love addiction

In fact, she didn't know, Qin Pianran had already seen that she would do these questions, and then pretended to be mysterious and asked her questions without understanding, this kind of subtle relationship caused ripples in his heart.

This rainbow girl...

Gillian, Gillian...

Qin Pianran has never called this title, no matter how many times she threatened and lured her, she never heard it.

For this reason, He Xijue was very disappointed, and then comforted himself, as long as he worked harder, he would always recognize himself.

In the three months before he went abroad, she went to look for Qin Pianran almost whenever she was free, to look for him where he worked, to look for him where he went to school, or to look for him in his rented house.

It may be because of too many times, once he said seriously, "Xiaojue, if you really want to ask me, just tell me, you don't need to come here, I can spare time to go to Hexi's house for you Make-up class."

"What's the matter?" He Xi never quite understood why he said such a thing suddenly, thinking that there was something wrong with him, and looked at him worriedly.

"You're a girl, and you always come to me, and your family doesn't object?"

"Why do the family object?" She couldn't understand.

But Qin Pianran still had a sullen face, "Anyway, don't come here to find me anymore, it's not suitable for you, I will arrange time to make up lessons for you in the future."

At that time, He Xijue was angry, and it was the first time he was angry.

She turned her head and left, even thinking in her heart that she would never come to him again, never again!

But the next day, after class, she rushed outside his house, and when she knocked on the door, she heard a woman in the opposite house chatting with other people, "Did you see that? That girl, He looks like he is only fourteen or fifteen years old, and he runs into men's houses every day. It is really shameless. If my daughter is like this, I will definitely kill her. And that boy looks like a gentleman, so his thoughts are so dirty Tsaw, it really is impossible to judge a person by his appearance."

He Xijue stopped knocking on the door, then she stood for a while, and finally left quietly.

Maybe my own cooking is really wrong, even if there is nothing between them, but others see it differently.

In order not to cause trouble to Qin Pianran, He Xijue never went to his house again, and only waited for Qin Pianran to find him when he had time.

But he is really too busy, busy with his studies and part-time jobs, so busy that he rarely even meets each other.

In the end, he went abroad. That day, Hexi never sent him. Instead, he locked himself in the room, staring at a map, counting the distance between himself and him over and over again.

She cried that day, holding that map and crying.

Then she said that she was emotional and began to change her goals, deciding that she would go abroad to find him after graduating from high school.

This goal has not changed at all during the three years of high school, and it is particularly firm.

Of course, during the summer vacation, she went to America once because she missed him so much.

Only that time, she didn't go to see him, but went to the place where he studied, the place where he lived, and the places he walked through, as if she was living the same life as him, and then quietly returned to China.

No one knows about this matter until now, let alone Qin Pianran.

After finally graduating from high school, she was admitted to a school near him. She was so happy that she even embarked on a trip to the United States in advance on the grounds that she went to school in advance to familiarize herself with the environment.

It was the first time I saw him after three years. He had matured a lot and was different from the youthful look in her memory, but she felt that she liked him even more.

He invited her to dinner and sent her home. It was a single apartment that grandpa bought for her in the United States. Compared with his group rented house, her house was really much better.

Qin Pianran helped her take a look at the surrounding environment, and after confirming that it was safe, she told her to take care of herself and try not to walk outside at night. Foreign countries are no better than domestic ones, so be careful in everything.

Of course He Xijue was obedient, and she would still run to him every day. She also met her new friend here, Pei Yiyi.

Both came from Jiangcheng, talented girls from two schools, and just like that, they became best friends in a foreign country.

The two are at one extreme, He Xijue is a fresh and girly type, while Pei Yiyi is a charming and flirtatious type.

At that time, Pei Yiyi had another famous nickname, Fairy Yi.

The two got along very well, He Xijue would tell her a lot about Qin Pianran, and Pei Yiyi also admired her senior brother very much, and would often find opportunities for the two to get along, which became their assist.

She even encouraged her to give herself to him as a gift on his birthday. Anyway, she had already decided to be with him for the rest of her life, and it didn't matter if it was a little earlier.

He Xijue thought for a long time before mustering up the courage to do it, but on the eve of his birthday, she suddenly couldn't find him.

Qin Pianran disappeared for three whole days. During these three days, he didn't go to school, he didn't go to Hexi's company where he was doing an internship, and he didn't even go home.

He Xijue was going crazy, she even called the police, and when she was seen safe and sound three days later, He Xijue's hanging heart finally felt at ease.

She just felt relieved, but found that Qin Pianran seemed to have changed, and she could even be described as indifferent to her.

This kind of change made He Xijue feel uneasy, so he went to talk to Pei Yiyi in pain, Pei Yiyi also felt strange, and then said it's okay, after his birthday, maybe this deadlock will be broken.

It's normal for men and women to argue and fight.

He Xi finally accepted this comfort, and then meticulously prepared for his birthday,

Originally thought that there would be a big surprise for him, but he didn't expect that he would give himself a big surprise first.

To be precise, it was a shock.

That scene is still the pain in Hexi's determination.

She didn't question him, turned around and ran, and then hid, not seeing anyone, just wanting to hide by herself.

Later Pei Yiyi told her that Qin Pianran was going crazy, she had never seen Qin Pianran like that, her eyes were terribly blood red.

He Xijue thought of the scene he saw that night, so he refused to see him, but Pei Yiyi told him that she was safe, so he felt at ease, and then went back to live his own life, work and study.

At that time, He Xijue was very disappointed. For a long time, she couldn't get over it. In the end, she couldn't bear the longing in her heart and went to find him.

That night, he drank and kissed her, and it was also the first time she heard him called Gillian.

He Xijue still can't forget the throbbing in his heart when he first called himself Gillian.

It turned out that he had never forgotten this name, and she finally got it as she wished, and all the unhappiness seemed to be erased with the sound of Gillian, and they returned to the original way of getting along.

Qin Pianran was still in a lukewarm state towards her, but she didn't expressly reject her. He Xijue thought that this would be fine, as long as the person beside him was herself, no matter how long it took, she would always wait... …

Afterwards, many things happened. When He Xijue knew the deep feelings in his heart, she realized that he had suffered more than herself these years.

It is easy to love someone, but it is the most difficult to restrain yourself to love someone deeply.

And as far as he is concerned, she is his love.

So He Xijue doesn't care about the sacrifices he has made over the years, because he has always been his own.

If possible, she wanted to hear him call her name again.

Gillian, Gillian, this is a name that only he can call.

That night, she gave him medicine and listened to it many times. In the end, it was as if she had also been drugged, pestering him over and over again for more...

So Qin Pianran, you can't have anything to do.

Gillian?

Gillian...

What a familiar name, He Xi still felt the throbbing in his heart like the first time he heard him call himself.

Gillian?

"A-Jiao? Wake up..."

Who is calling yourself?

He Xijue tried hard to open his eyes, and then felt a hand caressing his face gently.

He shouted, "A-Jiao, it's me, I'm here."

Qin Pianran, it was Qin Pianran's voice, and only he could call himself Gillian!

He Xijue realized this possibility, opened his eyes suddenly, and before seeing the situation in front of him clearly, he called out, "Qin Pianran, is that you?"

"A-Jiao, are you awake?" Qin Pianran was in a mess, but she still sat by her bed and looked at her worriedly.

He Xijue finally saw the face of the man in front of him clearly, and then burst into tears, "Qin Pianran, you are still alive."

"Well, I'm still alive, I'm fine, Gillian, are you okay? I miss you very much."

"I miss you too, very much." He Xijue hugged him, buried his face in his neck and cried.

No one knows how excited she is now. After experiencing life and death, she realized that everything is not important, no matter what kind of love or hatred, she only needs the present moment, as long as he is by her side.

Qin Pianran hugged her, the feeling that had been empty for a long time was finally fulfilled at this moment.

He just wanted to hold her like this, just wanted to hold her like this for the rest of his life.

No one can understand the feeling of losing and regaining.

Qin Pianran thought that he would never let her go again in his whole life.

"A-Jiao, I love you." He whispered excitedly in her ear.

"Do you know that you scared me to death? What are you doing here with such a big storm? Don't you wait until the storm is over? I don't know how to run!" He Xijue began to criticize this man, but she didn't Forget how serious the chief said this time.

Qin Pianran accepted her complaints one by one, and then said sincerely, "Gillian, I love you, so I don't want to wait a second, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you if I'm a second late, So I will come no matter how dangerous it is, seeing you now, it's all worth it, Gillian, we will always be together from now on, okay?"

"...Okay." She was still so excited that she shed tears, and then hugged him again, "Qin Pianran, I have always loved you."

"I, too, have always, always, loved you." He said affirmatively.

Hexi felt at ease in his determination, then wiped away his tears with the back of his hand and said, "Qin Pianran, I have something to tell you, please calm down first, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it."

"A-Jiao...I'm a little tired..."

"Huh?" Before He Xijue could react, the man he was holding fell into his arms.

She hurriedly called out, "Qin Pianran? What's wrong with you?"