love addiction

Su Muyan guessed a bit, and didn't mean to blame her, but said, "Sister, don't feel guilty, it's my problem, it has nothing to do with you or him."

"It's okay to have nothing to do with me, but it's not okay to have nothing to do with him." He Xijue said hastily, "Mu Yan, although I don't know what happened between you two, I can tell that you have feelings for him. It won't be like this, will it?"

She was silent, and her eyes fell on Yin Yin's body, a little distracted.

He Xijue looked at her and continued, "Although I did something wrong last night, it's not enough to make you lose control of yourself. If you really resist from your heart, you can refuse."

Su Muyan's face turned red, probably because of the embarrassment of being mentioned last night.

"Don't be embarrassed, I'm just saying, you are not as indifferent to him as you seem on the surface, why do you have to leave? Look at Yinyin, how young is he? He needs his parents, and in an environment where his parents are together Growing up is the best thing for children, as a mother, what can't you bear?"

"Sorry……"

"Don't say sorry, no one is blaming you, we just don't understand why you have to end the relationship between you in this way, you love Yinyin, we can all see it, so there must be something It's a very difficult question, it's right for you to make such a choice, if you don't mind, you can tell me about it, maybe I can help you solve it?" He Xijue asked with concern, saying these words , is also heart-to-heart.

Su Muyan trembled slightly when she held her hand, "I know...I know you are doing it for my own good, but I really have a problem."

"Then you just say it. In this world, there is no problem that cannot be solved. If you can't think of a solution alone, why don't we all figure it out together?"

"I..." She still couldn't speak.

He Xijue continued to coax, "Didn't you survive the big thing that happened to Jue back then? You don't know, do you? Before you married him, a very big thing happened, we all thought He couldn't make it through. Grandpa was so angry at that time, he was going to be handed over to the army, and he was beaten half to death. When he was lying in a coma on the bed, I thought grandpa was too cruel, but we all I know, it's not unreasonable for Grandpa to be so angry, so he didn't dare to make a sound. He gritted his teeth and survived. Now he is much, much better. Mu Yan, everything is getting better. Why do you Can't we be together?"

"Back then... do you know what it was?" Su Muyan asked tremblingly, her hands trembling so badly that she pulled back for fear of being noticed by He Xijue.

"Actually, I don't know too well. I just took over the overseas business back then. I went there for half a year. I heard that something happened to him. When he flew back, he was already lying on the bed unconscious. After waking up, the family members I kept silent about this matter, I couldn't find out why, so I stopped asking, anyway, something that can make grandpa go to war is definitely not a trivial matter." He Xijue shook his head and said.

Su Muyan remained silent and did not answer, twisting her pants slightly with her fingers.

He Xijue sighed again, "But I can more or less guess a little bit, but he was young and young, he made all kinds of friends, he was surrounded by a group of cronies, and he loved to play, we all thought he was going to be led astray .”

Su Muyan stood up suddenly and said, "Sister, I, my mother just asked me to call later to tell me something, I almost forgot, I will call."

"Mu Yan?" He Xijue knew that she was running away again, and wanted to keep her.

But she had already walked out of the room quickly, leaving her sitting there alone with a helpless expression on her face.

Su Muyan returned to the room, closed the door, and suddenly became short of breath, which was a kind of panic shortness of breath, and the coldness on her face was gone, replaced by panic.

The black pupils contracted violently in the eyes, and the throat seemed to be pinched by an invisible big hand, and he felt that he was about to suffocate.

She stretched out her hand to cover her throat, and the painful sliding seat fell to the ground. The deadly feeling came over her, and her legs began to struggle and kick.

Outside the door, Yue's mother knocked on the door and asked softly, "Young Mistress, dinner is ready, let's go down to eat, I'm going to wake up the young master."

She wanted to agree, but she couldn't make a sound no matter what, her delicate face was flushed red, veins appeared on her forehead, and she was in terrific pain.

Yue Ma didn't wait for a response, she thought she didn't hear it, and continued to shout, "Young Mistress, did you hear that? Dinner is ready."

"Well……"

Su Muyan almost used all his strength to make such a small sound.But fortunately, Yue Ma heard it, and she felt a little relieved, "Then you come down quickly, I will call the young master first."

At that moment, Su Muyan felt a large amount of air pouring into his lungs, coughed all of a sudden, his body relaxed from tension, and he lay powerlessly on the ground panting.

Tired, really tired.

This feeling frightened her. She crawled to the head of the bed in fear, and turned on the light. The warm light made her feel as if she was still alive.

For a moment, she really felt that she was dead, and even felt the call of death to her.

She didn't know how long she sat on the ground, until Yuema called her again, and she came back to her senses, the clothes she was wearing inside were soaked, and her hair was messy.

Supporting the bed, Su Muyan got up slowly, and said to Yuema outside the door, "You guys eat first, I will come down after taking a shower."

"...Okay." Although Yuema felt strange, she agreed.

After going downstairs, He Xi never saw Su Muyan, and asked worriedly, "Why hasn't Muyan come down yet?"

"She said she would come down after taking a shower."

"Bath? What kind of bath do you take at this hour?" He Xijue looked bewildered.

Mother Yue spread her hands, "I don't know either, young mistress doesn't have this habit, and I don't know what's wrong, she suddenly needs to take a bath today."

"Forget it, let's wait." He Xijue was not in a hurry, teasing faintly.

Su Muyan took a bath for a long time, maybe she didn't feel it, but the people who were waiting did.

When she arrived in the bathroom, she began to rub herself like crazy and kept scrubbing herself. She used up the large bottle of body wash, but even so, she still felt that it was not enough, so she kept scrubbing.

Knowing that his body felt pain and his hands were sore, he stopped weakly and looked at his pale face in the mirror in despair.

You can't do this, Su Muyan, you can't do this.

She kept repeating this sentence in her heart, as if slowly regaining a little strength, she put on her clothes and went downstairs with heavy legs.

Finally, when she came down, He Xijue and Yuema breathed a sigh of relief, "Yuema, these two dishes are getting cold, go and heat them up."

"Okay." Yue Ma and He Xijue agreed without asking anything, just like usual, they ate this dinner with Su Muyan.

When resting at night, Su Muyan and He Xijue spoke, "Sister, do you have Zhuo Ran's phone number? I want to make an appointment."

"Ah, yes, no need to make an appointment, just go anytime, I'll go say hello."

"Okay." Su Muyan nodded and said nothing.

When He Xijue told He Xijue about this matter, his heart was a little heavy, "You are familiar with Zhuo Ran, please give me a good advice."

"I know this, when are you coming back?"

"I……"

"What are you, I see Mu Yan's complexion is not good at all tonight, what's wrong with you, come back quickly."

"it is good."

He Xijue finally gave his approval, "That's right, come back quickly, how can you run away at such a critical moment?"

He Xijue hung up the phone and asked his assistant to book the nearest flight back to Jiangcheng. When he arrived in Jiangcheng, it was already three o'clock in the night.

He didn't go back right away, but went to Lan Xiu's place.

Lan Xiu spent most of his work day and night, so Jue Hexi's visit didn't bother him at all.

When he saw He Xijue's haggard appearance, he was a little surprised, and asked, "Second Young Master seems to have a lot of troubles recently, what's the matter? The married life is not harmonious yet?"

If this had been done before, He Xijue would definitely have retorted fiercely, but tonight, he really didn't have the strength to refute. He sat on the sofa, rubbed his eyebrows and asked, "I asked you to help me last time." Is there any result in the investigation?"

"Oh, when I contacted you yesterday morning, your cell phone was disconnected, and I was about to tell you about it."

As soon as He Xijue heard it, he became excited, and when he raised his eyes, his eyes became sharper, "Say it."

"We checked a lot of information, compared the data, and got a result based on your wife's living environment and survey information. Are you sure you want to listen?"

"Say." The man's words were firm, without the slightest hesitation.

Lan Xiu patted him on the shoulder, "This result may come as a surprise to you."

"Say it directly."

"WILD."

The man's eyes froze with resentment, as if he felt that he had heard it wrong, "What did you say?"

"You heard it right, it's WILD." Lan Xiu said with certainty.

"……This is impossible!"

Lan Xiu shrugged helplessly, "You don't think it's possible, do you? When I got the result, I was also very surprised, so I wanted to contact you at the first time, but I couldn't. Fortunately, you are here now. Then I'll tell you directly, anyway, all the data and survey results point to WILD, so I guess, your wife's knot should be related to this place."

He Xijue's expression was unprecedentedly condensed, and his voice was even colder, "Lan Xiu, you also know where WILD is. I don't want any inferences, I want an affirmative answer."

"That's the answer in the affirmative."

He Xijue didn't know how he left Lan Xiu's studio, and when he got home, he didn't disturb anyone, just sat in the living room, just like the night before, he came down from the study, and just sat in the living room overnight.

But the despair at that time was not as heavy as the despair now.

Everything, like a huge boulder, began to pile up on his body bit by bit, heavy and unable to turn over.

He clenched his fists.