Double daughter: double-faced president stay away from me

When I returned to the mansion, the wall lights outside the house illuminated my lonely figure, and the yellowed shadow swayed and swayed with the footsteps and lights.

The wind slaps the leaves and makes a rustling sound, the endless sound of water continues in the fountain behind, and the sound of my slow footsteps echoes in this quiet night.

I took a deep breath of the cool air, all my troubles were swept away for a while, and when I walked to the door of the house, I decided to have a good sleep tonight, and forget about the rest tomorrow.

Just as this thought arose, the door suddenly opened, I was startled, and I backed away unconsciously.

"Miss?" Chen's voice broke the night, and a figure appeared in front of my eyes.

"Why are you still in the hall? It's so late." I calmed down and asked while entering the hall from beside him.

He closed the door naturally, turned around and looked back at me, and replied, "It's so late, so I'm worried about what happened to you, miss."

I burst out laughing, turned my head and looked at him, with Chen present, I always felt a sense of peace of mind, compared to Xiwen... Xiwen...

When I thought of him, the pain that haunted me just now was rolling in my heart again. I didn't want Chen to find out, so I tried my best to smile and said, "Thank you, Chen. Go back and rest."

He didn't make a sound, the original gentle smile suddenly disappeared from his face, and he stared at me closely with a serious face.

My heart skipped a beat, but my tired heart was no longer able to guess his emotions. I waved my hand and said the last sentence: "Sorry, I'm very tired now. You can go back." I turned my back to him and walked upstairs , There was no sound from behind, not even opening and closing the door, I pressed my forehead that was in terrible pain, and didn't dare to look back.

The next day, I had just sent Xiwen off in the afternoon, and I came to the greenhouse again. I no longer cared about the hair that was scattered on my chest. get along with.

In the morning, he praised me, praised my talent, my ability, and said that the performance was no problem. He can't see how hard the real me is. In his eyes, I can only be Yuyan forever.

I stretched out my hand to caress the Bianhua flowers, and murmured, "I'm in love with him, what should I do?" Listening to my secret Bianhua fluttering leisurely, gently accompanying my restless figure.

Time seemed to stand still, until Chen's voice sounded from behind.

"Miss..." His voice broke the tranquility in the greenhouse, I slowly stood up, the sun illuminated my expressionless face, I tried to pull the corners of my mouth, and only turned to face him when I was sure to put on a smiling face .

"Chen." I tried to make myself smile and said to him: "The recital is coming soon, I think my piano skills are no longer a problem, I will tell my mother, let you also participate in this piano recital."

Chen still stared at me silently, but this time he didn't smile because of what I said. Seeing his strange expression, I began to feel at a loss.

"Where's the violin?" His voice was very small, but it was harsh in my ears: "Miss, didn't you say that you want to practice the violin for Master Xiwen? Even if you don't want to perform, you don't have to give up your original decision."

I lowered my head, not wanting him to see my pale face that was gradually becoming unmaintainable, and I murmured, "Even if I succeed in training, performing in front of him will be of no use to me." In one sentence, I can only shout in my heart: In his eyes, no matter how hard I try, I can't compare to Yu Yan.

But as soon as the words came out, Chen's reaction was even more excited than mine. His eyes staring at me became confused, and he even wanted to pull my hand in anxiety, but his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and finally hung on him. beside.

Seeing his panic, I felt his concern, so I had to bow my head to him and say, "Sorry, I made you worry."

He shook his head, and the expression on his face was even more bitter and heavy: "Miss, don't say that, now you have lost your previous smile for Master Xiwen, but I can't help you in anything."

I no longer put on a smiley face, Chenyi had already realized my current mood, I turned my head to Bianhua, and said desolately: "It's not your fault, it's my own problem."

"Miss, why don't you continue to practice the violin." The worried Chen suddenly made a suggestion: "When you practiced the violin, whether it was for Master Xiwen or not, I saw that you really wanted to practice Xia Kong's piece well. Think this is what you want to do, and go back to what you want to do.”

I was stunned, but I couldn't hide the indescribable feeling in my heart. How could I tell him that the first time I practiced this piece, it was caused by Xiwen's memories of the past and Yuyan, but I forgot to tell myself Yes, no matter how perfect I play the song, I'm not Yuyan, not the person Xiwen has been longing for.

I avoided Chen's expectant eyes, shook my head and said, "No need, it's useless."

Chen stepped forward even more worried, and said bluntly: "But, I really hope that Miss will continue to pull, because I think that Miss Yuyan will be Miss Yuyan at that time, and she will still be the lively and cheerful Miss Yuyan before."

Chen's words were like big vicious iron nails, they drove into my heart heavily, creating waves of pain inside, I lost all strength, and could only stand stiffly, letting his words ring in my ears It reverberates over and over again, Yuyan Yuyan Yuyan, Xiwen likes Yuyan...

The pain in my heart almost tore me in two, if I don't get rid of it, I will definitely be drowned by this wave and die, so I can only shout out hoarsely, the words that have been hidden in my heart: "I am not Yu Yan ! Don't call me Yuyan anymore!"

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I saw Chen in front of me, the expression in my eyes was immediately covered by pain and sadness, a trace of guilt rose in my heart, but it was washed away by the intense pain, I couldn't stand it, I was so excited that even my heels trembled , the whole person squatted down, buried his face in his arms, and whispered softly: "I'm not Yuyan, I..." It's Shu Rou...

But I couldn't say that sentence at all, I bit my lower lip hard, trying to bear the bitterness in my heart and the mist in my eyes, my throat was so choked that I could hardly breathe, my brain seemed to be swollen, and only The next sudden heartbeat.

I vaguely felt that Chen knelt down with me, but now I have no time to pay attention to it, the pain in my chest occupies all my thoughts.

Who am I now, Shu Rou or Yu Yan?Can someone take a good look at me?Someone... isn't looking at my shadow?
The troubles that have been saved all the time, like the flowing water that lost the dam, filled my chaotic head. Unfortunately, no matter how great the sadness is, it can't stop time.

Slowly my rationality returned to my mind, and I put my troubles and troubles in a corner of my heart helplessly. I regained my composure and raised my head apologetically, but it crashed straight into a pair of conceited and sad eyes.

It turns out that Chen has been looking at me who is sad, his eyes are so uncomfortable, it seems that even his heart is experiencing the same pain as mine, full of apology emerges from my heart, I said hoarsely: " I'm sorry Chen, I didn't mean to hurt you."

Chen shook her head, the expression on her face was still sad: "Miss didn't hurt me, it was I who made Miss sad."

My heart tightened, and just when I was about to open my mouth to refute him, I saw him lower his eyes halfway, and his heart became more and more unbearable: "I have never realized that the burden in Miss's heart is so heavy. Why, I am obviously the person closest to you. Why didn't I find out."

Looking at Chen's self-blame, a trace of warmth rose from my heart, and I whispered: "Chen, don't blame yourself, you have always cared about me, thank you."

Chen still shook his head, the disappointment on his face did not fade away, he looked up at me, his eyes were full of tenderness and firmness: "Miss, I don't know you in the past, so I don't know what kind of person Miss Yuyan was in the past , but Miss has always been so strong and brave in my eyes, no matter what happens in the outside world, she can keep her heart to face it, no matter who you are, Miss, I like you very much."

Live up to his name, now the morning is like the sun, slowly illuminating my heart, the troubles and sorrows left in my heart just now slowly disappeared, and mist appeared in my eyes again.

Chen panicked again, and was so anxious that he didn't know what to do. Seeing him at a loss, I couldn't help laughing. Seeing my smile, Chen's face relaxed, and he relaxed, and followed me. Also laughed.

Thank you, Chen, you must not know how much salvation you just said to me.