flash love married

Yan Sen watched her quietly from the side without speaking.

"Ah Cheng, do you still remember? At that time..."

Qianqian talked a lot to Yancheng's tombstone, and Yan Sen stayed by the side all the time. When she heard Qianqian say those things, her tone was full of joy, but when she heard the words in her ears , it became so uncomfortable.

I don't know how long it took, but Qianqian seemed to have told all the memories she had with Yan Cheng in the past few years.Then she fell silent.

Seeing that she stopped talking, Yan Sen just looked at her quietly and stayed with her, not daring to say anything.

There was silence all around.During the daytime in winter, the sky is gray, as if it is going to snow.

There is very little snow in winter in City S, and even if there is, it is a little snow.Qianqian likes nature, and of course snow.At that time, Yan Cheng promised her that when he came back from the United States, he would take her to the north to see the snow.

"Where are you going to the north?" Qianqian asked.

After thinking for a while, Yan Cheng said, "Of course it's the northernmost place! Do you want to go to the northernmost part of the country, or the northernmost part of the world? I can satisfy you." What he said was as it should be .On the contrary, she was quite frightened by Qianqian.

"How do you get rich?" Qianqian asked with her mouth pouted.

After thinking for a while, Yan Cheng said, "Anyway, it's enough to support you!"

Then the two embraced and kissed each other, so happy, as if the whole world was free from disease and disaster.

"Ah Cheng...how did he die?" After a long time, Qianqian asked first.

When she said this, she still didn't look at Yan Sen, but looked at the photo on the tombstone without blinking.

"Cancer." Yan Sen said softly, looking at the person exactly like himself on the tombstone.The voice was full of sadness.

Qianqian was startled.

Sure enough, she should have guessed it when he was in China at that time.He was always uncomfortable, but he didn't show her too much pain, so she just thought he was working too hard and didn't care too much.

It turned out that he had already...

Qianqian quietly closed her eyes, and took a deep breath straight to her heart.

"Then... what did he tell you before he died?" After thinking for a long time, she decided to ask.

This is something she has never dared to face.What did Yan Cheng say to Yan Sen to make him willing to return to China to divorce him instead?
When Yan Sen heard this question, he clenched his hands subconsciously.The pursed lips tightened even more.The brows between the two sword eyebrows were tightly frowned, and after hesitating for a long time, he slowly replied: "He asked me to divorce you on his behalf."

Qianqian suddenly sneered.

"Actually, my brother died early in the morning. He died less than a year after returning to the United States. The reason why I waited until two years later to find you is because I want your feelings for him to fade slowly. It also makes you gradually doubt him, hate him, and hate him for ignoring you for the past two years. If you come back to China to divorce you at that time, you may not be so sad." When Yan Sen said these words, his voice They were all trembling, those things were not only Qianqian's wounds, but also his wounds.

And now he needs to uncover the unexplainable scars that have been hidden in his heart one by one.

It may be painful, but it is a lot of peace of mind.

For so long, he has been hiding the whole secret from her, tangled between loving her and not loving her, he is really tired, and tired of being so vacillating.

It is also good to have the opportunity to tell her everything now.

"The person who kept texting me after that..." Qianqian had already burst into tears, and turned her head to look at Yan Sen in disbelief.

Yan Sen nodded to her helplessly, and said, "That's right, it's me, I've been texting you all this time."

Qianqian opened her eyes wide after hearing this, and her whole body leaned back as if she was suddenly relieved.

"Qianqian!" Yan Sen was startled, and hurried forward to support her. ,

But Qianqian pushed him away and said disgustedly: "Don't touch me! Please don't act like this in front of Ah Cheng!"

Yan Sen froze in place, looked at her with wide eyes, and then at the photo of Yan Cheng on the tombstone, as if he had been hit by a huge blow, he stepped back.

Qianqian knelt on the ground and kept saying to Yan Cheng's tombstone: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, Acheng. I don't know so many things. I am your wife and the person closest to you. But I don't know anything about you..."

"It's me who should say I'm sorry." Yan Sen said in a calm voice, suppressing the great pain in his heart, to Qianqian and his brother in front of him.

"I shouldn't have fallen in love with you. If my brother asked me to divorce you at that time, I would have been more decisive and cruel to divorce you on his behalf. But Qianqian, seeing you so sad at that time , I really can't bear it. I admit that my heart softened, and I softened my heart when I saw you for the first time. I have selfishness, I want to take care of you instead of my brother for the rest of my life, I have selfishness..." While Yan Sen was talking, tears slowly fell from the corners of his eyes.

This is the first time he cries.He didn't even cry on the day his mother died, but this time he thought that he had made such a big mistake and hurt everyone, he only had regret, self-blame and sadness.

Qianqian heard his choking voice, and the tears that had been streaming down suddenly stopped, and she turned her head to look at Yan Sen as if in disbelief.

Yan Sen lowered his head, still choked up and said: "Qianqian, don't be too sad. Really, everything is over. You should know by now that my brother loves you very much from the beginning to the end. I just came back from the United States The indifference and harm to you when you were in love were not my brother's original intention. It was for you to accept the divorce and to find your own happiness..."

Qianqian sobbed, shivering all over, still staring at him blankly, without speaking.The tears in the corners of her eyes continued to flow down, even though she had stopped crying, the tears in the corners of her eyes still couldn't stop flowing down!

"I dare not say how painful I was during this process, because I am not qualified to say that all your pain was caused by me. But Qianqian, please believe that every time I hurt you, I am also not happy. Yes, I want to be with you, but I feel very sorry for my brother, so I used Jian Xiaoxiao as a cover, but I don't know that the result will develop into what it is now. Jian Xiaoxiao belongs to Shen Xiaolin, and her child is also a fake Yes, we were designed by her from the beginning to the end. Qianqian, you did nothing wrong in the whole process, so you don’t need to feel sorry for your brother. The reason why my brother asked me to go back to China and wanted to divorce you was because I hoped You can find another piece of happiness for yourself, and live happily ever after.”

Yan Sen looked up at Qianqian, her pale face was covered with tears, and a pair of tear-filled eyes looked at her flickeringly.

Yan Sen suddenly laughed.He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and said with a smile: "When I went to Yunqiao Town, I made the most selfish decision in my life. I thought, since my brother wants you to be happy, then Let me protect you and make you happy forever. But now it seems that it is impossible. Qian Qian, Lian Can is a good man, I do not deny this, if my brother is still alive at this moment, I must hope that you can with him."

He looked at her with sincerity.When he hooked his lips and smiled, he looked a little different from Yan Cheng.There was a wicked charm in his smile.

Qianqian stared at him blankly, her long eyelashes flickered, and tears fell down again like pearls.

"What do you... want to say?"

Yan Sen continued to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "Live well, live happily. This is my wish, and it is also my brother's only wish for you. Before he died, he still called you It’s not that I hope you can go to Huangquan to accompany him, otherwise he will not choose to go back to the United States and leave quietly. He finally called your name because you are the person he is most worried about. Brother knows you so well, So his last wish and greatest wish is that you can live happily this afternoon."

Qianqian stared blankly at Yan Sen, his sincere smile made her feel like she was about to believe what he said.

After thinking about it, she said softly to Yan Sen: "Can you go and buy me something to eat? I haven't eaten yet."

Yan Sen was slightly taken aback when he heard this sentence.Looking at Qianqian with some doubts.

Qianqian continued: "I want to stay here with Ah Cheng again. Let me be alone with him for a while, okay?"

Yan Sen froze for a moment, then nodded, and said, "Okay, wait for me for a while, I'll be right there."

Qianqian nodded.

Yan Sen stood up and was about to run outside, but as soon as he left, he seemed to remember something, went back and took off his coat and put it on Qianqian's shoulders.

"It's cold in the morning, don't get sick." Yan Sen instructed gently.

But Qianqian didn't speak, didn't move, didn't even blink her eyelashes, she just stared blankly at the photo on Yancheng's tombstone.

After Yan Sen gave her a worried look, he turned around and bought her breakfast.

After Qianqian waited for Yan Sen to leave, she smiled slightly at the photo on the tombstone, and said softly: "Ah Cheng, you said it, you like to see me smile the most, because the dimples on my face will make you smile. I feel warm. Have you heard what Yan Sen said just now? Are those really your thoughts? If they are really your thoughts, then I want to tell you, Ah Cheng, I reject the arrangements you have made for me. Everything. I want to be with you, forever, no matter where in time and space. I want to be with you."

While smiling, Qianqian took off Yan Sen's clothes, which still had a smell that belonged to Yan Sen.

At that time, when Yan Sen had just returned from the United States, she had already noticed that there was something wrong with his body smell, but she thought it was because he used perfume in the United States.

It turned out that it was not perfume, but the different smells of two people.

Qianqian took out the sleeping pills that she bought a long time ago from her pocket.

"Acheng, you are really bad, I have already said, if you miss me, if you are really protecting me, come and find me in my dream, but you don't come, you don't come , what can I do? If I have been sleeping, you will feel sorry for me one day and come to see me... If you don't come, I will only find you by myself... What is happiness or not? Would I be happy without you?"

Qianqian spoke calmly and gently, as if she was speaking the most ordinary love words to her lover, she poured the sleeping pill into her hand, and swallowed it all with her head raised.

Then he lay down slowly along Yancheng's tombstone, smiled and said serenely: "Now I'm coming to you..."