my naughty female president
Chapter 205: Fidofi's Freedom
The next day when the wake-up call sounded, we washed up, folded the quilt into square tofu cubes and left the cell, only to realize that the falling snow I saw last night before the last ray of light faded was not a hallucination.
At this moment, thick snow has accumulated in the courtyard as deep as the ankles. Looking over the high wall, it turns out that the outside world is the same as here. The eyes are all white, clean and elegant, and there is no trace of dirt. !
The new year begins quietly in this solemn and pure whiteness that is not stained with dust, and the wheel of time starts a new round of rotation again and again, neither fast nor slow, neither increasing nor decreasing...
No more exercises this morning. After the meeting, the guards opened the small room where the cleaning tools were placed.The security officers of each prison number went in orderly without any explanation, got the tools and distributed them to us.
So in the silence we started to clear the snow in the courtyard.Before this, I have never seen any organization with such efficient mobility. Two or three huge football yards, dozens of people, were cleaned up in a short while, and the accumulation to the sewer mouth turned into water and flowed away after being flushed with a water pipe.
Next, each of them had a mop in their hands, mopped up the stagnant water and then mopped it with a dry mop, and the whole place became clean and beautiful in an instant.If it weren't for the fact that the roof and courtyard walls were still white, there would be almost no trace of snow falling here.
After breakfast, it was time for free activities. The guard threw two basketballs and went back to the room to keep warm. It seemed that we were deliberately letting us relax completely without supervision.
The courtyard suddenly boiled up, and two groups of people took basketballs and ran to the basket not far away to play basketball.
A Song gestured to me and Xiaotang, and Xiaotang and I shook our heads, so he also ran into the crowd to play basketball. Seeing their happy faces, I think this is probably the only entertainment here up.
Xiao Tang and I sat on the steps silently and watched the two groups of people in front of us playing basketball in a disorderly manner.Xiao Tang got a cigarette out of nowhere, and took out a box of matches to light the fire. The match was probably damp, and he struck a few times before finally igniting the flame.
He took two puffs beautifully, his handsome face became a little blurred in the blue smoke, and then handed the cigarette to me.
I took it and took two heavy puffs and gave it back to him, so the cigarette burned to the butt while we were handing it back and forth.Xiao Tang tore open the cigarette butt, tore off the sponge on the cigarette holder, and threw it in the air. A gust of wind blew by and disappeared.
"Aren't you going to play?" Xiao Tang nodded slightly to signal the audience.
I smiled wryly and shook my head: "I'm not used to it!"
"You'll get used to it! We're going to stay here for a long time, and time will make you get used to everything here!" Xiao Tang's poetic expression appeared on his face again!
"Maybe!" I said lightly, Xiao Tang's words made me sad for no reason.
I suddenly remembered an American movie, a movie about a prison. In the movie, there was an old prisoner named Lao Bu, who stayed in prison for decades. He gradually got used to everything in that small world until he was very old. When he was finally able to go out, he became so frightened that he didn't even dare to step out of the prison. In the end, because he couldn't face the strange world outside, he chose to hang himself in the small hotel.
It is said in the movie that Lao Bu’s tragic fate was due to being institutionalized. I think he just felt that he didn’t have enough time to get acquainted with another strange world. It took him his whole life to get acquainted with that small world. Facing that completely strange and huge world, he chose to escape.
However, he can never go back to the world he is familiar with. Perhaps only by killing his own life can he escape the fear in his heart...
Xiao Tang is right, we still have a long time to spend here, and I will eventually get used to everything here.In the end, will I, like Lao Bu, no longer be able to face the world I once lived in and choose to escape?Lao Bu chose the rope, what would I choose?
I can't help but feel a burst of fear!
In addition to the two groups of people playing basketball in the yard, there are other scattered people in twos and threes standing, squatting or sitting together. Their faces are all happy because of the short time without work, and they all show Excited look, I think they have probably gotten used to the life here, and have gradually been institutionalized...
I'm probably not far away!
My gaze accidentally swept to a corner of the yard far away from the crowd. A young man squatted there, staring blankly at the wall, with a dull expression, which can be judged from his loose clothes. I'm afraid he is skinny and only has a bunch of skeletons left.
"That person's name is Xiaozhuang, he's a college student, and he came in three months earlier than me!" Xiao Tang probably saw me looking at that person, and explained out loud.
"He just helped a pregnant woman pick up a package from a locker in the supermarket. In the end, the police found that the package was full of contraband, and it was the kind of sentence that was measured in grams! The police followed the clues and finally checked in the supermarket. When we arrived at him, he was caught up with the crackdown, and he explained that he didn't know the source of the package..."
"If he can live forever, the weight of the contents is enough for him to sit for more than 1000 years!"
Listening to Xiao Tang's words, my heart churns for a while, and I feel nauseous!Thinking about what Xiao Tang said just now, and thinking about the so-called well-documented crimes of myself and Xiao Tang, I can't help but wonder what kind of world this is.Evil is growing around us all the time, but we don't know it. How can we be cautious in our words and deeds to avoid this dangerous shoal of reality?
Thinking of this, I suddenly feel that the so-called freedom is really freedom?What is the difference between outside and inside?The so-called outside is not a bigger inside?Where else can we escape?Where is the pure land?Is it true that only by letting the soul out of the body can real freedom be obtained?Is this the freedom that Fitofi talked about?
The one-week holiday is coming to an end soon, and the trucks that have disappeared for a few days come rumblingly from all over the country, and we begin to work tirelessly for our humble lives again.This is probably the meaning of reform through labor. At least it made me understand that if I can get out, even if I live in the lowest class all my life, I must be careful and never violate even the slightest law.
In this kind of high-intensity labor, coupled with the conceivable diet, my body quickly thinned out. Even though there is no mirror to show me, I can clearly feel myself just by touching Gradually raised cheekbones and ribs visible to the naked eye!Looking at everyone here, why isn't everyone just like me?
At the end of the first month, I won my first visitation day since I was imprisoned.When I heard the news, I was agitated for no reason, but I became cold again in an instant.
Who will come to see me?I have no relatives for a long time, and there are many so-called family relatives, but since that man named Wei Jianguo abandoned my mother and me, I no longer regard them as relatives, and I even felt ashamed because of my surname Wei.
This is also the reason why after my mother died of illness, I resisted all opinions and refused to agree to bury my mother in the family cemetery, and chose another burial place for my mother. In my heart, my mother and I are no longer members of the Wei family.
Over the years, I have never taken the initiative to visit those so-called elders in the clan, let alone have the slightest contact.I'm afraid they won't even know about my imprisonment, so why would they come to see me?
So will anyone come to see me?Probably there is, I think!Xiangdong will probably come to see me, it seems that he is the only one, my good brother!Fortunately, I still have you. If it weren't for you, how desolate I would be if no one cares about me despite the long-awaited visit...
Maybe there is someone else besides you?will she comeWhat should I say to her...
Facts have proved that I never underestimated the brotherhood between me and Xiangdong, and he really came.
Outside the glass window, he is still wearing a leather jacket and Martin boots, a cool look.He stared at me for a long time, and suddenly this bearded man burst into tears...
My nose couldn't help being sour, and my throat felt bitter!
He didn't hide his emotions, reached out to wipe the tears off his face, took a deep breath, and then he smiled...
Then he picked up the phone and pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "It seems that the food inside is not very good! But you are still thinner and better-looking, more like a man!"
I could no longer collapse when I heard the words, my jaw couldn't help shaking, Xiangdong's figure outside the window instantly became blurred!I tried my best to control my emotions, I didn't want Xiang Dong to see my weakness, and I didn't want the short 15 minutes to be wasted on this sigh.
I wiped my eyes, smiled at him and said, "I just want to lose weight, and it seems the effect is obvious!"
Xiang Dong lowered his head and gave a chuckle, then he put his smile back and became serious: "Brother, I'm sorry! I found out too late, and I couldn't help you with anything!" His tone was full of infinite self-blame.
I smiled lightly and said: "How can you blame you for this matter, they came prepared, even if you knew it earlier, I'm afraid there is nothing you can do!"
Xiang Dong fell into silence again, and after a while he raised his head and said, "Behave well inside. I have consulted with a lawyer. It doesn't take that long to behave well. It is not impossible in three or four years. Dude is waiting for you to come out. I will take care of it for you, when the time comes, we brothers will start a business together!"
I smiled, this guy really can't comfort people, you have already had a successful career and created a career in the ball!However, I still nodded my head as if I was very encouraged, which was considered to be his kindness.
"What else do you need here? I asked the leaders here, as long as they comply with the regulations, many things can be sent in! Money can also be sent in!" Xiang Dong said.
I pretended to think about it and said: "There is nothing lacking here, and there is no place to spend money. Daily necessities can be exchanged with work points, so you don't have to worry about it. Everything is fine here!"
At this moment, thick snow has accumulated in the courtyard as deep as the ankles. Looking over the high wall, it turns out that the outside world is the same as here. The eyes are all white, clean and elegant, and there is no trace of dirt. !
The new year begins quietly in this solemn and pure whiteness that is not stained with dust, and the wheel of time starts a new round of rotation again and again, neither fast nor slow, neither increasing nor decreasing...
No more exercises this morning. After the meeting, the guards opened the small room where the cleaning tools were placed.The security officers of each prison number went in orderly without any explanation, got the tools and distributed them to us.
So in the silence we started to clear the snow in the courtyard.Before this, I have never seen any organization with such efficient mobility. Two or three huge football yards, dozens of people, were cleaned up in a short while, and the accumulation to the sewer mouth turned into water and flowed away after being flushed with a water pipe.
Next, each of them had a mop in their hands, mopped up the stagnant water and then mopped it with a dry mop, and the whole place became clean and beautiful in an instant.If it weren't for the fact that the roof and courtyard walls were still white, there would be almost no trace of snow falling here.
After breakfast, it was time for free activities. The guard threw two basketballs and went back to the room to keep warm. It seemed that we were deliberately letting us relax completely without supervision.
The courtyard suddenly boiled up, and two groups of people took basketballs and ran to the basket not far away to play basketball.
A Song gestured to me and Xiaotang, and Xiaotang and I shook our heads, so he also ran into the crowd to play basketball. Seeing their happy faces, I think this is probably the only entertainment here up.
Xiao Tang and I sat on the steps silently and watched the two groups of people in front of us playing basketball in a disorderly manner.Xiao Tang got a cigarette out of nowhere, and took out a box of matches to light the fire. The match was probably damp, and he struck a few times before finally igniting the flame.
He took two puffs beautifully, his handsome face became a little blurred in the blue smoke, and then handed the cigarette to me.
I took it and took two heavy puffs and gave it back to him, so the cigarette burned to the butt while we were handing it back and forth.Xiao Tang tore open the cigarette butt, tore off the sponge on the cigarette holder, and threw it in the air. A gust of wind blew by and disappeared.
"Aren't you going to play?" Xiao Tang nodded slightly to signal the audience.
I smiled wryly and shook my head: "I'm not used to it!"
"You'll get used to it! We're going to stay here for a long time, and time will make you get used to everything here!" Xiao Tang's poetic expression appeared on his face again!
"Maybe!" I said lightly, Xiao Tang's words made me sad for no reason.
I suddenly remembered an American movie, a movie about a prison. In the movie, there was an old prisoner named Lao Bu, who stayed in prison for decades. He gradually got used to everything in that small world until he was very old. When he was finally able to go out, he became so frightened that he didn't even dare to step out of the prison. In the end, because he couldn't face the strange world outside, he chose to hang himself in the small hotel.
It is said in the movie that Lao Bu’s tragic fate was due to being institutionalized. I think he just felt that he didn’t have enough time to get acquainted with another strange world. It took him his whole life to get acquainted with that small world. Facing that completely strange and huge world, he chose to escape.
However, he can never go back to the world he is familiar with. Perhaps only by killing his own life can he escape the fear in his heart...
Xiao Tang is right, we still have a long time to spend here, and I will eventually get used to everything here.In the end, will I, like Lao Bu, no longer be able to face the world I once lived in and choose to escape?Lao Bu chose the rope, what would I choose?
I can't help but feel a burst of fear!
In addition to the two groups of people playing basketball in the yard, there are other scattered people in twos and threes standing, squatting or sitting together. Their faces are all happy because of the short time without work, and they all show Excited look, I think they have probably gotten used to the life here, and have gradually been institutionalized...
I'm probably not far away!
My gaze accidentally swept to a corner of the yard far away from the crowd. A young man squatted there, staring blankly at the wall, with a dull expression, which can be judged from his loose clothes. I'm afraid he is skinny and only has a bunch of skeletons left.
"That person's name is Xiaozhuang, he's a college student, and he came in three months earlier than me!" Xiao Tang probably saw me looking at that person, and explained out loud.
"He just helped a pregnant woman pick up a package from a locker in the supermarket. In the end, the police found that the package was full of contraband, and it was the kind of sentence that was measured in grams! The police followed the clues and finally checked in the supermarket. When we arrived at him, he was caught up with the crackdown, and he explained that he didn't know the source of the package..."
"If he can live forever, the weight of the contents is enough for him to sit for more than 1000 years!"
Listening to Xiao Tang's words, my heart churns for a while, and I feel nauseous!Thinking about what Xiao Tang said just now, and thinking about the so-called well-documented crimes of myself and Xiao Tang, I can't help but wonder what kind of world this is.Evil is growing around us all the time, but we don't know it. How can we be cautious in our words and deeds to avoid this dangerous shoal of reality?
Thinking of this, I suddenly feel that the so-called freedom is really freedom?What is the difference between outside and inside?The so-called outside is not a bigger inside?Where else can we escape?Where is the pure land?Is it true that only by letting the soul out of the body can real freedom be obtained?Is this the freedom that Fitofi talked about?
The one-week holiday is coming to an end soon, and the trucks that have disappeared for a few days come rumblingly from all over the country, and we begin to work tirelessly for our humble lives again.This is probably the meaning of reform through labor. At least it made me understand that if I can get out, even if I live in the lowest class all my life, I must be careful and never violate even the slightest law.
In this kind of high-intensity labor, coupled with the conceivable diet, my body quickly thinned out. Even though there is no mirror to show me, I can clearly feel myself just by touching Gradually raised cheekbones and ribs visible to the naked eye!Looking at everyone here, why isn't everyone just like me?
At the end of the first month, I won my first visitation day since I was imprisoned.When I heard the news, I was agitated for no reason, but I became cold again in an instant.
Who will come to see me?I have no relatives for a long time, and there are many so-called family relatives, but since that man named Wei Jianguo abandoned my mother and me, I no longer regard them as relatives, and I even felt ashamed because of my surname Wei.
This is also the reason why after my mother died of illness, I resisted all opinions and refused to agree to bury my mother in the family cemetery, and chose another burial place for my mother. In my heart, my mother and I are no longer members of the Wei family.
Over the years, I have never taken the initiative to visit those so-called elders in the clan, let alone have the slightest contact.I'm afraid they won't even know about my imprisonment, so why would they come to see me?
So will anyone come to see me?Probably there is, I think!Xiangdong will probably come to see me, it seems that he is the only one, my good brother!Fortunately, I still have you. If it weren't for you, how desolate I would be if no one cares about me despite the long-awaited visit...
Maybe there is someone else besides you?will she comeWhat should I say to her...
Facts have proved that I never underestimated the brotherhood between me and Xiangdong, and he really came.
Outside the glass window, he is still wearing a leather jacket and Martin boots, a cool look.He stared at me for a long time, and suddenly this bearded man burst into tears...
My nose couldn't help being sour, and my throat felt bitter!
He didn't hide his emotions, reached out to wipe the tears off his face, took a deep breath, and then he smiled...
Then he picked up the phone and pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "It seems that the food inside is not very good! But you are still thinner and better-looking, more like a man!"
I could no longer collapse when I heard the words, my jaw couldn't help shaking, Xiangdong's figure outside the window instantly became blurred!I tried my best to control my emotions, I didn't want Xiang Dong to see my weakness, and I didn't want the short 15 minutes to be wasted on this sigh.
I wiped my eyes, smiled at him and said, "I just want to lose weight, and it seems the effect is obvious!"
Xiang Dong lowered his head and gave a chuckle, then he put his smile back and became serious: "Brother, I'm sorry! I found out too late, and I couldn't help you with anything!" His tone was full of infinite self-blame.
I smiled lightly and said: "How can you blame you for this matter, they came prepared, even if you knew it earlier, I'm afraid there is nothing you can do!"
Xiang Dong fell into silence again, and after a while he raised his head and said, "Behave well inside. I have consulted with a lawyer. It doesn't take that long to behave well. It is not impossible in three or four years. Dude is waiting for you to come out. I will take care of it for you, when the time comes, we brothers will start a business together!"
I smiled, this guy really can't comfort people, you have already had a successful career and created a career in the ball!However, I still nodded my head as if I was very encouraged, which was considered to be his kindness.
"What else do you need here? I asked the leaders here, as long as they comply with the regulations, many things can be sent in! Money can also be sent in!" Xiang Dong said.
I pretended to think about it and said: "There is nothing lacking here, and there is no place to spend money. Daily necessities can be exchanged with work points, so you don't have to worry about it. Everything is fine here!"
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