love addiction

Is there anything more gratifying than this?

"Twins, I will have five children!" Long Yejue finally exclaimed.

Jun Che didn't expect that as soon as he became a father, he would have two children. There is no way to describe that feeling in words.

He could only hug Li Xinnian and say, "Honey, you are so great, so great!"

"They are your children too." Li Xinnian was so excited that she shed tears.

It was tears of joy, and I couldn't bear it no matter what.

Tang Mianmian touched her belly in surprise, "Two babies again, Long Yejue, we will have five children."

"I don't mind ten!" Long Yejue said proudly.

"Do you think I'm a pig?"

"You're not a pig if you give birth to five?" Long Yejue kindly reminded.

Embarrassed by Tang Mianmian, she thumped him angrily, "It's not all about you."

Although it was a complaint, the smile on the corner of her mouth had already betrayed her.

Shen Shaogong distributed the list to the two couples, and congratulated, "You guys still have a lot to do, and I will ask Negligence to distribute the pregnant woman handbook to you later. do you know?"

Li Xinnian nodded heavily, and said with his hands on his lower abdomen, "I will definitely protect them."

"Regular pregnancy checkups, I don't need to tell you what to eat, and you have to move more, Mianmian, you have a scarred uterus, you can't take it lightly, you must have checkups on time."

As soon as this was mentioned, Tang Mianmian's heart became very nervous.

I just had a caesarean section and it will take two to three years before I can have another baby.

But the little baby just came, and they didn't expect it, so they could only welcome it happily.

When Shen Shaogong said this, he was more or less confident. It was like giving Tang Mianmian a reassurance. She calmed down a little, and nodded solemnly, "Okay, I will definitely follow the doctor's orders and strictly follow them."

"Okay, what you have to do now is to take a good rest, after all, you have been on the plane for so long."

"Yes."

The car of Jun Che's family had already come to pick them up, and after seeing them off, they also got up and planned to leave.

It's just that she seemed to see a familiar figure, and she stopped to look over, "Long Yejue, that seems... to be Xiaoran."

"Well, it's her." Long Yejue frowned.

"She's ill?"

"This is the obstetrics and gynecology department." Long Yejue said in surprise.

Tang Mianmian also became nervous, "Why don't I go over and have a look."

"No, I can't rest assured that you will go there alone, I will go with you." Long Yejue planned to stay with him every step of the way.

Tang Mianmian stopped arguing with him and walked towards where Jingran was.

"Little dye."

"Sister Mianmian?" Jing Ran was very surprised to see her, and after seeing Long Yejue beside her, he nodded politely, "Brother Long."

"Xiaoran, what are you doing here?" Tang Mianmian asked with concern.

Jing Ran became nervous, and hurriedly hid the list behind her back, "No, I just passed by."

Tang Mianmian knew that she didn't want to talk about it, but as a friend, she just wanted to care more, so she said to Long Yejue, "Long Yejue, I'm a little hungry, go buy me something to eat."

"Aren't you just..."

"I'm really hungry!" The man was not sensible at all.

After receiving his wife's intention, he immediately nodded, "Okay, I'll go buy it, what does Xiaoran want to eat?"

"Oh, no, I'm not hungry." Jing Ran shook his head and refused.

"I'll buy you some milk. Girls should drink more milk." Long Yejue made a decision without listening to her advice.

As soon as the man left, Tang Mianmian hurriedly grabbed Jing Ran's hand and asked, "Xiao Ran, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? You can tell me about it, but I won't say it."

"No..." Jing Ran had already lowered her head, her eyes began to turn red.

"Xiaoran..." Tang Mianmian was so distressed that she hugged her and said, "You don't have many relatives in this world, so you just treat me as a relative, and if you call me Sister Mianmian, treat me as your own sister Well, I want to share the burden for you."

"Sister Mianmian..." Jing Ran couldn't hold back, and finally cried on her shoulder.

The strength he had been so strong all along collapsed at this moment.

She had no one to tell, she was bored in her heart for too long, and after her emotional breakdown, she couldn't say anything except crying.

Tang Mianmian silently handed over the tissue.

Jing Ran cried for a long time before she calmed down and sobbed a little, "Thank you, Sister Mianmian, I feel better at last."

"Don't hold anything in your heart, you can tell me." Tang Mianmian said with concern.

"Well, actually, I came to the hospital not because I was sick, but... for a checkup." Jing Ran said hesitantly.

It's not sick...check...it's in the gynecology department again.

Tang Mianmian felt somewhat relieved, and patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself."

"The doctor said, I can't get pregnant anymore." Jing Ran's voice was very soft, more or less unable to face the fact, because she couldn't accept it in her heart, so she spoke so softly.

Tang Mianmian was very surprised when she heard that, "Xiaoran, nothing is absolute, you have to believe in yourself."

"Really, Sister Mianmian, after I jumped off the building last time, I hurt my uterus. When I was abroad, Downs told me that I couldn't be a mother. I didn't plan to come back. Forget it if you really die, but...but I can't bear it, I just want to see him, I tell myself, I just want to see him, and then I leave and never come back, but I really come back Only then did I realize that it was really difficult to leave, and I couldn't bear it..."

Tang Mianmian can really understand Jingran's entangled mood.

It was the same feeling she had when she decided to leave Long Yejue.

Very sad, very sad, but she had to leave.

"Xiaoran, listen to me, there is really no absolute thing, look at my sister, oh, yes, she is Li Xinnian, she is my own sister, but we don't know, this time we met by chance Yes, she was also told by the doctor that she may not be able to conceive in this life, but this time, she is pregnant, and she is still a twin, you look at her, give yourself a little confidence, God will not treat kind people like this. "

Tang Mianmian didn't know how to persuade Jing Ran who was so sad, she just wanted her not to cry.

Jing Ran was surprised, and her eyes turned even redder, "Tang Si said, he even removed my uterus..."

"This……"

Tang Mianmian didn't expect the matter to be so serious, "Xiaoran, don't be too sad, you can't be a mother, you can adopt."

"But it's not his child after all. He's the only one in their family. I don't want him to have no descendants. It's better for me to leave. Even if he finds someone he doesn't love, he can have a child." Jing Dye spoke, and cried again.

Although it was easy to say on the mouth, the hurdle in my heart still couldn't be overcome.

Just the thought of other women being involved with him drove her mad with jealousy.

"Xiaoran, don't be silly, don't you know Brother Mo? If he can really be with other women, he won't wait for you until now, Xiaoran, don't be discouraged, think of a way, Medicine is so advanced, maybe there will be miracles.”

No matter how much Tang Mianmian tried to persuade her, she couldn't stop feeling distressed.

Others can't understand Jing Ran's mood, what she did was just to let her not put so much pressure on herself.

However, who can help her unload what she gave herself?

All she could do was hold her, so that she had at least a little hug to lean on.

"No. 113 Jing Ran, come in for an inspection." The nurse opened the door and came out, calling out to the people outside.

Jing Ran seemed to be frightened, and hurriedly got up, the list in his hand was suddenly squeezed into a ball, his eyes stared blankly at the direction of the nurse, "It's my time..."

"Xiaoran, don't be nervous, let's see what the doctor says first." Tang Mianmian persuaded.

But Jing Ran didn't want to get up, and shook his head, "I don't want to go, Sister Mianmian, I don't want to go, I don't want to check."

"Little dye..."

"I won't do the inspection anymore." Jing Ran stood up and pulled Tang Mianmian out, "What is the inspection for? The result is not the same. I don't want to hear that kind of talk again. Sister Mianmian, I'm afraid..."

"Don't do it, don't do it, I'm afraid I won't do it." Seeing Jingran in such pain, Tang Mianmian was very distressed, "Come on, let's go for a walk, or come to my house to sit and relax."

"it is good."

She nodded with a pale face, she was much thinner than before.

Long Yejue personally drove the two of them to the old house of the Long family.

Tang Mianmian deliberately told him not to tell Mo Chengyu that Jing Ran always wanted to relax.

When they came back, Long's house became lively.

Especially Long Yaxi, she can hug the cute Si Si again, although she can't hold her anymore.

Long Chenyu pretended to be aloof and didn't go to Bao Sisi, but those eyes had already slipped around for several times.

After a short warm-up, Tang Mianmian took Jing Ran to the Tea Pavilion because she was in a bad mood.

It is relatively secluded there, suitable for Jingran to adjust his mood.

When she was in front of people just now, she might still be able to force a smile, but now that she is quiet, Jing Ran's eyes are moist again.

This is not at all the same as the Xiaoran in Tang Mianmian's memory. She pursued love so bravely back then, and even did things like jumping off a building.

But now she is as fragile as a flower that is about to wither, and only a slight wind blows her to pieces.

Tang Mianmian's heart ached a lot. When everyone was here just now, she didn't mention that she was pregnant again, for fear of making Jing Ran feel even more uncomfortable.

"Xiaoran, it's quieter here. If you like it, you can stay longer. Tell me what you need, but don't be polite to me. There are some books I usually read here. If you have nothing to do, look through them. Now you have to decompress yourself, and when you want to see Brother Mo, I will ask Long Yejue to notify him to pick you up." Tang Mianmian said soothingly, trying to make her feel more at ease.

Jing Ran just nodded silently, then hugged her knees, leaned against the window and looked out at the sunny world.

It's already early summer, and Jiangcheng is warming up, and all the flowers are rushing to open.

The garden of the old house is also specially designed and taken care of by the gardener himself.

Especially on the side of the tea pavilion, the scenery is even more pleasant, which can make Jingran feel more comfortable.

Three meals a day are brought to her by servants.

Jing Ran turned off her mobile phone and cut off all contact with the outside world. Just like Tang Mianmian said, she quietly thought about what she should do?