love addiction

No matter how much others say Long Yejue loves her, but she still has that kind of anxiety occasionally, it's not a problem, it's just the feeling that she loves and cares too much.

So she can understand why Xu Yiyi has such an idea, and also understands that Xu Yiyi doesn't love Luo Feimo, but because she loves Luo Feimo too much, she has the current idea.

The person who tied the bell had to be untied. Tang Mianmian felt that no matter how much she said, it would not be as useful as Luo Feimo's hug.

"One by one, sometimes, you should ask yourself, instead of thinking about it here." Tang Mianmian tried to encourage her.

But Xu Yiyi didn't have that courage, "I'm scared, I admit that I'm a coward, Sister Mianmian, do you know how desperate I was when I lost that child?"

"One by one..." Tang Mianmian felt a sharp pain in her heart, "The child may not be destined for you, but you are still young, so there will always be."

Xu Yiyi shook his head, his eyes were very empty, "But my heart died. The moment I learned that the child was gone, my heart died."

"all……"

"Sister Mianmian, do you know? I had already chosen a good name for the child, and I still wanted to take her to those places to play, buy her the most beautiful clothes, and teach her to sing, but I didn't have any hope, I was disappointed The bigger it gets, the more I give up for only a moment, how can I continue? How can I have the courage to face it?"

Tang Mianmian was silent, listening to Xu Yiyi quietly.

She thought, Xu Yiyi must have never told anyone about her thoughts.

It's okay, let her talk about it at this time, maybe it will be better, no matter what the wedding is like, she hopes that the two of them will be well.

"Luo Feimo is very good, otherwise I wouldn't have liked him that much at the beginning, but what can I do if I love him? Many times, I love him from time to time. It's enough for a lifetime. If I'm still in love, I'm giving , I will get tired, women always want to find a man who loves them to live."

After listening to her talk for so long, Tang Mianmian probably understood what she meant, "But you haven't tried it, how do you know that he is not the one who loves you?"

"I don't dare to try it anymore." She was very powerless, with despair in her tone.

Tang Mianmian hugged her distressedly, "Yiyi, love is a gamble, no matter what the result is, as long as you work hard, you will not be ashamed of yourself no matter what the result is, think about it, when you get old, you look back at yourself For the rest of my life, I will regret not being a little braver at that time.”

"Is that so?" Xu Yiyi looked at her in a daze.

"You also know why I left Long Yejue and went to Haicheng for more than five years, right? Then I thought, if I had been braver at the beginning, I might not have missed these five years, and the children would not have lost their lives in five years." I only met my father when I was [-] years old. Sometimes I felt very guilty, thinking that my cowardice made the children lose the opportunity to get along with their father in the past five years, so this is also my regret. Fortunately, in the end we We are still together, so we can use the remaining years to make up for the missing five years, but Yiyi, what about you? If you really let go, then it may be a lifetime when you turn around, and in the future, you will never meet again , he may have other joys, and you may also meet someone who you said loves you and live your life in a normal way, but can you control yourself not to remember?"

Tang Mianmian's words caused Xu Yiyi to fall into silence.

Indeed, it was impossible for her not to remember.

Even if it is just a hypothetical thought now, if she has no interaction with Luo Feimo in the future and becomes a stranger, her heart will be so painful that she will die, how will she face the rest of her life without him?

Pity?

she doesn't want to have...

But she was really scared in her heart. These two feelings were fighting in her heart, which made her fall into a dilemma. She suddenly collapsed, holding her head and shaking her head, "I don't know what to do... I really don't know..."

"Actually, when you are in trouble, you already have the answer in your heart, but you don't want to face it." Tang Mianmian patted her head, then picked up the phone in her hand and said, "Okay, you heard this too There are too many, what to do, choose for yourself.”

Xu Yiyi looked at her in panic.

Tang Mianmian got up with a smile, hung up the call with Luo Feimo, and said comfortingly, "Yiyi, be brave, no matter what, I will stand by your side, if you really don't want to marry today Him, I will take you to escape marriage."

"Sister Mianmian..." Before Xu Yiyi could speak, the door of the dressing room was opened.

The person standing there is Luo Feimo, holding a mobile phone in his hand.

That was when Tang Mianmian had just talked with Xu Yiyi, she called, but she kept silent. She also knew that Luo Feimo hadn't hung up the phone, and wanted him to listen to her chat with Xu Yiyi, so that he could understand , What is thinking in Yiyi's heart.

Tang Mianmian walked over, raised her fist and hit him on the chest, "I'll give you one by one, don't let me see her tears, or I won't let you go."

"En." Luo Feimo nodded, with a complicated expression on his face, and when Tang Mianmian was about to go out, he said, "Mianmian, thank you."

"Take it as repaying your kindness." Tang Mianmian smiled innocently, and in Luo Feimo's eyes, that smile was a bit like Long Yejue's.

It is said that two people will be similar after getting along for a long time. It seems that this is not true at all.

The little sheep has been trained by the big bad wolf to become a little fox.

But Luo Feimo was still very grateful to her, at least she let herself understand what Xu Yiyi was thinking.

This woman actually thought he didn't love her.

As soon as Tang Mianmian left, only Xu Yiyi and Luo Feimo were left in the whole room. Xu Yiyi got up nervously, stubbornly endured the red eyes just now, looked at Luo Feimo, and thought about it. The son thought of the methods he used.

Including letting her sleep for three days and forcibly bringing her here to get married...

Xu Yiyi bit her lip, wanting to rush out, not wanting to be in the same room with this man.

But before reaching the door, the door was closed by the man. He stood in front of the door and looked at her with eyes that Xu Yiyi had never seen before.

She became more and more flustered, and asked angrily, "Luo Feimo, what exactly do you want?"

He didn't speak, but still looked at her with that look.

Xu Yiyi took a step back, thinking that the distance would make him calm down a little, but it turned out that doing so was useless, and his influence would always exceed his estimation.

This is what made Xu Yiyi nervous the most, and his voice was a little trembling when he said, "Get out of the way, I want to go out, I want to go home."

"One by one." Luo Feimo finally spoke, but his voice was extremely gentle.

Xu Yiyi was taken aback for a moment, then came to his senses randomly, and stepped back again, "Don't call me that, every time you call me that, it's time to plot against me."

She didn't forget that he used this trick to confuse herself before she fell into a coma.

She learned a lot from a fall, and this time, she absolutely must not be fooled by this man.

"Yiyi, you never asked me, how do you know that I don't love you?" Luo Feimo finally said this.

Xu Yiyi was a little startled, she probably didn't expect the opening remarks to be like this, so sensational, so... It made her heart beat faster.

"I'm not a man who likes to talk about love. I thought that if I kept you by my side, you would understand. After listening to what you said to Mianmian just now, I seemed to understand that I didn't do well. , I finally think about you from my own perspective, but I don't think from your perspective, that's why I make you feel so insecure, I'm sorry, I made you feel wronged..."

"you……"

Xu Yiyi never thought that such words would come out of Luo Feimo's mouth.

He is such a proud person, the heir of the Luoshi Group, the proud son of the Luo family, would actually blame himself and apologize for her uneasiness.

The person in front of me... is it really Luo Feimo?

Xu Yiyi was a little confused.

"It's like I thought you wanted to marry me, so I prepared this wedding for you, but you said you don't want to marry me. I always put my own thoughts on you, so that I ignored your heart Thoughts, so, sorry."

"Luo Feimo..." Xu Yi couldn't speak anymore after calling her name. She bit her lip, afraid that if she made a sound, she would cry.

"I heard what you said to Mianmian just now. It was my fault that I failed to give you the sense of security you wanted. I'm sorry..."

Such a proud man said sorry several times in a row, making Xu Yiyi completely panicked, "You don't have to say that..."

"Including that child." The man still interrupted him, paused, his ink eyes sank a little more, and then he said, "I'm also very sad to lose that child, but it's far less than the harm you suffered. I didn't I can protect you all, so I'm sorry."

When talking about children, Xu Yiyi fell silent.

For more than a year, they dare not touch this topic.

During the first period when he lost his child, Xu Yiyi didn't say a word for a long time and remained silent all day long.

Luo Feimo used many, many methods, found a psychiatrist to counsel her, and even used threats and coercion, so that she gradually got better and was willing to speak.

But Luo Feimo also knew that on the surface she was fine, but the scars in her heart would always exist.

This injury can never be healed.

Luo Feimo closed his eyes, turned around, turned his back to Xu Yiyi, took a long breath, and then tried to maintain a steady word order and said, "Yiyi, I'm sorry, I know that these apologies are useless, But I still want to tell you that when you said you were going to leave me, I really panicked, so I used that method to bring you here. I thought of many ways to keep you in By my side, but this is the only way to think about it, but now I realize that I was wrong. What's the use of keeping your people, but not your heart? The harm I gave you is that I can't even make up for a cup Yes, that is what I owe you, Luo Feimo, so this time, I will give you the right to choose, instead of forcing you like before."

He paused, and his voice became more and more dull, "If you want to leave, I will arrange for someone to take you away immediately, to where you want to go."

His heart ached severely.

At the same time, after Xu Yiyi heard these words, his heart ached fiercely.