Seeing him suddenly faltering, I was a little worried. In the dark night, I couldn't see his face clearly, only the light on his head reflected his blurred figure.

"Do you have anything to say?" I tried to scan his face, hoping to find a sense of security from him.

He was silent for a while, and his steady and deep voice floated to his ears.

"I have nothing to say, it's just a thought in my heart." He raised his head slightly, the starlight in the sky fell on his clear eyes, he closed his eyes, and slowly said: "This thought is even bigger tonight. "

I stared at his face, thinking he would continue, but unexpectedly, he bent down, picked up the bag on the ground, and walked down the slope with his feet lifted.

"It's almost time, let's go back." He threw this sentence over and ended our conversation.

I followed behind him, but kept looking back until the big tree completely disappeared in front of my eyes.

After getting in the car, the silence spread in the middle of the night, Yu Jun was thinking, and I probably guessed that he was thinking about the thoughts in his heart.In fact, I really want to know what his thoughts are, but as soon as I asked, Yu Jun deliberately changed the topic, and then there was another period of silence.

His reactions will only make me more concerned, but I can't ask him out of his mouth.

Back at Yuyan's mansion, I walked through the small garden alone. Seeing Yujun was so serious in meditation, I had no choice but to walk in by myself.

When the cool breath of the pool in front merged into the cold wind, the chilly feeling came with the wind, which was already full of the unique chill of winter. I shook my body and wrapped my hands around myself, hoping to bring some warmth to my body.

Before I reached the fountain, the sound of "squeaking" water came first, and the wet and cold air pierced like needles. I started to quicken my pace, wanting to go back to the room quickly.

Suddenly, I felt dizzy, and the scenery in my eyes was blurred into light and shadow. The energy in my whole body seemed to be sucked away, and the nausea surged up. I clutched my chest, almost out of breath. Trying to suck me out, but there's something inside me that's pulling on me, and the feeling of pulling and struggling makes me sick.

I tried my best to support my body, not wanting it to fall down. The sweat dripped from my forehead slowly, and it became more and more difficult for me to breathe. Only then did I finally think, is my soul about to leave?

I took a deep breath, panic and fear filled my heart, but I couldn't think about it at all, I didn't want to leave so soon!
At this moment, a familiar loud noise pierced into my ears, and the vague and painful consciousness suddenly became clear, and the feeling of nausea and pulling each other suddenly disappeared. My body softened, and someone stretched out a hand to support me.

"Miss, what's the matter with you? Don't scare me." Chen's anxious voice echoed in my ears, and my breathing finally calmed down. When I opened my eyes, I saw Chen's worried expression. It must have been Chen calling me just now. Shaking his head, he tried to straighten himself up again.

"Don't worry, I'm fine, maybe I'm too tired and just a little dizzy." I was afraid that Chen would be worried, so I would give a random reason.

"Then, I'll help you go back to rest first."

I pulled his sleeve and ordered: "Chen, don't tell anyone what happened just now."

Chen was very embarrassed, and replied: "But...Miss, you should go to the hospital for a checkup."

"Please, I don't want to go to the hospital, and I don't want others to know, especially my parents. Please, Chen."

Under my begging, Chen had no choice but to agree, but he insisted on accompanying me back to the room before giving up. I lay on the comfortable bed, but I couldn't fall asleep.

I probably also guessed the situation just now, this is a hint to me that I am about to leave Yuyan's body completely, counting the fingers, if the remaining two months are not enough, it will be a full year.

At first I was reluctant to come to this body, but now I am reluctant to do so.What I can't bear is the people I met here. When I think of leaving in such a silent way, I feel helpless. After many years, I will still remember the people here, but will they forget me? Forget this A brief "Yu Yan".

I suffered from insomnia and could only keep my eyes open until dawn. When I went downstairs, Xiaofang came to tell me that the master was looking for me.

I walked to the door of the study, the wind was blowing outside the window, the shade of the trees was shaking and the sun was just right, but all this seemed to have nothing to do with the study behind this door.

I stood in front of the door, staring blankly at the pattern on the door, thinking about something.

The situation last night let me know that I can no longer just muddle along. I am about to leave, but this home is still the same as before, without any changes. When Yuyan comes back, she has to face this home again, which makes her feel so painful that she wants to commit suicide. But Next time, no one may be able to save her.

Besides, can I bear to watch Master and Madam continue to make mistakes like this?

Thinking about it, my shoulders began to straighten, and my hands clenched into fists. Since the master wants to see me, I will never leave the study room unless I get something out of the master's mouth this time.

Having made such a decision, courage and guts suddenly appeared in my heart. I put my hand firmly on the handle and opened the door.

The study is still so quiet, only the monotonous bell echoes in the room, so as soon as I enter, my eyes can't help but fall on the master. Sitting behind the desk, he seems to be a part of the study invisibly, looking so solemn It was cold again.

I stood in front of him, and before I could say anything, the master threw the first sentence over: "Yu Yan, I can't help but say it directly. Has Chen's father ever looked for you?"

I nodded and replied, "Yes."

The master's eyes staring at me became more unfathomable. Suddenly, his appearance seemed to be covered by mist, and I couldn't see through his thoughts.

I bit my lower lip, I didn't have time to back down, I had to strike first, I straightened my back and met his gaze.

"Uncle, he came to me and told me a lot about your past."

When I spoke, the master's body shook slightly, and he murmured to me, "He already told you?"

I was stunned, and now there was only the sound of heavy breathing, accompanied by the ticking clock in the study. This was the first time the master asked me a question. From the way he looked at me, it seemed that I had hit the point.

I spoke first again: "Uncle told me a lot, some things you know, and some things you don't know." I deliberately bluffed, this was the only way I could think of.

Sure enough, the master's expression became more serious, and the thought in his eyes deepened, but the next moment he spit out something that surprised me.

"I think there's only one thing I don't know, and that's the lady's secret. You'd better tell me what he told you."

I opened my eyes wide, and I didn't expect the master to guess that the wife had a secret.For a moment, I was intimidated by his words, and my mind quickly figured out what to do next.

"My uncle told me that it was you who wanted to build a greenhouse and plant Bianhua flowers, not because I liked it before."

I deliberately changed the topic, and carefully watched the master's reaction. Although he was still serious on the surface, I could clearly see a trace of surprise slipping through his eyes.

"So what?" he replied normally.

"Does mom like Bana flowers?"

"do not like."

"how about you?"

The master was silent for a while, then said, "What do you really want to tell me?"

I stared at him seriously, and for a moment, the silence here was terrifying.

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