love addiction

For some reason, He Xijue's face appeared in Qin Pianran's mind.

The last time we saw each other was at the hospital.

He said a lot of cruel words. At that time, her face was so pale that she seemed to be transparent, as if she would disappear at any time.

For a moment, there was an impulse in his heart, wanting to reach out and grab her.

But his rationality stopped his movements and abided by his principles, just looking at her from hope to emptiness.

What kind of transformation was that?

Landslides and ground fissures can't reflect how drastic such a transformation is.

It's a lie to say it doesn't hurt.

The position of his heart hurts fiercely.

The sound of the elevator door opening pulled him back. He raised his eyes and saw a familiar figure in the hall.

The body responded instinctively, turned around quickly, and turned his back to the hall. Many people came in, blocked the outside view, and surrounded him.

The elevator door closed again and started to go down, before he turned around slowly, his face seemed to be pale for a moment.

He escaped from this commercial center, took a taxi and went home. Sitting alone in the dark house, he slowly felt that his breathing was normal.

What should be given up, what should be forgotten, so it is right to do so.

He told himself so.

After finishing the date, it was past ten o'clock in the evening, and He Xijue was already a little sleepy, so he said to the person beside him, "Xiao Ba, take me home, I want to sleep."

"Okay." The man called Xiao Ba smiled softly, "Sister Xi, are you satisfied with today's arrangement?"

"It's okay, I don't know if it's because I'm old and I can't keep up with the ideas of young people like you." He Xijue sighed.

Xiao Ba blushed for a while, "Sister Xi, it seems that you are not very satisfied with today's arrangement by saying that, it seems that I have to work harder, when Sister Xi is free next time, I invite you to go out for a walk. "

"Let's talk about it." He Xijue smiled, "You have worked very hard, but I feel tired."

"That's because I didn't take care of Sister Xi's feelings, so I still didn't do a good job, and I will work harder next time." Xiaoba vowed.

Seeing Xiao Ba like this, He Xijue was really distressed and helpless, rubbing his eyebrows and said, "I really don't care about you, I am actually very satisfied with today's arrangement, especially the movie, I am very touched."

"Are you moved?" Xiao Ba scratched his head honestly, "I read movie reviews on the Internet, saying that only people with stories in their hearts can understand this movie. I obviously didn't understand it just now, but I saw Sister Xi crying , it seems that Sister Xi is a person with a story."

"Eh..." He Xijue looked at him awkwardly, not knowing what to say for a while.

Xiao Ba smiled warmly again, "Sister Xi, don't be nervous, I just want to do my best, in fact, I know that the person in your heart is not me, but at least you are willing to give me a chance, I will always There will be a day when it enters your heart."

He Xijue never thought that a joke he made at the dinner table that day turned out to be a prophecy.

At that time, she said it together more or less out of anger, but she didn't expect her mother to introduce such a suitable person to her.

And this person was the one she had regarded as her younger brother since she was a child, and was once her little follower.

Xiaoba is what she called him since she was a child. It has not changed for so many years, and she just keeps calling him like this.

He Xijue seems to have really forgotten what his real name is.

After going abroad, she was seldom at home, so the chances to meet Xiaoba were almost rare. When we met again this time, he changed a lot. From the little follower at the beginning, he became the most sought-after now He Xijue was really surprised by the handsome and warm man.

It is because of the acquaintance since childhood that Xiao Ba knows who she is in her heart now, but he has never mentioned it, but is trying very hard to please her.

Seeing Xiao Ba like this, He Xi was determined to feel a little distressed, as if seeing her former self, for a moment, her heart softened, and she said with a smile, "Xiao Ba, pick me up after get off work tomorrow."

"Ah?" Xiao Ba didn't react yet.

"If you are free……"

"I'm free! I'm on call 24 hours a day! Sister Xi, you can call me anytime. I'm on call." Xiao Ba strongly expressed his excitement and joy that couldn't be concealed on his face, "Sister Xi, I love you .”

He Xijue coughed, and then changed the subject, "Today's movie is really good, if you have a chance in the future, show me more movies, I didn't have the chance to watch it before."

"Well, okay, I've written it all down, is there any other instructions for Sister Xi?"

"Nothing."

While the two were talking, the car had already arrived at Hexi's house, and Hexijue was about to open the car door to go down, but Xiao Ba hurriedly stopped him, "Sister Xi, don't move, I'll come."

After speaking, he quickly got out of the car, passed the front of the car, opened the car door for her, and even reached out to protect the roof of the car, in case she would bump into it, and said with a smile, "Sister Xi, slow down, don't hit your head."

"So considerate." He Xijue got out of the car with his support, and looked at the time, "It's late, please drive carefully when you go back."

"Sister Xi cares about me, I'm so happy." Xiao Ba smiled warmly, "Then, sister Xi, see you tomorrow."

"...Okay." He Xijue agreed, and was about to wave goodbye to him.

Xiao Ba asked cautiously, "Sister Xi, can I hug you?"

"Huh?" He Xi never quite understood what he meant.

Xiao Ba scratched his head, his face was a little red, but he still tried hard to explain, "I just want to hug Sister Xi, I always feel like a dream, a little unreal, so I want to hug you, to confirm that this moment is not own hallucinations."

Hearing what he said, He Xijue's heart ached again.

In the past, she was like this too, sometimes she really wished that Qin Pianran could hug her, maybe she wouldn't feel so bitter in her heart.

She stretched out her hand, hugged Xiao Ba generously, and then asked with a smile, "Do you still feel unreal now?"

"No, it's true, sister Xi, I love you."

Xiaoba is always like this, bravely expressing his love, no matter what time or occasion, as long as he thinks of it, he will say it generously.

Such a boy is actually very touching, but He Xijue's heart is very calm, not like a person who has accepted new feelings.

She said goodbye to Xiao Ba, and when she returned home, Qin Wen asked with a smile when she saw her come back, "Xiao Jue, how is your date with Si Yin today? I came back so late, it seems that it should go well. , this child Si Yin, I watched him grow up, he is very reliable, you have to treat him well."

"Who is Si Yin?" He Xijue hung up his coat and asked casually.

Qin Wen's face was full of black lines, "Si Yin is Xiaoba, who followed you every day when you were a child, and the one who called you Sister Xi is also the person who is dating you today, don't you even remember other people's names?"

"Eh..." He Xijue really looked guilty.

Qin Wen gave her a hard look, "Tell me about you, why are you so ignorant? If Si Yin found out, how sad would it be? He likes you very much, and even told me that he loves you a lot years."

Is it?

He Xijue forced a smile, "Si Yin, right? I remember it, and I won't forget it again. Mom, I'm a little tired, so I'll go upstairs first."

"You haven't told me yet, how is your date with Si Yin going?" Qin Wen asked, somewhat worried.

He Xijue replied weakly, "I told Xiaoba to let him pick me up from get off work tomorrow. Are you satisfied with this answer? My lord?"

"Well, yes, you can go upstairs to rest."

"Then, my son is retiring, my lord."

He Xijue saluted and then went upstairs.

When I went upstairs, Su Muyan opened the door and asked, "Sister, I heard that you went on a blind date today, and you have a date, how is it? Are you satisfied with the other party?"

"Mu Yan, can we not talk about this matter now? I have something else to tell you." He Xijue said weakly.

"Okay." Su Muyan followed and entered her room.

He Xijue sat on the sofa, hugged the pillow, and suddenly became limp, losing all his strength, "I want to move out, you have to help me."

"How is this possible!" Su Muyan shook her head without even thinking about it, "You saw you here at dinner before, grandpa is very happy that we can get together, you propose to move out at this time, how could they possibly agree?"

"I know it's going to be tough, but you have to try."

"But in this way, parents and grandpa will feel uncomfortable." Su Muyan was also a little worried.

"I know. Grandpa has always listened to your opinions. You can just say a word or two for me when the time comes. If it doesn't work, I'll think of another way."

Anyway, no matter what, He Xijue wanted to give it a try.

Seeing her expression, Su Muyan couldn't bear to refuse, so she could only nod her head, "Okay then, I'll see the situation when the time comes, and I will help you if I can."

"Okay, thank you, Mu Yan, it's great to have you by my side." He Xijue leaned his head on her shoulder, coquettishly.

Su Muyan really couldn't connect the woman in front of her with the cold and strong woman before.

Probably because too many things have happened recently, her temperament has somewhat changed, the biggest one is from accepting a blind date.

"By the way, when I was having dinner today, I heard from my mother that the boy named Si Yin likes you very much. He said that he has loved you for many years. This is really rare."

He Xijue sighed sullenly, "This fate can really play tricks on people. Seeing Xiaoba is like seeing the old self. I really feel distressed. I try my best to chase after the one that probably doesn't belong to me." Happy, tired."

"But sister, feeling is not sympathy, you have to distinguish this clearly."

"Of course I know that feelings are not sympathy." He Xijue looked at the front blankly, "But now, I really need the warmth that Xiao Ba gave me, which makes me feel that I... am not alone."

"Well, warmth sometimes makes people obsessed, but it also makes people ignore their true inner feelings." Su Muyan reminded at the right time.

He Xi never spoke, and the room fell silent.

Su Muyan was feeling a little strange, when she lowered her head, she saw that He Xijue had fallen asleep, a very light sleep, even if she fell asleep, her brows were slightly frowned, there were so many worries between her brows.