love addiction

Perhaps because of something hidden in his heart, Li Xinnian was depressed for a long time, but was busy in the kitchen alone, making dinner for Long Yejue.

At seven o'clock in the evening, dinner was ready, and Li Xinnian sat at the dining table, suddenly feeling a little tired.

But as long as she thought that Long Yejue would come back tonight, she could persevere.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the food was already getting cold. She threw out the discolored vegetables and washed a new one. She planned to wait for him to come back and cook again, anyway, it would be soon.

At nine o'clock in the evening, all the meals were cold, and the person she was thinking about still didn't show up.

At ten o'clock in the evening, she didn't know what she was waiting for, but she just sat and waited like this.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, another day began, the clock struck many times, Li Xinnian got up numbly, and poured out all the food, including the plate of lychee meat.

Sometimes people are like this, no matter how much effort they put in, they will become so numb when it is poured out.

She went back to the room numbly, took a shower and lay down, forcing herself to sleep.

Probably because she was too tired, she fell asleep not long after.

I dreamed all night, but when I woke up, I couldn't find out what I dreamed, only my body was exhausted.

After breakfast, Li Xinnian went out. Because she had an appointment with the interview teacher, she decided to go alone.

When we arrived at the interview place, there were already quite a few people there, but everyone was accompanied by someone.

Because it is divided into age groups, people in her age group are either accompanied by parents or boyfriends.

Alone, alone.

Li Xinnian sat there, staring blankly at those people who were talking, laughing and nervous, but she was the only one with a blank face and a blank mind.

A delicate girl beside her asked her, "Did you come for the interview alone?"

　Li Xinnian nodded, trying to show a smile.

The other party looked at her with some sympathy, "If you go in later, I'll help you look at things."

"...Okay." This good word was said with extra bitterness.

When the girl was still about to say something, a voice suddenly sounded, "Thank you for your concern, I'll just look at her things."

After finishing speaking, he said to Li Xinnian apologetically, "Sorry, there was a traffic jam on the road. I'm late. Don't be angry."

The person who spoke was Jun Che.

Li Xinnian was stunned, and then a little puzzled, but seeing the way he winked at him, he suddenly felt that this person was actually kind of cute.

The girl had never seen such a handsome and sunny man before, with a look of amazement, "Is this your boyfriend? He's so handsome."

"Thank you for the compliment." Jun Che was not humble at all, he hugged Li Xinnian domineeringly, "Don't be nervous when you go in later, I'm here."

Li Xinnian obviously wanted to refuse, but when he saw his smile, he nodded suddenly.

Jun Che smiled even more happily.

The interview teacher read Li Xinnian's number, she got up, handed everything to Jun Che, and walked to the dance studio.

Jun Che said behind her, "Don't be nervous, just believe in yourself, the result is not important, no matter what, I will support you."

The girl on the side was very envious, and said to the boy next to him, "See, other people's boyfriends, look at yourself, it's not romantic at all, and you never say the word "support me."

Li Xinnian was already very good, and the result of the interview can be imagined. When she got the admission letter, she couldn't wait to come out and share it with Jun Che.

Of course Jun Che was happy for her and hugged her around several times.

This is also the first time Li Xinnian has shown a happy expression these days.

After leaving the interview place, Li Xinnian's mood also calmed down. She asked Jun Che, "How did you know that I had an interview today? I haven't told anyone about it?"

"Maybe it's a mutual understanding." Jun Che pretended to be mysterious.

Li Xinnian didn't believe him, and gave him a blank look, "Someone must have found someone to check me."

Jun Che felt innocent, and defended himself, "You said that you didn't tell anyone about this matter, how could I find out?"

"Then how on earth did you know?" Li Xinnian became curious.

Jun Che smiled charmingly at her, "You give me a kiss, and I'll tell you."

"Then I'd better not know." Li Xinnian turned his face decisively.

Jun Che knew it would be such a result, so he could only smile helplessly, "I'm just teasing you, look at you, are you angry again?"

"I don't like this kind of joke."

Jun Che knew her temperament, so he didn't tease her anymore, but said, "Last time I saw you standing in a shopping plaza and watched the big-screen advertisement for a long time, and I knew you were learning dance, so I guessed it."

Li Xinnian's heart moved slightly, and then he looked at him, "You can guess what I'm going to do just based on this?"

"Of course not." Jun Che smiled at her, "Because you put your heart into it, and if you put your heart into it, you will naturally know what you want and what you want to do."

Hearing this, Li Xinnian suddenly felt dull in her heart. She wanted to go home and didn't want to stay any longer. She always felt that something she was afraid of and panic would happen if she continued.

Because of Li Xinnian's persistence, Jun Che finally sent her home, and originally planned to celebrate her.

When she got home, Li Xinnian didn't tell anyone about it. She only wanted to tell one person, and that was Long Yejue.

Long Yejue really came back that night, and Li Xinnian was waiting for him in the living room as usual.

Probably because waiting has become a habit, Long Yejue was not surprised at all, "Didn't you tell me not to wait for me? You should rest earlier."

"I didn't deliberately wait for you, but I wanted to tell you something." Li Xinnian said seriously.

"Well, tell me." Sitting on the sofa, he picked up the documents he brought back with him and flipped through them, as if he was really busy.

Looking at him like this, Li Xinnian felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Unlike Long Yejue, Jun Che would look at her intently when she was talking, instead of not giving her a serious look like Long Yejue.

She smiled, and then said lightly, "I went for an interview today. An international dance club has already received an admission letter. After the summer vacation, I can enroll. The school is abroad, and the teaching is closed for one year. Then participate in next year's international dance competition."

"So suddenly?" Long Yejue didn't expect this, "You have never left home before, is it appropriate to go like this?"

"Why isn't it suitable?" Li Xinnian asked Long Yejue, "I think it's very suitable, as you know, I like dancing, so I want to have some achievements of my own in this respect."

"But it will be very hard for you." Long Yejue frowned and said, "You like dancing, you can treat it as a hobby, but do you know how much a professional dancer needs to sacrifice? It's not that the Long family can't afford you, no need You worked so hard."

Li Xinnian looked at him, his eyes dimmed a little bit, "So you think I shouldn't go?"

"From my point of view, I don't think we should go." Long Yejue stated his thoughts.

Li Xinnian was stunned, then nodded, "I see."

Then she got up, said goodnight to Long Yejue, and went upstairs.

Long Yejue thought she had listened, so he didn't take this matter seriously anymore, and went on with his own affairs.

***
This cold war has lasted longer than ever.

Li Xinnian thought, if he really cared about him, he should come to him first.

But it turns out that it was just his own wishful thinking. Long Yejue did not come to him, but continued to be busy with his career.

Li Xinnian suddenly felt that he was living like a joke, that the beauty of a man and woman, a match made in heaven, were all flattered by others.

There are more than mountains and seas between her and Long Yejue.

Once this kind of emotion is backlogged for too long, it will make people emotionally collapse.

The whole person was completely out of shape, even when he was eating in Huayuan in the morning, he was a little distracted.

Fortunately, everyone's attention was not on her, because during breakfast, Long Yechen was named and criticized by the old man.

When the Long family came to Long Yejue's generation, Long Yejue and Long Yechen were the only ones who received attention.

However, Long Yejue was the eldest grandson, and his status was a bit more special. Long Yechen, who was born a few days later, was not so lucky.

Long Yechen was reprimanded for nothing more than being compared with Long Yejue. He never defended himself, but Long Yechen's mother, Wang Minghui, whose eyes were red with grievance, defended Long Yechen a few words , "Chen has worked very hard, maybe he is not doing well enough, but at least he is also contributing to this family."

"Okay, just say a few words less." Long Fengcheng scolded Wang Minghui a few words.

Wang Minghui was even more wronged. After breakfast, she left Huayuan with Long Yechen.

Long Yechen was in a low mood, and Wang Minghui felt wronged for him, "You have seen it too, what place do you have in this family? You have to work harder, otherwise, Mom really doesn't know what to do."

"I see, Mom, you go back first, I'll walk alone."

Long Yechen comforted Wang Minghui, and walked around the Long family's house by himself, and met Li Xinnian who was also preoccupied.

Both of them understood the grievance in each other's eyes, Long Yechen suggested, "Why don't you go out and have a drink."

"...Okay." Li Xinnian nodded.

Long Yechen took Li Xinnian to the bar last time, and here again, Li Xinnian immediately thought of Junche.

When I got off the car, I actually had a faint expectation in my heart, hoping to see Jun Che here.

She didn't notice the change in her mood at all.

Perhaps it was because of this idea in her heart that when she arrived at the bar, her eyes were always searching subconsciously, but she didn't see Jun Che after looking around.

Long Yechen saw that she was always disturbed, so he couldn't help asking, "Xin Nian, who are you looking for?"

"No, no." Li Xinnian hastily denied, "I just took a look."

She took a few sips with a guilty conscience, afraid that Long Yechen would see something.

At this moment, the music stopped abruptly, and the lights were dimmed. Everyone in the bar started talking, wanting to know what was going on.

At this moment, Li Xinnian's heart beat faster, and he looked expectantly towards the middle of the stage.

The person she was looking forward to just appeared in the middle of the stage.

It's Junche.

It's him.