love addiction

Su Muyan didn't know how she got downstairs and hid in the kitchen, still panicking.

If He Xijue's meddling in Shaoyang was just an introduction, then this text message directly destroyed Su Muyan's world.

The overwhelming feeling of suffocation surged up again. She clutched her neck with difficulty, trying to breathe more air, but found that she seemed to be unable to breathe at all, and the whole person was struggling on the ground.

Obviously there is no sound around, but all kinds of noisy voices are deafening in the ears.

"On the 26th, it's your turn."

"Now that you've come here, you forget who you are. Just remember your number. From now on, you'll be number 26."

"No. 26, please cooperate a little bit. If you don't cooperate, you will end up like No. 39. You don't want to do that, do you?"

"number 26……"

"Number 26!"

"26..."

"what!"

Su Muyan finally called out.

The whole person seemed to relax from a high degree of tension all of a sudden, and leaned feebly there to breathe, and then gasped again.

A large amount of air rushed into her lungs, which made it difficult for her to accept it all at once, and she coughed painfully, tears and snot flowed out from the cough.

After the heart-piercing cough passed, she slowly stood up with all her strength, turned on the faucet, picked up the water with her hands, and poured it on her face non-stop, as if she wanted to borrow such a This way, make yourself sober, and sober again.

Since seeing a psychiatrist with Zhuo Ran, her condition has stabilized a lot.

Although it was shadowed by entering the detention center some time ago, it was within the control of Su Muyan and it didn't have much effect.

However, today, the painful feeling of the manager again made Su Muyan realize that she might be ill again.

This disease is not a physical disease, so it cannot be cured by any medicine.

There were footsteps on the stairs, Su Muyan hurriedly took out a tissue, cleaned up all the water stains on her face, and went out after making sure that there was nothing unusual.

Just in time to meet He Xijue who was walking over, seeing her, she tried her best to smile, "I'm going to ask you to go downstairs for dinner."

"Did I sleep for a long time?" He Xijue didn't pay attention to the time, saw her eyes were a little red, and asked worriedly, "Have you cried?"

"I just got it from cutting onions." Su Muyan casually found a reason.

"Then why don't you wear glasses? Didn't you put glasses in the kitchen?" He Xijue didn't doubt it, walked over to hold her face and kissed her, "Seeing you like this makes me really hungry."

"Then let's eat." Su Muyan evaded without a trace, and went to the kitchen to get the dishes.

Yinyin and Yuema lived in the old house with Hexijue, it was Qin Wen's order, so there are only two people left here today.

For one dinner, He Xijue was very satisfied.

Su Muyan carefully put away her emotions and did not show them.

After dinner, he went to the study to deal with some business. Su Muyan took a long bath in the bathroom, and didn't come out until he felt his mind cleared up.

Wearing only thin pajamas, she walked to the balcony, took out her mobile phone, and called Zhuo Ran.

Now she urgently needs someone to confide in, and the only person she can talk to seems to be Zhuo Ran.

Zhuo Ran who received the call felt a little helpless, "Actually, for me, I don't want to receive your call at this point."

"I just got sick again."

A few simple words made Zhuo Ran's heart sink, "Why?"

Su Muyan told Zhuo Ran what she saw, and Zhuo Ran advised her, "First of all, this is just what you see, and sometimes what people see is not the essence of the thing, and then it triggers itself to produce a series of things. Thinking wildly, at this time you have to restrain yourself and find some other things to do, such as reading a book, watching TV, or sleeping, to adjust yourself, if these can't be changed, then you can try to take some sleeping pills to help you sleep. It may be the fastest way, but I don't recommend it, if you have to, you can choose this way..."

Zhuo Ran counseled her for a long time, but in the end Su Muyan chose to take sleeping pills to sleep.

She couldn't stop herself from thinking about those things, so she had to treat herself in the worst possible way.

When He Xijue returned to the room, Su Muyan had already fallen asleep.

I don't know if it was because he was tired, he took a shower and returned to the bed, hugged her and kissed her a few times, but she didn't respond either.

He thought, she might be really tired, so he didn't wake her up, just hugged her like this, watched quietly for a while, then took out his phone and opened the text message he just saw.

At the beginning, he just wanted to figure out why Su Muyan insisted on divorcing him. He thought about this reason for a long time but he couldn't figure it out.

Later, he realized that the reason Su Muyan wanted to divorce him seemed to be related to her mental illness.

So he asked Zhuo Ran to help Su Muyan, Zhuo Ran is a very professional psychiatrist, he will not reveal anything, but at least it can make Su Muyan feel better.

And he asked Lan Xiu for help, and after a long search, he found out about WILD.

Once he knew this place, He Xijue guessed what Su Muyan had experienced.

WILD is a place for the rich and powerful to entertain, it is more absurd, more promiscuous, and more secretive than Haitian Shengyan.

They are not in one city, but are mobile. No one knows who is behind the scenes of organizing this WILD feast.

But even people like Long Sanye advised him not to investigate, which is enough to prove the status of these people.

But for Su Muyan, even if he hits a stone with an egg, he has to take the risk to try it.

The recording that Su Yunxi took was not surprising to He Xijue at all, it was something he knew a long time ago, so he directly destroyed it, and talked with Su Tanxuan once, although he didn't mention Su Muyan's past, but He told him on the sidelines that Su Yunxi was not a good woman, and keeping her would be a harm to Su Muyan, which made Su Tanxuan choose to send her abroad.

Su Yunxi's trouble is resolved, but the real war has just begun.

There are really very few things that can be found out about WILD from the outside world. He Xijue can only use such an adventurous way to test it out.

However, to He Xijue's surprise, his involvement in WILD was actually related to his uncle's family, and he followed this clue to find out their motives for attacking his grandfather.

After my uncle's family framed me to enter WILD, my grandfather cut off all support for their family, so that my uncle's family held a grudge. In addition to the economic downturn in the past few years, my uncle with no investment acumen kept losing money. I asked my grandfather many times, begging him for help, and my grandfather asked my father to give him a project to do.

Unexpectedly, the uncle's son had a crooked mind on this again, and embezzled a lot of money, resulting in problems with the quality of the project. Grandpa was very angry and demanded that this matter be severely investigated and dealt with.

They are forced to use such extreme methods.

The annual WILD feast is about to begin again, and the city chosen this time is Jiangcheng. After all, Jiangcheng has made rapid progress under the management of Li Muhao in the past two years, and its various developments have also ranked among the best in the country. Development has turned Jiangcheng into an international metropolis, so WILD chose to be in Jiangcheng this year.

He Xijue didn't know who would be attending the feast this time, and he wasn't sure if he could escape safely, but no matter what, he had to try.

He deleted the text message, turned off the phone and put it aside, then lowered his head and kissed Su Muyan's forehead a few times.

***
When Su Muyan woke up the next day, He Xijue had already left the house, leaving a note saying that she would be on a business trip for the next two days, and asked her to go to the old house and take care of herself.

For some reason, Su Muyan breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the news.

Because she doesn't know how to face him, it is also a challenge for her to face him with a forced smile every day and cover up her own thoughts.

Su Muyan tidied up briefly, went out without breakfast, and headed to the hospital.

Just now I called Qin Wen and proposed to visit grandpa, Qin Wen agreed, so she went over without thinking about eating.

When he arrived at the hospital, He Xihao just came to pick up Qin Wen, saying that there was an important banquet to attend.

Qin Wen told Su Muyan a lot of important matters before leaving with He Xihao.

Before coming here, Su Muyan thought about all kinds of possibilities, but none of them were so sad as seeing is believing.

Lying on the hospital bed at this moment, the grandpa who had lost a whole circle of weight was completely different from the majestic him on weekdays.

That wave of righteousness disappeared at this moment, and what was left was a dying haggard.

Su Muyan's eyes were red, and she poured warm water and used a cotton swab to moisten Grandpa's throat little by little, and finally couldn't help choking.

"Grandpa, get well soon, I really can't hold on anymore."

She knew that grandpa couldn't hear anything now, but she had no one to tell her, so she could only say it in this way.

"I think He Xijue already knows about WILD. If he is investigating this matter, what should I do then? This will ruin him. Grandpa spent so much effort to keep him safe. I just saved him from this incident, I am very scared...Grandpa, what should I do?"

Su Muyan grabbed Grandpa's skinny hand, crying uncontrollably.

"If I had listened to your persuasion and left directly, it would not have been in this situation. It was my benevolence. I should not have caused the current situation because of my reluctance to hide. The thing I am most worried about and most afraid of has happened. , this will harm He Xijue, and even implicate the entire He Xi family, I'm sorry, it's my fault..."

The person lying on the hospital bed was not moved by her, but still fell asleep.

At this moment, Su Muyan really felt that she was desperate...

Even her grandfather, who once showed her the way, couldn't talk to her at the moment, and could only lie here every day, with all kinds of instruments plugged into her body, and even her last breath was left.

"Grandpa, what should I do? Should I leave now? Can I still leave? Is it... Is it the end of this because I disappeared?"

"Mu Yan, is this the reason you chose to divorce?"

A voice sounded behind her.