love addiction

"Oh, it's the company's business. I'm a little depressed. I've been smoking all the time." He put out the cigarette holder while talking, and opened the window to let the room breathe.

Because he knew that Mrs. Ming didn't like the smell of cigarettes.

This time, Mrs. Ming didn't talk about him, but said, "I can't help you with the company's affairs, but you have to combine work and rest. You must have not eaten yet? I made it for you. You can try it." taste."

"If you're not in good health, don't do it. Let the servants do it, don't always do it yourself." Mr. Ming told her with a frown.

"Isn't this Xiaoran coming, I will..."

Mrs. Ming stopped talking suddenly, and looked at Mr. Ming cautiously.

Although Xiaoran is his own daughter, she is not Mr. Ming's daughter. Mentioning it in front of him is tantamount to mentioning her past. Mrs. Ming was afraid of hurting him, so she quickly changed the subject, "I'm not tired anyway. , you eat first."

Mr. Ming sat down, feeling uncomfortable.

Especially seeing how cautious she is.

Once upon a time, the two people who were gluey like paint have become the cautious ones now.

Both of them are carefully maintaining the relationship between each other, but they find that neither of them has the ability to balance the relationship.

Just like today, he knew that Mrs. Ming would invite Jing Ran to dinner at home, so he could only find an excuse to talk about business and leave.

He was afraid that his presence would make Mrs. Ming feel uncomfortable.

Now it seems that she is still uncomfortable.

"Yinyin, I've thought a lot these days, and I always feel that the relationship between us is not what it used to be."

Mrs. Ming, who was arranging the bowls and chopsticks, had a meal with her hands, and even spilled some of the food on the plate. Her eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she looked at him in a panic.

Is he going to say break up?

Or to be separated?

Why……

"It just so happens that I need to deal with the matter in Canberra. I decided to go on a business trip tomorrow, so that we can all be calm and calm. Don't think about it. I have no other intentions. I just think it might be better if we separate."

Mrs. Ming suppressed her heartache and nodded, "Okay."

"You... Don't think about it, it's not that I don't want you." Mr. Ming was a little anxious.

"I won't think about it. Really, you can eat first. I...I have to call my sister." Mrs. Ming found a reason and went out.

Mr. Ming looked at her back as she left in a panic, feeling very powerless.

He was really just afraid that being here would make her feel uneasy, so he decided to give her some space.

But...why can't I do anything right?
For the first time, people who have been close, even those who haven't been separated in 20 years, are going to separate.

The most reluctance is that they are each other.

In the bedroom, Mrs. Ming still couldn't hold back her sad tears.

She held the mobile phone and wanted to call Xiao Yunfang, but finally put it down.

How could she tell her these things?

The next day, Mr. Ming still left, and he didn't come back all night.

Mrs. Ming also didn't sleep well all night, and when she heard the servant said that he had left in the morning, her heart sank.

After being absent-minded all day, he finally called the driver and wanted to go out to find Xiao Yunfang.

Mrs. Ming called Xiao Yunfang in advance and told her that she would look for her. Xiao Yunfang also bought a lot of vegetables.

Mo Mo also came to help. After all, she is also her aunt. She wants to see her.

Mo Mo also called Jing Ran, wanting her to come too, but Jing Ran said he was at work, so he didn't go.

In fact, Jingran didn't go to work, nor was she in the company, but...it was opposite Mo's.

In the coffee shop she often goes to.

I don't know why, but I really want to come here today, and from here I looked up at the floor where Mo Chengyu's office is located.

Even if you can't see clearly, even if you can't see him, you just look at him like this.

This situation is a bit like before, she stayed here just to have a look at him.

Only this time, it might be the last look.

In the bag beside him was a ticket, a ticket to leave Jiangcheng, and a ticket to go abroad.

The reason why she chose to leave is because she wanted to calm herself down, make herself forget, and let Mo Chengyu relax.

He insisted on sending himself abroad before because he was afraid that she would be sad if he knew about it.

Now that she knew it, she also felt that she should leave, because in this way, he would not work so hard.

It was a decision she had been thinking about all night, and she didn't tell anyone.

Even Ming Ziyu didn't know.

Jing Ran planned to go there and contact them again. Maybe Ming Ziyu would be angry and mother would be sad, but they could still contact him and relieve their pain of missing him on the phone.

But what about uncle?
Thinking of this person, Jing Ran's eyes were red, and he drank a cup of the bitterest and bitterest black coffee, but he didn't cry a tenth of it in his heart.

The plane was at night, so she sat there until two hours before takeoff. Mo's had already got off work, but she didn't see Mo Chengyu, so she should still be in the company.

Jing Ran came out of the coffee shop, looked up at where he was, and finally said silently in his heart, "Uncle, goodbye."

This time, goodbye for real.

This time, it may not be seen again.

If you can, please forget me, forget about a person named Jingran, live your life well, find an ordinary person, and just live your life.

Under the setting sun, Jingran's shadow was stretched very, very long.

***
Mrs. Ming is not good at expressing her feelings, but she is still very happy with Mo Mo and Xiao Yunfang.

After dinner, Xiao Yunfang took Mo Mo out to buy fruit, and she took Mrs. Ming's hand and asked, "Sister, do you have something on your mind? Tell your sister, don't hold it in your heart."

"How do you know?" Mrs. Ming looked at her blankly.

Xiao Yunfang laughed uncontrollably, "You haven't changed at all. It's the same as before. You can't hide your thoughts. Everything is written on your face. You are very innocent."

"Really?" Mrs. Ming was a little strange, "What was I like...? Sis, can you tell me about it?"

"Of course, what do you want to know?" Xiao Yunfang asked happily, "You used to be a big beauty, and many boys liked you."

Mrs. Ming listened to her tell the story of her past, which was unfamiliar yet familiar.

Xiao Yunfang talked a lot, and told Mrs. Ming all the interesting and happy things, except the sad things.

Mrs. Ming asked quietly, "Sister, can you tell me about the man I loved before I lost my memory?"

"You...why did you remember to ask him?" Xiao Yunfang's expression changed slightly.

"It's nothing, I just want to know." Mrs. Ming lowered her head, hiding the sadness in her eyes.

After all, that person should be Jing Ran's father. She wanted to know what kind of man would make her willing to give birth to a daughter out of wedlock for love.

"He... is a very funny and humorous person, and he is also a son of a rich family. At first you looked down on him, thinking that this person is very dandy. Later, you fell in love quietly and discovered many advantages of him. That Time, you talk about him every day, saying that he is different from those men who chased you."

Speaking of the past, Xiao Yunfang felt a little bit embarrassed.

It seemed like it was just yesterday, but in a blink of an eye, their children had grown up so much.

Mrs. Ming's heart was getting heavier and heavier.

It turned out that she really loved someone else, not Mr. Aiming who had always been in love.

This made her feel like she had betrayed Mr. Ming, so it was normal for Mr. Ming to be angry.

"What's his name?"

"Mo Chengzhong, by the way, is Mo Mo's father." Xiao Yunfang said, "You were very in love with each other back then, but our family is relatively poor, and it is impossible for a wealthy family to accept it. Mo Chengzhong's father disagrees. The two of you were together and got engaged to him. At that time, you were very sad, very sad, and even... committed suicide. "

"I...do I love him that much?"

"It was at the time." Xiao Yunfang nodded affirmatively, "At that time, the concept of being in the right family was very serious. No matter how sad you were, you couldn't go beyond this concept. Therefore, you are destined to have no results. Fortunately, you met Mr. Ming. , He doesn't care about your past, but he can still be with you, this is true love, you should cherish it."

Xiao Yunfang's earnest words made Mrs. Ming feel even more inferior.

She wants to cherish, but she doesn't know how to protect her marriage.

She didn't even dare to say that her husband was on a business trip, just to calm each other down.

"By the way, it's getting late. Mr. Ming must be in a hurry. You should go back. I'll take you out. Is the driver still waiting outside?" Xiao Yunfang pulled her and asked.

"Ah."

Mrs. Ming never dared to go to see Xiao Yunfang, because she was afraid that she would find out what was on her mind.

The two left the community and got into the car. Mrs. Ming waved to Xiao Yunfang, "Sister, I'll go back first, and you can visit my house if you have time."

"it is good."

Xiao Yunfang nodded in response.

After Mrs. Ming left, the smile on her face faded.

Just now when she asked about the past, Xiao Yunfang was a little frightened.

There are some things that she can't say, and if she can hide them, she will hide them.

But Mrs. Ming seemed to be a little sleepy, and she couldn't help feeling a little worried. What if she remembered?
It must be very sad...

So, if she can hide it, she can hide it. If she can keep hiding it, that would be the best.

Xiao Yunfang shook her head, turned around and went home.

Mrs. Ming was sitting in the car with the window open, looking out in a daze.

The driver drove the car and gave Mr. Ming's instructions, "Mr. Ming called just now to ask if you have gone back. He asked me to take my wife back earlier. The husband really cares about his wife."

"Really?" Mrs. Ming's eyes darkened for a moment, but she didn't speak anymore.

The driver also saw that his emotions were wrong, so he had to keep silent.

He stopped at the traffic light ahead, and Mrs. Ming was a little distracted looking at the passing vehicles.

The driver's phone rang at this moment. He looked at it and said hastily, "It's sir."

"Go ahead." Her attitude was still cold.

The driver had no choice but to pick it up by himself and reported the situation here to Mr. Ming.

At this time, an SUV drove over staggeringly, the driver didn't notice, and rammed directly into their car.

Mrs. Ming was distracted, but she didn't see it. Seeing that the car was about to collide, the two of them came to their senses. Mrs. Ming's eyes widened, and something broken flashed through her mind.

The car trembled violently and made a few loud noises...

The scene was in chaos.