love addiction

When Ming Zi ran out of the ward, he saw Mrs. Ming standing not far away.

As soon as he walked over, Mrs. Ming scolded, "Ming Ziyu, are you still my son? How did I teach you? You treat your benefactor like this? If Qingxin really did something stupid today, what do you want me to do?" Facing the adoring mother?"

"Mom, don't get involved in this matter, I will handle it." Ming Ziyu said the same thing.

"You handle it? You've already let Qingxin choose this path, so I'll let you handle it!"

Ming Ziyu couldn't help pinching the center of his brows with a headache, and his complexion was not very good.

Mrs. Ming sighed and persuaded, "Qingxin is such a good girl, can't you treat her well? You have to know that she saved your mother's life. You can't forget this kindness, you know?" ?”

Ming Ziyu's silence made Mrs. Ming a little unhappy, but this was her son after all, and it was a public place, so she couldn't say anything, so she had to go back to the ward.

Mrs. Ming gave Ye Qingxin a good meal to calm her down, and she was finally comforted. By the time she left, it was already two hours.

For more than two hours, Ming Ziyu has been standing in place without leaving, and there is a pile of cigarette butts in the trash can beside him.

When Mrs. Ming came over, she smelled the smell of cigarettes on him, and she couldn't help but frowned and said, "I've comforted Qingxin, you take time to visit her every day, if you are too busy with company affairs, I will let your father Arrange someone to help you deal with it, in short, you have to come to accompany her, at least to make her emotionally stable."

He remained silent and did not defend himself.

Faced with him like this, Mrs. Ming couldn't say anything, so she could only leave.

In the ward, Ye Qingxin said to Yan Yueru, "In this way, Mrs. Ming will definitely stand by my side out of sympathy."

"Well, I just saw Mrs. Ming scold him."

"But why hasn't he come in yet?" Ye Qingxin looked and looked at the door of the ward, but she still didn't see the figure, and couldn't help being a little discouraged.

"As a man, if he is reprimanded, he must feel ashamed. You can just let him be quiet for a while, don't push him too hard." Yan Yueru persuaded.

Ye Qingxin thought about it, so she felt relieved, "Next, I'll wait for Ming Ziyu to compromise."

Ming Ziyu brought Ye Qingxin dinner, very light food, and accompanied her to finish the meal without saying a word.

Even so, Ye Qingxin was already very satisfied.

She also took the initiative and said considerately, "Ziyu, it's getting late, you go back and rest, I will be good, as long as you come to see me every day."

"I come to see you every day, will you agree to the operation?"

As soon as this was mentioned, Ye Qingxin's face changed slightly, and she paused for a few seconds before saying, "It's okay to have surgery, but you have to marry me first, and when I see our marriage certificate, I will have this surgery."

Ming Ziyu's eyes darkened for a moment, he didn't speak again, and got up to leave.

He drove downstairs to Ye Qingcheng's again, and then looked at the WeChat message sent by Ye Qingcheng's assistant, which contained videos, photos, and some text descriptions.

They were all taken by Ye Qingcheng when she was shopping today.

In the photo, she looks the same as before, but her eyes are empty.

Ming Ziyu always felt that such eyes were very familiar, very familiar, but he still couldn't remember where he saw them.

After reading those messages over and over again, he put away his phone, looked up, and met himself in the rearview mirror, only to realize why he thought Ye Qingcheng's eyes were familiar just now.

Because, my own eyes are also like this, empty.

Suddenly, he felt very stuffy, so he drove down and stood in the cold wind, only then did he feel that depressive feeling was much better.

Ming Ziyu just leaned on the car, looking at Ye Qingcheng's window, and it took him a long time.

It wasn't until he sneezed that he realized that his hands and feet were cold and his whole body was shivering, so he returned to the car, lit a cigarette, and began to think about things again.

What is she doing at this moment?

At this time, Ye Qingcheng saw Ming Ziyu's appearance just now.

She had noticed it since he came, or maybe she looked there intentionally or unintentionally.

At first he didn't come, and she felt quite lost.

When she saw his car appear, she felt better again.

Just thinking of the things he did and the news that hadn't faded away, Ye Qingcheng couldn't relieve his anger, and ignored it, just looking for things to do in the room.

For example, try on all the clothes you buy.

For example, listening to songs over and over again.

But no matter what I do, my heart can't help but fly out of the window.

Finally, she turned off the stereo, put all the clothes into the closet, and then returned to the window, staring at the figure outside, in a daze.

Looking at it from my own angle, it was as if he was looking at himself, which made Ye Qingcheng feel like he was staring at him.

At first, he felt guilty, but later he comforted himself, because he couldn't see himself, so he felt a little more comfortable.

Then just stood here, looking at him.

She watched him for as long as he stood there, until he sneezed and returned to the car.

Ye Qingcheng heard herself curse, "Idiot!"

But my heart could no longer be at ease, I walked back and forth in the room several times, and finally went out with my clothes.

She knew that if she did this, she might lose face or something, but there was a thought in her heart that told her that she had to go and see to feel at ease.

Just treat it as if you are worthless.

When Ming Ziyu hadn't finished his second cigarette, someone knocked on the car window.

When he turned his head, he saw Ye Qingcheng's face.

Following the protective film, he looked a little hazy, but that face made him deeply moved.

Ming Ziyu's heart fluttered a few times, and finally he opened the car window, and then felt that this was inappropriate, and hurriedly drove the door down again.

"It's really you? I came out to take out the trash, and I saw this car looked familiar, but I didn't expect you to be here." When Jing Ran said this, he couldn't help scratching his hair.

That's an act of guilt.

Based on Ming Ziyu's understanding of her, she was immediately able to tell.

And Ye Qingcheng frowned because he smelled smoke. How much did this man smoke?

Is he still in a bad mood?
"Why are you here?"

"I... come and see."

"Look at what?"

"..."

look at you.

These two words seemed to have nothing to say, and Ming Ziyu suddenly became silent.

Seeing that he couldn't answer, Ye Qingcheng was also annoyed, so she said, "It's cold today, if you stay here for too long, you'll catch a cold easily, if you have nothing to do, go back, and rest early."

Ming Ziyu hummed, but did not act, and still stood there, as if the answer just now was not his answer.

Ye Qingcheng glared at him, and then asked, "Why don't you leave?"

"You go back first, I see you go back, so go."

"... I'll be back here for 2 minutes, you go first." Ye Qingcheng also stubbornly stepped on.

Ming Ziyu's lips moved, but she didn't know what to say.

In fact, there are many, many things I want to say in my heart, but in the end, those three words are the only ones that come out of my mouth.

They were also the three words Ye Qingcheng didn't want to hear at the moment.

I am sorry.

"sorry."

she heard him say.

Ye Qingcheng's heart trembled violently.

She wanted to hear anything, but the last thing she wanted to hear were these three words.

All the forbearing emotions seemed to have collapsed, and Ye Qingcheng's eye sockets began to become sore, she bit her lip, and finally asked, "Ming Ziyu, what do you mean? Why did you say these three words to me? Can you explain?" Explain."

"It's getting late, you go back and rest."

"I don't!" Ye Qingcheng growled, tears finally bursting into tears, "Ming Ziyu, don't you really explain to me? I've been waiting for you to explain to me."

Looking at her like this, he felt very distressed, as if holding her in his arms, but he didn't have the strength, so he could only say, "I'll call you, but you won't answer."

"Because I want you to explain it to me in person, not over the phone!"

After she finished speaking, she couldn't help but raised her hand and hit him.

again...

Ming Ziyu finally couldn't help it, and hugged her in his arms, "I'm sorry, Qingqing, it's my fault that made you suffer."

"Do you also know that I am wronged? Then you can explain to me, even if you are looking for an excuse." Ye Qingcheng questioned with a choked voice.

Ming Ziyu hugged her vigorously before saying, "Qingqing, go back to sleep."

"Ming Ziyu!" Ye Qingcheng was really angry.

"Qingqing, I'm in a mess right now, I don't know how to explain it to you, I'm even afraid, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch you, if..."

He paused for a moment before opening his mouth with difficulty, "If you meet someone better, then forget about me."

"Ming Zi meets..."

Ye Qingcheng never expected that he would say such a thing.

She thought of thousands of possibilities for him, but she didn't have this one. It turns out...it's all because of her own passion, right?

At that moment, she felt that her heart was dead.

I don't know where the courage came from, Ye Qingcheng pushed him away, and said, "Thank you for your suggestion, I will seriously consider it."

"Qingqing..."

"Don't call me that!" Ye Qingcheng interrupted him, "I'm such an idiot."

"pour……"

She turned around and ran, quickly disappearing from Ming Ziyu's sight.

At that moment, Ming Ziyu had the feeling of losing the whole world.

***
Ye Qingcheng locked herself at home for three days, and finally got a job.

It was also three days later that I saw the sun for the first time.

Ye Qingcheng thought, how did he spend these three days?

It seems that time stopped when Ming Ziyu said that sentence.

The assistant could see her haggardness, and asked worriedly, "Qingcheng, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Her answer will always be these three words.

But the assistant really wanted to say that you don't look well at all, but she was afraid that she would be upset, so she could only swallow the words, but said, "There is still a while before the event, you should sleep for a while and adjust your state." Well, today's activity is a bit long."

"I'm fine, don't worry." She said with a smile.

The assistant moved her lips, but in the end she didn't say anything, but held the phone, hesitated for a moment, and sent a WeChat to Ming Ziyu.