shallow marriage deep love
417 The Fiery Swelling in My Heart
Walking downstairs, Zhong Nian stood in the door and did not go out immediately.
Not far away, Xia Yan was standing there, in exactly the same position as these days, even the standing posture was almost the same, he raised his head, and the place he was looking at was his home.
As if sensing it, he turned his head and looked towards the door.
There is no way to avoid it, and we have to face it eventually, Zhong Nian took a deep breath and pushed the door to go out.
The two stood facing each other, and neither of them spoke first.For Zhong Nian, she was thinking about how to thank him for the school affairs, while for Yu Xia Yan, she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would destroy the rare peace between the two of them.
In the end, it was Zhong Nian who broke the silence first.
Turning her eyes away from her toes and looking upwards, she met Xia Yan's deep and emotionless eyes, and spoke in a sincere but unavoidably unfamiliar tone: "I know about the school, thank you."
Xia Yan's figure moved, as if he had expected her to say that, he wanted to make the relationship between the two more natural, subconsciously wanted to reach out and rub her hair, but finally stopped abruptly.
He didn't want to scare her anymore.
The corner of his mouth curled up, and he smiled, pretending that he couldn't hear the politeness in her words, and the words contained affection: "Isn't your business my business?"
With a slight movement of the fingertips holding the hem of his clothes, Zhong Nian took a small step back without any trace, and then raised his head, his face relaxed like a joke: "Actually, you don't have to do this, the matter will always be resolved."
What she was worried about was that once Xia Yan got involved in this matter, Mr. Xia might take the opportunity to attack him, right?After all, she is a friend, and she doesn't want to see others make things difficult for him.
It's just that these words have another meaning in Xia Yan's ears.He felt that Zhong Nian was implying that he should not intervene in her affairs in the future, and that her so-called matter could be resolved probably because of Su Yuan's presence.
She wanted to keep a distance from herself all the time.
As soon as this thought came out, it was like a vine that grew wildly and could no longer be controlled.
The thoughts of the past few days gushed out at this moment.
He took a step forward, caught off guard and grabbed her hand tightly, breathing heavily: "Nian Nian, is it because you can't see no matter what I do? Can't you give me a chance? I know I was wrong in the past , I've stopped, we're still the same as before, okay?"
"Xia Yan," Zhong Nian didn't shake off his hand immediately, but raised his head and looked at him with a pair of clear eyes, helpless and powerless, "How many times do I need to tell you? Are there any differences between us?" It's possible because I don't love you. There's no need to mention the past, either we are still ordinary friends, or we are completely estranged. Xia Yan, I will never give you what you want. Whether it is about today's school, Thank you for your maintenance at the restaurant last time, or your apology to Lan Lan."
When she spoke, there was no unnecessary expression, and there was a faint indifference in her eyes.
Yes, indifference.
Xia Yan felt bitter in his heart, let go of her hand, and laughed at himself: "Nian Nian, you can always be so calm and say such cruel words. You know that what I want is more than you treating me as a friend."
"But all I can give is friendship." Zhong Nian interrupted him mercilessly, frowning, she was a little annoyed, "I'm sorry, I can't do anything else."
All along, she was really too extravagant, how could she still be friends?
Not wanting to stay any longer, she turned around and was about to leave regardless of Xia Yan's hurt look.
"Also, don't come again at night." After a pause, she added, "I hope this is the last time we talk about it."
Xia Yan's hands hanging on both sides unconsciously tightened again and again, his lips were tightly pursed, fearing that if he couldn't control it, he would call out to her.
She has already said it so clearly, if they continue to entangle, it will only make the two of them fall into an even more embarrassing situation.
He still didn't believe it, he didn't believe that he had no chance at all.
Taking a deep breath, Xia Yan looked at the direction she was leaving again, Xia Yan forced himself to look away, then turned around and strode away.
He got in the car and started it, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a familiar car approaching him not far away.
It's Su Yuan.
"Mr. Xia," Su Yuan stood at the door of the car, with a neither salty nor indifferent expression, "I will take care of my girlfriend. If you don't worry about it, you come to visit every night."
The hands holding the steering wheel suddenly tightened, Xia Yan sneered, and responded unceremoniously: "Are you afraid? Afraid that I will snatch her away?"
Su Yuan smiled: "No."
Xia Yan hated his appearance, the coldness of the corner of his mouth deepened, even he didn't realize that the words were full of jealousy: "What is that?"
Su Yuan glanced at him with deep eyes: "I'm not afraid that you will snatch her away, because I know that even if you stand downstairs all night, her choice is still not you. It's not time for you to lose, Xia Yan." , but a chance to meet her."
"The chance to meet her..." Xia Yan muttered to himself, he didn't understand.
"When I met her, it was my best time, and it was also her best time. To put it bluntly, it was fate. If not, why did she and I meet so many people? The only ones who believe in each other?" Su Yuan has never said these words to anyone, because he always feels that they are too hypocritical, if they are in love, they are in love, how can there be so much nonsense?It was only when he met Zhong Nian that he realized that it was different.
"Xia Yan..." Putting back the warm feeling in his heart for now, he gave Xia Yan one last meaningful look, "Don't let her bother you anymore. She is suitable for laughing heartlessly and happily, not because of you as a friend." Difficult."
Having said that, he didn't say any more.
In the car, Xia Yan thought about his words over and over again, every time he thought about it, it was like eating a mouthful of Coptis chinensis, and in the end, it was so bitter.
Zhong Nian returned to her home, she felt a lot relieved after saying those words, took out her pajamas, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.
There is nothing more comforting than taking a hot bath and getting a good night's sleep after a tiring day.
"Dong dong dong!" Just as she closed the lotus pod, there was a rhythmic knock on the door.
It's so late, who could it be?
Could it be that Xia Yan hasn't left yet?
Zhong Nian frowned unconsciously, quickly put on his pajamas, and walked out lightly.
The knock on the door continued, followed by a long-awaited voice!
"Nian Nian? Are you asleep?"
It's Su Yuan!
Zhong Nian's eyes turned hot, she was very hopeless, she responded loudly: "Not yet!"
She was so happy that she even forgot that she was only in her pajamas and ran over to open the door.
"Su Yuan!" She almost threw herself into his arms, she hugged his neck and refused to let go, she couldn't believe what she said, "Why did you come back early? Didn't you say it will take two days?"
"I want to see you sooner." Su Yuan put his arms around her, his warm palm pressed against her skin, and his voice was tender, "I miss you very much, Nian Nian, do you miss me?"
"Think..." Zhong Nian hugged him tightly, and felt extra at ease when he smelled the familiar aura on his body, and soon, a trace of grievance came out again.
She couldn't help thinking, could this be the reason why he was by her side?Obviously things can be resolved by themselves, but as long as he is there, it feels different.
The corners of her mouth raised uncontrollably, and she subconsciously rubbed against his arms again.
But soon, she noticed something was wrong.
Su Yuan's body was very stiff.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhong Nian raised his head in doubt.
There was almost no distance between the two. Su Yuan smelled the fragrance from her body after taking a bath, and his mind was in a trance for a while, and the person in his arms seemed to have completely forgotten that he was only wearing pajamas. The thin fabric, the strange feeling of numbness exploded in his blood like an electric current, and it was difficult for him not to stiffen his body.
After all, he is a normal man.
He was so embarrassed that he opened the distance between the two of them without any trace, but he didn't want the corner of his eyes to glance over her chest so unintentionally.
There was a sudden heat in my heart.
Difficult to look away, he turned his head and tried not to look at her.
Zhong Nian originally wanted to ask what's the matter again, but when she saw his slightly red ears and his eyes that were barely moving away, she suddenly understood what was going on!
"I... I'm going to change clothes!" After finishing speaking, she ran away like a frightened little rabbit.
Seeing her, Su Yuan couldn't help laughing, turned around, closed the door, walked slowly to the sofa in the living room and sat down.
Zhong Nian soon came out again, changing into home clothes.
"Come here." Su Yuan waved to her.
Zhong Nian walked over obediently, and when he got to the sofa, he pulled her and sat on his lap.
Under the soft light, the figures of the two blend together intimately.
I haven't seen you for many days, and I miss you very much.
Eyes met, Zhong Nian put his arms around his neck, stared at him quietly for a few seconds, and finally boldly kissed him, although his kissing skills were as unfamiliar as ever.
But to Su Yuan, this youthful and unskilled kiss is even more attractive.
Itchy, he immediately turned passive into active, holding her head with his left hand, he kissed her, first tenderly, then domineering.
I don't know how long it has passed, Zhong Nian has been kissed dizzy, and his whole body is almost limp in Su Yuan's arms.
Only then did Su Yuan stop.
Slightly opened the distance, both panting heavily.
"Pfft!" Zhong Nian couldn't help laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" Su Yuan pinched her nose dissatisfied as punishment.
"It's nothing!" Zhong Nian raised his head, avoiding his persecution, but didn't tell him.
Su Yuan laughed helplessly, pecked her on the lips again, and then hugged her into his arms again.
There are just moments of warmth with each other, which the two enjoy.
After a while, Zhong Nian spoke first: "Su Yuan, there is something I want to tell you."
"En? What?" Su Yuan listened attentively.
Zhong Nian glanced at him quickly, discussing: "But you can't be angry after listening!"
Su Yuan raised his eyebrows, he thought he probably knew what she was going to say.
really.
"Before you came, Xia Yan was downstairs, I went down to see him." After finishing speaking, Zhong Nian nervously raised his head and stared at him.
Not far away, Xia Yan was standing there, in exactly the same position as these days, even the standing posture was almost the same, he raised his head, and the place he was looking at was his home.
As if sensing it, he turned his head and looked towards the door.
There is no way to avoid it, and we have to face it eventually, Zhong Nian took a deep breath and pushed the door to go out.
The two stood facing each other, and neither of them spoke first.For Zhong Nian, she was thinking about how to thank him for the school affairs, while for Yu Xia Yan, she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would destroy the rare peace between the two of them.
In the end, it was Zhong Nian who broke the silence first.
Turning her eyes away from her toes and looking upwards, she met Xia Yan's deep and emotionless eyes, and spoke in a sincere but unavoidably unfamiliar tone: "I know about the school, thank you."
Xia Yan's figure moved, as if he had expected her to say that, he wanted to make the relationship between the two more natural, subconsciously wanted to reach out and rub her hair, but finally stopped abruptly.
He didn't want to scare her anymore.
The corner of his mouth curled up, and he smiled, pretending that he couldn't hear the politeness in her words, and the words contained affection: "Isn't your business my business?"
With a slight movement of the fingertips holding the hem of his clothes, Zhong Nian took a small step back without any trace, and then raised his head, his face relaxed like a joke: "Actually, you don't have to do this, the matter will always be resolved."
What she was worried about was that once Xia Yan got involved in this matter, Mr. Xia might take the opportunity to attack him, right?After all, she is a friend, and she doesn't want to see others make things difficult for him.
It's just that these words have another meaning in Xia Yan's ears.He felt that Zhong Nian was implying that he should not intervene in her affairs in the future, and that her so-called matter could be resolved probably because of Su Yuan's presence.
She wanted to keep a distance from herself all the time.
As soon as this thought came out, it was like a vine that grew wildly and could no longer be controlled.
The thoughts of the past few days gushed out at this moment.
He took a step forward, caught off guard and grabbed her hand tightly, breathing heavily: "Nian Nian, is it because you can't see no matter what I do? Can't you give me a chance? I know I was wrong in the past , I've stopped, we're still the same as before, okay?"
"Xia Yan," Zhong Nian didn't shake off his hand immediately, but raised his head and looked at him with a pair of clear eyes, helpless and powerless, "How many times do I need to tell you? Are there any differences between us?" It's possible because I don't love you. There's no need to mention the past, either we are still ordinary friends, or we are completely estranged. Xia Yan, I will never give you what you want. Whether it is about today's school, Thank you for your maintenance at the restaurant last time, or your apology to Lan Lan."
When she spoke, there was no unnecessary expression, and there was a faint indifference in her eyes.
Yes, indifference.
Xia Yan felt bitter in his heart, let go of her hand, and laughed at himself: "Nian Nian, you can always be so calm and say such cruel words. You know that what I want is more than you treating me as a friend."
"But all I can give is friendship." Zhong Nian interrupted him mercilessly, frowning, she was a little annoyed, "I'm sorry, I can't do anything else."
All along, she was really too extravagant, how could she still be friends?
Not wanting to stay any longer, she turned around and was about to leave regardless of Xia Yan's hurt look.
"Also, don't come again at night." After a pause, she added, "I hope this is the last time we talk about it."
Xia Yan's hands hanging on both sides unconsciously tightened again and again, his lips were tightly pursed, fearing that if he couldn't control it, he would call out to her.
She has already said it so clearly, if they continue to entangle, it will only make the two of them fall into an even more embarrassing situation.
He still didn't believe it, he didn't believe that he had no chance at all.
Taking a deep breath, Xia Yan looked at the direction she was leaving again, Xia Yan forced himself to look away, then turned around and strode away.
He got in the car and started it, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a familiar car approaching him not far away.
It's Su Yuan.
"Mr. Xia," Su Yuan stood at the door of the car, with a neither salty nor indifferent expression, "I will take care of my girlfriend. If you don't worry about it, you come to visit every night."
The hands holding the steering wheel suddenly tightened, Xia Yan sneered, and responded unceremoniously: "Are you afraid? Afraid that I will snatch her away?"
Su Yuan smiled: "No."
Xia Yan hated his appearance, the coldness of the corner of his mouth deepened, even he didn't realize that the words were full of jealousy: "What is that?"
Su Yuan glanced at him with deep eyes: "I'm not afraid that you will snatch her away, because I know that even if you stand downstairs all night, her choice is still not you. It's not time for you to lose, Xia Yan." , but a chance to meet her."
"The chance to meet her..." Xia Yan muttered to himself, he didn't understand.
"When I met her, it was my best time, and it was also her best time. To put it bluntly, it was fate. If not, why did she and I meet so many people? The only ones who believe in each other?" Su Yuan has never said these words to anyone, because he always feels that they are too hypocritical, if they are in love, they are in love, how can there be so much nonsense?It was only when he met Zhong Nian that he realized that it was different.
"Xia Yan..." Putting back the warm feeling in his heart for now, he gave Xia Yan one last meaningful look, "Don't let her bother you anymore. She is suitable for laughing heartlessly and happily, not because of you as a friend." Difficult."
Having said that, he didn't say any more.
In the car, Xia Yan thought about his words over and over again, every time he thought about it, it was like eating a mouthful of Coptis chinensis, and in the end, it was so bitter.
Zhong Nian returned to her home, she felt a lot relieved after saying those words, took out her pajamas, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.
There is nothing more comforting than taking a hot bath and getting a good night's sleep after a tiring day.
"Dong dong dong!" Just as she closed the lotus pod, there was a rhythmic knock on the door.
It's so late, who could it be?
Could it be that Xia Yan hasn't left yet?
Zhong Nian frowned unconsciously, quickly put on his pajamas, and walked out lightly.
The knock on the door continued, followed by a long-awaited voice!
"Nian Nian? Are you asleep?"
It's Su Yuan!
Zhong Nian's eyes turned hot, she was very hopeless, she responded loudly: "Not yet!"
She was so happy that she even forgot that she was only in her pajamas and ran over to open the door.
"Su Yuan!" She almost threw herself into his arms, she hugged his neck and refused to let go, she couldn't believe what she said, "Why did you come back early? Didn't you say it will take two days?"
"I want to see you sooner." Su Yuan put his arms around her, his warm palm pressed against her skin, and his voice was tender, "I miss you very much, Nian Nian, do you miss me?"
"Think..." Zhong Nian hugged him tightly, and felt extra at ease when he smelled the familiar aura on his body, and soon, a trace of grievance came out again.
She couldn't help thinking, could this be the reason why he was by her side?Obviously things can be resolved by themselves, but as long as he is there, it feels different.
The corners of her mouth raised uncontrollably, and she subconsciously rubbed against his arms again.
But soon, she noticed something was wrong.
Su Yuan's body was very stiff.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhong Nian raised his head in doubt.
There was almost no distance between the two. Su Yuan smelled the fragrance from her body after taking a bath, and his mind was in a trance for a while, and the person in his arms seemed to have completely forgotten that he was only wearing pajamas. The thin fabric, the strange feeling of numbness exploded in his blood like an electric current, and it was difficult for him not to stiffen his body.
After all, he is a normal man.
He was so embarrassed that he opened the distance between the two of them without any trace, but he didn't want the corner of his eyes to glance over her chest so unintentionally.
There was a sudden heat in my heart.
Difficult to look away, he turned his head and tried not to look at her.
Zhong Nian originally wanted to ask what's the matter again, but when she saw his slightly red ears and his eyes that were barely moving away, she suddenly understood what was going on!
"I... I'm going to change clothes!" After finishing speaking, she ran away like a frightened little rabbit.
Seeing her, Su Yuan couldn't help laughing, turned around, closed the door, walked slowly to the sofa in the living room and sat down.
Zhong Nian soon came out again, changing into home clothes.
"Come here." Su Yuan waved to her.
Zhong Nian walked over obediently, and when he got to the sofa, he pulled her and sat on his lap.
Under the soft light, the figures of the two blend together intimately.
I haven't seen you for many days, and I miss you very much.
Eyes met, Zhong Nian put his arms around his neck, stared at him quietly for a few seconds, and finally boldly kissed him, although his kissing skills were as unfamiliar as ever.
But to Su Yuan, this youthful and unskilled kiss is even more attractive.
Itchy, he immediately turned passive into active, holding her head with his left hand, he kissed her, first tenderly, then domineering.
I don't know how long it has passed, Zhong Nian has been kissed dizzy, and his whole body is almost limp in Su Yuan's arms.
Only then did Su Yuan stop.
Slightly opened the distance, both panting heavily.
"Pfft!" Zhong Nian couldn't help laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" Su Yuan pinched her nose dissatisfied as punishment.
"It's nothing!" Zhong Nian raised his head, avoiding his persecution, but didn't tell him.
Su Yuan laughed helplessly, pecked her on the lips again, and then hugged her into his arms again.
There are just moments of warmth with each other, which the two enjoy.
After a while, Zhong Nian spoke first: "Su Yuan, there is something I want to tell you."
"En? What?" Su Yuan listened attentively.
Zhong Nian glanced at him quickly, discussing: "But you can't be angry after listening!"
Su Yuan raised his eyebrows, he thought he probably knew what she was going to say.
really.
"Before you came, Xia Yan was downstairs, I went down to see him." After finishing speaking, Zhong Nian nervously raised his head and stared at him.
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