shallow marriage deep love

"Sister Qinglan, Lantian...has he been here?" Shi Xiaorui tugged on her clothes tightly, her eyes filled with anticipation.

Lu Qinglan was obviously taken aback.

Xiaorui, does she know?

She glanced at Shi Xiaorui, hesitated and didn't know how to speak, the words in her throat became more and more heavy.

"Sister Qinglan, you don't have to hide it from me, I know he has been here." Shi Xiaorui's low voice came again, and the words were full of unresolved grief, and she gently sniffed , she kept telling herself not to cry anymore and to be strong, but when the words floated out, her heart was still sore and astringent, and she felt tight, "He has been wandering outside for a long time, hasn't he? I can hear his footsteps." , can’t be wrong, sister Qinglan, tell me..."

"Xiaorui..." Lu Qinglan's throat tightened for a while, how much does Shi Xiaorui like Lantian?If she really said those words, would she be able to bear it?However, it is not an option to hide it from her.

Hearing her embarrassment, Shi Xiaorui forced a smile on the corner of her mouth, held her hand, pretended to be indifferent and said, "Sister Qinglan, tell me, does he have something to tell you?" Me? It's okay, I can bear it, I just want to know, is it what I thought in my heart. It may be that God gave me an extra to me and him. Whether he really has a decision or not Even if we separate, I won’t regret meeting him.”

After a pause, she suddenly laughed at herself, and her leisurely voice seemed to carry a kind of desolation: "Sister Qinglan, do you know? I've been through a very difficult time, and I don't know whether I should go to him or not. I'm afraid that he won't see me, after all that day... Actually, I understand everything, how could he stay with me without any grievances after such a thing happened? I'm not qualified to be with him anymore, I'm sorry Him, I blame myself..."

At the end, she couldn't continue, she lowered her head, and tears fell on the back of Lu Qinglan's hand.

Lu Qinglan gently wiped away her tears with distress.

What Lan Tian said was indeed correct, Shi Xiaorui felt guilty towards him now, maybe it is really the best choice to separate, otherwise it would be a kind of torture in disguise for both of them.

"Sister Qinglan, tell me, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, I have the right to know, I don't want to be kept secret, can you?" Shi Xiaorui begged again.

Lu Qinglan finally relented, but she still thought about it for a while before telling Shi Xiaorui what Lan Tian wanted her to convey.

She was as tactful as possible, trying to minimize the damage.

The moment she finished speaking, Lu Qinglan stared at Shi Xiaorui without blinking, fearing that she would miss her mind.

Shi Xiaorui's reaction to her was silence. After listening to it, she was dumbfounded, her eyes seemed to be hollow.

"Xiao Rui? If you feel uncomfortable, it will be better if you cry." Lu Qinglan worriedly held her hand.

A few seconds later, Shi Xiaorui cried "Wow".

At the end of crying, she was out of breath, and her nose and eyes were red, which made people feel distressed.

"Sister Qinglan..."

"I'm here..." Lu Qinglan sighed slightly in her heart, letting her lie on her shoulders, "It's okay, everything will pass."

At this time, all she can do is to comfort her, but in the end she has to rely on Shi Xiaorui to come out on her own.

A few minutes later, Shi Xiaorui sobbed and raised her head, with a smile on her lips: "Sister Qinglan, thank you, I'm fine, really, I'm fine. I'm mentally prepared, I know Lan Tian, ​​he asked you to tell me I don't want to embarrass me, I don't want me to feel guilty, I understand, I understand. How could I not know, it is impossible for us to go back..."

Maybe the words were incoherent, but if she didn't say it, she was afraid that she wouldn't know what to do.

Even though she said so, Lu Qinglan knew that it was still difficult for her to accept it for a while, she just didn't want to worry herself.

Touching Master Xiaorui's head, Lu Qinglan comforted her: "Lan Tian has always hoped that you will be well."

"Well, I know..." Shi Xiaorui sniffed and begged, "Sister Qinglan, can you stay with me here for a while? I don't want to be alone now, give me a few days, I will adjust very quickly OK."

Lu Qinglan smiled lightly, with encouraging eyes: "Of course, I'm here to accompany you today, and I know that you will always do what you say."

There was a long silence after that, Lu Qinglan accompanied Shi Xiaorui in this way, she knew this was what she wanted now.

Half an hour later, she got up to change Shi Xiaorui's glass of boiled water.

"Sister Qinglan..."

She heard the low voice of Shi Xiaorui who was lying down.

"Hmm, what's up?"

Shi Xiaorui didn't get up, she was still lying on her side, her palm-sized face was buried on the pillow, and her voice was very cold: "During the rounds in the morning, the doctor said that Qin Xin hadn't closed his eyes all night, and had been sitting by the bed to take care of me. , is it true?"

"..." Lu Qinglan didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention Qin Xin, and it took a while to realize, after thinking about it, she decided to tell the truth, "En."

"Hmph!" Shi Xiaorui sneered undisguisedly, "I don't need his fake kindness! Doesn't he just want to see me separate from Lan Tian? Now that he has succeeded, he wants to see my jokes? "

Coldness burst out from her words, and Lu Qinglan didn't know how to speak for a while.

To be honest, since the day of the magazine, she herself has some resentment towards Qin Xin, especially the car accident, but Ye Tingshen is right, after all, it is a matter between Shi Xiaorui and Qin Xin , she is not qualified to judge, and she has no position to do anything, it can only be resolved by the two of them.

And what she can do is to support and comfort Shi Xiaorui when she needs her friend.

Still in a daze, Shi Xiaorui's voice full of hatred sounded again: "I hate him! In this life, I will never be with him!"

At this moment, the sound of heavy and rapid breathing came from outside the door.

Lu Qinglan knew, and Qin Xin heard it.

Shi Xiaorui also knew that she said that on purpose!

The ward fell silent again, and soon, Shi Xiaorui fell asleep tiredly because her body had not recovered yet.

Lu Qinglan glanced at her brows that were still furrowed in her sleep, and couldn't help but sighed. After covering her with the quilt, she opened the door and went out.

Outside the door, Qin Xin leaned against the wall motionless.

Once upon a time, in Lu Qinglan's eyes, Qin Xin was always high-spirited, but now she looks a little helpless with this lonely and regretful look.

I knew this, why should I be at the beginning?
"She's asleep?" His voice was hoarse, and Qin Xin didn't dare to open the door to go in and see.

"En." Lu Qinglan nodded, even though she was angry at him for treating Shi Xiaorui, but they were still friends after all, how could there be any overnight feud?
She breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Go back and rest, do you really think you're a robot if you don't sleep around? Let me tell you something that hurts your heart, no matter how bad you make yourself, Xiaorui won't even look at you."

"I know..." Hearing her words, Qin Xin's heart twitched violently, it hurt a lot, but he couldn't deny that what she said was indeed the truth, his throat hurt more and more, and it seemed that it took a lot of effort to utter a word Strength, "I'll go back later and come to see her later. I can't, just watch her and don't care, even if she hates me now."

After a pause, he said again: "Lanlan, you should blame me. In fact, why don't I blame myself? Since I saw the birthmark on her arm at home, and then investigated her information, I told myself , this time, I can't miss her again, even if I knew at that time that what she liked in her heart was the blue sky, I tied her by my side, I thought this would break her thoughts, but I forgot, and in the end it hurt Yes, not only her, but also myself, who pushed her away. But Lanlan, in the next time, I will prove to you and show her that I really love her, and I will wait for her Willingly fall in love with me, I have been waiting for so many years, and I will continue to wait!"

Lu Qinglan turned her head to look at him, and slammed straight into his line of sight. There was not only seriousness in it, but also full of affection for the person she loved deeply.

She suddenly remembered the relationship between the two that Ye Tingshen had mentioned to her.

"You don't have to prove it to me. After all, what you want is Xiaorui's forgiveness, not mine. I won't get involved in the matter between you, but I want to tell you that if you let me She is sad, I will not let you go easily, she is my friend, do you understand?" Every word, Lu Qinglan spoke very slowly, every word, she hoped that Qin Xin could hear it in her heart .

Qin Xin nodded solemnly: "I understand!"

"Okay, then go back and clean yourself up first." Lu Qinglan urged him.

After he left, Lu Qinglan went to the doctor's office and asked about Shi Xiaorui's situation.

The doctor said that everything was normal after the operation, and there was no problem with the examination, as long as he had a good rest, Lu Qinglan felt relieved and thanked the doctor. She walked out of the office when her cell phone rang.

It's Zhong Nian.

"Hey, read it."

"Lanlan, do you have time later? Have a meal together?"

"Eat lunch?" Lu Qinglan subconsciously glanced in the direction of Shi Xiaorui's ward, calculated in her mind when the nurse would arrive, and finally agreed, "Okay, where is it?"

Zhong Nian seemed relieved: "Are you at the magazine office now? I'll pick you up."

"No need, I'll take a taxi by myself, I'm not at the magazine office." Lu Qinglan refused with a smile.

After hanging up the phone, he went to stay with Shi Xiaorui in the ward for a while, and did not leave until the newly hired nurse came.

It was lunch time, and it was not easy to take a taxi. When Lu Qinglan arrived at the restaurant, Zhong Nian had already been waiting for a long time.

"Nian Nian!" Lu Qinglan walked over with a smile, but when she saw the person opposite Zhong Nian, she froze for a moment.

"Miss Lu." Xia Yan in a suit stood up, with an impeccable smile on his lips, as if he didn't see the obvious surprise on Lu Qinglan's face at all, or rather, he saw it, but just chose to ignore it.