flash love married

"But..." After a long silence, Qianqian finally spoke.

"Lian Can, even if I don't care, but you have too much radiance, are you really willing to give up everything and spend the rest of your life with me in such a small town?" Qianqian asked with some concerns .

If you haven't noticed before, but when there is a rift between the two of them, when she sees his entertainment program on the big screen in the square in the amusement park, when she sees him like that When shooting movies with ease.

She really felt that Yi Liancan's light was unstoppable, he seemed to belong to no one, but belonged to the public.

The dazzling Yi Liancan, the most perfect in everyone's heart, now told her that he wanted to quit the entertainment industry, disappear from everyone's eyes, and spend the rest of his life with himself in such a remote town?
How can she accept such words suddenly?
Yi Liancan smiled wryly, and hugged her tightly, as if because his body was too cold, he had to hug her tightly to keep warm.

"Up to now, do you really think I care about those so-called halos?"

Qian Qian was slightly taken aback.

That's right, until now, does she still think that Yi Liancan is someone who covets fame or enjoys being respected by others?

She clearly knew that he was not that kind of person, but still said that to him, it was really...too much!Qianqian regretted in her heart.

"Qianqian, you told me your pain that night in our villa, but I didn't tell you my dark side... because I didn't think it was time at that time, but now... I I think the time is ripe. If you're willing to listen, I'll tell you all about me, okay?"

Yi Liancan's voice was gentle and calm, not at all like the state of mind before he was about to uncover the scars of those years.

Qianqian paused, and attached his hand to his waist.

"Does what you say make you think about those bad things again? Will you...be sad because of it?"

"Hehe." Yi Liancan smiled for a while, and kissed her ear. Qianqian was startled, but couldn't move.

Fortunately, he only kissed for a short while, then continued to put his head on her shoulder, and said softly: "If it was at that time, maybe. That's why I didn't say it, but now... maybe not Bar……"

"Because...you are here, I don't feel bad if you are here. If that part of the past is a frightening darkness, then you are the sun in that darkness, and you have already shone Light it up, light up everything under the darkness. So... it doesn't matter."

Yi Liancan's tone was very relaxed, Qianqian could tell that he really didn't feel bad now.

So she raised the corners of her mouth slightly and nodded.

Yi Liancan felt her nodding, so he sorted out his mood and spoke slowly.

"Do you know why I entered the entertainment industry?" Yi Liancan said lightly, as if he was telling someone else's story.

"Because I want someone to remember me. My mother, when I was very young, left angrily because of my father's affair. At that time, I couldn't understand why she left so decisively. Without my father, at least there is me!
In other words, if you want to leave, you should also take me with you!But she didn't.On the day she left, her father was still at the police station and did not come home.At that time he had not retired.

Originally, she left secretly, but I found traces of her leaving.I followed her out, hugged her leg, and begged her not to leave.She turned her head and looked at me... such eyes, such complicated eyes, do you know Qianqian?
I saw her deep love and reluctance for me in my mother's eyes, but at the same time, those eyes were full of hatred and hatred for me. At that time, I was too young to understand such complicated things. The meaning of eyes.It wasn't until later, when I repeatedly dreamed about the scene at that time in my dream, that I gradually understood my mother's tangled emotions towards me. "

When Yi Liancan said this, a gust of wind blew by, and both of them shivered from the cold.

He wrapped the blanket tighter, and pulled Qian Qian into his arms a little deeper.

"That day she just looked at me like that, then pulled my hand away, and then left so resolutely.

I remember that it was a night in winter, I knelt on the ground and watched the road she left, and my whole body was almost sluggish, you know, it is not easy to snow in the south, but maybe it was to make me feel good about that night Remember things clearly and deeply, so God jokingly began to snow heavily.

Steward Chen and Mama Chen have been guarding me, wanting to take me back, but I insisted on staying there, letting the snowflakes fall on my thin clothes one by one, and then melt, the water after the snowflakes melted is really cold , but at that time, I only had that feeling vaguely, because the whole person was already in a state of numbness.

Although I was young at that time, my perseverance was astonishing. If I could not go back, I would not go back. Steward Chen and Mama Chen had nothing to do with me.In the end... Maybe it was because it was too cold in the end, so I passed out in the snow. Although Housekeeper Chen and Mama Chen took me back immediately, I was still seriously ill. "

When Qianqian heard this, her heart felt tight, and her brows slowly frowned.There seemed to be a little boy in front of her eyes, with empty eyes, staring blankly at the front, with long eyelashes, as beautiful as a girl.

"It's very similar to the day when I thought I was deceived by you in the suburbs, and I was in a coma for a long time. After I woke up, I kept myself locked in the room, the windows were sealed by myself, and I didn't want to see anyone, day and night Can't tell.

Just when I thought I might die like that in this life, it was Chen Ma who secretly went to the locksmith to pry open the door. The first thing she did was to bring me a lot of food. By that time, how long had I not eaten? Woolen cloth?I no longer remember.I didn't feel hungry at first, but when I saw that all the dishes cooked by Chen Ma were stir-fried beef with celery, I burst into tears.

My mother's favorite dish is stir-fried beef with celery!Seeing that I was finally crying, Mama Chen hugged me and patted my back and said that it would be fine if I cried.Before that, I didn't even shed a single tear. "

When Yi Liancan said this, his voice was ups and downs, but in the end it was calm, as if he was telling a story about someone else, and he felt distressed as the protagonist in someone else's story, that's all.

Qianqian turned around and buried her head in his arms, listening to his even heartbeat, hugged him tightly.

Yi Liancan looked down at her jet-black hair that blended into such a dark night, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he pressed down on her long hair.

"Don't worry about me, I'm really fine now, because you are by my side, that kind of pain has become a thing of the past. Thank you, Qianqian, I never thought I would get out of that shadow."

Yi Liancan said softly.

Qianqian shook her head in his arms, and said in a deep voice: "No, I just want to hug you. I believe that Lian Can is very strong now, very sunny and warm, otherwise I won't be together with you." Feeling so warm, how can a person whose heart is full of darkness bring so much warmth to others? Right?"

Yi Liancan chuckled, looking up at the full moon in the dark night, the cool moonlight shone on the two of them, reminding Yi Liancan of watching Japanese anime with his mother when he was young. Scenes.

He continued: "Actually, if you think about it carefully, it's nothing more than a trivial matter. In this world, there are too many children whose parents divorce, but there are really very few paranoid children like me.

After being saved by Chen Ma, although the scar in my heart is still there, I sealed it.I never paid attention to my father again, never ate at the same table with him, and I always thought he was the one who drove my mother away.If it weren't for him, my life would be much more complete, and my growth would be full of happiness instead of pain.

I went to the United States alone, where I was discovered by people in the entertainment industry and entered the ranks of models.And then Inter-industry Pai shot a lot of commercials.I accepted all kinds of commercials, just because at that time, I thought that if I could flicker on the TV often, my mother would always see me, and she would see that I had grown into the best shape, which was something to be proud of. I will always remember my appearance, and will not gradually forget me because of the passage of so long.

Or, sometimes she will go to the airport to pick up the plane in the crowd, and take a look at me from a distance.But everything seems to be my own sentimentality, I have never seen her again, I used to believe that she must be looking at me all the time, or would be proud of me, and introduce to her friends that I am actually her son, because I So red, you can see it almost everywhere, everyone knows it.Even if she just goes to a department store, she can still see the products I endorse, but she has never contacted me..."

Qianqian listened quietly.Listening to his heart beating faster and faster, she couldn't help stretching out her hands, holding his hanging hands, and clasping her fingers tightly.

Then she heard his breathing slowly become even, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up.

"Lian Can, you don't have to laugh at yourself because you are paranoid." Qianqian smiled and looked up at him. Although she couldn't see the whole face or even his expression clearly, she could see his eyes Under the light of the moonlight, shining crystal liquid, her heart tightened even more.He reached out a hand and slowly touched his eyes.

Yi Liancan's heart skipped a beat, and his body froze.

Qianqian smiled and said: "You care so much because you, Lian Can... are a child who values ​​family affection... aren't you? You love your mother too much, and you can't accept her leaving. It's normal. Don't talk about yourself. Paranoid or bad, you are just a child, until now, because you have not been loved by your mother and grew up, so there is still a blank space in your heart, right? In my eyes, Lian Can, you are like a piece of A polluted pearl, precious and bright."

Yi Liancan froze in place, his breathing seemed to be stagnant, and he couldn't breathe for a long time.

He originally thought that in Qianqian's eyes, he was a dark person, although on the surface he looked foolish and foolish, but in the end he was a dark person.She didn't expect to be like that in her eyes.

An untainted... pearl?

"Hehehe..." A warm smile appeared on the corner of Yi Liancan's mouth.

"Fool, who would compare a man to a pearl? Are things like pearls used to describe women?"

"Huh? Who said that? Who stipulated that pearls cannot describe men? In my eyes, you are like a bright pearl, which will shine wherever you put it."

Qian Qian blinked her eyes seriously and said.