love addiction

"Then how should I verify whether he is gay or a sullen man?"

ELLA laughed and became ambiguous, "This is actually very simple, just seduce."

He Xijue, "..."

"Miss, you don't have to feel shy. Sometimes, a man's brain doesn't grow on his head."

After understanding the meaning of ELLA's words, He Xijue blushed, "You, go to work quickly and help me prepare the materials for the meeting. Don't make any mistakes, or your bonus will be deducted!"

"...Okay." ELLA was immediately beaten back to her original shape, and went to work honestly.

As soon as she left, He Xijue quickly drank a large glass of water, and fanned himself vigorously with his hands, trying to cool down in this way.

She didn't need to look to know how red her face was.

Although Qin Pianran repeatedly said that she didn't need to go to his house when she was far away.

But He Xijue is still used to driving towards his house after get off work, and bought some ingredients that are useful to his body in the supermarket.

These days, she has been studying cooking every day, and she has made great progress. She even said that it is getting better and better.

It's just that when she stood at the door with two big bags and entered the password as usual, the system prompted her that the password was wrong and she couldn't open the door.

She thought she had made a mistake, put down her things, and entered again carefully, but the system still reminded her that the password was wrong.

Hexi's determination turned cold, and when he thought of something, he suddenly burst into anger, and knocked on the door in anger, "Qin Pianran, open the door for me!"

Inside the door, not long after Lian Zheng arrived, he was playing chess with Qin Pianran as usual, when he heard the knock on the door, he was surprised, "Is the door broken?"

"It's your turn." Qin Pianran reminded Lian Zheng with a calm expression.

"I'll go and open the door." Lian Zheng stood up and said.

"No need." Qin Pianran stopped him, "No need to open the door for her."

Lian Zheng sat back, thought about his words carefully, and then asked tentatively, "Did you quarrel with Xiaojue?"

"No." He said lightly.

"So there is some misunderstanding, in the Cold War?"

"No."

Now, Lian Zheng couldn't understand, "Then why don't you let her in?"

"I just want to get rid of the relationship, which is a good thing for her." Qin Pianran's black eyes were like deep pools, which made people feel cold all over,

Lian Zheng realized the seriousness of the situation and didn't ask any more questions.

Then He Xijue knocked harder, "Qin Pianran, I know you're inside, don't hide, open the door for me, what do you mean by hiding like this? Are you shy? Why do I miss you the most? Tell me clearly! What's the matter with closing the door like this?"

"Pianran, I think you really shouldn't hide like this. Even if there is something wrong, it's better to make it clear in person. Avoiding it like this won't solve the problem." Lian Zheng was a little worried when he heard this, and he still tried to persuade Qin Pianran .

Qin Pianran knew more or less what He Xijue's character was like, and knew that she could not give up so easily.

Now that Lian Zheng was here again, he got up and walked slowly towards the gate.

As soon as the door opened, He Xijue looked at the man indignantly, "What do you mean? And you changed the password of the door? Qin Pianran, are you going to heaven?"

"Brother Lian is here, we will talk about our affairs later." Qin Pianran left a word, turned around and walked slowly towards the sofa.

He Xijue looked past him at Lian Zheng who was on the sofa with an embarrassed expression on his face, and knew that it was not appropriate for him to pursue it now, so he held back his anger, turned around, picked up his things and walked to the kitchen.

Probably because her mood was affected today, she just cooked a few random dishes, and when she came out, she found that Lian Zheng had left at some point.

She thought, probably because she was afraid of being affected by the invisible war between the two, so she left early without telling herself.

"It's time to eat." She said to the man on the sofa displeased.

Qin Pianran raised her eyes and looked over. Although it was a certain distance away, He Xijue felt a strong chill.

This is different from him in the past, somewhat like that night five years ago.

What happened that night still scares He Xijue when she thinks about it, so when she sees him like this, she subconsciously wants to back down, "I, I remember that the company has something else to do, so I won't have dinner with you, I'll go first. "

"Let's talk." Qin Pianran ignored what she said just now, and opened her mouth coldly.

"Didn't I say everything? My company still has something to do..."

Qin Pianran looked at her steadfastly, her eyes were so dark that it was difficult to see what was going on in his heart.

"Then go get busy first." Qin Pianran accepted her statement, didn't look at her again, but went to the dining table, and ate in silence.

He Xijue had no choice but to leave his residence and drove aimlessly, not knowing where to go.

Her mind is in a mess. She has never been afraid of anything since she was a child, but what happened five years ago, she still has lingering fears when she thinks about it now.

That incident happened on his birthday.

On that day, she prepared a big surprise for Qin Pianran. She wanted to treat herself as a birthday present and give it to him in person.

For his birthday, she prepared for a long time, and prepared very carefully.

After looking forward to it for a long time, this day finally came. She was full of expectation that after this night, the relationship between them would be one step closer...

Unexpectedly, what awaited her was the most disheartening scene.

When she opened the door of his room and saw the scene of him having sex with other women, at that time, she wanted to die.

She didn't know how she left there, she just walked in a panic on the snowy street wearing thin clothes.

Terrified, desperate, and helpless...

She didn't even know how long she had been walking until she couldn't walk anymore and fainted on the ground.

After waking up again, it was already three days later. She fell ill, so serious that the doctors almost thought she would never wake up again.

The man she loved stood beside the hospital bed. She saw worry in his eyes, but it also reminded her clearly of that cruel scene.

Her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't speak, so she could only look at him bitterly.

She thought he would explain, but he didn't say anything, just took care of her silently.

She lost her temper, threw things, and even refused to receive treatment, all of which he endured.

When she finally got better and finally had the courage to ask him, he only gave her a word.

That sentence made her completely disheartened.

"It's impossible between us," he said.

He Xijue still clearly remembers that look in his eyes. In countless midnight dreams, she woke up coldly in that look, and then couldn't sleep all night...

She can only use work to numb herself, even if her stomach bleeds after drinking and drinking.

But after that?

She was still desperate to find that the person in her heart was still him.

She thought, he just made a mistake that all men in the world would make, why didn't she try to forgive him?

Later, she tried her best to get close, tried her best to please her, and tried her best to forget the scenes she didn't want to remember, thinking that she could be with him again like this, as if nothing happened.

But it turns out that she is really naive.

As she once said to Su Muyan, after so many years, it's not like she never thought of giving up.

But she just can't let go, what can she do?She is also very desperate...

More than ten years, not overnight, not an affair...

He Xijue was really not reconciled, she stopped the car and went into the small bar beside her.

***
That night.

Qin Pianran had eaten for a long time, but he still sat at the dining table without moving.

The dishes on the table were already cold, and there were clean tableware on the opposite side.

When the clock on the wall rang ten, he got up and slowly brought the dishes into the kitchen.

He didn't throw away the unfinished dishes, but put them back in the refrigerator. After washing the dishes, he slowly tidied up the kitchen.

From the time the decoration was completed to the present, she was the only one who had come in and used it.

Even if she wasn't there, he could still feel her breath.

Leaning against the sink, he lit a cigarette and smoked it slowly. In the smog, he seemed to see that bright little girl.

That year, she was 15 years old, and she was a genius girl in the mouth of the old general Hexi.

A 15-year-old girl from another family has just entered middle school, and she has already skipped a grade to the second year of high school, and her grades are very good.

At that time, he had just received his Ph.D. He planned to go to work in the company arranged by the old man as a way of repaying his kindness, but the old man intended to let him study abroad, so he came to say goodbye.

From elementary school to university, Mr. Hexi has been supporting him, so the Hexi family is very kind to him.

He still clearly remembered that day, it was a sunny day, a 15-year-old girl trotted in from outside with a full body of vigor, before she could see her clearly, she heard her voice.

In a very crisp voice, he said happily, "Grandpa, I won No.1 in the Mathematical Olympiad, and the horse you promised to give me will keep its word."

When she got closer, she realized that there was no grandpa in the tea pavilion, only a stern man sitting there.

"Who are you?" He Xijue asked curiously.

Qin Pianran thought for a while and said, "You are Hexi Jue, right? Hello, my name is Qin Pianran."

The girl tilted her head and looked at him.

The sun shines in through the window, casting a large area of ​​light and shadow, mottled the entire tea pavilion.

He Xijue has never seen such a good-looking man, more than any man she has ever known... um, eye-catching.

In short, her eyes just fell on this man, and she couldn't move her eyes away.

For a moment, she seemed to hear the sound of her heartbeat, her cheeks felt hot, she looked away in a panic, and replied shyly, "I'm He Xijue, hello, Qin..."

She suddenly didn't know how to address her better, so Qin Pianran took the initiative to say, "I'm much older than you, you can call me Brother Qin."

"Brother Qin." He Xijue scratched his head in embarrassment and asked, "Are you here to find my grandfather?"

"Well, the old general has something to deal with, let me wait for him here."

"Oh..." She looked left and right, and then sat on the side, "I have something to ask my grandpa too, let's wait together."

Qin Pianran naturally had no objections, he was not a talkative person, and for the rest of the time, he was silent most of the time.

It was rare for He Xijue to be quiet, so he just sat obediently by the side, with his usually high-spirited temperament, he was as quiet as a real lady, sitting there, as if he was calculating how lightly his breathing should be.