love addiction

"I saved you again, how do you want to thank me this time?"

After driving away the little gangster, when Jun Che faced her, he had another expression.

That expression was so arrogant that it looked like Long Yejue, no, it should be said to be very similar to Long Yejue.

Li Xinnian was actually a little distracted, and didn't answer his question right away.

When Jun Che saw her eyes like this, he actually had a very special feeling in his heart. This feeling was never given by other women, so he couldn't help being more interested in this woman.

The man raised his lips, and asked with a half-smile, "Why? Are you fascinated by me?"

This voice made Li Xinnian completely awake. She struggled to open his arms and said with a cold face, "I don't know what you are talking about? But thank you for saving me just now."

"Just say thank you again?" Jun Che lit a cigarette and smoked it slowly.

Li Xinnian doesn't like others smoking in front of her very much, so she frowned subconsciously, "It's getting late, I have to go back, I can't think of anything else to thank you except money, if you need money, I I can give it to you now."

"I'm not short of money." He denied Li Xinnian's statement in one sentence.

This made Li Xinnian angry and didn't know what to say for a while.

Looking at her suffocating little face, Jun Che's mood suddenly improved, and he said with a half-smile, "I'm short of women."

"You..." Li Xinnian was embarrassed by his explicit words, "Then I'll give you the money and you go find a woman."

"No, no, no, I think, you must have misunderstood something." Jun Che chuckled, threw away the cigarette in his hand, and he came directly, approaching step by step.

Li Xinnian began to get scared again, and retreated, but there was no way to retreat.

Jun Che's gaze was direct and hot, and her breath was already close to her face, with the smell of cigarettes, which made Li Xinnian strange and trembling.

He got very close, and then said softly, "What I lack is a woman like you."

"you……"

In the next moment, he had blocked her lips, domineering and direct.

The first kiss she had kept for Long Yejue for more than ten years was just taken away by this man.

She was stunned, forgetting to react, only remembering that he was domineering and the strong smell of tobacco.

When the man stuck his tongue into her mouth, Li Xinnian came to his senses, kicked him away, and wiped his lips viciously.

Jun Che was pushed so caught off guard, he leaned aside and laughed.

That sweet taste made him start to savor it as soon as he left.

Li Xinnian just wanted to escape at this moment. When a taxi passed by, she reached out to stop her, and got into the car in a hurry, afraid that Jun Che would catch up again. Fortunately, he just leaned on and looked at her with a smile, and did not catch up. Li Xinnian breathed a sigh of relief.

Everything seemed to be just a dream, a dream she wanted to escape.

Back at Long's house, it was the same as last night, no one knew she had gone out, only Xu Bo, she declined Xu Bo's kindness, and just wanted to go back to her room and hide for a while.

Long Yejue was not at home. According to Uncle Xu, he was still out partying with Mo Chengyu and the others but did not come back.

The reason why he missed the appointment tonight was because he had a business match with Mo Chengyu, which was also something Long Yejue was interested in, so he had completely forgotten about Li Xinnian.

In the past, Li Xinnian would cry out sadly, or at least would have been sleeping until Long Yejue came back.

But tonight, she just wanted to hide alone.

As soon as she got to the room, she went to the bathroom, washed herself hard, and even brushed her teeth many times.

But this was of no avail, that fiery kiss seemed to be imprinted in her memory, and she couldn't get it out no matter what.

Li Xinnian held his head in pain, squatted on the ground and began to cry.

No one knows what she's been through, or how scared she is now.

***
That night.

In the midst of pain and exhaustion, Li Xinnian managed to fall asleep, but in her dream, she was always occupied by that predatory kiss.

She will never be able to forget Jun Che's smile and the words he said in her ear.

What I lack is a woman like you.

This seems to be a declaration, and it also seems to be a kind of possession, the kind of possession that makes Li Xinnian afraid.

Under this kind of torture, Li Xinnian woke up very early, stared blankly at the ceiling, and subconsciously reached out to wipe the corners of her lips.

It turns out that kissing...is such a feeling.

Aware of what he was thinking, Li Xinnian suddenly woke up and pinched himself a few times to calm himself down.

She told herself over and over again, Li Xinnian, stop thinking about it.

After finally comforting himself, he went downstairs after washing up, just in time to run into Long Yejue who had just returned home.

He didn't come back all night, but now he came back, Li Xinnian couldn't help feeling worried, "Brother Jue, why did you come back?"

"Well... I played with them all night." Long Yejue explained casually, "I'm a little tired, so I'll go upstairs to rest first. When you have breakfast later, you tell grandpa that I'm not feeling well."

"But……"

"Hey, just say that for me." Long Yejue coaxed.

Li Xinnian's heart softened immediately, and then nodded, "Okay, then you have a good rest."

"Okay." Long Yejue smiled at her, and Li Xinnian was dazed again.

When Long Yejue passed by, she saw a blush in her eyes, but because she was too fast, she couldn't see clearly, and Long Yejue had already gone upstairs.

Li Xinnian stood at the stairs for a while, then sighed, left Nianyuan, and drove to Huayuan.

When driving, she was a little absent-minded, all she could think about was the scene just now, and Long Yejue's smile.

Obviously, she has seen it for many years, but just now, for a moment, she thought of another man.

She didn't know the man's name, but that domineering kiss couldn't be lingered.

Li Xinnian stood upright on the car, lying on the steering wheel uncomfortably, feeling guilty and uncomfortable.

Guilt is the feeling that the first kiss that was kept for Long Yejue for so many years was lost, and was taken away by a man who didn't even know his name.

What's sad is that Long Yejue never seems to think about her, even if he just broke the appointment.

Perhaps to him, he is not important at all.

Li Xinnian felt so uncomfortable that he stopped the car for a long time without starting it.

Long Yechen drove over and saw Li Xinnian, so he got out of the car and asked, "Xinnian, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

Li Xinnian raised his head from the steering wheel, his face was already stained with tears.

Long Yechen was taken aback by this appearance, and hurriedly asked, "Xin Nian, what's wrong with you?"

"No... I'm just... a little uncomfortable." Li Xinnian made an excuse casually.

Long Yechen was still very worried, "Should I call a doctor? If it doesn't work, you can go back and rest first, and I'll talk to grandpa later, so I don't have to come here so early."

"It's okay, it's okay." Li Xinnian wiped away his tears, and said to Long Yechen gratefully, "Long Yechen, just pretend you didn't see what happened just now, okay?"

She has some meaning of praying.

Long Yechen looked at her, and finally nodded, "Okay."

"Thank you."

She drove away with a heavy heart, and Long Yechen looked at it for a while, as if he was thinking about something.

After breakfast, she returned to Nianyuan, and the first thing she did was go upstairs to confirm something.

The scene she saw just now kept her uneasy. Long Yejue had fallen asleep now, so she went in quietly, and then rummaged through the clothes he had taken off.

On the collar of the white shirt, there was just a touch of red lips.

so dazzling...

Li Xinnian seemed to feel that his world had collapsed, holding the dress and standing there blankly.

It took a long time before she regained a little strength from that despair, put the clothes back to the original place, and then walked to Long Yejue's bed, watching him fall asleep without moving.

She didn't know how long she had been looking at it until Long Yejue opened his eyes and saw her.

The grievances in Li Xinnian's heart welled up all at once, and tears fell down in a snap. Seeing her like this, Long Yejue was somewhat flustered, and hurriedly asked, "Xinnian, what's wrong with you?"

"Brother Jue..." Li Xinnian only called out one name, and was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

Long Yejue quickly comforted him, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Li Xinnian shook his head, trying to control his emotions, then looked up at Long Yejue, "Brother Jue, can you kiss me?"

"Huh?" Long Yejue looked at her in astonishment.

"Don't look at me with such eyes, I..." She felt very ashamed, tears were about to flow out again.

Long Yejue hurriedly comforted him, "I don't mean to dislike it, I just think... this proposal seems abrupt."

"Why is it so abrupt? Shouldn't we be closer between you and me? Brother Jue, I've been waiting..." Li Xinnian didn't know how to express the attachment in her heart. She thought she and Long Yejue were the same Like other couples, holding hands and kissing are normal things.

But Long Yejue has always respected her and never did anything else.

It was precisely because of this that Li Xinnian was very disturbed.

"Xinnian, we are still young, can't we consider this kind of thing...after we mature?" Long Yejue will not refuse people. If it is other women, he can refuse directly, but this is Li Xinnian. Others are different.

In his opinion, she was similar to his sister Long Ruoshui, so he didn't have any unreasonable thoughts, so he wouldn't have those intimate behaviors.

But Li Xinnian was different. She felt that she lived for Long Yejue.

"I'm not young. I'm already eighteen. You just passed the eighteenth adult ceremony for me. Have you forgotten?"

"But your account book hasn't arrived yet..."

"That's not important, if you really like me, why don't you touch me?"

Li Xinnian is going all out.

Long Yejue didn't know how to comfort her anymore. Li Xinnian was very sensible before and never needed him to comfort her. That's why he felt that there was nothing wrong with having her by his side.

But when she started clinging, he suddenly felt that this liking was a burden.

"It's still too early to say these things. You're not in a good mood. Why don't you go back to your room to rest, or take a walk in the rose garden. I have something to discuss with Mo Chengyu, so I'll get up first." Long Yejue still pushed open her.

Li Xinnian suddenly felt desperate.

(Good night,)