my naughty female president

When Huai En came, I was cleaning the courtyard at home, and I hadn't been home for several months, and there was a thick layer of dust in my house.

The fish kept in the crock furnace had already died in the fish tank because of not changing the water for a long time.

The weeds in the yard have sprouted as the temperature gets warmer, occupying the place where I originally planted vegetables, but at the moment I am not in the mood to take care of them anymore.

What is gratifying is that I accidentally found the squirrel that I scared away last winter in the corner. I know it because there is a strand of white hair on its tail.

I don't know how it survived that long winter, where it went, and what it ate to survive the whole winter.

But obviously its vitality is far stronger than I expected, and my worries for several days now seem to be my worries.

Huai En and Junsheng appeared in my yard at this time.

Although Huai En is thin, she doesn't need other people's support. The moment she saw me, she flew towards me like a butterfly that just broke out of its cocoon, looking weak and full of new vitality.

She threw herself into my arms and hugged me coquettishly, buried her face in my chest, and rubbed her face against it.

"Uncle, you haven't seen me for a long time, I miss you so much!" she whispered.

I instinctively wanted to reach out to hug her, but I froze in mid-air.

How long has it been?It's only three days...

My heart suddenly ached again!

Standing behind Huai En, Jun Sheng couldn't bear to see my dignified and thoughtful face. I knew that he, like me, had already foreseen the huge disaster that Huai En would endure next.

We all know that...

We can only watch helplessly...

Even, this disaster will be caused by me!

Some things in the world are always no choice.

Huai En pouted and looked at me and said that it had been a long time since I had eaten the dishes I cooked.

So I let her and Junsheng rest at home, went to the supermarket in the town by myself, and bought all kinds of ingredients Huai En likes to eat.

I bought barracuda, I bought crab, I bought clams and crawling shrimp.I think it is very likely that this is the last time I will cook for her, and I can't wait to cook all the dishes she has eaten here for her.

Huai En looked very happy during the meal, with a good appetite.

Junsheng and I looked at each other, feeling sad, as if only this silly girl who had just escaped death was left in the whole world, still foolishly enjoying herself, unaware of her impending fate.

"Uncle, the dishes you cook are so delicious, I will eat your dishes every day from now on!" Huai En said to me happily while peeling the shrimp shells.

I smiled lightly, but my heart was full of bitterness.

After dinner, Huai En proposed to go to the beach to have a look.

She said: "Uncle, I don't know how we all ride the wind and waves, let's go and see, okay?"

I looked at the sky, the afternoon sun was just right, and the sea breeze had already become warm during the time I was away, so I nodded in agreement, but I still found a coat and put it on Huai En's shoulders when I went out.

Huai En hugged my arm and snuggled up beside me, like a virtuous little wife.

At this moment, the tide is high, and the sea breeze is blowing gently, with a slight sense of fishy and salty.

Our arrival startled a group of seagulls basking on the pier, circling above our heads.

Our canoe floated quietly in the sea, rising and falling with the waves.

I remembered that when Huai En stood on the canoe and shouted to me happily, she said that she would let me be her first mate...

It was probably left unused for too long, and the seagulls took it as their temporary nest, and it was actually filled with white guano.

Huai En and I sat on the pier looking at the endless sea, we were silent.

"Uncle!"

Huai En called me softly.

"Ok?"

I looked at her sideways, and she looked into the depths of the sea, her expression suddenly became melancholy.

"I know you have something to tell me, right?"

She still faces the sea.

I was silent, but my heart was overwhelmed.

"Ever since I woke up, I knew that you had something to say. Now I will give you a chance, and I will only give you this one chance. Say what you have to say. No matter what you say, I can accept it, but if If you don’t say it today, then you will never say it again, can you?”

Huai En looked at me faintly, the sea breeze blew her hair up and lightly brushed my neck, my heart felt a sharp pain in an instant.

I know, as smart as she is, I'm afraid she has already seen the clue.She is giving me a chance now, giving me a chance to hurt her...

Only this time, I didn't dare to have the courage to back down. I knew that my knife would be stabbed no matter what, because if I didn't stab this knife, another woman would live in hell forever.

My heart trembled faintly. I am afraid that there will never be such a cruel thing in this world. If I had a choice, I would rather kill myself even a hundred times than hurt any of them.

It's a pity that there is only one heart, and if you give it to one person, you can't give it to another...

"Hui En..."

I gently called her name, just two words, it took all my strength.

"Do you remember the story I told you earlier?"

Huai En nodded slightly.

"I thought what I told you was the whole story. Just a few days ago, I realized that this story has another ending!"

My knife is finally out of its sheath...

"The woman in that story, her name is Mu Xichun...

……

The brackish sea breeze blows gently, and the sun shines on the body to warm it up. Occasionally, a few seagulls pass by the sponge, leaving a few calls floating in the sea breeze.

My heart gradually turned into a ball of ice.

I know that I am far from the only one who is freezing cold at this moment.

I quietly talked about the truth that I just learned not long ago, although I tried my best to keep my tone calm, but every word I uttered made me exhausted...

Huai En sat beside me, with his arms around his knees, his gaze gradually became hollow.

"I thought I would never see Xichun again, I thought my life would end here, but your illness...

Maybe this is God's will. I never dreamed that I would meet you sisters one after another in my life. It's just that the world is too weird. The mistakes at the beginning made me misunderstand Xichun. I don't know anything. "

"Now that I finally know all this, I think I can no longer live up to her..."

I finally said the most difficult words.

The knife finally pierced her heart.

Huai En slowly withdrew his gaze and turned to look at me.

"Is this what you've been holding back in your heart these days?" Her tone was calm, but her eyes were already filled with tears!

I know that she is trying her best to endure the pain in her patience.

"You can't disappoint your sister anymore, what about me?"

She looked at me with burning eyes, as if she had been looking into the depths of my soul.

"So? Why did you propose to me? Are you just pitying me?"

Tears finally fell from Huai En's eyes.

Her jaw trembled violently, she could no longer bear the pain in her heart, her eyes were broken and sad.

"Huai En, I'm sorry... I know this is hard for you to accept, and I also know how you feel about me, but now I can't lie to you no matter what..."

"So you are lying to me, right?" Huai En interrupted me.

"I thought……"

"You thought I was going to die, didn't you? Did you lie to me to make me happy in the last days of my life? So you didn't love me at all, did you?"

Huai En's voice trembled violently, and tears fell like rain...

I was silent, every question Huai En asked was like a sharp knife stabbing my conscience one by one!

"Uncle, I just ask you one question, don't lie to me!"

She reached across my face.

"Did you ever love me?" She held my face in her hands, tears wet her eyelashes.

I looked at Huai En's sad face, and my soul seemed to be tightly suppressed by a mountain, which almost made me breathless.

But facing Huai En's questioning, I didn't have the courage to answer.

I wanted to help her wipe away her tears, but my body was as stiff as a rock, unable to move.

"Uncle, can you answer me? No matter what the result is, I just want to hear from you. Can you?"

I moved my dry lips and swallowed hard.

Huai En's expression made my heart shatter like ice, which broke into pieces in an instant.

But I know that I have to say some words, since the knife has been stabbed, it can no longer be taken back, and Yourou will only cause more harm to her.

"Huai En, I am sorry for you. I really lied to you. When I tried my best and couldn't save you, I was already desperate. I just want you to have enough courage to fight against the disease, even if you are still hopeless in the end. Survival, at least I can make you happy in the last time. Because that's all I can do. It's not that I don't love you, if you are really saved, if I don't know what Xichun has done to me, I think I can Forget her, but now I can no longer deceive myself, I love her more..."

I don't know how I made up my mind to say these words, I know that every word of mine is hurtful to Huai En, this knife finally pierced Huai En's heart precisely and ruthlessly...

Huai En slowly closed his eyes, tears flowed down like a flood breaking a bank.

She shook her head slowly, loosened my face weakly, couldn't control her emotions anymore, stood up, covered her face and ran away.

After running for a few steps, I suddenly stopped, took the conch ring off my finger, and dropped it beside me.

I was like a rock, I just sat there dumbfounded, I didn't even look back at her...

After a long time, my heart suddenly twitched violently, and I coughed violently in pain, almost making me roll on the ground.Coughing violently, I looked back and saw that the long pier was empty, and there was no sign of Huai En, only a few waterfowls were singing alone above my head, and the canoe full of bird droppings was heading towards I narrated the stories that happened here, and the girl who was stabbed by me...

She will probably never come back again!

I sat on the pier until the moon rose, and before I knew it, it was another full moon night!

I stood up and was about to go home when I turned around and suddenly saw Jasmine standing quietly behind me.

The tip of her hair was dyed with a touch of moonlight, as if it had been here for a long time.

She looked at me, walked to me slowly, and held me in her arms with open arms.

I leaned my head on her shoulder, my throat was sore, and I suddenly had the urge to cry.

"You are careful not to let anyone get close to you, but you can't escape your fate after all! You dare not fall in love with anyone, but you can't stop others from falling in love with you. Maybe no one in this world understands your thoughts, but I do. Think Just cry, you always make me feel so bad..."

Jasmine whispered in my ear.

My tears dripped silently in the night sky, but only the wind knows...