love addiction

It took a long time for Su Muyan to calm down after she went downstairs, and simply cooked two bowls of noodles. He Xijue also came downstairs at this time.

Wearing plain home clothes, the simplicity made the man look a bit more delicate.

But when Su Muyan saw the long sleeves, he frowned slightly.

Although it's not hot, it's not too cold. He usually wears short sleeves at home, but yesterday and today he has been wearing long sleeves.

When Su Muyan was eating noodles, he couldn't help but look at his hands.

Helplessly, this man hid it perfectly, so that she had no traces to follow, so he simply finished eating the noodles a few times, and said to He Xijue, "You can wash the dishes, I'm a little sleepy, I'm going to sleep first."

"...Okay." He Xijue didn't refuse, thinking she was really sleepy, so he agreed.

Su Muyan turned around and went upstairs, leaving He Xijue to finish eating the remaining noodles, and rolled up her sleeves when she went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

Outside the door, Su Muyan leaned towards the person who could see the kitchen, her face was almost pressed against the pillar, and she finally saw what was going on in the kitchen.

That little arm was covered with scars as she had imagined, and the little scars she saw before were just the tip of the iceberg.

Those scars criss-crossed on the arms, and finally spread and disappeared into the sleeves. There should be more invisible ones.

She felt a sharp pain in her heart, and really wanted to rush in and question him, what happened and why there were so many scars, but she also knew very well in her heart that it was impossible for He Xijue to tell herself.

Since this man chooses to hide, he won't open his mouth easily. All she can do is pretend that she doesn't know anything.

Back in the room, Su Muyan only felt his nose a little sore, and leaned against the wall weakly, his mind was in a mess.

She didn't lie back on the bed until she heard the sound of He Xijue returning to the room and closing the door. Those scars were lingering in her mind, and it took a long time before she managed to fall asleep.

But when he fell asleep, it was another nightmare.

The endless blackness, and the hoarse voice that has been changed.

"On the 26th, get up and eat."

"On the 26th, go and wash yourself, your guests are here tonight."

"Number 26, don't push your nose to your face, here, you have no one, right."

"Call me, call me if you are not obedient, until you are obedient!"

"..."

Su Muyan wanted to scream, but her throat was blocked by a group of people, so she couldn't scream, even breathing became so difficult.

She struggled very hard, sweating all over her body, but she still couldn't get rid of the confinement, and finally lost her strength little by little until she was desperate.

"number 26……"

"number 26……"

"what……"

Su Muyan woke up screaming suddenly, and found her breath all of a sudden, a large amount of air rushed into her lungs, causing her to cough painfully.

"what happened to you?"

He Xijue, who heard the movement, opened the door and came in, with a worried look on Jun's face.

Su Muyan held He Xijue tightly as if he had found a savior, "Help me, please, help me."

"Su Muyan?" He Xijue had never seen her like this before, and his heart throbbed fiercely.

He reached out to turn on the light on the side, wanting to see what was going on, but also because of the stimulation of the light, Su Muyan was so frightened that he threw himself into his arms, trembling, as if he was afraid what to fear.

"Yan'er?" He Xijue called out a nickname that he seldom used on weekdays.

Su Muyan said in a trembling voice, "Hold me, hold me."

He hugged her as he said, feeling her fear deeply, he could only comfort her and kiss her hair lightly.

Probably because of his comfort, after a long time, Su Muyan gradually calmed down, and fell asleep unsteadily in his arms.

But even so, there were still a lot of tears overflowing, Liu Mei was tightly frowned, and the look of fear that had not completely dissipated on his face.

What is it that makes her so afraid?

I've known her for so long, and shared the same bed for so long, but this is the first time I've seen her like this.

Su Muyan is not timid, nor coquettish. In order to scare her before, He Xijue deliberately showed her ghost movies, but she didn't feel it at all. Instead, she was quite frightened.

Therefore, he dared to conclude that Su Muyan definitely did not become like this because of any frightening nightmare.

Throughout the night, He Xijue didn't let go of Su Muyan. To be precise, it was Su Muyan who didn't let go of He Xijue. Even when he fell asleep, he hugged him tightly.

The next morning, He Xijue left first, he was afraid that Su Muyan would feel unnatural when he woke up.

When Su Muyan woke up, it was already very bright outside.

Drowsy and dizzy, she rubbed her temples with her hands, and some images flashed through her mind.

That was the picture of her being gently comforted by He Xijue...

It's unreal, but it emerges so clearly in my mind.

is it him?
She looked around, she was quiet, no different from the usual waking up alone, there was no trace of him.

Maybe not, or maybe I was dreaming.

She told herself so in her heart, but the feeling of being hugged was so real.

In the past, if she had this nightmare, she would suffer from insomnia for several nights, but last night she fell asleep and slept so late. Although she didn't sleep very peacefully, at least she didn't suffer from insomnia.

This was the first time that she got up to wash, and then went downstairs. Mother Yue was already feeding Yin Yin and porridge. Seeing her coming down, she immediately gave her the child and said to prepare breakfast for her.

Su Muyan looked at the empty space opposite, her mind was a little wandering.

It wasn't until Yuema came out with breakfast for one person that she had the answer.

After breakfast, she planned to go to the company. During the few days she disappeared, the people in the company were probably curious about where she went.

Although she knew that He Xijue would definitely make arrangements, she didn't know until she arrived at the company that everyone thought she was unwell and recuperating from illness. As soon as she arrived at the company, she was cared about by her colleagues. Su Muyan simply said a few perfunctory words and returned I went to the office to adjust my mood and plan to work hard.

Gu Bei knocked on the door and came in. Seeing that her face was very bad, he asked concerned, "Is it because you are still in good health? Let's rest for a few more days, and you are not in a hurry to come to work, so what are you doing?"

"I'm fine, I just haven't had a good rest, I'll be fine in a while." Su Muyan shook her head, reassuring Gu Bei.

Gu Bei sighed, "Women, you always say what you mean."

Su Muyan forced a smile and didn't answer the words, knowing in her heart that Gu Bei had seen through her long ago.

"Is that guy okay two days ago?" Gu Bei asked tentatively.

Su Muyan was stunned for a moment, and for a moment he didn't remember who he was asking.

Seeing her expression, Gu Bei knew that he was asking this question in vain. He smiled and said, "Okay, I know the answer. Take it easy, there will be a departmental meeting soon."

"Row."

When Gu Bei left and Su Muyan sorted out the materials, he remembered the meaning of what he just said.

Shaoyang!

Yes, it was because of Shaoyang that day that He Xijue locked himself up for three days.

I don't know how Shaoyang's situation is. With Hexi Jue's temperament, he will definitely not let Shaoyang go easily, but how did He Xijue get his injuries?

Could it be that Shaoyang did it?
Thinking of this possibility, Su Muyan was faintly angry, it was a kind of protective heart, she was defending He Xijue.

As soon as she thought of this, the phone rang, interrupting her train of thought, she could only put away her thoughts and answer the phone, who knew that the caller was exactly Shaoyang.

As soon as Shaoyang opened his mouth, Su Muyan recognized it. Before he could ask, he said directly, "Mr. Shao, no matter how you know my phone number, please don't bother me? I really don't want to talk to you. You have something to do with it."

"Is Miss Su still angry about what happened that day?" Shao Yang asked a little aggrieved.

"Yes, you are right, I was indeed angry about what happened that day." Su Muyan said bluntly.

Shao Yang hurriedly apologized, "I was reckless that day, I shouldn't make things difficult for you, but I just hope Miss Su will give me a chance."

"You're wrong, I'm not angry about this matter."

"What is that..." Shao Yang asked with some expectation, "Is Miss Su angry at He Xijue for beating me? It's okay, I'm fine, just take a rest."

Su Muyan really didn't know where this man had the face and courage to say these words, she endured and endured, and then said in a calmer voice, "I think Mr. Shao misunderstood something, I'm angry It's not that he hit you, but that he was angry that you let him do it."

"Miss Su... what does this mean?"

"I mean, Mr. Shao still doesn't understand? You are not worth his hands at all."

The phone fell silent, and Su Muyan hung up the phone directly. She was tired of talking to this kind of person.

This phone call directly affected her mood, so that she was a little distracted during the meeting. Gu Bei saw that she was not in good condition, and suggested that she should take a good rest.

For the first time, Su Muyan opened a back door for herself and left work early to go home.

Perhaps only by holding Yinyin can she be in a good mood.

Seeing Su Muyan coming back early, Yue Ma was also a little surprised. She pointed to the upstairs and said, "Master came back in the morning. He has been in the study upstairs and hasn't come out until now."

"Has he had lunch then?"

"no."

Su Muyan hesitated for a moment, but went to the kitchen to prepare food.

Although her cooking skills are not superb, she is still very good at home-cooked dishes. After all, she has been cooking for her family since she was very young.

She didn't ask He Xijue to go downstairs to eat, but directly prepared a tray and sent the food upstairs.

It's just that the further she walked in, the faster her heart beat. When she reached the door of the study, her palms were already sweating.

I don't know what's going on recently, but every time she gets close to He Xijue, she will have this kind of situation, completely lacking her usual calmness.

Sometimes in order not to let He Xijue see his nervousness, he had to pretend to be indifferent. Fortunately, he was used to it, so he probably didn't notice anything unusual.

She adjusted her breathing, raised her hand and was about to knock on the door, when He Xijue's voice came intermittently from inside, it must be someone calling.

"So you haven't found out until now, what does the number 26 mean?"

bump……

A loud noise interrupted He Xijue's conversation.