped the bowl, she blushed and urged him, "Go outside and wait! Stop me here!"

Jun Che, "..."

He was standing at the door, why did he face her?

But Jun Che also knew that she was shy, and if she continued to tease her, she would probably get angry, so she went back to the dining table and waited honestly.

It was a prepared meal, so Li Xinnian simply processed it and it was ready to eat.

Dinner for only two people, but it was also very warm.

After dinner, Jun Che took the initiative to wash the dishes, and Li Xinnian watched him busy. This kind of peaceful life mode is what she wants.

At that moment, she walked over, hugged him from behind, put her face on his back, and said softly, "Jun Che, I love you."

Jun Che paused slightly, then lowered his head and continued to wash the dishes.

***
Shang Haojia still decided to take the child away, women are so helpless sometimes, Li Xinnian understood, so he accompanied her to the hospital.

Along the way, Shang Haojia didn't finish talking, and she wasn't as lively as before.

She stared blankly at the drizzle outside the window, the light in her eyes was gone.

When she arrived at the hospital, her face turned pale.

She put one hand on her stomach, then stared blankly.

Li Xinnian went to register for her, made an appointment with the doctor, and sat on the chair with her all the time.

"Jia Jia, why don't you think about it again, it's still early anyway..."

Shang Haojia still shook his head, "He will not be born happy, it's better not to suffer with me."

"But the child's father doesn't know, what if he also wants to stay?"

"Sister, he said that he doesn't love me, and he told me not to pester him anymore. I haven't seen him for a long time. I guess he has already forgotten me." Shang Haojia giggled, A little desolate, "I have a sister who was also pregnant by accident. She was the child of her benefactor. She was born, but... was still abandoned. Now it is very difficult to bring the child. After the child goes to school, it is difficult to go to school. She is rejected by her classmates every day, saying that her mother is a lowly prostitute, girl... When my sister told me about it, it was very painful, she said, now she regrets so much that her intestines are green..."

"Sister, do you understand how I feel? I don't want my children to suffer with me, I don't want to."

"Sister, my heart hurts."

"I'm powerless to protect my children, I'm not even qualified to be a mother..."

When Li Xinnian sent Shang Haojia to the operating room, the corners of his eyes were cold.

She waited for more than half an hour, and the more she waited, the colder she got. The operating light went out, and the nurse and doctor walked out indifferently, followed by Shang Haojia, who was pale.

Li Xinnian hurried over, supported her and asked, "Jiajia, are you okay?"

"It's okay..." She spoke weakly, clutching her stomach, her face was frighteningly pale.

Li Xinnian helped her get out of the hospital and get on the car to go home. She asked Uncle Mo to prepare chicken soup in advance and stew it for Shang Haojia.

The weather still hasn't improved, and Shang Haojia seems to have changed completely.

Li Xinnian couldn't even figure it out. A person who was so cheerful before was hit like this.

Seeing her like this, Li Xinnian really felt distressed.

Silently accompanied her all afternoon, Shang Haojia urged her to go to rest, and she left the room.

Jun Che also came back from get off work at this time, and when Li Xinnian was eating with him, he asked Shang Haojia.

Li Xinnian only said that she was not feeling well, and Jun Che didn't ask any more questions.

When resting at night, Li Xinnian just hugged Jun Che like this, and asked a little sullenly, "Jun Che, do you still love me?"

"Why do you ask that?" Jun Che looked down at her.

From his perspective, he could only see her slightly shaking eyelashes.

He saw that she was worried, so he kissed her forehead, "I have always loved you."

"Then why..." She said halfway, then stopped.

At this time, asking such a topic seemed a little unpleasant, so Li Xinnian shook her head and kissed his chin.

Jun Che naturally accepted her obvious teasing, and then rolled over to cover her body.

The whispering and lingering between lovers has just begun, Li Xinnian is like grabbing driftwood, holding him tightly, saying his love over and over again.

Jun Che, who is not good at words, uses actions to show his love.

He loves her deeply.

This is his clearest answer.

At the most extreme moment, Li Xinnian gasped and whispered in his ear, "Jun Che, let's have another child."

Jun Che paused, then completely surrendered and fell limp on her body.

Li Xinnian hugged him without letting go, just limp in his arms.

After the lingering rhyme passed, she opened her eyes in the dark, feeling his smell in the air.

Jun Che hugged her, but the temperature gradually lost.

Li Xinnian didn't ask any more questions, and fell asleep obediently in his arms.

Jun Che waited for her to fall asleep, then withdrew his hands and got up, left the bedroom, and went to the study.

That night, he smoked a lot of cigarettes.

He hadn't smoked for a long time, because his body didn't allow him, so he quit smoking forcibly, but tonight, he needed the taste of nicotine to numb himself.