my naughty female president

When Wei Lai and Da Bin came back at night, they had already swept away the depression of the day and became cheerful.Obviously I had long forgotten about fighting with the little fat man during the day, I couldn't help but secretly sighed in my heart: Poor little fat man!
I saw a small braid on Wei Lai's head, and several small braids were tied into a bigger braid. It looked like a work of art. I just took a look and thought it was a huge project. In other words, I'm afraid I won't be able to complete this project in a day.

Wei Lai was also very excited because of this little braid, dangled in front of me, and kept asking me: "Is Dad good-looking?"

After I gave a very positive answer, she shook her head in satisfaction and went to play by herself.

From what Dabin said, he took Wei Lai to the bar where he worked.According to what he said before, the bar was opened by a young woman. From Dabin’s description to me of the fascinated face after seeing the bar proprietress for the first time, Dabin simply enshrines her like a god.

Although I have never seen the bar proprietress, from his exaggerated description, I think this woman must be extremely beautiful.

From Da Bin’s description, I learned that this woman loves to travel, and she doesn’t spend most of the year in bars. She only comes back after traveling for a few days, and then goes to the next place!
The proprietress happened to be at the bar these few days, and Wei Lai's braid was done by this legendary woman.

Da Bin strongly invited me to go to the bar at night to meet the proprietress, in his words: "Let you see what a real beauty is!"

It's just that my body and mood have changed since my life changed. I really don't want to set foot in the bar, a place that I used to love, so I politely rejected his proposal.Dabin shook his head regretfully and said that this is my biggest loss.

I shook my head with a wry smile, but another woman's face involuntarily appeared in my mind, and I felt a sharp pain in my heart...

I spent more than two years with the sound of hammers and hammers. Although the days were hard, they were in the state I always wanted, without surprise or disturbance, peaceful and peaceful!
Although the business of the silversmith shop is sluggish, winter here always comes very early, and once autumn comes, there are few travelers anymore, and most of the time in a year is in a state of leisure.But life is worry-free, and there is even little balance. Last month, I put 10 yuan from Xiangdong into the card number I asked him for when I borrowed money.

I thought this kind of life would last forever, I thought I would raise Wei Lai quietly in this place.Let her fly when she grows up enough, and let her experience this wonderful world freely.

I will hold this nest here for her, so that she will have a warm home when she comes back anytime!
I think I will die in this place, and I will find an appropriate time to tell Wei Lai that I will be buried next to Cangyongcuo after my death, because I think there is no more beautiful place in this world than here !
Just when I thought that the years had nothing to do with me anymore, and that I would age peacefully and peacefully according to my assumption, the next thing that happened almost hit me into the endless hell again...

Wei Lai is sick!

I discovered that something was wrong with Wei Lai when she was two years and eight months old.She would always fall for no reason, obviously her feet were very flat and there were no obstacles at all, obviously she had walked quite steadily before, and she seldom fell down again.

My intuition told me that this was something abnormal, so I took Wei Lai to the county hospital to give Wei Lai a comprehensive examination, but the examination results showed that everything was normal.

I did not give up and explained Wei Lai's abnormal fall to the doctor in detail. The doctor told me that it was probably caused by calcium deficiency. Calcium deficiency in children will lead to weak bones. Falling is the most obvious clinical symptom. Performance.

So the doctor gave me some medicines for this.However, after taking the medicine for nearly a month, Wei Lai's symptoms not only did not improve, but his falls became more frequent.

Seeing this scene, I have a bad premonition in my heart. I'm afraid it's not as simple as calcium deficiency.I didn't dare to delay any longer. After simply packing up, I handed over the shop to Da Bin, and took Wei Lai to the provincial capital!
The results came out soon. CT showed that Wei Lai's tailbone had an obvious fingernail-sized shadow two inches above the tailbone. The doctor deduced that there was a tumor growing there. The location was just on the central nervous system, so it happened It would cause Wei Lai's leg nerves to lose sensation intermittently.

I heard it like thunder, I didn't expect my daughter to grow a tumor in the nerve when she was only two years old!
I almost paralyzed in the doctor's office after I asked the doctor what to do!

The doctor gave two treatment options. One is to perform surgical resection, but the risk of doing so is quite high. Since the tumor grows on the nerve, it is difficult to guarantee that the surgery will not damage the nerve. If the nerve is damaged, Wei Lai will be permanently injured. I can't walk anymore!

The second option is to carry out chemotherapy, using drugs to prevent the growth of the tumor, so that Wei Lai can extend the period of free movement, but this will only delay the growth of the tumor, and eventually he will still be paralyzed. The method is undoubtedly one life-and-death test after another for the patient, and every chemotherapy will bring irreparable physical damage to the patient!
I listened to these two treatment plans from the doctor and gave me the right to make the decision. I almost felt the sky above my head collapsed in an instant. Neither of these two plans was what I wanted!

My God, what am I doing wrong?What did my poor Wei Lai do wrong?Why use such cruel means to punish us?
I almost collapsed in the doctor's office, what should I do?Should I take the risk and let Wei Lai perform the operation?Or put her on life-threatening chemotherapy to prolong her walking time?
My pity is that Wei Lai is only less than three years old. Can she bear the pain caused by repeated chemotherapy?As Wei Lai's father, what should I do when faced with such a choice that makes me extremely heartbroken?
But the doctor has already warned that no matter which choice you choose, you must make a decision as soon as possible, because the tumor is growing all the time, and one more day of delay will increase the risk...

That night in the small hotel next to the hospital, I looked at Wei Lai's cute little face with grief from my heart, and suddenly felt like crying without tears!

Wei Lai raised his face in my arms and asked me, "Father, am I suffering from some serious illness? Why are you crying?"

I wiped away my tears, suppressed my emotions and said to Wei: "Wei Lai, you just have a very small disease, it's just a small sarcoma on your back, as long as we remove it Wei Lai It will be fine!"

Wei Lai looked at me with her big clear eyes and asked me softly, "Dad, will it hurt?"

My nose was sore, tears almost fell out again.I pretended to smile and said to Wei: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all. Wei Lai just needs to sleep, and the sarcoid has been removed when he wakes up!"

Wei Lai smiled at me and said, "Dad, I'm not afraid of pain. As long as it makes me better, I'm not afraid of anything. Don't be sad, Dad. Wei Lai is very strong!"

When I heard Wei Lai's words, I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes anymore, and they flowed out in a puff!

The well-behaved Wei Lai stretched out her little hand to wipe my tears, my heart almost broke!

My Wei Lai, she is only two years old, she is so sensible that she comforts me!My Wei Lai, no matter how much my father pays, my father will cure you, and my father will let you grow up happily like a normal child!Dad only has you left, and Dad still needs you to take care of Dad until the end of his life. Dad must not let you lose the ability to walk!

My poor child, even if daddy's life is exchanged for your health, daddy is willing...

Wei Lai fell asleep in my arms, but I stayed by the bed the whole time.

I thought I could spend the rest of my life peacefully from now on. I thought I would be lucky enough to watch my Wei Lai grow up. After so many years and so many setbacks and tribulations, all I have left now is The only dear Wei Lai, I thought that as long as she was brought up, no matter what price I paid, it would be worth it!
I didn't expect God to make such a big joke on me, wanting to take away all my hard work, wanting to take away the only thing I care about, God, why are you so cruel?Why do I have to bear this fatal blow again and again, I just want to live in this world simply, I never ask for more, why do I have to make things so hard even for such a small wish of mine ?

The next day, I carried Wei Lai to the hospital again and told the doctor that I had made a decision. This was a decision I hadn't closed my eyes overnight!
I, will choose to undergo surgery for Wei Lai!

Although the doctor has clearly told me that according to the national statistics in recent years, the success rate of this operation is 30.00%[-], but I still resolutely decided to perform the operation for Wei Lai. Wei Lai will be accompanied by a wheelchair in the future. Since Wei Lai cannot escape the fate of being paralyzed in the second choice, I am willing to take a gamble. Although the success rate is less than half, this chance of success is probably not good for Wei Lai, who is only over two years old. It will be lower, but I still resolutely choose to gamble with fate.

Wei Lai is so cute, I don't believe that fate will treat her so ruthlessly, she is only less than three years old, her life has just begun, and the creation in the dark can really deprive her of the ability to walk in this world so cruelly right?
I can not believe it!I can't believe it either, so I want to use my choice and Wei Lai's strength to prove to this nothingness that we have no fear in the face of the teasing of fate and the entrapment of nature!