With eyes wide open, he stared at Xia Lei with a smile, the rosiness that had just appeared on his face disappeared at this moment.

The room was very quiet, and the breathing of Xiaoxiao and Xia Lei could be clearly heard.

There was no imaginary hysteria, no screaming, and no tortoise shell pattern that Xiaoxiao was used to.

Xiaoxiao is surprisingly calm. It seems that she has grown a lot, no matter in terms of things, things or people.

Without that pale face, wide and lifeless eyes, and gradually trembling hands, perhaps no one would have thought of the suffering she is going through now.

It's just that as her hands continued to tremble, her body also began to tremble. It seemed to be a cycle. Under the trembling, her pale face became paler, and the paler her face, the more violently her body trembled.

The little hand tightly held by Xia Lei did not show any warmth.

Xia Lei leaned over and sat beside Xiaoxiao's bed, put his arms around Xiaoxiao's shoulders, and murmured, "Xiaoxiao!"

His voice contained unspeakable heartache, as well as his worries.

The child is smiling, and it is also his.

It can be said that at this moment, they are truly one.

Xiaoxiao didn't speak, but snuggled closer, tears streaming down from the corners of her eyes involuntarily.

It's not that she doesn't feel sad, how could she not feel heartbroken, but this thing has already happened, what else can she do, she can only keep her heart indifferent, so that the tears will not flow so fiercely.

This nearly one month of life has changed her a lot.

She knew that at this moment, she was not the only one who needed comfort.

The man behind him, who looks like steel, needs no less comfort than himself.

So, at this moment, Xia Lei seemed to be hugging and smiling, but they were actually cuddling each other.

"I'm sorry, I swore that I would take good care of you...!" Xia Lei unconsciously hugged her tightly and smiled, "I didn't take good care of you, let alone keep our two children!"

"Two... two...!" Xiaoxiao kept muttering, she was not stupid, of course she understood the meaning of Xia Lei's words.

It's just that at this moment, for them, since they are all lost, one and two really don't matter.

Wouldn't it be sad to say one?Are two sad?
Anyone who has experienced it understands that this is not a matter of one plus one equals two.

Xia Lei stared fixedly at the railing in front of the hospital bed, "Maybe it's because they have nothing to do with us!" While speaking, his tears slid down his face and slowly dripped onto his smiling hair.

The slight humidity and coolness on the top of the head made Xiaoxiao's heart startled, and unconsciously, he held Xia Lei's big hand tightly with his backhand.

Who said that men don't shed tears when they bleed!

At this moment, they only have each other to keep warm, each other to warm each other.

She wanted to ask if they would be cold and scared in another world, and she wanted to cry in Xia Lei's arms.

She wanted to ask, would they hate her as a mother? It was her negligence that caused them to leave forever before they had time to meet this world.

She wanted to ask, would they come to her again?
She wanted to say that she was useless, she was incompetent, she didn't protect well, and it was all her responsibility.

But at this moment, she is no longer the same as before, she has matured a lot, besides Yuchi Xiaoxiao's kindness and timidity, Gao Xueting's generosity is also derived from her body.

She thought a lot, but she still didn't say anything, stretched out her hand to gently stroke her stomach, opened her mouth, and just asked, "Can I be born again?"

Yes, as long as they can be born again, she believes they will come back.

What was lost has already been lost, no matter how painful it is, if you are not strong, then you are hurting Xia Lei.

And the pain is to stay in my heart, to settle slowly, to think slowly, and then slowly become a kind of memory.

"Yes, the doctor said there's no problem!" Xia Lei who was in grief was really surprised, surprised by Xiaoxiao's strength and change.

Although he had hope in his heart, this hope was something he never dared to think about, so he chose to be strong no matter how strong he was, and didn't care about everything as a chic.

What he was waiting for was that Xiaoxiao would close his heart and everything.

Never thought that Xiaoxiao's attitude would be like this.

Of course, he wouldn't feel that she wasn't heartbroken enough or anything because of Xiaoxiao's attitude.

Wanting to compare, he understands that at this moment, she is still protecting him, caring about his thoughts and emotions despite her heartache.

In other words, she was trying to make him not worry so much.

And she did it, and she did it well.

Because the grief in his heart could no longer be concealed.

Neither is a boy or a girl. For him who is over [-], it is a kind of happiness to have his own family and children.

For him, the days when his mother was alive were the distant but most anticipated memories.

Even though he has extraordinary abilities, these things that are decided by the heavens are not something he can change.

He was very glad that Xiaoxiao was still in his arms at this moment.

And it seemed that although she was in pain, the mature woman had a mature solution.

It's just like this, but it makes him feel more sorry for her.

"I really want to say, cry if you want, but the doctor said, if you cry too much, it's not good for your eyes, and it's not good for your recovery!" Xia Lei hugged and smiled, his voice very gentle.

Pain, but can't cry, isn't this a kind of torture? "Then, let's weep silently!"

It will not be a good thing for the patient to keep all the pain in his heart.

"En!" Xiaoxiao nodded slightly, biting her lips tightly, tears streaming down silently, but she didn't make a sound.

At this moment, Xia Lei doesn't need to look to know that she is crying silently, and all he can do is hug her tighter.

"The doctor said that your body needs to be recuperated. After the recuperation, menstruation will become normal!" These are what Xia Lei thought about a long time ago. Xiaoxiao pulled out from the closed state.

"We'll wait for you to recuperate your body, and then raise you strong, and then have a child!"

Xiaoxiao didn't speak, but the silent tears became more fierce.

There is some pain, and it's not something she can suppress if she wants to!
Every child, as soon as it appears, will become the heart and soul of its parents, whether it has been born or has not been masked.

"Okay, it's almost done. I believe the children don't want us to do this either. Can you cry again after you recover your body? At that time, you can cry as much as you want. I won't pull you or stop you. I cry with you!"

Xia Lei, who has never been so emotional before, has unknowingly become abnormally emotional at this moment.

Xiaoxiao still didn't speak, just reached out and wiped away her tears.

The first time, wiped dry, and flowed out again.

She wiped it again and it came out again.

Tears are like fighting her, again and again, over and over again.

She didn't know whether she underestimated the perseverance of tears, or underestimated the grief in her heart.

But no matter what, she will not surrender to tears.

"Let me do it!" Heartache smiled and wiped it over and over again, the corners of her eyes were already terribly red due to the corrosion of the salty taste and the friction of her skin.

Xiaoxiao nodded, but still didn't speak, she had no strength at the moment, so she could only hand herself over to Xia Lei.

Xia Lei put Xiaoxiao down lightly, and wanted to get her a basin of water to wash her face, but found that his hand was firmly grasped by Xiaoxiao.

With a strong nasal voice, there is fear in Xiaoxiao's eyes, "Don't leave me!"

She was afraid that she had already lost her child, and she was afraid that if she lost Xia Lei again, she would have nothing left.

Xia Lei looked at it, twitched the corners of his mouth, and smiled, "Okay, I'm not going anywhere, I'll stay by your side!"

Xiaoxiao pointed to another hospital bed, "Lie down there, okay?" I'm tired, so why isn't he tired? Instead of letting him sit like this, it's better to lie down like myself.

Rest is the right of everyone. Although there are people with iron will in this world, they also need to rest.

Xia Lei wanted to refuse at first, but seeing Xiaoxiao's firm gaze, he changed his mind, nodded, and walked to the other side.

Moved the position of the hospital bed by hand, making it closer to Xiaoxiao's hospital bed.

Lying on the bed, the two faced each other face to face, looking at the pain in each other's eyes and the painful pain on their faces.

Perhaps this can be regarded as a dream in different beds!
"I still remember when I was a child, you were so young, I didn't expect you to be so big in a blink of an eye!" Xia Lei said, while gesturing with a smile when he was a child, and now.

He had to take the initiative to adjust the atmosphere, otherwise, such a depressing atmosphere, suppressing the already grief-stricken smile would only make her more painful.

How can Xiaoxiao not know Xia Lei's meaning, although at this moment she is lazy and sad, and can't bring up any other thoughts, "When I was young, you were also a child, and you said it as if you were much older than me! "

Pain, the reason why it is painful, is to make people addicted, the more addicted, the more painful, the more painful, the more addicted, and this cycle repeats until it becomes a dead button.

So she had to learn how to release this pain.

"Always so much older than you!" Xia Lei stretched out his hand and stroked a lock of hair on his forehead with a smile. "After you recover, I will personally teach you and train your body!"

He secretly swore that only when her physical fitness reached a certain level would she be able to conceive again.

Miscarriage is extremely harmful to a woman's body. It is enough for this kind of tragedy to happen once, and it must never happen again.

Xiaoxiao said without any thought, and said: "Sister Ting taught me, you don't have to worry!" After she finished speaking, she remembered what Xia Lei said about their business trip, "Sister Ting and Le Qiao are on a business trip, how long will it take to come back?" ?”

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