love addiction

"Grandpa, I have always been very grateful to grandpa for treating me as a real family member. Even after so many things, grandpa still treats me as before. Mu Yan is very touched. What I can do for this family is really It's very limited, just like what I said to my grandfather back then, it's the best choice for me, this family, He Xijue, and Yinyin when I leave."

After all, the old man could only sigh, "That's all, I said I respect your choice."

"Thank you, grandpa." Su Muyan said these four words with reddened eyes.

She was afraid that she would cry if she stayed any longer, so she hurriedly found a reason to leave the study. It happened that He Xijue came upstairs. Seeing her red eyes, she thought she was being scolded by her grandfather, so she immediately asked nervously, "Is grandpa very angry? Did you scold you? It's all right, don't be sad, grandpa is that tempered, outspoken, just let it go after scolding, just be patient."

"No, grandpa didn't scold me." Su Muyan shook her head, not wanting He Xijue to worry about herself, "Grandpa has always been very kind to me, why would he be willing to scold me?"

"Then... why are you crying?"

Su Muyan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes in a panic, "I just feel a little guilty."

He Xijue understood what was going on right away, and comforted him with a smile, "It's better than anything else, if you say anything strange, and live well with my brother."

It was difficult for Su Muyan to answer these words, but at this moment, the old man heard He Xijue's voice and shouted in the study, "Boss is back?"

"Ah, grandpa, that's right, your ears are so sharp that you can hear them from so far away." He Xijue immediately walked to the study with a smile on his face, and began to flatter him before they met.

If you want to say who in this family pleases the old man the most, it must be Hexi Jue. She can accurately know the old man's preferences, and she can even say things that the old man likes to hear in a cute and obedient way.

So Xiaohexi's family was in such a situation, no matter how much Hexijue made the old man angry, she could always coax the old man into submission when he was angry, and get through it safely by herself.

But He Xijue is different, he has been the one who has been beaten badly since he was a child, and every time he gets beaten, He Xijue will be by his side for fun, telling you to be tough, saying a few nice words can avoid a beating, It's not a disadvantage no matter what, so her brother is too stupid.

He only knows everything is stuffed in his heart, he won't say what he thinks, and his posture is still very high, so how can he make girls happy like this.

This is actually the same as coaxing the old man to be happy. It's just that he doesn't understand himself, and she is helpless.

When Su Muyan went downstairs, Qin Wen was teasing her. Seeing her coming down, she immediately ordered the servants to bring desserts to Su Muyan.

"Muyan, this wine glutinous rice ball is your favorite food. I asked someone to prepare it when the Western Conference said you were coming. Now the temperature is just right. You can eat some to warm up your body."

"Thank you mom."

Qin Wen was very satisfied with her title, and said with a smile, "Yin Yin has grown up a lot, the little guy is getting smarter and smarter, he is exactly the same as He Xijue when he was a child, but I don't know if his temperament will be the same as him , so stubborn, if you are very stubborn, it is not easy to educate, you have to worry about it in the future."

Su Muyan ate the glutinous rice balls made with wine, looked at Yin Yin who was playing with toys, and felt a lot sweeter, "Children's nature is good, as long as they are guided correctly, they will be fine."

"I'm talking about being stubborn, easy to lose, and keeping everything in mind when encountering things, and not expressing them. How can you let others know what you think? Speaking of which, this is very similar to his grandfather. I used to talk to Your father is quarreling, he is always bored, he doesn't say anything, he is just a bored gourd, you don't know how angry I am, sometimes things that can be solved with one sentence, if you have to hold back, you are not afraid Suffocate yourself."

When Qin Wen talked about her family, she had a happy look on her face, even though she was complaining.

In the upper circles of Jiangcheng, everyone knows how much love Qin Wen and He Xihao have. Even though they are an old couple now, they are still as sweet as newlyweds. I don't know how many people are envious.

Naturally, Su Muyan is also envious. Growing up in such a family, she has never felt the love between her parents. There are only quarrels, crying, and the father going home to beat the mother to the child.

So she has always hoped that she can find a husband who loves herself and she loves very much, even if it is a mediocre life, supporting each other along the way, and joining hands forever.

Once, she thought that person was Chu Kuangge.

So from the day she was with him, she planned everything about him and herself in the blueprint for the future, including when they got married, what kind of job they were looking for, and when they could save enough money to buy a house , when can you have children and so on.

All of these, Su Muyan has carefully planned.

However, it was still empty after all.

All the changes began at that time. Chu Kuangge betrayed their relationship for the immediate benefit, and something happened to her, and she was later found by her real parents.

It turned out that she was the daughter of the Su family, the daughter of that rich family.

Before she had time to accept these changes, she was forced to accept the family marriage and marry He Xijue.

So during the blind date, she refused, but she didn't have the strength to struggle, so she could only be forced to accept it.

After marrying He Xijue, she also thought that if she accepted this man slowly, she might be able to live like this for the rest of her life.

But that's just thinking about it.

When she knew that she was pregnant with Yin Yin, she really thought about not having the child, because she was afraid that she would not be able to give the child a stable home.

But she didn't know that He Xijue would have such a big reaction, and would use such extreme means to force her to give birth to this child. At that time, she was also very reluctant. She was already in a painful choice, and was so cruelly chosen by He Xijue. Persecuted, she breathed a sigh of relief, and even felt that she had found an exit and gave birth to the child.

She thought, with He Xijue's ability, she should be able to give Yin Yin a good environment to grow up, so she chose to leave in the end.

When she left, she really never thought that she would have so many entanglements with this man. Maybe this is the so-called fate. From that night on, their fates were so tightly intertwined. .

"Mu Yan, Mu Yan?"

Qin Wen was talking to Mu Yan, and found that she was distracted, so she stretched out her hand and waved in front of her eyes, "What are you thinking about?"

"No... I'm a little distracted, probably because I didn't rest last night." Su Muyan put the bowl back, and then said to Qin Wen, "Mom, I believe He Xijue, he will take Yin Yin well."

Hearing what Su Muyan said, Qin Wen was somewhat disappointed, sighed and said, "I don't know what happened between you two, I am He Xijue's mother, and everything I say seems to help my son But I still want to say, Mu Yan, He Xijue has never let you go, I, a mother, can see it, he has never paid attention to any woman, even if he was ridiculous before, but That was before, after meeting you, he really changed a lot, can't you give him another chance?"

"Between us..." Su Muyan spoke with some difficulty, as if stuck in his throat, he paused for a few seconds before continuing, "The relationship between us has never been like this because of the past."

"What is that for? You don't want to tell He Xijue, so why don't you tell Mom?"

"Mom... I'm sorry."

Qin Wen was disappointed and sighed, "Forget it, if you don't want to say it, it's useless for me to force you. I believe you should know what happened this time. He Xijue is a little impulsive in doing things, but in recent years it has changed. A lot, and didn’t make his grandfather angry, but this time, the old man made a big move and was very disappointed with him. You know, he did this because of you. Don’t you feel moved? I don't feel anything anymore, so what he did has nothing to do with you?"

"..."

Su Muyan didn't know what to say for a while, or she didn't have the courage to speak.

Not moved?
how is this possible.

When she knew all this, she wanted to rush to his side and hug him.

But she can't, she can only treat it indifferently, even when facing Qin Wen's questioning, she can only hide all her emotions in her heart, and smile bitterly, "Maybe... I am born with a cold heart." Thin people."

"You..." Qin Wen really couldn't do anything about this child, "You, you, I have said so much, but in exchange for this answer, do you know that he was in a coma on the bed for three days before waking up? As a mother, how angry was I at that time? If it wasn't because he loves you, and I love you so much, I really couldn't talk to you so calmly, you really let me down. "

"……sorry……"

That was all she could say.

Qin Wen felt that her heart was severely blocked. As a mother, she felt this way. She wondered how desperate her son was?
During this time, she has seen He Xijue's transformation.

But she couldn't do anything, she could only watch her son change from the high spirits before to the taciturn, moody, even depressed.

Yes, it is low.

Those eyes are getting deeper and deeper, so deep that even a mother like her can't see through them, so she feels distressed.

"Mu Yan, do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I hear you say this? I really feel sorry for my son. Mother and child are connected. I feel that my son has been wronged. Similarly, as a mother, you want What kind of life will Yinyin live in the future? No mother? Or, to put it harshly, he is a child abandoned by his mother? Do you know how bad it is for him?"

When it comes to faintness, Su Muyan's heart aches terribly.

Why doesn't she know?
But... who can understand her difficulties?