love addiction

Seeing that her complexion was not right, He Xijue hurried over to support her and asked, "Mu Yan, what's wrong with you, your complexion is so bad, are you feeling unwell?"

"No..." Su Muyan didn't know what to say, and looked at the person beside her.

He Xijue hurriedly introduced, "This is my girlfriend Pei Yiyi, and this is my sister-in-law Su Muyan."

Pei Yiyi is wearing a one-shoulder dress and a racing suit on the outside. The elegant and handsome collocation is not at all obtrusive on her body. At this moment, she is smiling heartily and shaking hands with Su Muyan, "You are the one Xi Jue told me That beauty, it’s true that seeing a hundred things is worth seeing, she’s much more beautiful than I imagined, but what’s wrong with your face? Are you scared by coming here? It’s okay, it’s just a small conflict, and it’s been dealt with.”

"That's good." Su Muyan nodded mechanically, but didn't know what to say.

He Xijue also found it strange that Su Muyan, who was usually polite and thoughtful, seemed a little cold at the moment, as if he didn't know Pei Yiyi warmly.

Fortunately, Pei Yiyi is a very nervous person and doesn't care about these details.

He Xijue turned around and signed, Pei Yiyi's matter was completely cleared up, and he turned to Su Muyan and said, "Then let's go, this time happens to have dinner together, so I can formally introduce you to each other."

"Okay, I'm almost hungry. I'm going to eat at the Imperial Food Garden, and I told you to treat me to a big meal." Pei Yiyi rubbed her belly to express her opinion, and she was not polite to He Xijue at all. It can be seen that the relationship between the two is really good.

He Xijue also readily agreed, "Okay, I'll take you to the Imperial Food Garden to eat now, okay? Let's go, Mu Yan."

Su Muyan nodded in a trance, and was about to walk with the two when she raised her legs, but when her legs gave way, she fell to the ground.

The voice from behind made both He Xijue and Pei Yiyi exclaim, and He Xijue quickly came to hug her and shouted, "Mu Yan, Mu Yan, what's wrong with you?"

Su Muyan tried hard to speak, but found that her consciousness was losing little by little until the darkness covered her and she fell into a coma.

The sudden situation made He Xijue and Pei Yiyi panic, and hurriedly supported her and called her name.

The people in the detention center helped to call an ambulance. During the waiting time, some of them pinched Sumu cigarettes, some called her name and slapped her face, but there was no response.

At this moment, Su Muyan was like a lifeless doll, limp and motionless.

Even though He Xijue acted swiftly and resolutely, she was still so frightened by the situation that she began to cry. When the ambulance arrived, she was calling Su Muyan's name with snot and tears.

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"On the 26th, it's your turn. Go and demonstrate the screen you saw just now, be serious, or you won't be able to eat for a while."

She walked up to the stage tremblingly, and there was a row of people standing under the stage, some of them held pointers in their hands, some had guns in their waists, and some of them folded their arms and looked at her.

No matter what kind of posture, there is the same kind of eyes.

Those eyes were so terrifying, as if a hole could be seen in her body, she watched helplessly as a woman performing in front of her was beaten to her knees and begged for mercy because she was unqualified.

Even the night before, the woman who lived in the room next to her was shot because she tried to escape in the middle of the night.

That gunshot woke up the sleeping man. Since then, Su Muyan no longer dared to sleep on that thin single bed, but hid in the corner farthest from the door. Make yourself feel more secure.

But the dark days have just begun. In order to survive, they have no freedom, no self-esteem, and accept such inhuman training.

At that time, the law and order were not as sound as they are now, and there were many dark things, and that was the darkest world Su Muyan had ever seen in his life.

She didn't pass the performance this time, but the instructor who took her took a fancy to her outstanding beauty and just chose to waterboard her.

The weather at that time was the twelfth lunar month of winter, and Su Muyan was thrown into the cold water raw and locked up for a whole day and night, and the symptoms of body cold were also caused by that time.

And at this moment, she is like being in a water prison. Apart from being cold, she feels suffocated. At that moment, she wishes she could die directly, because death is the only relief, or she will only continue to suffer this inhumane torture. .

After much difficulty, she finally made it to the feast, and like everyone else, she prayed that she would meet a good Lord.

But things backfired, she met a very perverted person, and that night was something she would never forget.

She once thought that if she met this person again, she might go crazy and kill him.

During the long period of psychotherapy, she lived like a walking dead until she was found by the Su family, as if she had crossed from one world to another. She thought she had seen the dawn of hope, so she slowly changed. Forcing myself to forget the past.

Seeing that everything is slowly getting better, although she is not willing to marry He Xijue, at least it is much better than living in a dark world.

Although this man is unsteady and out of tune, he is sincere to himself.

The human heart is made of flesh, and with his care little by little, no matter how cold the heart is, it is gradually warmed up, and she seems to feel that she has come alive.

But all these good things are just illusions, that email shattered her beautiful dreams, the man who brought her nightmares was actually He Xijue, the man she thought she could rely on for the rest of her life.

She couldn't accept it, and even tried to kill this man several times.

But every time when I lost my mind, I was pulled back by the warmth he brought me.

She struggled for a long time in this hot weather, and finally had no choice but to leave.

She refused to have children, and just wanted to run away from this demon as soon as possible.

This kind of reckless attitude made He Xijue have nothing to do with her. Later, when grandpa saw her once, she couldn't bear to tell him.

The old man was shocked. After being shocked, he told her about the part of Su Muyan that Su Muyan didn't know, which made Su Muyan, who had been brooding on her for a long time, a little bit more able to accept it.

But she knew that leaving was her only way out. After careful consideration, her grandfather agreed to her choice.

During the long entanglement, she understood her heart, how many times she couldn't hold on anymore, but when she thought of staying, she might remind him of this unbearable past, or her handle would become a threat to Hexi. Things at home, they persuaded themselves to give up.

but……

She didn't want him to make such a choice, did she?
There were people coming and going in the hospital, Su Muyan was lying on the emergency bed, being pushed towards the emergency room.

She opened her eyes slightly, and saw the lights on the ceiling stretching back one by one, which was very dazzling.

He Xijue found her awake and hurriedly asked, "Mu Yan, Mu Yan, are you alright?"

Su Muyan didn't answer her in a daze, but the tears in the corners of her eyes couldn't be controlled to flow down.

Pei Yiyi thought she was in pain, so she wiped her tears with a tissue, "Don't cry, don't cry, I'll be in the emergency room soon, the doctor will take a look and it won't hurt anymore."

Su Muyan raised his hand and shook He Xijue's hand, and said in a weak voice, "I want to go home."

"Huh? But you..."

"I'm fine." Su Muyan tried hard to express himself. '

He Xijue was helpless, looked at her longing eyes, and finally nodded reluctantly, "Then let the doctor examine you, make sure everything is fine, and then I will send you home, okay?"

Su Muyan closed her eyes weakly and let them arrange.

When the doctor announced that Su Muyan was really fine, it was just an emotional problem, He Xijue felt at ease, and he and Pei Yiyi supported Su Muyan to leave the hospital and went home by car.

Along the way, Su Muyan was half asleep and half awake, which made people feel distressed.

Qin Wen was playing with Yinyin at home, when she saw the two people coming in with Su Muyan in her arms, she came over in panic and asked, "What's the matter? What's wrong with Muyan?"

"Mom, she's fine. The doctor said to let her take a good rest."

Although He Xijue had already explained, Qin Wen was still very worried. After Su Muyan returned to the room, she hurried to ask Yuema to make some nourishing soup for Su Muyan.

In the room, Su Muyan didn't know how long she had been lying down, but she just lay there without any strength, and she couldn't even move her fingers.

The lights on the ceiling were so bright, but she seemed to be in the dark.

She didn't feel who came in, who went out, who spoke, she just looked at the ceiling like this.

If it wasn't for the occasional blinking of her eyes, if it wasn't for that faint breath, she might not be able to tell that she was still alive.

Downstairs, Qin Wen raised her heart and asked He Xijue, "What happened? Why did Mu Yan suddenly behave like this? I just went up to talk to her, but she didn't respond."

He Xijue also looked blank, "Mom, I really don't know. I went to the detention center to pick up Yiyi, and she parked the car, but when she came over, something was wrong. I don't know what happened."

"This is strange. Could it be that something frightening happened?" Qin Wen was full of doubts.

"She talked to me when I was in the hospital, but she hasn't said a word since then." He Xijue was very distressed.

Even He Xijue and Pei Yiyi, who were by her side, didn't know, let alone no one. Only when she was willing to speak, could she know the truth.

But this wait is one day and one night.

She didn't eat a mouthful of the food that was sent up, and didn't even drink any water. Qin Wen and He Xijue realized that something was wrong, and quickly called He Xihao.

As soon as He Xihao knew about it, the old man knew about it. He forced himself out of the hospital and went home to see Su Muyan.

The room was quiet, and there were fruits and warm water on the cabinet next to the bed. The old man walked in with He Xijue's support, sat tremblingly by Su Muyan's bed, and shouted, " Mu Yan, grandpa is here to see you."

Su Muyan still didn't respond, just lying like this.

"Mu Yan, do you have something on your mind, can you tell grandpa? Maybe grandpa can help you?" It was probably the first time in his life that the old man spoke in such a gentle tone.

Hexi was so determined to shed tears from the pain, he also persuaded, "Mu Yan, grandpa's health is very bad, but after hearing that you didn't eat or drink, he came back in a hurry, you can see how old he is. For the sake of this, can you talk to me?"

"Muyan, grandpa knows you are suffering, so you can tell grandpa that grandpa is in charge of you, okay? Besides, have you forgotten Yinyin? What should you do if you are like this?"

Probably the old man's words had an effect, Su Muyan's eyes moved, and he said hoarsely, "Where is he?"