love addiction

Once something like resistance is lost, it can never be built up again.

Just like Su Muyan at this time.

Facing his teasing, how could she resist, she collapsed into his arms after a few strokes, and let him do whatever he wanted.

This, she thought, was an indulgence.

It was only in this place that she might be able to let go of those worries and grudges in her heart, and be able to completely obey the thoughts in her heart, accept, feel, and love.

Yes, she loves this man.

I don't know when this feeling started.

It probably started when he wanted to marry herself without hesitation, and it was probably when he defended her again and again...

It may also be when her hand was cold, but he kept holding it.

It's not that I haven't been moved, it's not that I haven't been moved.

***
Bang bang bangs woke Li Jieyu up from her sleep.

Being used to being woken up like this, she got up without any complaints and went to open the door.

When the door opened, there was a smell of alcohol. He had experienced this scene countless times in his life. Without even frowning, Li Jieyu reached out to support the drunk man, "Why did you drink so much again?"

"You don't need to ask about the matter of the lords, bring me wine!" Mu Wenwen swung her away in disgust, and staggered towards the small sofa, "What the hell are you doing in a daze? Hurry up and get me wine ah!"

"I've already drank so much, so don't drink any more. Besides, where is the wine at home? Go to bed early, and I'll get you some hot water."

"Who the fuck wants water, I want wine, won't you give me wine, right? I'll find it myself!"

There is absolutely no reason for a drunk person. Mu Wenwen directly overthrew Li Jieyu to the ground, and searched for it in the past.

Li Jieyu managed to get up from the ground, and leaned on the small sofa to relax.

Mu Wenwen turned the house into a mess, but he still couldn't find the wine, and it was completely blown up. He went directly to Li Jieyu and asked, "Where did you hide the wine? Get it out for me!"

"There's really no alcohol left at home."

"Stop talking nonsense to me, get me some wine quickly, or I'll kill you, believe it or not?" Mu Wenwen was already looking fierce.

Although the children are older, Mu Wenwen's domestic violence is less frequent, but he will do it from time to time.

Li Jieyu didn't have the strength to resist at all, and was overthrown by him again, this time he didn't even have the strength to get up.

Mu Yan, who had just fallen asleep, heard the movement outside, hurriedly opened the door and came out, went to help Li Jieyu up, glared at Mu Wenwen angrily, "What are you doing? Don't lose your temper with my mother every time you come back drunk. "

"You still dare to challenge me, don't you? Your wings are stiff, right?" Mu Wenwen picked up the clothes-drying pole beside him as if beating Mu Yan.

Mu Yan, who was already a head taller than Mu Wenwen, snatched the clothes-hanging pole away, "You still let me be beaten and scolded like I was when I was a child?"

"You..." Mu Wenwen probably didn't expect that Mu Yan already had the ability to fight against him, and was overwhelmed by his aura for a while, and he was stunned for a few seconds and said, "Okay, whatever, grow up one by one, wings They're all hard, and they're all about to sing against me, right?"

Mu Yan didn't bother to pay attention to his nonsense, and said to Li Jieyu, "Mom, are you okay? Didn't hurt anywhere?"

"I'm fine..." Li Jieyu shook her head and didn't say much.

Mu Yan knew that even if Li Jieyu was injured, she wouldn't say it, most of it was endured by herself. For so many years, she had endured the beating and scolding of Mu Wenwen, that's why Mu Wenwen was so arrogant.

It was useless for Mu Yan to talk too much, so he had to help Li Jieyu go back to his room to rest. As for Mu Wenwen, no one paid any attention to it, so he stopped.

But how could Mu Wenwen let Li Jieyu go so easily? Since he can't hold Mu Yan anymore, he naturally wanted to take his anger out on Li Jieyu. He grabbed Li Jieyu and asked, "When I owed Brother Hao a gambling debt back then? , Where did you get the money to pay back? Did that damn girl go out and sell it?"

Li Jieyu was shocked, and looked at Mu Wenwen in fear, "You, what nonsense are you talking about!"

Mu Yan was also a little surprised, "What do you mean?"

"You all pretend to be me, right? Don't think that if you don't tell me, I don't know anything!" Mu Wenwen snorted a few times, "I met Brother Hao a while ago, and he told me."

Li Jieyu trembled in fright, "You... don't listen to his nonsense, it's nothing, the money was borrowed, anyway it's not what you think."

"What do I think? Back when our family was like that, who would lend us money? It must be that dead girl who went out to sell her."

"Mom, what's going on?"

"No, really not, don't listen to his nonsense, he is drunk and talking nonsense."

Li Jieyu didn't know where the strength came from, so she pushed Mu Yan away, and went to forcefully pull Mu Wenwen back to the room, "Go to bed early if you're drunk, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"Li Jieyu, don't fool me, let me tell you... I will..."

boom……

The door was slammed shut, and Mu Yan was locked outside.

There were bursts of chaotic noises in the room, but Mu Wenwen was not talking.

Standing at the door, Mu Yan's heart was suddenly as cold as a cold wind passing by, his black eyes were full of despair.

When the accident happened, he was still young, and he was still living in school, so he didn't know much.

It's just that when I came back, I learned that my father had gone to another place, and my sister had disappeared for a while. After returning, I locked myself in the room, feeling very depressed.

It took about three or four months before I slowly got better.

At that time, he simply thought that his sister was just like that because she lost her love...

He didn't dare to think about what Su Muyan had experienced back then.

***
"Young Mistress, go and rest. I'll accompany you, Young Master. It's getting late." After closing the window, Yue Ma came over to persuade Su Muyan who was faintly guarding her.

She was a little distracted today, and even Yue's mother noticed that she thought she was tired, so she advised her to go to bed early.

Because there has been lightning and thunder outside, it is estimated that it will rain in autumn, and Yue's mother is also afraid that she will freeze.

If it really freezes, the young master should feel distressed again.

Su Muyan looked at the time, got up and said, "Then I'll go back to my room first, it's raining outside, Yuema, you should also keep warm."

"Ok."

Back in the room, Su Muyan took off her pajamas and planned to take a shower.

He Xijue didn't come back tonight, saying that he had an important contract to sign.

After returning from the hot spring clubhouse, Su Muyan never went out, either accompanied Yinyin, or stayed in the room alone.

He Xijue went to find Qin Pianran, and said that he would not be back until tomorrow night, so the villa tonight was very quiet.

Just as Su Muyan was about to enter the bathroom, the phone rang at this moment. She ran to pick up the phone with some anticipation, but she didn't see the name she wanted to see.

The call was from Mu Yan, I don't know why, seeing him calling at this point, Su Muyan's heart sank for no reason.

She put down her pajamas and hurriedly picked it up, "Mu Yan? What's wrong? Why are you calling so late? Are you at home?"

"Sister... I'm outside."

Mu Yan's voice, mixed with the sound of thunder and rain, was extraordinarily cold.

"Outside?" Su Muyan looked out the window in astonishment, "Where is outside?"

"It's just outside Hexi Jue's house."

"When did you come? Why didn't you tell me, wait a minute, I'll answer the door right away." Su Muyan walked downstairs quickly without cutting off the phone.

When he opened the door, gusts of icy wind and rain came blowing towards his face. Mu Yan just stood in the rain, his clothes were already soaked, and he was shivering.

Su Muyan quickly pulled him in, "What's the matter with you? Can't you call me directly if you have anything to do? Go upstairs quickly, and I'll find you a change of clothes."

Mu Yan followed her without saying a word, and when he reached the room, Su Muyan retreated to the bathroom.

And she went to He Xijue's closet to look for clothes. Mu Yan was shorter and thinner than He Xijue, so the clothes were probably too big.

Su Muyan vaguely remembered He Xijue's fitness clothes, which he had worn before, found them based on memory, knocked on the bathroom door and handed them in.

Fearing that he would catch a cold, he went to the kitchen to make ginger tea while he was taking a bath.

When he came out, Mu Yan had already showered and came downstairs, his face looked pale under the light, Su Muyan handed over the ginger tea and urged, "Hurry up and drink some ginger tea to warm your body, don't catch a cold .”

"sister……"

Mu Yan took the warm ginger tea and shouted tremblingly.

"If you have anything to say, let's talk after drinking." Su Muyan knew that Mu Yan was not the kind of frivolous person, and if he came to find her so late, something must have happened, so he tried his best to make him less nervous.

Mu Yan looked at the ginger tea in his hand, lowered his head, avoiding her gaze, but tears slowly gathered in his eyes.

"Did something happen?" Su Muyan waited until he was almost drunk before asking.

Mu Yan didn't know how he finished drinking a whole cup of ginger tea. He got up and said, "I didn't have anything to do when I got up, but my parents had a fight. I felt helpless, so I ran out."

"Is it really okay?" Su Muyan was dubious.

Mu Yan nodded heavily, "It's really fine."

"Okay then." Su Muyan didn't want to ask more questions, looked at the time and said, "It's so late, don't go back tonight, just stay here, they have been here for so many years, don't worry too much, It's always going to get better."

"I have to go to school tomorrow morning, so let's go back."

"Then I'll drive you..."

"No need!" Mu Yan hurriedly refused, "I'll just take a taxi back, it's not too far away."

Su Muyan looked at him, Mu Yan was obviously avoiding her eyes, she asked again, "Mu Yan, did nothing really happen?"

"Really, no." He replied somewhat uncertainly, "Sister, it's really all right."

"Okay, then you go back and pay attention to safety, and send me a message when you get home." Su Muyan walked him to the door and gave him an umbrella, "Remember to take a taxi, don't take the bus to save money, it's so late Good to wait."

"it is good."

Mu Yan opened his umbrella and walked into the rain.

Su Muyan didn't go back immediately, but stood there looking at his back.

After walking a few meters, Mu Yan stopped, paused, and looked back at Su Muyan.

The eyes of the two met in the rain, but they couldn't see each other clearly through the rain.

Mu Yan opened his mouth and said silently, "Sister, I'm sorry..."