love addiction

"Speaking of which, that Ji Zhixia made N number of phone calls to ask the boss, but the boss didn't answer, and even informed the security department that Ji Zhixia could not be allowed to come into the company. If he was really with Ji Zhixia, how could he do such a thing? Absolutely? I always feel that the situation is not right."

"How can we understand emotional things? Anyway, the way it is now, the wedding and so on, probably no more, and your fat has been lost in vain."

secretary,"……"

Do you want to remind her of such a cruel fact?

After leaving the company, Mo Chengyu drove aimlessly, and even almost hit the car in front of him several times. In the end, he had to pull over and smoke a cigarette to calm himself down.

In the busy traffic, his sight didn't have any focus, he just looked at the front blankly.

In the future, if Jing Ran wanted to leave, he still had the right to chase her back.

But now?

He has no reason or qualification to keep her, he can only watch her leave like this, but he can't do anything.

So powerless, so helpless, so incompetent!
King dye King dye...

Are you really... leaving?

I'm sorry.

Someone knocked on the car window, and the traffic policeman stood outside. After he opened the window, he said helplessly, "Young Master Mo, you have parked illegally. I'm sorry."

"Let's issue a ticket." He said indifferently.

The traffic policeman was taken aback.

He originally planned to tell Shao Mo to leave, and he didn't need any fines, after all, he was from the Mo family.

But he made such a request, which made the traffic police a little difficult to deal with, so he was just about to speak.

He urged again, "What? No more tickets?"

"Um, yes."

"Let's open it."

"...Okay." The traffic policeman issued a ticket helplessly.

Mo Chengyu readily paid the fine and let him leave, but he still stayed where he was, looking at the fine with a bleak smile.

It is estimated that Mo Chengyu himself has never thought about it, and he will have such a day, right?

ticket?

The last ticket was when he and Jing Ran were the sweetest.

But this ticket was the most painful time for them.

If that ticket is called a ticket for love.

So this ticket is called a breakup ticket, right?
Mo Chengyu suddenly crushed the fine, threw it outside, and drove away violently, as if he was throwing away something terrible.

The car quickly arrived at the imperial capital, the purpose was obvious, to get drunk!
He needs to get drunk!You need to numb yourself, you need to make yourself forget the pain, and it is best to be drunk and dreamy.

I used to meet He Xijue when I came here, but this time, even He Xijue didn't come.

The store manager said that the boss accompanied the proprietress to the prenatal checkup.

Damn maternity check!

Everyone is happy, but he is the only one who suffers so much.

Another dozen of wine, drinking alone.

Jing Ran thought about it all day, all day and night, and at night, she finally made that call.

Just treat it as...a farewell.

She just wanted to hear his voice again before leaving.

This may be the only thought I have.

Jing Ran didn't even hold out hope, guessing that Mo Chengyu might still be the same as before, not answering his phone.

But this time, Mo Chengyu took it.

Jing Ran suddenly choked up, not knowing what to say.

Mo Chengyu's deep voice sounded on the other end of the phone, as if it was a whisper, and it seemed to be the tone he called himself when the two of them were most intimate, "Xiaoran, Xiaoran..."

"Uncle..." she choked up and cried, "I... have to go."

"Don't go, Xiaoran, don't go..."

The man cried out in a broken mood, "I don't allow you to leave, do you hear me? How can you leave?"

"Uncle?" Jing Ran sensed that something was wrong, and asked tentatively, "Have you been drinking?"

"I don't allow you to leave, do you hear me? Promise me, don't leave!" Mo Chengyu just kept repeating these words.

Jing Ran couldn't help sobbing, whether she was touched or in pain, at this moment, she just wanted to have a good cry.

Splitting headache.

When Mo Chengyu woke up, it was only eight o'clock in the morning.

Looking around, he realized that he had slept the whole night in the capital again, which inevitably gave him even more headaches.

Will it be all right?

Isn't it said that time heals everything?
He could only comfort himself like this.

He took out his mobile phone and looked at it. There were several calls on it, but they were all insignificant.

Maybe it's about work, or maybe something else, as long as it's not about Jing Ran, it's irrelevant.

He was about to quit when he saw a familiar name appear in the call log.

Small dye.

The point is, this call is a received call!
It was after eleven o'clock last night, when he was almost drunk and had no sense at all, so he answered the call. ,

The call lasted more than half an hour...

What did it say?
Mo Chengyu couldn't remember at all, the more he thought about it, the more confused he became.

At this time the phone rang again suddenly, Mo Chengyu was so frightened that he almost dropped the phone, and seeing that the name on it was Mo Mo's, he closed his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief.

He calmed down before answering Mo Mo's call, "What's wrong?"

"You still ask what's wrong? Where are you now? Do you know that Xiaoran's plane is about to take off? Didn't you say anything? Hello? Hello?"

Mo Mo looked at the phone that was hung up, feeling helpless.

Mo Chengyu almost flew out of the imperial capital, and drove straight to the airport.

His rationality told him not to go, even if he went, he couldn't do anything to keep him.

But his heart just wanted to run away like this.

It seemed that it was a huge magnetic field, which made him unable to control himself, and could only rush in which direction.

He told himself, just take a look, even if it's just a look.

He didn't know which flight Jingran's plane was on, so he could only search blindly in the airport.

"Xiaoran, Xiaoran!"

At the airport, some haggard handsome men were yelling in the waiting hall.

Many people in the terminal looked at him, but there was no face he was looking for.

Mo Chengyu chased after the security check and asked, "Excuse me, has the plane to New York taken off?"

The security inspector looked at the time, and said apologetically, "Sir, the plane has already taken off."

At that moment, Mo Chengyu seemed to feel that the world was darkened.

The words "she left" are all in my mind.

Finally... or left.

Even without seeing each other for the last time, Mo Chengyu was in a very complicated mood, just standing there, suddenly wanting to smoke.

"Sir, smoking is not allowed here." The security guard came over to dissuade him.

"Okay." He took off his cigarette, and sat in the waiting hall facing the security check, keeping his gaze fixed there.

There is where she left off.

Why did I have to drink by myself last night?
She called last night, what did she say?
Mo Chengyu's mind was in a mess, and his headache became more intense.

He didn't know how long this farewell would last...

a year?
two years?

Or is it a lifetime?

Jingran, Jingran...

This is destined to be the most engraved name in his heart, but it is also the most painful name.

Something warm will slip out of the eyes.

Mo Chengyu wiped it off with the back of his hand, got up, and decided to leave.

Just turning around, she saw Jing Ran standing behind her with tears all over her face.

Mo Chengyu's brain buzzed, as if he was on strike, and he couldn't control the expression on his face.

The person he thought had boarded the plane and left suddenly stood in front of him.

Isn't the plane already taking off?

Jing Ran choked up and cried, "Uncle, you are still here."

It should be said that you are finally here.

She walked over step by step, and stood in front of Mo Chengyu truly.

So close, as long as he gently stretches out his hand, he can touch it.

But he didn't have the courage anymore, his face gradually calmed down, and he asked in a cold voice, "Why didn't you leave?"

"Because...you won't let me go." Jing Ran said with a smile while her eyes were red.

"I won't let you go?" Mo Chengyu couldn't understand very much, and his brows frowned, "When did I say I wouldn't let you go?"

Jing Ran didn't panic at all, took out her phone, clicked on the recording from last night, and played it for Mo Chengyu.

Although she didn't intend to do this, but last night when she turned on the recording, she wanted to be able to hear this voice in a foreign country, to comfort her empty heart.

But I never thought that the recording could also come in handy.

"Uncle, listen to yourself, this is what you said last night." Jing Ran turned up his voice to the loudest, as if he was afraid that he would not hear.

Mo Chengyu's expression became ugly.

That's what he said after he got drunk last night!

So Jingran heard it all?
That's why you didn't get on the plane and leave?

He kept repeating his words on the phone, most of which were what he said not to let Jing Ran go.

Some fragmented memories also flooded into his mind at this moment, Mo Chengyu's face became more and more cold, "I'm drunk."

"It's only when you're drunk that you tell the truth."

"Jing Ran!" Mo Chengyu was a little bit annoyed, and called her name in a low voice, "I came to see you off because, after all, I watched you grow up, and you are leaving. As my former guardian , should come to give you a layer."

"Uncle, Mo Mo said, you have difficulties. I thought about it and decided to stay. I want to ask you, what are your difficulties?" Jing Ran looked at him with extremely firm eyes, "We have passed So many ups and downs, I don't care about this, you tell me, I can face it with you."

"There is no reason, it's just Mo Mo's guess." Mo Chengyu said coldly, "As for the reason, I have already told you that I want a child of my own."

"I..." Jing Ran felt a pain in his heart, and said with some inferiority complex, "We can find a surrogate."

"Jing Ran! Can you clear your mind?" Mo Chengyu interrupted her with a cold tone, "If I find a surrogate to have a baby, how will you face it in the future? How will I face you? How will I face the child? Do you want this child to remind us all the time that he was not born by you, but you cannot have it?"

"..."

Even though Jing Ran has done a lot of psychological construction, it still hurts so much when she hears this.

"So, let's go, the farther you go, the better." Mo Chengyu looked away, and said with certainty, "Dance went to find you. I gave you the address. I knew you would leave with him."

This, Jing Ran did not expect.

It turned out that Downs could find him because he told Downs.

So he decided to let her go with Downs early on?
Without a little bit of retention?