flash love married
Chapter 121: I'm just afraid that I won't be able to see you again
Qianqian was surprised and speechless, but stood there stupidly, looking at him with wide eyes.
After Yan Cheng hesitated for a while, he still couldn't resist the deepest desire in his heart. He still couldn't let go of Qianqian, even though he promised Jian Xiaoxiao, he also told himself in his heart to forget her slowly.But you won't forget it all at once, will you?
It always takes time to forget, right?If you really must forget, please give me time, let me forget it slowly, I can't imagine completely withdrawing from her life all at once.
After Yan Cheng struggled in his heart, he slowly walked in front of Qianqian.
Qianqian looked at him and blinked.Yan Cheng suddenly laughed.
"Isn't it cold? Why are you the only one left? Where are Yang Xue and Lian Can?"Yan Cheng said casually, but no one knew how nervous he was.
What if... what if Qianqian drives him away?What if Qianqian is anxious to break up with herself?
"Huh?" Qianqian didn't respond to Yan Cheng's question all of a sudden.What he meant by that...has he been here?That's why I knew that Lian Can and Yang Xue were here?
"Lian Can hasn't slept for a long, long time. I asked him to go home to rest. Yang Xue, a girl, can't stay with me all night. She won't be able to bear it physically." Qianqian said gently after thinking about it.
After Yan Cheng heard this, he stepped forward to take the salt water bottle in her hand, supported her with the other hand, and said softly as if making up his mind: "Then... tonight... just let me accompany you, okay? "
When Qianqian heard this, she turned her head suddenly, and just stared at him blankly, forgetting for a while how to answer his question.
Is to agree to it, or to refuse it.
If he agrees, wouldn't that be too unfair to Jian Xiaoxiao?Now that she has a child and needs someone to take care of her, she definitely doesn't want Yan Cheng to take care of her.If Jian Xiaoxiao was a third party between me and Yan Cheng in the past, if I let Yan Cheng stay now, would I become Jian Xiaoxiao?
If they refuse... Will they have another chance to get along like this day and night next time?
Deep down in Qianqian's heart, she misses Yan Cheng very much. She misses him very much.That kind of missing is very pure, there is no how long he has hurt her, how deeply he has hurt her, there is no Jian Xiaoxiao in it, there is no unborn child in it, only her yearning for him, pure yearning.
Just when Qianqian was hesitating, Yan Cheng had already helped her to the bedside.
"If you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence. Qianqian, I know what you are thinking and what you are worried about. Please believe that what I think and worry about is the same as yours." Yan Cheng affectionately looked at her and said.
Qianqian looked up at Yan Cheng's dark eyes glowing slightly under the reflection of the light, his lips as thin as cicada's wings parted slightly, and said, "I miss you very much."
Qianqian was stunned, for a moment all thoughts in her heart dissipated, all worries disappeared, and her whole heart was full of unwavering love for Yan Cheng.
She hugged him tightly suddenly, the needle on her left hand twitched, which twitched her painful nerves, but she didn't care at all, she just hugged the one she missed in front of her quietly, and also said she missed him her people.
At this moment, there is no longer any secular bondage between them, there is no harm, and there is no setting that he is someone else's man.He is the one she loves, and she is the one he loves.That's all.
Yan Cheng was also taken aback for a moment, he never expected that Qianqian would hug him so uncontrollably.In his eyes, Qianqian has always been a forbearing person, even though he knew that she had always loved him, but always refused to express it, tonight, she broke out all the suppression of her emotions in the past.
But... Yan Cheng couldn't help but feel a little worried.What happened to make her so vulnerable now, so insecure and want to hug herself tightly?
Yan Cheng also stroked her back and hugged her tightly.This feeling of wanting to be close to her from the bottom of my heart is something that I don't have with Jian Xiaoxiao.
Qianqian's chin rested on Yan Cheng's shoulder, and tears just fell without warning.
Until now, she just recalled the side of the villa that day, how scared she was at that moment, when she touched a pool of blood from the back of her head, from extreme cold pain to numbness, she was so scared, she worked hard Subconsciously tell you that you cannot lose consciousness, you must not lose consciousness, at least you must see him again before you die.
She had never been so helpless as at that moment, and at that moment she finally realized her feelings for Yan Cheng. If she never saw him again in this life, how regretful she would be, even unwilling to die.
But her consciousness was gradually out of her control, her eyelids became less and less under her control, and the scene in front of her eyes became more and more blurred. She thought she was about to die, and she would not even be able to see Yan Cheng again. One side is going to die!
Thinking of this, she passed out in Yancheng's villa with great remorse and regret.Neither Jian Xiaoxiao nor Butler Xu noticed the tear that slipped from the corner of her eye the moment she closed her eyes.
"Yancheng... I... I thought I would never see you again... I thought I would die like this, but I will never see you again..." Qianqian sobbed, her words were somewhat incoherent .
But Yan Cheng understood, and his heart shook heavily.He hugged Qianqian's back even tighter.
"Fool, when I heard about your accident, I wanted to kill myself immediately. I told myself when I was in the car, if you can't wake up this time, then I definitely won't be alone!" People survived. I watched you all night when you were in a coma, just downstairs, where you saw me just now. I saw Lian Can watch you all night, and I saw you finally wake up in the early morning Come here. At that moment, I felt that the whole person was relaxed."
Yan Cheng was very moved when he heard her choked up voice, and these were words that she would never say normally.
It turned out that while he overestimated that he could give up Qianqian, he even underestimated Qianqian's feelings for him.
The two hugged each other quietly, and after an unknown amount of time, Yan Cheng felt that the weight on his shoulders was getting heavier and heavier, so he called out uncertainly: "Qianqian?"
Qianqian didn't respond.
Yan Cheng hooked the corner of his mouth.Sure enough, just as I thought, the girl fell asleep.
Yan Cheng carefully carried her to the bed and covered her with a quilt.When he saw the tears remaining on her face, his heart moved slightly.
Yan Cheng gently wiped away the tears on Qianqian's face with his hand, seeing her relieved appearance, he felt relieved a lot.
Lying halfway beside her, looking at her delicate face, he couldn't help but leaned over and kissed her forehead.
Qianqian didn't respond at all, it can be seen that she was already in a deep sleep.
After kissing her forehead, Yan Cheng touched her face, as if feeling that it wasn't enough, he leaned over and kissed her cheek again.
Qianqian still didn't respond.After Yan Cheng smiled, he couldn't help but move his lips to Qianqian's.
It's been... It's been a long, long time since he looked at her so closely, and it seemed like a long, long time ago when he kissed her.
Without thinking too much, he kissed gently again.
In the dream, Qianqian might feel a little uncomfortable in her mouth, so she shook her head slightly.
Yan Cheng raised his head immediately, and couldn't help feeling a little funny when he saw Qianqian frowned and fell asleep again.
Looking at her like this, she really looks like a child.
After Yan Cheng smiled, he plucked Qian Qianqian's hair from his temples, and then hugged her half lying down, looking at her face without blinking, as if he wanted to make up for what he owed these days!
After Li Li came out of Yan Cheng's cemetery, she didn't go directly to the company, but went to the teahouse she and Yan Cheng liked the most, which was also the only secret base for her and Yan Cheng.The tea house is a Japanese-style building with a small yard, and they once buried things under the cherry blossom tree in the yard.
It's nothing more than wishes.Write your wish on a slip of paper, put it in a small box, and bury it in the ground.
Yan Cheng said that when they are old, they will come here to dig out the wish that the other party buried in the past, and see if it has been completed in a lifetime. If it is not completed, the other party will complete it.
At that time, they were still a loving couple. In a blink of an eye, things changed and even people left this world.
After breaking up with Yan Cheng, she has been to this cherry blossom tree countless times, but she has never dug out Yan Cheng's buried wish.For a long time she was afraid to touch that memory.
Because as beautiful as it is, so painful.
After Yan Cheng passed away, her aching heart seemed to be numb, and she no longer cared about who was responsible for whom between them.I still come here occasionally, drink tea, look at the cherry blossom tree, and imagine the wishes buried under the cherry blossom tree.
Recalling the little things with Yan Cheng, Li Li filtered the memory, remembered all the good ones, and forgot the hurt part, just like this, really became more and more happy, but sometimes I miss him very, very much, every time this Only then will there be a trace of loss.
Li Li decided to go back to rest when she stayed in the teahouse until after ten o'clock at night.She has consumed too much mental energy today. She has never been afraid of hard work, and she is not afraid of how much physical energy is consumed. She can bear no matter how much overtime she works, but she is a very sensitive child.
As long as I feel very tired in my heart, I want to take a good rest and have no energy to do anything.It seems that her power is not the limbs, but the heart.
Tired all over, Li Li drove back home, but when she got out of the car, she realized that she was too eager to come out today because of Yan Cheng's incident, she even forgot her bag, and came out with her mobile phone and wallet.
Li Li sighed.Do I have to go back to the company to get it?Now at this time... Li Li looked at her watch, it was almost eleven o'clock, there should be no one in the company at this time, right?
But on second thought, Yan Sen...would he be there?
I remembered that after Yan Cheng had a conflict with his parents, because there was nowhere to go, the phone was automatically turned off, and everyone was looking for him all over the place, but in the end he fell asleep alone in the company.
When Li Li found him, she really couldn't laugh or cry.
Thinking of this, she decided to go back to the company.
At the same time, Jian Xiaoxiao also got off the hospital bed.After Uncle Da closed the door of the clinic, he looked at the lively Jian Xiaoxiao and said, "Are you going to help Shen Xiaolin now?"
Jian Xiaoxiao nodded and said: "As long as I finish this time, I don't need to have anything to do with him anymore. Uncle Da, you have also seen that Yan Cheng is someone you can rely on. Once today is over, I will I can really have a good time with him now, and I no longer need to be afraid of Shen Xiaolin coming to expose me at any time. My new life will start again!"
After Yan Cheng hesitated for a while, he still couldn't resist the deepest desire in his heart. He still couldn't let go of Qianqian, even though he promised Jian Xiaoxiao, he also told himself in his heart to forget her slowly.But you won't forget it all at once, will you?
It always takes time to forget, right?If you really must forget, please give me time, let me forget it slowly, I can't imagine completely withdrawing from her life all at once.
After Yan Cheng struggled in his heart, he slowly walked in front of Qianqian.
Qianqian looked at him and blinked.Yan Cheng suddenly laughed.
"Isn't it cold? Why are you the only one left? Where are Yang Xue and Lian Can?"Yan Cheng said casually, but no one knew how nervous he was.
What if... what if Qianqian drives him away?What if Qianqian is anxious to break up with herself?
"Huh?" Qianqian didn't respond to Yan Cheng's question all of a sudden.What he meant by that...has he been here?That's why I knew that Lian Can and Yang Xue were here?
"Lian Can hasn't slept for a long, long time. I asked him to go home to rest. Yang Xue, a girl, can't stay with me all night. She won't be able to bear it physically." Qianqian said gently after thinking about it.
After Yan Cheng heard this, he stepped forward to take the salt water bottle in her hand, supported her with the other hand, and said softly as if making up his mind: "Then... tonight... just let me accompany you, okay? "
When Qianqian heard this, she turned her head suddenly, and just stared at him blankly, forgetting for a while how to answer his question.
Is to agree to it, or to refuse it.
If he agrees, wouldn't that be too unfair to Jian Xiaoxiao?Now that she has a child and needs someone to take care of her, she definitely doesn't want Yan Cheng to take care of her.If Jian Xiaoxiao was a third party between me and Yan Cheng in the past, if I let Yan Cheng stay now, would I become Jian Xiaoxiao?
If they refuse... Will they have another chance to get along like this day and night next time?
Deep down in Qianqian's heart, she misses Yan Cheng very much. She misses him very much.That kind of missing is very pure, there is no how long he has hurt her, how deeply he has hurt her, there is no Jian Xiaoxiao in it, there is no unborn child in it, only her yearning for him, pure yearning.
Just when Qianqian was hesitating, Yan Cheng had already helped her to the bedside.
"If you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence. Qianqian, I know what you are thinking and what you are worried about. Please believe that what I think and worry about is the same as yours." Yan Cheng affectionately looked at her and said.
Qianqian looked up at Yan Cheng's dark eyes glowing slightly under the reflection of the light, his lips as thin as cicada's wings parted slightly, and said, "I miss you very much."
Qianqian was stunned, for a moment all thoughts in her heart dissipated, all worries disappeared, and her whole heart was full of unwavering love for Yan Cheng.
She hugged him tightly suddenly, the needle on her left hand twitched, which twitched her painful nerves, but she didn't care at all, she just hugged the one she missed in front of her quietly, and also said she missed him her people.
At this moment, there is no longer any secular bondage between them, there is no harm, and there is no setting that he is someone else's man.He is the one she loves, and she is the one he loves.That's all.
Yan Cheng was also taken aback for a moment, he never expected that Qianqian would hug him so uncontrollably.In his eyes, Qianqian has always been a forbearing person, even though he knew that she had always loved him, but always refused to express it, tonight, she broke out all the suppression of her emotions in the past.
But... Yan Cheng couldn't help but feel a little worried.What happened to make her so vulnerable now, so insecure and want to hug herself tightly?
Yan Cheng also stroked her back and hugged her tightly.This feeling of wanting to be close to her from the bottom of my heart is something that I don't have with Jian Xiaoxiao.
Qianqian's chin rested on Yan Cheng's shoulder, and tears just fell without warning.
Until now, she just recalled the side of the villa that day, how scared she was at that moment, when she touched a pool of blood from the back of her head, from extreme cold pain to numbness, she was so scared, she worked hard Subconsciously tell you that you cannot lose consciousness, you must not lose consciousness, at least you must see him again before you die.
She had never been so helpless as at that moment, and at that moment she finally realized her feelings for Yan Cheng. If she never saw him again in this life, how regretful she would be, even unwilling to die.
But her consciousness was gradually out of her control, her eyelids became less and less under her control, and the scene in front of her eyes became more and more blurred. She thought she was about to die, and she would not even be able to see Yan Cheng again. One side is going to die!
Thinking of this, she passed out in Yancheng's villa with great remorse and regret.Neither Jian Xiaoxiao nor Butler Xu noticed the tear that slipped from the corner of her eye the moment she closed her eyes.
"Yancheng... I... I thought I would never see you again... I thought I would die like this, but I will never see you again..." Qianqian sobbed, her words were somewhat incoherent .
But Yan Cheng understood, and his heart shook heavily.He hugged Qianqian's back even tighter.
"Fool, when I heard about your accident, I wanted to kill myself immediately. I told myself when I was in the car, if you can't wake up this time, then I definitely won't be alone!" People survived. I watched you all night when you were in a coma, just downstairs, where you saw me just now. I saw Lian Can watch you all night, and I saw you finally wake up in the early morning Come here. At that moment, I felt that the whole person was relaxed."
Yan Cheng was very moved when he heard her choked up voice, and these were words that she would never say normally.
It turned out that while he overestimated that he could give up Qianqian, he even underestimated Qianqian's feelings for him.
The two hugged each other quietly, and after an unknown amount of time, Yan Cheng felt that the weight on his shoulders was getting heavier and heavier, so he called out uncertainly: "Qianqian?"
Qianqian didn't respond.
Yan Cheng hooked the corner of his mouth.Sure enough, just as I thought, the girl fell asleep.
Yan Cheng carefully carried her to the bed and covered her with a quilt.When he saw the tears remaining on her face, his heart moved slightly.
Yan Cheng gently wiped away the tears on Qianqian's face with his hand, seeing her relieved appearance, he felt relieved a lot.
Lying halfway beside her, looking at her delicate face, he couldn't help but leaned over and kissed her forehead.
Qianqian didn't respond at all, it can be seen that she was already in a deep sleep.
After kissing her forehead, Yan Cheng touched her face, as if feeling that it wasn't enough, he leaned over and kissed her cheek again.
Qianqian still didn't respond.After Yan Cheng smiled, he couldn't help but move his lips to Qianqian's.
It's been... It's been a long, long time since he looked at her so closely, and it seemed like a long, long time ago when he kissed her.
Without thinking too much, he kissed gently again.
In the dream, Qianqian might feel a little uncomfortable in her mouth, so she shook her head slightly.
Yan Cheng raised his head immediately, and couldn't help feeling a little funny when he saw Qianqian frowned and fell asleep again.
Looking at her like this, she really looks like a child.
After Yan Cheng smiled, he plucked Qian Qianqian's hair from his temples, and then hugged her half lying down, looking at her face without blinking, as if he wanted to make up for what he owed these days!
After Li Li came out of Yan Cheng's cemetery, she didn't go directly to the company, but went to the teahouse she and Yan Cheng liked the most, which was also the only secret base for her and Yan Cheng.The tea house is a Japanese-style building with a small yard, and they once buried things under the cherry blossom tree in the yard.
It's nothing more than wishes.Write your wish on a slip of paper, put it in a small box, and bury it in the ground.
Yan Cheng said that when they are old, they will come here to dig out the wish that the other party buried in the past, and see if it has been completed in a lifetime. If it is not completed, the other party will complete it.
At that time, they were still a loving couple. In a blink of an eye, things changed and even people left this world.
After breaking up with Yan Cheng, she has been to this cherry blossom tree countless times, but she has never dug out Yan Cheng's buried wish.For a long time she was afraid to touch that memory.
Because as beautiful as it is, so painful.
After Yan Cheng passed away, her aching heart seemed to be numb, and she no longer cared about who was responsible for whom between them.I still come here occasionally, drink tea, look at the cherry blossom tree, and imagine the wishes buried under the cherry blossom tree.
Recalling the little things with Yan Cheng, Li Li filtered the memory, remembered all the good ones, and forgot the hurt part, just like this, really became more and more happy, but sometimes I miss him very, very much, every time this Only then will there be a trace of loss.
Li Li decided to go back to rest when she stayed in the teahouse until after ten o'clock at night.She has consumed too much mental energy today. She has never been afraid of hard work, and she is not afraid of how much physical energy is consumed. She can bear no matter how much overtime she works, but she is a very sensitive child.
As long as I feel very tired in my heart, I want to take a good rest and have no energy to do anything.It seems that her power is not the limbs, but the heart.
Tired all over, Li Li drove back home, but when she got out of the car, she realized that she was too eager to come out today because of Yan Cheng's incident, she even forgot her bag, and came out with her mobile phone and wallet.
Li Li sighed.Do I have to go back to the company to get it?Now at this time... Li Li looked at her watch, it was almost eleven o'clock, there should be no one in the company at this time, right?
But on second thought, Yan Sen...would he be there?
I remembered that after Yan Cheng had a conflict with his parents, because there was nowhere to go, the phone was automatically turned off, and everyone was looking for him all over the place, but in the end he fell asleep alone in the company.
When Li Li found him, she really couldn't laugh or cry.
Thinking of this, she decided to go back to the company.
At the same time, Jian Xiaoxiao also got off the hospital bed.After Uncle Da closed the door of the clinic, he looked at the lively Jian Xiaoxiao and said, "Are you going to help Shen Xiaolin now?"
Jian Xiaoxiao nodded and said: "As long as I finish this time, I don't need to have anything to do with him anymore. Uncle Da, you have also seen that Yan Cheng is someone you can rely on. Once today is over, I will I can really have a good time with him now, and I no longer need to be afraid of Shen Xiaolin coming to expose me at any time. My new life will start again!"
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