maid's good times

"Xiao Ran?" Hannah was just a little sad, but she never thought about not wanting her as a friend. Seeing the fear in An Ran's eyes suddenly, Hannah was a little astonished. "What's wrong with you, Xiaoran? Is there something wrong? How about we go back first? "

An Ran suddenly felt that she seemed to have lost the ability to speak, but she just held Hannah's hand tightly, holding it hard, as if she was afraid that if she didn't pay attention, Hannah would leave.Fear, uneasiness and panic flashed in those dark eyes.

Just like that year, when I was abandoned by my parents on the street with people coming and going, I was just as lost and helpless.

Hannah also noticed An Ran's uneasiness, and wanted to pull out her hand to hold her hand, but found that An Ran's strength was abnormally strong, and she couldn't pull it out after struggling several times. "Xiaoran, do you remember what happened back then?"

Hannah didn't realize at the moment that An Ran suddenly behaved like this because of her, but An Ran didn't know why she remembered the incident when she was four years old.

"Hmm..." An Ran bit her lip tightly, her teeth were bitten through her lip due to excessive force, and red blood spilled out.

"Xiao Ran? Xiao Ran, let go!" When she first met An Ran, she seemed to have a nightmare once, and she also had such emotions, but after waking up, she felt much better, so Hannah wanted to spend more time with her Just talk.

But this time, An Ran's emotions would be so intense, she didn't even know she bit her lip, and Hannah couldn't bear the force of her hand.

"Hannah... Brother Ouyang and I... nothing..."

Maybe seeing the worry in Hannah's eyes, or maybe because she was afraid that Hannah would leave if she didn't speak again, An Ran finally let go of her tightly biting lips and murmured word by word.

"Huh? Xiaoran, actually..."

"Hannah, don't leave me, will you?"

Hannah just wanted to say, 'Even if you and Brother Ouyang are together, you are still my best best sister'... But before she could speak, she was interrupted by An Ran.But An Ran's words made Hannah stunned for a long time.

It was this stupid kung fu that made An Ran's heart feel like she was on a roller coaster, falling straight down from a high altitude, and it felt painful.The hand that was holding Hannah tightly loosened gradually, and her eyes were gray and pale, like a dull heart after death.

"Xiao Ran, of course I won't abandon you!" Seeing the grayness in An Ran's eyes, Hannah's heart trembled. What did she do just now?To actually make An Ran feel like dying? "What are you thinking about! I, Liu Hanna, have said since the day I met you, that you, An Ran, are the person I care about and cherish the most in this life, the next life, and the next life! Have you forgotten? !"

Hannah was also a little panicked, how could she, how could she make An Ran feel the feeling of being abandoned again?So these few words, Hannah almost yelled out, afraid that An Ran would fall into her own world and not be able to hear her voice.

Fortunately, An Ran heard it.The grayness in the eyes dissipated little by little, and the loose hand grasped Hannah's tightly again and said. "You mean...Really? Even Brother Ouyang..."

"When will I, Liu Hanna, be too much for talking?" Mentioning Ouyang Han, Hannah still felt a little pain in her heart, but she quickly put that feeling behind her. "Even if brother Ouyang likes Xiaoran, I won't...and I won't want Xiaoran."

"Hannah... sorry, I should have told you sooner..."

"Don't say I'm sorry! Don't blame yourself!" On this point, Hannah and Ouyang Han have almost the same idea. Whenever An Ran said 'sorry', 'thank you' and other kind words to them, they would feel, I was always hovering outside the high wall of the Enron building.

"Rather than letting brother Ouyang like others, it's better to like Xiaoran. As the saying goes, fat water doesn't flow to outsiders' fields! Hee hee..." Something was decided in her heart, and Hannah obviously felt a lot more relaxed. , still has a bit of a bitter taste.

An Ran held Hannah's hand and just shook her head slightly. "Hannah, brother Ouyang and I can't be together."

That's why, knowing that Ouyang Han likes her, she never told Hannah.One is thinking, maybe one day Ouyang Han will be moved by Hannah's sincerity and perseverance, and then they will be together, which is a good thing.

But most importantly, An Ran was afraid that if she told Hannah, it would make Hannah unhappy, and would be afraid that Hannah would hate her, alienate her, and forget her as a friend...

"Why? Xiaoran actually likes Brother Ouyang, doesn't she?" Maybe Hannah had never realized this before, maybe she had thought about it before, but she was rejected by herself for various reasons...but not long ago , when Ouyang Han protected An Ran, Hannah finally saw it through.

Ouyang Han and An Ran didn't like each other unilaterally, they actually liked each other, but maybe it was because of her that Xiao Ran kept pretending not to care, and even accompanied her to plan some confession... At that time, Xiao Ran , I must be a hundred times more bitter than myself now, right?

"He and I are people from two worlds. I can't give him what he wants..."

"Xiaoran, you haven't asked brother Ouyang, how do you know what he wants? How do you know that you can't give him what he wants?" Hannah said earnestly.It turned out that there was not only her separated between them, but also An Ran's deep, deep inferiority complex.

"Hannah, you..." I was a little surprised, An Ran could see clearly how much Hannah liked Ouyang Han, but now she actually wanted to confess herself? "Actually, you don't have to do this..."

"I've already let go." The tacit understanding that has been with her for many years played its due role at this moment. From An Ran's slightly surprised tone, Hannah understood what she wanted to ask. "Actually, at the beginning, I fell in love with brother Ouyang because of his doting on Xiaoran, right? The first time I saw him, I thought he was a gentle man... Puchi!"

Maybe thinking of something funny, Hannah couldn't help laughing.

"Brother Ouyang seemed to have just returned from abroad at that time, right? The first time he saw An Ran, he stretched out his hand and rubbed Xiao Ran's head, just like this..." Hannah pulled out a hand and touched An Ran's head. Knead away.An Ran's hair is soft and soft, which may be the reason why Ouyang Han often likes to rub it.

"Xiaoran, do you know?" After rubbing for a while, Hannah put down her hand. "At that time, my feeling was, why does this handsome guy seem to be rubbing his own puppy? There is a dazzling tenderness on that handsome face."

Maybe it was because she remembered the feeling of her heart pounding for the first time. Although it had been a long time, Hannah still couldn't help but blush. "Maybe I was taken aback by the gentleness on his face. Although it was the first time we met, I felt like I had been waiting for him for a long, long time...Xiao Ran, don't you think it's silly and foolish to think like this?" ah?"

After asking An Ran, but did not give An Ran time to answer, Hannah smiled and continued talking. "At that time, I should have felt that Brother Ouyang liked Xiaoran, but it may be that my eyes were blinded by my heartbeat, so I couldn't see other things..."

Rambling, laughing from ear to ear for a while, and blushing like a red-hot pot bottom, Hannah uttered her heartbeat when she saw Ouyang Han for the first time, and every confession she made after that , although An Ran knew all about those confessions, she still wanted to say it.

After about half an hour, maybe less, Hannah ended her recollection with a concluding sentence.

"Although Big Brother Ouyang is my first love, and this love is unrequited love, but I don't regret it!"

"Hannah, one day, brother Ouyang will be touched by you." An Ran has no words to express her current mood, the only thing she can do is to continue to maintain the close relationship with Ouyang Han.

"Oh, Xiao Ran, why don't you understand!" Hannah pushed An Ran reproachfully, but of course it was very small. "I said that I have let go, which means that I will not confess to Brother Ouyang from today on, but I will bury that love in my heart. If Xiaoran is not with Brother Ouyang, I will continue to be ashamed Go after him."

"But Xiaoran, I really hope that you can be with brother Ouyang."