love addiction

"I really have something else to do, nothing else." Su Muyan explained to herself.

Zhuo's mother couldn't understand, but Su Muyan said so, what can she say as a servant, she can only sigh and say, "I have cooked a lot of dishes you like today, and it's still the young master It’s a pity that you don’t eat it if you ordered it a long time ago.”

Su Muyan didn't answer, but just lowered her head and stared at that cute little face in a daze.

The conversation between the two was overheard by He Xijue who was leaning against the stairs.

The servant came to ask him to go downstairs. He originally wanted to refuse, but when he thought of the scene he saw in the yard just now, his mind moved, but he didn't expect to hear such a conversation.

Be disappointed, this is He Xijue's thoughts.

It's just that he's already completely disappointed, so what can he do?
He was crazy to help her yesterday, and even after she said that, he called to help her solve Mr. Ding's troubles.

Even by accident, he didn't go out the first time after waking up in the morning, but waited at home.

He Xijue knew what he was waiting for, but the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

After waiting all morning, but hearing such words, all the good mood disappeared at this moment.

There was a surge of anger in my heart, and I couldn't vent it no matter what, and finally couldn't bear it, and walked down from the stairs.

Su Muyan had just finished feeding Yinyin, and she was still a little reluctant to leave immediately, but she also knew that she had to go, and was about to call Zhuo's mother when she saw the man coming down the stairs.

His expression was very cold, and he was looking at her coldly in his dark eyes.

Su Muyan suddenly became nervous, and faintly moved in her arms again, babbling to go to He Xijue's side, probably because seeing her father was very happy.

After the divorce, Yin Yin was almost always taken by He Xijue, so she was very close to He Xijue, Su Muyan knew this, but when she saw Yin Yin broke free and wanted to run to He Xijue, she felt a little lost in her heart.

But she didn't force her to stay, but walked over with Yin Yin in her arms, "Yin Yin wants you."

He Xijue took it over, and when he was holding the child, his expression had changed, it was not as cold as before, replaced by a gentle smile, and his tone was also very gentle, "Yin Yin, do you miss Dad? Let's go, Dad will take you high .”

He giggled happily, stretched his hands and danced, showing that he was really happy.

Su Muyan watched the father and son playing happily, but she stood there awkwardly like an outsider, not knowing what to do.

Zhuo Ma put the food on the table and called to the two of them, "Young Master, Young Mistress, it's time for dinner, please give me a hug, Young Master."

Although Su Muyan told Zhuo's mother many times not to call her young mistress, but when she really called her in front of He Xijue, it was different. Her face became hot all of a sudden, she was a little embarrassed, and she didn't even dare to look at her. He Xijue, I'm afraid he thinks she deliberately asked people to call him that.

He Xijue acted as if he hadn't heard, and went to the dining table with his arms in his arms.

Faintly is already very curious about food, even after drinking milk just now, she still wants to grab the chopsticks with all her teeth and claws.

He Xijue carefully protected Yin Yin, while coaxing, "Boy, you can't eat these, didn't you drink grandma just now? Are you still full?"

Zhuo's mother hurriedly greeted Su Muyan, "Young Mistress, come and eat, it's all your favorite dishes."

"No, I have something to do, so I'll leave first." Su Muyan wanted to run away.

He Xijue still teased Yin Yin, as if he didn't hear Su Muyan's words, but said when she picked up the bag, "Yin Yin can eat some simple food, don't you want to feed him yourself?"

These words successfully made Su Muyan stop.

Of course she wanted to!

but……

Su Muyan turned her head to look at Xiao Yinyin, that cute little face was staring eagerly at the food on the table, almost drooling.

At that moment, Su Muyan's heart was so soft that she completely let go of her worries, put down her bag and walked over, "What can he eat now? Egg custard? How much can he eat?"

"Young mistress, you don't know that the young master has a very good appetite. He needs to eat a small bowl of egg custard for a meal, but if he has had milk just now, he should eat less."

"Okay." Su Muyan walked over with a cute little bowl, and sat beside He Xijue.

Faintly knowing that he was going to be fed, he kept throwing himself into Su Muyan's arms, but He Xijue didn't let him rush over by holding him, "Blow it, he's afraid it will be hot."

"Okay." Su Muyan did as he said, and blew the egg custard to cool before feeding it. The little guy just took a bite and was so happy.

Seeing this scene, Su Muyan felt her hands were shaking, and her heart was almost melted by this little guy.

It would be great if I could be with him every day and see him like this.

He Xijue's half-drowned eyes could see all her expressions. This woman has a simple mind, and he could see what she was thinking at once, and then casually said to him, "Stinky boy, if you are so greedy, what will happen in the future? Don’t you eat by yourself very early and don’t need to be fed? I think you must be walking very early, thinking about crawling on the ground every day, Zhuo Ma, give him more climbing mats, I don’t think it will take much time will walk."

"Yes, yes, the young master has a strong body, and he will definitely walk early, and he is starting to babble these days, but he doesn't know whether to call him father or mother first." Zhuo's mother said with a smile.

He Xijue curled his lips lightly, "You must have called me first, after all I am with him every day."

Su Muyan moved her hands faintly, a burst of bitterness flooded her heart, stuffy, and her eyes were a little wet.

Yes, I really have very little time to spend with Yinyin, and Yinyin is closer to He Xijue, so it is understandable to call him first.

But they are already like this now, and there is nothing she can do to restore it. All she can do is accept it, and accept every first time that she can't participate, and maybe he will call someone else's mother in the future...

Yes, that's for sure, it is impossible for Hexi's family to allow Hexi Jue to be so single all the time.

Su Muyan's heart suddenly throbbed, especially when she thought of calling another woman's mother faintly, it was really hard for her to accept.

"Why are you in a daze? I still want to eat faintly." He Xijue reminded her lightly.

Su Muyan was flustered for a while, and hurriedly fed it.

At this moment, He Xijue remembered He Xijue's phone number. He glanced at it casually, then shoved it faintly into Su Muyan's arms and said, "I'll answer the phone first, give me a hug."

"Okay." Su Muyan wanted to hug Yinyin for a long time.

He Xijue answered the phone at the side, the voice was not loud enough for Su Muyan to hear.

"I'm staying with Yinyin at home, I don't have a job today."

"Now? Didn't we meet yesterday?"

"Favorite? It's okay, as long as she is nice to Yinyin, she can say anything."

"What's wrong with the stepmother? If she doesn't want it, it's the woman who is willing. Anyway, faintness is the most important thing. Didn't you make me go on a blind date? Why are you still worried now?"

"Okay, okay, I get it. Next time, I'll find a chance to let her come to my house and try to get along with Yinyin. If it's suitable, I'll let her."

Su Muyan could understand what these words meant.

It turned out that he had already gone on a blind date, and had even decided who his future partner would be, and he was thinking of taking that woman home and trying to get along with Yinyin...

Obviously it was something that Su Muyan could have predicted early on, but why did she feel so sad and wronged when she really heard him say it?

It's as if my things have been snatched by someone, it's very uncomfortable.

Su Muyan was flustered because he had such a thought, and kept hinting to himself that it had nothing to do with him, even if he married someone now, that was his freedom.

From the moment of divorce, her relationship with this man was doomed to be her ex-husband and ex-wife.

I once saw a sentence describing this kind of relationship as the most familiar stranger, but now that I think about it, it is really the most appropriate description.

She and He Xijue are the most familiar strangers.

Zhuo's mother also heard He Xijue's conversation, and looked at Su Muyan nervously, but Su Muyan didn't seem to respond, making it impossible to guess what she was thinking.

He Xijue returned to his seat calmly, and reached out to hug Yinyin, but Su Muyan moved aside for a moment, and said flatly, "Let me hug you."

He Xijue didn't argue with her, he just sat beside him and ate his meal gracefully, looking faintly from time to time.

The little guy has a good appetite, and even though he had just had milk, he still finished the half bowl of egg custard. Su Muyan put down the spoon after feeding him the last bite, feeling a strong sense of accomplishment in his heart.

Zhuo's mother came over to hug Yinyin, "Young Mistress, you can eat, the food is getting cold, I'll hug Yinyin to some activities."

"Well... okay." She couldn't help but let go, and could only watch Zhuo Ma take her away faintly.

Turning around, Su Muyan became a little nervous, because she and He Xijue were the only ones left here.

Although they had met face-to-face yesterday, she still felt very nervous being alone now.

It's just that it's not right to go now, or not to go, I can only sit down and pretend to concentrate on eating, if He Xijue takes a second look, he will find that her hand holding the chopsticks is trembling slightly.

Fortunately, He Xijue didn't say anything, and he finished eating before Su Muyan. Su Muyan had been waiting for him to leave. Who knew that he was just sitting there looking at his phone, and he didn't seem to plan to leave.

She felt like sitting on pins and needles, put down the bowl and chopsticks after taking a few mouthfuls of food, and was hesitating how to say goodbye to He Xijue, but before she could speak, He Xijue spoke first.

"Has yesterday's matter been resolved?" He Xijue's tone seemed to be casual, and he asked casually.

"Well, Mr. Ding didn't pursue it, so it's settled." Su Muyan said with a guilty conscience.

"Well, that's good." He nodded slightly, and then said with disdain, "Although you have nothing to do with me, I don't want my child's mother to be involved in any lawsuits."

There was bitterness in her heart, but she could only smile hard, "I'll go and see Yinyin."

He didn't answer at first, but just stopped her when she got up to leave, "Su Muyan, I might get married, and there will be another hostess here in the future, and there will be a mother faintly, so you might not be able to come here." So convenient."

Su Muyan himself was avoiding this question, but who knew that he would take the initiative to mention it, and even saying that, suddenly became angry, and turned his head to stare at him.